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Audacious
Sixteen year old Raphaelle is that girl who says the wrong thing, who crosses the wrong person, who has the wrong hair, the wrong body, the wrong attitude, the totally wrong clothes. She can’t do anything right, except draw, but she draws the wrong pictures. When her father moves the family to a small prairie city, Raphaelle wants to leave behind the misfit rebel, the outcast, the vengeful trouble-maker she was. Reborn as “Ella,” she plans fit in at her new school, while her perfect younger sister goes to the Catholic girls’ school and her emotionally fragile mother looks for a job.
But Ella might just be a different kind of misfit. She’s drawn to a brooding boy in her art class, Samir, and expresses her confused feelings in an explicit artwork. When a classmate texts a photo of Ella’s art to a younger friend, the horrendous fallout spreads though Ella’s life like an uncontrollable disease. Ella is expelled from school and faces pornography charges, her mother is hospitalized, her sister fails all her classes, and her distant father finally notices something is wrong.
But Ella might just be a different kind of misfit. She’s drawn to a brooding boy in her art class, Samir, and expresses her confused feelings in an explicit artwork. When a classmate texts a photo of Ella’s art to a younger friend, the horrendous fallout spreads though Ella’s life like an uncontrollable disease. Ella is expelled from school and faces pornography charges, her mother is hospitalized, her sister fails all her classes, and her distant father finally notices something is wrong.
288 pages, Hardcover
First published September 30, 2013
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February 6, 2017
This book is about Raphaelle . . . a girl who thinks she has the wrong hair, the wrong body, the wrong clothes, and the wrong attitude. She’s in love with art, and that’s how she expresses her “audacity.” A lot of people tend to think something’s wrong with her. Anyway, after some family problems, they all move away to a new town. She starts fresh and continues to call herself “Ella” which is her new persona in this “new life.” After meeting Samir—a new boy in art class—she decides that she is going to express herself through art. She ends up doing something with . . . her art that leads to odd consequences. It deals with religion, love, self-esteem, and who you are as an individual person.
Now, the thing is, you have to have a more open mind if you wish to look into the depth of this book. Ella will make decisions that people will not agree with, including myself. But then, when you see her point, then you realize in a way what she does kind of makes sense. After you read her point of view. But I guess, the thing that makes Ella audacious is the fact that she has a backbone and stand of her own and doesn’t listen to anyone no matter what they think or say to her. She stays where she thinks she should stand.
This book is amazing, and it has changed my perspective in the way I’ve viewed some things. I loved this book, but once again, you have to read with an open mind. If you are overly religious and you stick to that then you should still give this book a try, because it will open your mind a bit, and help you stick to what your point of view is.
This book is also written in verse, meaning that it’s a fast read. I finished this in just two hours. I feel like verse did suit this than anything else, because it adds depth. Some pages were so beautiful I was sure I was supposed to be quoting them. The entire page. It’s filled with prose, and I was looking back to kind of like . . . study them in a way. The way the thoughts are scattered on some pages is beautiful. Definitely meant for people who wish to give verse a try and want a quicker read.
This book is highly recommended for people in high school, I feel like young adults and teens should read this, whoever you are. This book has definitely changed my perspective, and it might change yours, depending on how you take what you read. Once again highly recommended.
Now, the thing is, you have to have a more open mind if you wish to look into the depth of this book. Ella will make decisions that people will not agree with, including myself. But then, when you see her point, then you realize in a way what she does kind of makes sense. After you read her point of view. But I guess, the thing that makes Ella audacious is the fact that she has a backbone and stand of her own and doesn’t listen to anyone no matter what they think or say to her. She stays where she thinks she should stand.
This book is amazing, and it has changed my perspective in the way I’ve viewed some things. I loved this book, but once again, you have to read with an open mind. If you are overly religious and you stick to that then you should still give this book a try, because it will open your mind a bit, and help you stick to what your point of view is.
This book is also written in verse, meaning that it’s a fast read. I finished this in just two hours. I feel like verse did suit this than anything else, because it adds depth. Some pages were so beautiful I was sure I was supposed to be quoting them. The entire page. It’s filled with prose, and I was looking back to kind of like . . . study them in a way. The way the thoughts are scattered on some pages is beautiful. Definitely meant for people who wish to give verse a try and want a quicker read.
This book is highly recommended for people in high school, I feel like young adults and teens should read this, whoever you are. This book has definitely changed my perspective, and it might change yours, depending on how you take what you read. Once again highly recommended.
November 3, 2013
Full disclosure: The author of Audacious is the sister-in-law of this reviewer. That announced, let it also be declared that the bias I brought to my reading of this book was negative. Not that I am not kindly disposed to my relative. It's simply that I pretty much read nothing but non-fiction; classical philosophic literature, modern theoretical works, et cetera. I am generally not receptive to fiction, never mind a story intended for a contemporary adolescent audience, female teenagers in particular.
Indeed, the only motivation I had for picking up my wife's copy of Audacious sitting on the headboard of our bed was to fall asleep looking at the only printed text at hand. It's a hack advertising phrase - "couldn't put it down" - but this time it's true. Fifty pages in, I realized I couldn't put it down. Like a good movie, Audacious captivated my interest from the first page to the last, all of which I devoured in a single session late into the night.
In addition to being academically oriented, I am a 52-year old male. It would figure that I could not relate to the main character, a 16-year old girl, right? That she did so strongly resonate for me is perhaps the best endorsement I can give for Audacious. The author has crafted a genuinely sympathetic protagonist on a number of remarkably universal psychological levels. More than just immediately attractive for her intelligence and sensitivity, she is an engaging personality because of her struggle to accommodate the conflicting duality she feels within herself.
Thematically, the central conflict is between the intense need to feel normal, fit in, conform, and the equally acute need to feel singular, radically stand out. This is standard stuff, no doubt, but the author elevates the pubescent problematic by placing it in a social context that is truly complex. The heroine must navigate rough emotional waters made so by turbulent currents concerning sexual, racial, religious and political issues at school and pressurized undercurrents at home having to do with a death in the family, an eating disorder, a learning disability, an absentee care-giver and a traumatic event in the past that was never properly addressed.
All of this is presented in a dynamic plot that moves between two poles; a romantic relationship, remarkable for its realism; and an outrageous public act, fascinating for its ethical ramifications. There are just enough characters to generate the momentum of the tale but not so many that younger readers will get confused by a massive cast. Plus, they are all painted with exact brushstrokes that enable us to envision them with ease. Audacious is enjoyable to read.
Which brings me to the fact that it is a verse novel. The author employs a wide variety of poetic forms to create a unified aesthetic experience. Audacious communicates its storyline through first person, impressionistic vignettes that read like the diary entries of a 16-year old girl with an exceptional gift for getting to the point poetically. This girl experiments with different styles of expression just as she alternates attitudes when coping with real life challenges. Yet for all this variety, the narrator has a consistent frame of mind and speaks with a single honest voice. There is substantive integrity here.
At the back of the book, the publisher indicates that a sequel is already forthcoming, Capricious. When it comes out, I will pick it up just as I picked up Audacious - with bias. But my prejudice is positive now. I'm all for Raphaelle and Ella too - both of her (read the book!) - and I want to know what she does next.
Ben Livant
(02/11/2013)
Indeed, the only motivation I had for picking up my wife's copy of Audacious sitting on the headboard of our bed was to fall asleep looking at the only printed text at hand. It's a hack advertising phrase - "couldn't put it down" - but this time it's true. Fifty pages in, I realized I couldn't put it down. Like a good movie, Audacious captivated my interest from the first page to the last, all of which I devoured in a single session late into the night.
In addition to being academically oriented, I am a 52-year old male. It would figure that I could not relate to the main character, a 16-year old girl, right? That she did so strongly resonate for me is perhaps the best endorsement I can give for Audacious. The author has crafted a genuinely sympathetic protagonist on a number of remarkably universal psychological levels. More than just immediately attractive for her intelligence and sensitivity, she is an engaging personality because of her struggle to accommodate the conflicting duality she feels within herself.
Thematically, the central conflict is between the intense need to feel normal, fit in, conform, and the equally acute need to feel singular, radically stand out. This is standard stuff, no doubt, but the author elevates the pubescent problematic by placing it in a social context that is truly complex. The heroine must navigate rough emotional waters made so by turbulent currents concerning sexual, racial, religious and political issues at school and pressurized undercurrents at home having to do with a death in the family, an eating disorder, a learning disability, an absentee care-giver and a traumatic event in the past that was never properly addressed.
All of this is presented in a dynamic plot that moves between two poles; a romantic relationship, remarkable for its realism; and an outrageous public act, fascinating for its ethical ramifications. There are just enough characters to generate the momentum of the tale but not so many that younger readers will get confused by a massive cast. Plus, they are all painted with exact brushstrokes that enable us to envision them with ease. Audacious is enjoyable to read.
Which brings me to the fact that it is a verse novel. The author employs a wide variety of poetic forms to create a unified aesthetic experience. Audacious communicates its storyline through first person, impressionistic vignettes that read like the diary entries of a 16-year old girl with an exceptional gift for getting to the point poetically. This girl experiments with different styles of expression just as she alternates attitudes when coping with real life challenges. Yet for all this variety, the narrator has a consistent frame of mind and speaks with a single honest voice. There is substantive integrity here.
At the back of the book, the publisher indicates that a sequel is already forthcoming, Capricious. When it comes out, I will pick it up just as I picked up Audacious - with bias. But my prejudice is positive now. I'm all for Raphaelle and Ella too - both of her (read the book!) - and I want to know what she does next.
Ben Livant
(02/11/2013)
April 13, 2015
Unfortunately, I did not enjoy this book. I had to read it for a book club called White Pine. I enjoyed it to a point but when the story only focused on her relationship with Samir, I lost interest. I grew bored and I felt that at times it was slow paced. The poems were beautiful but I guess this book wasn't for me. It was not my cup of tea. For the past few days, I kept switching the different genres I read so I can try out everything. This book is different but I didn't enjoy it.
December 24, 2016
3.5 stars
I received this book from a giveaway.
“Real art requires risk, she says
And a certain willingness
To be exposed
And vulnerable
Not just to scrutiny but to criticism
And even condemnation”
Raphaelle and her family have just moved. Raphaelle will attend a new school and meet new people. She has always been an outcast. So this time she plans to re-invent herself.
She becomes Ella.
Things aren't going as smoothly as she hoped. Her art teacher, Ms. Sagal, asks her and Samir to paint something for the winter art show. Ella decides to express herself in a way that most people would frown upon. And there will be consequences.
This is my first “Novel in Verse”.
I liked this. It makes for a fast read.
The first half of the story interesting. I started losing interest when the story started focusing more on Ella's relationship with Samri, though. (I like my romance kept at a bare minimum. Just stare at each other from across the room a few times, I'll take the hint!)
The good:
-Some pages were beautifully written. I would take this time to quote some, but I would end up quoting about 3 whole pages, and no one wants that.
-Raphaelle is not your typical protagonist. She makes decisions that you might not like, and she chooses to believe things that you might disagree with. But at least she has a backbone!
-This book doesn't shy away from uncomfortable problems.
-I don't know what it is about the cover, but I really like it.
-It's a quick read. I finished in a matter of hours.
The bad:
-Besides the eternal love between two 16-year-olds, I was flabbergasted by the authors portrayal of teenagers texting. I'll give you a couple of examples:
“Thrs nly 1 plstnian at schl.
Cn u tlk 2 Smr” -pg. 237
“Hala dlvrd boy. V prmture.
Pray. Luv Samir” -pg. 241
Yeah, teenagers shorten words and drop some letters while texting, but I've never run across anything like this before. This is unheard of to me lmao. I sincerely hope that no one actually does this. & I hope I never get a text like this, because I will Batista Bomb somebody. We DO have 160 characters, children, please chill!
-Samir was too quick to confess his love for Raphaelle. There was even a part where he tells her “God has joined us. He wants us to be together forever.”
Jesus Christ. I'm over here feeling like a petrified mother and pretending to clutch my pearls. Love drunk 16-year-olds make me so uncomfortable.
I understand the author might have written that on purpose to make us see Samir's devotion/profound belief in his religion or something, but it still scares me...
-And the ending. HUH?
But, to each his own, I suppose.
Overall it's not bad. The fact that it is written in verse made me like it more.
I'd say give this book a chance. You might end up liking it if you're into stories that are sort of "out of the norm".
I received this book from a giveaway.
“Real art requires risk, she says
And a certain willingness
To be exposed
And vulnerable
Not just to scrutiny but to criticism
And even condemnation”
Raphaelle and her family have just moved. Raphaelle will attend a new school and meet new people. She has always been an outcast. So this time she plans to re-invent herself.
She becomes Ella.
Things aren't going as smoothly as she hoped. Her art teacher, Ms. Sagal, asks her and Samir to paint something for the winter art show. Ella decides to express herself in a way that most people would frown upon. And there will be consequences.
This is my first “Novel in Verse”.
I liked this. It makes for a fast read.
The first half of the story interesting. I started losing interest when the story started focusing more on Ella's relationship with Samri, though. (I like my romance kept at a bare minimum. Just stare at each other from across the room a few times, I'll take the hint!)
The good:
-Some pages were beautifully written. I would take this time to quote some, but I would end up quoting about 3 whole pages, and no one wants that.
-Raphaelle is not your typical protagonist. She makes decisions that you might not like, and she chooses to believe things that you might disagree with. But at least she has a backbone!
-This book doesn't shy away from uncomfortable problems.
-I don't know what it is about the cover, but I really like it.
-It's a quick read. I finished in a matter of hours.
The bad:
-Besides the eternal love between two 16-year-olds, I was flabbergasted by the authors portrayal of teenagers texting. I'll give you a couple of examples:
“Thrs nly 1 plstnian at schl.
Cn u tlk 2 Smr” -pg. 237
“Hala dlvrd boy. V prmture.
Pray. Luv Samir” -pg. 241
Yeah, teenagers shorten words and drop some letters while texting, but I've never run across anything like this before. This is unheard of to me lmao. I sincerely hope that no one actually does this. & I hope I never get a text like this, because I will Batista Bomb somebody. We DO have 160 characters, children, please chill!
-Samir was too quick to confess his love for Raphaelle. There was even a part where he tells her “God has joined us. He wants us to be together forever.”
Jesus Christ. I'm over here feeling like a petrified mother and pretending to clutch my pearls. Love drunk 16-year-olds make me so uncomfortable.
I understand the author might have written that on purpose to make us see Samir's devotion/profound belief in his religion or something, but it still scares me...
-And the ending. HUH?
But, to each his own, I suppose.
Overall it's not bad. The fact that it is written in verse made me like it more.
I'd say give this book a chance. You might end up liking it if you're into stories that are sort of "out of the norm".
August 28, 2014
Who Would I Recommend This Book To?
Anyone in the mood for gritty, teen fiction
A book that does not skim lightly over the "hard stuff"
Something that is brutally, sometimes painfully honest
Beautiful, thought-provoking writing style
Fans of Ellen Hopkins, Laurie Halse Anderson, and David Levithan
What Was My Reaction After I Finished This Book?
Why the hell would Audacious end like that?
Background & Backstory
I haven't heard about this book too much throughout the Blogosphere. The only reason I picked it up at all was because of Jayne @ Fiction_The New Reality's and remembered that she loved it. It was on my library's featured shelves, and I wasn't even sure it was the correct book, but I opened it, saw the verse, and immediately put it in the pile of books I was going to check out. What I will say is that you have to be in the mood to read Audacious, as it was a dark novel, and not for the faint of heart. Also, if you're in the mood for some gorgeous writing that will make you think. Because of the writing, this review will be a quote review, and frankly, I am wondering how I didn't tab every single page in this novel.
Quote Review
"I feel like a shirt
That's been washed too many times.
Faded and worn.
I've run my entire love-life cycle
Beginning, middle and end
Wash, risne and dry
In one 24 hour period."
---P170
The best way to describe Audacious is.... Audacious. It's the kind of book which deals with a mature subject matter and doesn't blur any lines. There isn't a single line that speaks lies. If Audacious was known on a more national level, I am 100% certain that it would be added to the ever-growing list of banned books in schools. Now I'm certain that there have been books written about censorship and making mistakes by spreading images/information via social media. Yet, I'm sure that those books don't take the approach that Audacious does. While other books may be seen as cautionary tales, or as
judgements made from people observing the situation. Audacious was real, raw, and intentional.
"I recognize the desperation
The careful measuring of every word and move
The calculation
Can I afford to slip today?
Where am I on the populometer?
.... A liability with my mismatched shoes.
.... Me, they know, they can't afford"
--- P45.
I know not many people have heard of the book I am about to mention, but I sincerely think more people should, and that book is Dear Nobody: The True Diary of Mary Rose. This book was similar in terms of voice, risky decisions the protagonists make, and the quality of content. Instead of trying to explain myself (again) when it comes to the brutal authenticity of events, all you have to do is read the review.
"Faith is lost
Morals are challenged
I long to curse, and paint nudity
And reveal lies and weakness
And stupidity.
I long to draw the eyes of other
To themselves
And their failings
And away from me
And mine"
--- P32.
The difference between Raphaelle and almost every other main character of these types of stories (where everything goes to hell) is that what Raphaelle did was deliberate. Call it risky, call it genius.... call it stupidity, whatever label you stick on it, the fact remains that Raphaelle acted with a purpose and she knew what trouble she could/would get into because of it. Even though I thought Raphaelle made -what I would consider- a bad decision, I 100% see where she was coming from and think, if I was in her situation, that I would have made the same decision.
"Real art requires risk, she says
And a certain willingness
To be exposed
And vulnerable
Not to scrutiny but to criticism
And even condemnation....
Well done"
---P163.
It is no secret (IRL or online) that I hate Common Core with a fiery passion. It is also no secret that Raphaelle despises conforming to the norm, fake or jaded people, and the general group mentality that tends to show up in High School in general. Now, I'm not saying that I would do something as drastic as Raphaelle to show how much I disagree with Common Core, but I know that I have the same level of intense feelings as her and might, if provoked, do something as risky. So even though everything has gone to hell by the time the quote is said, I know that Raphaelle (as well as myself) feels so liberated and ecstatic that at least one person saw my intentions as they were and applauded them.
"The sun peaks up slowly
Rays bisect the dusty sky
Long thin strips of cloud, like stretched out ribbons
Illuminated by fire
Drift away, their night-time condensation dissipated"
--- P21.
"Snowflakes
Falling so softly,
like thieves in the frozen night.
They steal the city."
--- P61.
"Empty space
It says more about you
And what you intended to say
Than even the artwork itself
Everyone knows what should be there
My piece is up in the library
And that insipid watercolor
And in between we left a large
Empty space"
---P230.
If you haven't noticed, the number one reason Audacious received a 5 star rating from me is because of the quote-worthy quotes. I mean, this is a Quote Review for heaven's sakes. The three quotes above are the most powerful ones in the entire novel, and they deserve to be painted on walls and have Etsy boards created with the.
"God
Where were you when Gabriel died?
Where were you when they bulldozed Samir's home
Or when his cousins died?
When buses blow up
When bridges collapse
When little children starve
or drown
Get shot
Or raped
Do you watch
or look away?"
---P246.
Prendergrast also brings up the concepts of faith, god, and destiny a lot, especially with this quote. While Raphaelle puts a somewhat negative spin on them, as a reader, you also know that this is why some people don't have faith in a god. Because, if God is responsible for everything that happens, why does he let death, sorrow, and suffering happen? And if these horrible events happen in order to teach humanity a lesson, why is it that those particular people are the ones chosen to suffer?
"Quaint, the idea that love is
Unquestionable undefeatable
Endless fathomless
Strong as time and
Tenacious as space but
If love is never to be tested
Or challenged then it is worth
Nothing."
---P320.
I gotta say, I didn't particularly like the characters of Audacious. Raphaelle was so indecisive when it came to the poor excuse for a "love triangle" that was also a case of insta-love as well as lust. She was so desperate at times that it was pathetic and her negativity kind of brought my mood down a little when she said certain things [see quote above & below]. Don't get me wrong, I love a different, eye-opening perspective, but Raphaelle said some things that I kind of took personally and was offended I know you're thinking I have lost my mind for being offended by what a book character said, but it's true.
"I'm like a flower
Whose petals are being plucked away
One by one
Or falling to the ground
Their purpose served"
---P283.
Factors ~
My favorite kinds of books are the ones that have lasting effects on who I am, and this is one of them.
I did not give Audacious the full 10/10 stars because of the ending, and annoying love triangle.
How Likely Is It That I Will Read The Sequel?
75% ~ While I loved the book, it would have been so much better if the last 30 pages were just chopped off. Maybe Prendergast felt the pressure to write a sequel, which is why she left a lot of loose threads. I for one, would have enjoyed seeing a companion novel about some of the minor characters, and would really enjoy reading from their perspective. Nevertheless, I will warily read the sequel. It is rare that a book as powerful as Audacious will have a sequel just as good, or even better. So I will go into it with my hopes not too high.
Would I Buy It?
Audacious is one of those books that I would buy even at the full $17.99 price. While reading the book, I placed over 18 slips of papers between pages so I could go back and relish in the beautiful writing. I would jump on purchasing it the minute I saw it in stores so I could have my own copy to annotate.
How Likely Is It That I Will Re-Read?
My best bet is that I will re-read Audacious in a year or so when I'm in the mood, and I am sure once I own it (whenever that is) that I will go back and re-read certain sections and/or quotes that I found inspirational.
Conclusion: Audacious is a risk that Predergrast obviously took with a whole-hearted plunge into the deep end of literature. Just like what Steve Jobs said, "You can quote it [the book], disagree with it, glorify or vilify it, but the only thing you can't do is ignore them because they change things..." The only thing you can't do is ignore Audacious.
Anyone in the mood for gritty, teen fiction
A book that does not skim lightly over the "hard stuff"
Something that is brutally, sometimes painfully honest
Beautiful, thought-provoking writing style
Fans of Ellen Hopkins, Laurie Halse Anderson, and David Levithan
What Was My Reaction After I Finished This Book?
Why the hell would Audacious end like that?
Background & Backstory
I haven't heard about this book too much throughout the Blogosphere. The only reason I picked it up at all was because of Jayne @ Fiction_The New Reality's and remembered that she loved it. It was on my library's featured shelves, and I wasn't even sure it was the correct book, but I opened it, saw the verse, and immediately put it in the pile of books I was going to check out. What I will say is that you have to be in the mood to read Audacious, as it was a dark novel, and not for the faint of heart. Also, if you're in the mood for some gorgeous writing that will make you think. Because of the writing, this review will be a quote review, and frankly, I am wondering how I didn't tab every single page in this novel.
Quote Review
"I feel like a shirt
That's been washed too many times.
Faded and worn.
I've run my entire love-life cycle
Beginning, middle and end
Wash, risne and dry
In one 24 hour period."
---P170
The best way to describe Audacious is.... Audacious. It's the kind of book which deals with a mature subject matter and doesn't blur any lines. There isn't a single line that speaks lies. If Audacious was known on a more national level, I am 100% certain that it would be added to the ever-growing list of banned books in schools. Now I'm certain that there have been books written about censorship and making mistakes by spreading images/information via social media. Yet, I'm sure that those books don't take the approach that Audacious does. While other books may be seen as cautionary tales, or as
judgements made from people observing the situation. Audacious was real, raw, and intentional.
"I recognize the desperation
The careful measuring of every word and move
The calculation
Can I afford to slip today?
Where am I on the populometer?
.... A liability with my mismatched shoes.
.... Me, they know, they can't afford"
--- P45.
I know not many people have heard of the book I am about to mention, but I sincerely think more people should, and that book is Dear Nobody: The True Diary of Mary Rose. This book was similar in terms of voice, risky decisions the protagonists make, and the quality of content. Instead of trying to explain myself (again) when it comes to the brutal authenticity of events, all you have to do is read the review.
"Faith is lost
Morals are challenged
I long to curse, and paint nudity
And reveal lies and weakness
And stupidity.
I long to draw the eyes of other
To themselves
And their failings
And away from me
And mine"
--- P32.
The difference between Raphaelle and almost every other main character of these types of stories (where everything goes to hell) is that what Raphaelle did was deliberate. Call it risky, call it genius.... call it stupidity, whatever label you stick on it, the fact remains that Raphaelle acted with a purpose and she knew what trouble she could/would get into because of it. Even though I thought Raphaelle made -what I would consider- a bad decision, I 100% see where she was coming from and think, if I was in her situation, that I would have made the same decision.
"Real art requires risk, she says
And a certain willingness
To be exposed
And vulnerable
Not to scrutiny but to criticism
And even condemnation....
Well done"
---P163.
It is no secret (IRL or online) that I hate Common Core with a fiery passion. It is also no secret that Raphaelle despises conforming to the norm, fake or jaded people, and the general group mentality that tends to show up in High School in general. Now, I'm not saying that I would do something as drastic as Raphaelle to show how much I disagree with Common Core, but I know that I have the same level of intense feelings as her and might, if provoked, do something as risky. So even though everything has gone to hell by the time the quote is said, I know that Raphaelle (as well as myself) feels so liberated and ecstatic that at least one person saw my intentions as they were and applauded them.
"The sun peaks up slowly
Rays bisect the dusty sky
Long thin strips of cloud, like stretched out ribbons
Illuminated by fire
Drift away, their night-time condensation dissipated"
--- P21.
"Snowflakes
Falling so softly,
like thieves in the frozen night.
They steal the city."
--- P61.
"Empty space
It says more about you
And what you intended to say
Than even the artwork itself
Everyone knows what should be there
My piece is up in the library
And that insipid watercolor
And in between we left a large
Empty space"
---P230.
If you haven't noticed, the number one reason Audacious received a 5 star rating from me is because of the quote-worthy quotes. I mean, this is a Quote Review for heaven's sakes. The three quotes above are the most powerful ones in the entire novel, and they deserve to be painted on walls and have Etsy boards created with the.
"God
Where were you when Gabriel died?
Where were you when they bulldozed Samir's home
Or when his cousins died?
When buses blow up
When bridges collapse
When little children starve
or drown
Get shot
Or raped
Do you watch
or look away?"
---P246.
Prendergrast also brings up the concepts of faith, god, and destiny a lot, especially with this quote. While Raphaelle puts a somewhat negative spin on them, as a reader, you also know that this is why some people don't have faith in a god. Because, if God is responsible for everything that happens, why does he let death, sorrow, and suffering happen? And if these horrible events happen in order to teach humanity a lesson, why is it that those particular people are the ones chosen to suffer?
"Quaint, the idea that love is
Unquestionable undefeatable
Endless fathomless
Strong as time and
Tenacious as space but
If love is never to be tested
Or challenged then it is worth
Nothing."
---P320.
I gotta say, I didn't particularly like the characters of Audacious. Raphaelle was so indecisive when it came to the poor excuse for a "love triangle" that was also a case of insta-love as well as lust. She was so desperate at times that it was pathetic and her negativity kind of brought my mood down a little when she said certain things [see quote above & below]. Don't get me wrong, I love a different, eye-opening perspective, but Raphaelle said some things that I kind of took personally and was offended I know you're thinking I have lost my mind for being offended by what a book character said, but it's true.
"I'm like a flower
Whose petals are being plucked away
One by one
Or falling to the ground
Their purpose served"
---P283.
Factors ~
My favorite kinds of books are the ones that have lasting effects on who I am, and this is one of them.
I did not give Audacious the full 10/10 stars because of the ending, and annoying love triangle.
How Likely Is It That I Will Read The Sequel?
75% ~ While I loved the book, it would have been so much better if the last 30 pages were just chopped off. Maybe Prendergast felt the pressure to write a sequel, which is why she left a lot of loose threads. I for one, would have enjoyed seeing a companion novel about some of the minor characters, and would really enjoy reading from their perspective. Nevertheless, I will warily read the sequel. It is rare that a book as powerful as Audacious will have a sequel just as good, or even better. So I will go into it with my hopes not too high.
Would I Buy It?
Audacious is one of those books that I would buy even at the full $17.99 price. While reading the book, I placed over 18 slips of papers between pages so I could go back and relish in the beautiful writing. I would jump on purchasing it the minute I saw it in stores so I could have my own copy to annotate.
How Likely Is It That I Will Re-Read?
My best bet is that I will re-read Audacious in a year or so when I'm in the mood, and I am sure once I own it (whenever that is) that I will go back and re-read certain sections and/or quotes that I found inspirational.
Conclusion: Audacious is a risk that Predergrast obviously took with a whole-hearted plunge into the deep end of literature. Just like what Steve Jobs said, "You can quote it [the book], disagree with it, glorify or vilify it, but the only thing you can't do is ignore them because they change things..." The only thing you can't do is ignore Audacious.
June 4, 2013
It was an interesting read. I share three experiences with the protagonist. One about Gabriel, one about Samir, and one similar to her mother. And I was audacious in my own way, but never in the way that got me in trouble. I was raved as a talented artist and teachers loved me. I went through bullying but I didn't strike back. So it was interesting to see how she reacted to the similar events in life with so much more anger and energy. Maybe it's cultural (us Japanese are taught to be polite and considerate and to hide our emotions from the moment we are born). Maybe it's personality (I hate conflict). But it sure made me think about my teenage years and how it could have taken a wrong turn so quickly.
I get the feeling there is a sequel? I'm interested to read that.
I get the feeling there is a sequel? I'm interested to read that.
March 3, 2014
Holy cow do I have a love/hate relationship with this book! A part of me wants to love it because it brings empowerment words that CoUNT. And another part of my wants to hate it because it portrays religious people as close-minded bigots. The reality is that girls have more to offer than their "virtue," but most people of faith are more moderate than media would lead you to believe. Ultimately, what is going to keep me from loving this book is that the verse tries too damn hard to be poetry when it's not.
December 13, 2013
Pushing the boundaries of YA contemporary, Audacious by Gabrielle Prendergast deals with mature themes and treats its readers like young adults, instead of old children. This novel was so rich in thematic material that I don’t know where to begin: a forbidden love story, a court case, an eating disorder and just plain coming of age. I think, that in all its chaotic issues and hurdles, Audacious paints (or is that photographs?) an accurate picture of growing up and finding yourself, even in the strangest places.
Written in flowing verse, Prendergast’s book was a really quick read for me, and I found I couldn’t put it down. The narrative was quick and I found myself on the last page, wishing for more mere hours after I’d picked it up. There’s something about the way that Ella knows exactly how much information is needed in her poems and how much she’s able to leave out that compelled me to find out what came next. Working with so much plot, Prendergast did a good job of fairly addressing all the aspects of this novel without dealing out too many gory details. I think if anything, the reader never gets a reflection on exactly how boy-crazy Ella is, but I think, from the summary, that that will be talked about in book two.
All the characters in this story felt believable, they all contained a bit of me and my friends and, while they worked on stereotypes, they didn’t come off as offensive in the slightest. Ella was an incredibly strong and relatable female protagonist. Fiercely driven and courageous while also being deeply flawed, Ella is one of those illusive heroines in YA who kick butt without literally kicking butt. She was fearful, she was emotional and above all, she was compassionate. I see a lot of myself in Ella, especially in the way that I always try to start fresh, but end up right back at square one (though maybe not so dramatically). I think she’s a spirited girly that we’ll all be able to find in ourselves.
All in all, this book was incredibly well executed and dealt with its harsh thematic material in an innocent and almost lighthearted way, keeping with the spirit and zest of its flawed narrator. I give it five stars for its easy flow, entertaining plot, swoon-worthy romance (and romantic interest) and beautifully written verse. I would recommend this book to anyone who is, has been, dreams of being, will have, or has to deal with, a quirky teenage girl, because I know you’ll fall in love with Ella and her story the same way I did.
Written in flowing verse, Prendergast’s book was a really quick read for me, and I found I couldn’t put it down. The narrative was quick and I found myself on the last page, wishing for more mere hours after I’d picked it up. There’s something about the way that Ella knows exactly how much information is needed in her poems and how much she’s able to leave out that compelled me to find out what came next. Working with so much plot, Prendergast did a good job of fairly addressing all the aspects of this novel without dealing out too many gory details. I think if anything, the reader never gets a reflection on exactly how boy-crazy Ella is, but I think, from the summary, that that will be talked about in book two.
All the characters in this story felt believable, they all contained a bit of me and my friends and, while they worked on stereotypes, they didn’t come off as offensive in the slightest. Ella was an incredibly strong and relatable female protagonist. Fiercely driven and courageous while also being deeply flawed, Ella is one of those illusive heroines in YA who kick butt without literally kicking butt. She was fearful, she was emotional and above all, she was compassionate. I see a lot of myself in Ella, especially in the way that I always try to start fresh, but end up right back at square one (though maybe not so dramatically). I think she’s a spirited girly that we’ll all be able to find in ourselves.
All in all, this book was incredibly well executed and dealt with its harsh thematic material in an innocent and almost lighthearted way, keeping with the spirit and zest of its flawed narrator. I give it five stars for its easy flow, entertaining plot, swoon-worthy romance (and romantic interest) and beautifully written verse. I would recommend this book to anyone who is, has been, dreams of being, will have, or has to deal with, a quirky teenage girl, because I know you’ll fall in love with Ella and her story the same way I did.
October 6, 2013
I love novels in verse and Audacious stands out in its own right because of Raphaelle, our wonderful leading lady. Every character in this book has his or her own flaws, including Raphaelle. She wants to fit in. She wants to get over the past. She wants to ignore everything that's wrong with her family so that she can focus on fixing herself instead. Sometimes she makes the wrong choices. Sometimes things turn out horribly for her. But she's real, and fun to read, and I couldn't wait to read on and see what else was going to happen with her.
I do think that this book tried to take on a lot of issues all at once and maybe it got stretched a little too thin in places. That's about the only complaint that I can think of because, otherwise, it was so beautifully written and captivating that I didn't care much about how long it dwelt on a particular plot point or feature.
I read the summary a while ago, just before I got the book, and didn't reread it beforehand. That gave Ella's story a little more suspense because I genuinely couldn't tell where the plot might have been going. Ella is trying to figure herself out and I liked how I as the reader was also trying to do the same thing, looking through her thoughts and actions and trying to determine what had happened to her in the past and why she acts and thinks rebelliously when at the same time some part of her just wants to blend into the background and be normal. I feel like everybody has these two warring sides within them, though in Ella it's more obvious a problem than it is for most people.
There were so many great characters in this book-Samir and his sister, Ella's art teacher and her disabled daughter, Ella's entire family-that I can still remember clearly and who all had an impact on Ella's way of thinking. She changed because of or in spite of people and I think I learned something along with her.
This is a quick read even though it contains several issues within it. I'd recommend it to anyone, including people who love verse novels or who are looking for a quick, insightful read.
I do think that this book tried to take on a lot of issues all at once and maybe it got stretched a little too thin in places. That's about the only complaint that I can think of because, otherwise, it was so beautifully written and captivating that I didn't care much about how long it dwelt on a particular plot point or feature.
I read the summary a while ago, just before I got the book, and didn't reread it beforehand. That gave Ella's story a little more suspense because I genuinely couldn't tell where the plot might have been going. Ella is trying to figure herself out and I liked how I as the reader was also trying to do the same thing, looking through her thoughts and actions and trying to determine what had happened to her in the past and why she acts and thinks rebelliously when at the same time some part of her just wants to blend into the background and be normal. I feel like everybody has these two warring sides within them, though in Ella it's more obvious a problem than it is for most people.
There were so many great characters in this book-Samir and his sister, Ella's art teacher and her disabled daughter, Ella's entire family-that I can still remember clearly and who all had an impact on Ella's way of thinking. She changed because of or in spite of people and I think I learned something along with her.
This is a quick read even though it contains several issues within it. I'd recommend it to anyone, including people who love verse novels or who are looking for a quick, insightful read.
March 3, 2014
This verse novel is getting rave reviews! I read it as an advanced reading copy and was not a bit surprised by all the positive attention is continues to garner in Canada and the USA. Ella's story is both engaging and provocative, and readers will be swept along with this teenage misfit protagonist as her social world spirals out of control. Hard to put down, Ella's story will get under your skin. Thankfully, the sequel Capricious will be out very soon and is also getting great reviews from those lucky enough to have snagged an ARC.
March 22, 2015
I liked this book a lot! It was very nicely written. The writing had a flow which made it very enjoyable to read. I also liked that - although this book is free-verse - different types of poetry were used in its writing. For example, sonnets! There may have been haikus as well but I didn't notice them. The one thing that bothered me was the way everyone texted. Thy al flt th need 2 tlk lik dis, fr sm rsn?? That's not a real problem, though.
July 4, 2017
4.5 stars
I'm so glad to have finally gotten the chance to read this as I adored the second book in this series. Yes, I read the second book first and it was great by itself, but reading this definitely helped clear up a few things I didn't understand.
I love what this book is. The story of a teenage girl from a Catholic family trying to figure herself and the world out. It deals with her burgeoning thoughts on sex and sexuality and how it conflicts with the more traditional views of her religion. As well as having a Muslim character expressing the same struggles. Not to mention that it also deals with feminism, bulimia and so much more. All that whilst being written entirely in verse? Who wouldn't want to give this a read!
The whole thing was beautiful, I think the poetry was a bit more traditional in this one than in Capricious, but that's just me. Regardless, absolutely stunning. I think I may have enjoyed the writing in this book more than the second.
This book is said to be perfect for fans of Ellen Hopkins. Personally I think that Gabrielle Prendergast's prose is actually better than Hopkins. Again, that's my own personal opinion.
Really the only things that I didn't like about this book were the text conversations between the teenaged characters. It feels like what someone in their 80s thinks teenagers communicate like, it's painful. It's not a common occurrence in the story but when it's there... it really takes me out of it for a moment.
There was also a comment that felt slightly transphobic. I highly doubt that that was the intention. I doubt that it was meant to be hurtful. But it is there and it did take me a minute or two to carry on with the book after reading. It's such a small part of the book. 11 words, 5 lines. But as small of a space that it takes up, it can have such a huge impact. Again, I truly doubt it was meant to be hurtful, but I thought I should mention it along with the quote.
But we are all
Women
And all
The same
Down there
Perhaps I'm overthinking it, making a problem where there isn't one. But that tiny bit stood out to me, echoing in the back of my mind as I continued on with the book.
Overall, this is a great book with stunning verses. It deals with topics like religion, sexuality, bullying, feminism, xenophobia and much more. It also has a bunch of different, diverse characters which is wonderful. I recommend this if you're looking for a quick, beautiful and diverse read.
I'm so glad to have finally gotten the chance to read this as I adored the second book in this series. Yes, I read the second book first and it was great by itself, but reading this definitely helped clear up a few things I didn't understand.
I love what this book is. The story of a teenage girl from a Catholic family trying to figure herself and the world out. It deals with her burgeoning thoughts on sex and sexuality and how it conflicts with the more traditional views of her religion. As well as having a Muslim character expressing the same struggles. Not to mention that it also deals with feminism, bulimia and so much more. All that whilst being written entirely in verse? Who wouldn't want to give this a read!
The whole thing was beautiful, I think the poetry was a bit more traditional in this one than in Capricious, but that's just me. Regardless, absolutely stunning. I think I may have enjoyed the writing in this book more than the second.
This book is said to be perfect for fans of Ellen Hopkins. Personally I think that Gabrielle Prendergast's prose is actually better than Hopkins. Again, that's my own personal opinion.
Really the only things that I didn't like about this book were the text conversations between the teenaged characters. It feels like what someone in their 80s thinks teenagers communicate like, it's painful. It's not a common occurrence in the story but when it's there... it really takes me out of it for a moment.
There was also a comment that felt slightly transphobic. I highly doubt that that was the intention. I doubt that it was meant to be hurtful. But it is there and it did take me a minute or two to carry on with the book after reading. It's such a small part of the book. 11 words, 5 lines. But as small of a space that it takes up, it can have such a huge impact. Again, I truly doubt it was meant to be hurtful, but I thought I should mention it along with the quote.
But we are all
Women
And all
The same
Down there
Perhaps I'm overthinking it, making a problem where there isn't one. But that tiny bit stood out to me, echoing in the back of my mind as I continued on with the book.
Overall, this is a great book with stunning verses. It deals with topics like religion, sexuality, bullying, feminism, xenophobia and much more. It also has a bunch of different, diverse characters which is wonderful. I recommend this if you're looking for a quick, beautiful and diverse read.
September 6, 2013
I've never actually gone out on a mission to read a novel in verse- they just seem to find me. When I read The Language Inside by Holly Thompson, I had no idea it was in verse but ended up loving the story. I'm not at all surprised that the same exact things happened with Audacious...
Raphaelle has never let herself fit into what others want. Instead, she is who she wants to be, especially when it comes to her art. But when it comes time for Raphaelle and her family to move, she reinvents herself as Ella, the girl who isn't going to be the "bad girl" anymore. Knowing Ella, though, she can't ever do the right thing. Ella can't resist Samir, the muslim boy from her art class, and she can't resist testing the limits with her art. She might have taken things too far this time, though, and finds herself having to face a harsh reality in an even harsher world.
Boy is Ella (Raphaelle? Not sure what to call her at this point...) Audacious. Bold. Daring. She's the kind of person I kind of wish I could be sometimes. She's not afraid to be who she wants and do what she wants, which is really inspiring. She falls in love with a muslim boy? Well, love's love. Sadly, though, the world is such a harsh critic and Ella soon finds it's not always the right thing, or the easy thing, to live the life she's happiest with.
Ella goes through so much in this novel that I almost forgot I was reading a novel in verse. There's things about race, religion, disabilities, marriage, eating disorders, and on and on and on. Yet it's told in such a beautiful way. Seriously, if I could write like Gabrielle Prendergast wrote, I'd be writing books left and right. Everything she wrote and how she created her characters were so perfect and I loved every second of the book.
All of the characters were all different, yet fit perfectly into the story. You've got Ella's asthmatic sister who always seems to fit in, Samir the boyfriend, Samir's family, Ella's parents, the two girls from school, the art teacher, and so many more that the story gives you glimpses of. You get so much out of this book and I love how it's not all about one single character, but the lives of all of the characters in her world as well.
Overall, this book was great. The verse was beautiful and the story was touching. There are serious issues that are dealt with, but there are also some lighter moments of simple teenage life. Ella is a great character who is unique and definitely fun to read about. If you're a fan of verse, and even if you're hesitant to try out that genre, I'd recommend checking out Audacious. And then check out the next book Capricious when it comes out. I know I will!
Raphaelle has never let herself fit into what others want. Instead, she is who she wants to be, especially when it comes to her art. But when it comes time for Raphaelle and her family to move, she reinvents herself as Ella, the girl who isn't going to be the "bad girl" anymore. Knowing Ella, though, she can't ever do the right thing. Ella can't resist Samir, the muslim boy from her art class, and she can't resist testing the limits with her art. She might have taken things too far this time, though, and finds herself having to face a harsh reality in an even harsher world.
Boy is Ella (Raphaelle? Not sure what to call her at this point...) Audacious. Bold. Daring. She's the kind of person I kind of wish I could be sometimes. She's not afraid to be who she wants and do what she wants, which is really inspiring. She falls in love with a muslim boy? Well, love's love. Sadly, though, the world is such a harsh critic and Ella soon finds it's not always the right thing, or the easy thing, to live the life she's happiest with.
Ella goes through so much in this novel that I almost forgot I was reading a novel in verse. There's things about race, religion, disabilities, marriage, eating disorders, and on and on and on. Yet it's told in such a beautiful way. Seriously, if I could write like Gabrielle Prendergast wrote, I'd be writing books left and right. Everything she wrote and how she created her characters were so perfect and I loved every second of the book.
All of the characters were all different, yet fit perfectly into the story. You've got Ella's asthmatic sister who always seems to fit in, Samir the boyfriend, Samir's family, Ella's parents, the two girls from school, the art teacher, and so many more that the story gives you glimpses of. You get so much out of this book and I love how it's not all about one single character, but the lives of all of the characters in her world as well.
Overall, this book was great. The verse was beautiful and the story was touching. There are serious issues that are dealt with, but there are also some lighter moments of simple teenage life. Ella is a great character who is unique and definitely fun to read about. If you're a fan of verse, and even if you're hesitant to try out that genre, I'd recommend checking out Audacious. And then check out the next book Capricious when it comes out. I know I will!
December 17, 2014
Have you read the blurb? It sounds seriously amazing and different! I knew I had to read Audacious as soon as I read that blurb. Pornography charges for artwork? That is definitely something I have never read about before. However, the story ended up being about so much more than just Raphaelle's controversial painting. The author covers a lot of bases in Audacious: censorship, mental health, family dynamics, love, race, religion, and sex. It may seem like she tried to do too much, but everything fits together nicely as Ella tries to reinvent herself and find her true self.
Told in verse, Audacious is a very quick read, but it's few words don't hinder the messages in any way. Raphaelle is a girl who pushes all the wrong buttons just by being herself. Now he family is moving to a new town, and she plans to become someone new. Someone who blends in and coasts under the radar. This goes well until her art teacher asks Ella and Samir (the boy she ends up falling for) to do special pieces for the upcoming art exhibit. Ella wants to make a statement, but she has no idea about the consequences her painting will make. The painting in question was not what I was expecting at all, but I applaud Ella (and the author) for taking that risk. Ella gets the reaction she wants, but she also faces jail time. While she stands by her work, it does cause Ella to question decisions she's been making and the person she's becoming.
I loved the romance in Audacious! Ella is Irish and kind of Catholic, and Samir is Palestinian and Muslim. He's not suppose to date her because of his religion, but love follows no rules. They bond over art and really get to know each other. They comfort each other in times of need, and support each other in times of conflict. I was really rooting for these two despite their differences! Their relationship does take a turn that I was expecting, but I do think it works based on what we know about each of them. And I absolutely loved that final chapter! You go, Raphaelle!
In the end, I really enjoyed Audacious. It covers a lot of sensitive issues, but I do think the author handled them all respectfully and in an approachable way. Ella is definitely a character that I admired and I enjoyed watching her grow as a person and learn about herself and the world. There's a lot going on storywise, so I think a lot of different readers will be able to identify with various parts.
Read more of my reviews at Pinkindle Reads & Reviews.
Told in verse, Audacious is a very quick read, but it's few words don't hinder the messages in any way. Raphaelle is a girl who pushes all the wrong buttons just by being herself. Now he family is moving to a new town, and she plans to become someone new. Someone who blends in and coasts under the radar. This goes well until her art teacher asks Ella and Samir (the boy she ends up falling for) to do special pieces for the upcoming art exhibit. Ella wants to make a statement, but she has no idea about the consequences her painting will make. The painting in question was not what I was expecting at all, but I applaud Ella (and the author) for taking that risk. Ella gets the reaction she wants, but she also faces jail time. While she stands by her work, it does cause Ella to question decisions she's been making and the person she's becoming.
I loved the romance in Audacious! Ella is Irish and kind of Catholic, and Samir is Palestinian and Muslim. He's not suppose to date her because of his religion, but love follows no rules. They bond over art and really get to know each other. They comfort each other in times of need, and support each other in times of conflict. I was really rooting for these two despite their differences! Their relationship does take a turn that I was expecting, but I do think it works based on what we know about each of them. And I absolutely loved that final chapter! You go, Raphaelle!
In the end, I really enjoyed Audacious. It covers a lot of sensitive issues, but I do think the author handled them all respectfully and in an approachable way. Ella is definitely a character that I admired and I enjoyed watching her grow as a person and learn about herself and the world. There's a lot going on storywise, so I think a lot of different readers will be able to identify with various parts.
Read more of my reviews at Pinkindle Reads & Reviews.
January 5, 2016
Nice. Here is a protagonist who does not quite fit in, even when she tries, and that doesn't make her quirky and unique and lovable—she does a number of things that could be described as quite unlovable, really. She tries, she does, but her resolutions to blend in and stay in the background don't really...last. She cares, and she doesn't.
But it's not just Raphaelle: her mother's falling apart; her father's physically there but mentally checked out; her sister is acing popularity but failing everything academic.
Mostly, though, what I like is this: it isn't just that the choices Raphaelle makes are unusual—it's that the choices she sees are unusual as well. Faced with a sort of black-and-white religion question, she throws orange into the mix. Faced with two boys expressing interest, neither of whom is a traditionally 'good' option, she picks both. She's put up a hell of a wall around herself, and she isn't interested in dismantling it anytime soon. She's not always likable, but she's a hell of a compelling character.
(Wherever you go, there you are.)
But it's not just Raphaelle: her mother's falling apart; her father's physically there but mentally checked out; her sister is acing popularity but failing everything academic.
Mostly, though, what I like is this: it isn't just that the choices Raphaelle makes are unusual—it's that the choices she sees are unusual as well. Faced with a sort of black-and-white religion question, she throws orange into the mix. Faced with two boys expressing interest, neither of whom is a traditionally 'good' option, she picks both. She's put up a hell of a wall around herself, and she isn't interested in dismantling it anytime soon. She's not always likable, but she's a hell of a compelling character.
(Wherever you go, there you are.)
December 20, 2013
AMAZING!
The idea of writing a novel in verse changes the meaning and how it affects the reader. Novels in verse are especially interesting to read because they tell a story and have multiple poems which can change the reader's perception of what a character is feeling. Poetry is one of those things that allows people to tell the world how they are feeling in a way that can be difficult using regular words in a regular style.
Audacious is a book that anyone can relate to, without their beliefs affecting how they see things because everyone, or mostly everyone, has gone through a period of time where they have fallen in love with someone else; where they could not sacrifice anything, or enough, to please the other person, or their family; and where a person's culture, religion, or even beliefs might clash.
I feel this book is a good read for anyone to read, especially young adults or people who want to find a way through their relationship conflicts (it doesn't have solutions but it will change your mind set on how to solve them).
Audacious is a book that anyone can relate to, without their beliefs affecting how they see things because everyone, or mostly everyone, has gone through a period of time where they have fallen in love with someone else; where they could not sacrifice anything, or enough, to please the other person, or their family; and where a person's culture, religion, or even beliefs might clash.
I feel this book is a good read for anyone to read, especially young adults or people who want to find a way through their relationship conflicts (it doesn't have solutions but it will change your mind set on how to solve them).
February 6, 2016
Date Read: February 2015
This is my 1st time reading it.
Rating: 4 stars.
Review:
Read this in one sitting. The writing was really beautiful. Not much of a plot but still very interesting and enjoyable to read. It dealt with some complex & controversial topics (law, religion, tragedy, eating disorders, mental illness) that I thought were done very well.
I found all the characters developed and somewhat likeable (which is really hard to do with verse-writing).
I know the blurb makes the main character sound like she has the 'not like other girls' mentality but I actually really liked her. In fact, she and this book both have a very empowering, feminist message that I loved.
Really good overall.
April 30, 2014
A beautiful coming of age story for misfits, this verse novel presents challenging themes without being heavy-handed and leaves readers feeling like they have spent several months with the protagonist, the fabulous Ella! Perfect for those extremely bright, but "reluctant" and/or hard to please readers, this book may well serve as a "gateway" to all the other fantastic verse novels in the world of young adult literature. I will go out on a limb here and say that I think boys will enjoy this story as well, so do not hesitate to recommend it to everyone.
December 3, 2013
Read this book in a few hours.
Amazing, I couldn't put it down.
I've always been a fan of verse style novels ever since reading one of Sonya Sones.
I wasn't entirely sure what this book was about from the description, I actually immediately thought at first that it was going to be a fantasy/supernautral book but I was wrong XD
Its an amazing novel though, highly recommend you check it out!
Amazing, I couldn't put it down.
I've always been a fan of verse style novels ever since reading one of Sonya Sones.
I wasn't entirely sure what this book was about from the description, I actually immediately thought at first that it was going to be a fantasy/supernautral book but I was wrong XD
Its an amazing novel though, highly recommend you check it out!
August 2, 2014
I've never read a novel in verse before, but this was great. Lyrical, articulate. Raphaelle is well drawn and while all of the action and drama is firmly grounded in the real world, that doesn't keep it from being compelling. Great voice. A lot of really smart things to say about censorship and what it's like to not fit in. I liked it a lot.
May 25, 2013
Bloody marvelous! Bound to sell like hotcakes. Gotta love a strong independent-minded female adolescent protagonist. And the verse style. A winner all around, vote now, vote often....
July 9, 2013
Lyrical language + excellent characterization = Top notch page turner. Can't wait til the next one.
April 13, 2014
Some very beautiful writing for some very ugly topics. The last page nearly made my head explode though, not cool. Definitely will be reading the next one.
November 3, 2013
This is only the third verse novel I've ever read, but by far the best. I was amazed at the depth, and the plot twists, encompassed in so few words. A powerful story!
February 19, 2014
A novel in verse about identity and self. Powerful and moving, and a must-read for high-school aged girls.
June 26, 2014
Amazing verse novel. It's audacious. No joke.
June 26, 2014
A book that really makes you question who you are, I thoroughly enjoyed eading it
February 15, 2015
A beautifully written book that uses poems to deliver all of the emotions and thoughts. The contents are really AUDACIOUS.
April 16, 2025
I like! Some of the poems def read like poems, I think esp the Toothbrush one, wow. It's a frustrating book, white people, men, having all the audacity, the lack of justice... I def understand her feelings of doubting God, she makes points. The ending where she wants 2 boyfriends listen I'm pissed bc why tf r u talking to the guy who's dad almost got u registered as an offender, a guy who if anything SHOULD be on the registry considering he's the one who SHARED HER PICS! WHY WOULD U TALK TO HIM
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
May 17, 2014
Even though I have roughly close to a gazillion books on my to-read list, I can't help but browse the shelves at the library.
That's how I came across Audacious. I was drawn to the cover and when I discovered it was written in free verse, I absolutely had to grab it. I started it that night and read it straight through.
Raphaelle has ISSUES and I don't mean just one or two quirks, I mean ISSUES. Obviously the author wanted people to think but there were too many ISSUES for me to wrap my mind around.
Here's a sampling of everything the reader is supposed to THINK about: (There may be some minor spoilers coming up, you've been warned.)
*Religion
*Dating across religions.
*God
*Atheism
*What is art?
*Are pictures of genitals art?
*Should teachers be punished for the art their students display?
*Can you sue the artist of said genital art if someone else takes a picture of the art and forwards it to a minor?
*What is the purpose of art?
*Bullying
*Name calling and pranking
*Racism
*Palestine and Israel
*What's in a name?
*Appearances
*Love
*Can you fall in love with someone who has fundamentally opposing beliefs to your own?
*Teen pregnancy
*Disabilities
*Single mothers
*Single mothers with disabled children who are trying to survive on a teacher's salary.
*Homelessness
*What is beauty?
*What is ugly?
I totally get the life is not black and white. A person doesn't wake up each morning and say, "today is the day that I'm only going to think about racism/religion/feminism/etc." All day long a myriad of thoughts on all kinds of issues run through our minds. Our lives are intricately connected to many situations and scenarios, you can't put everything in it's own little box. So, I can appreciate that Raphaelle had a lot of "stuff" happening to her. Just sayin', for a YA book, it was a tad much.
I appreciated Raphaelle for her open-mindedness. She was accepting of everyone. Her relationship with Samir was very teen-agey and age appropriate. (I hate when teens are portrayed as thirty-year olds.)
Raphaelle's art: I love the point the author was making. I even like the idea behind Raphaelle's art piece. I do NOT love what Raphaelle did. I'm a strident feminist and I'm 100% behind free expression, but I disagree with the way Raphaelle presented her piece. Honestly, that's pretty disgusting to me and a public high school art show is definitely not the place for that kind of exhibition. You want to make art like that put it in an art show, sure, go right ahead. Public schools need to be free from that. Even writing that, I'm questioning myself, (see? I'm THINKING) but I just don't support it.
The BIG Incident:
Christians, Muslims, and Atheists, oh my!: So much religion. I'm not sure what the author was trying to prove. I don't care what religion anyone is. If you're a nice person, then I don't have a problem with you. I don't like people that fly planes into buildings the same way I don't like people that consider someone "evil" because they don't believe in Jesus. One is obviously more extreme than the other, but they both stem from the same emotion: judgmental hatred. Not cool. If the author was trying to show the pros and cons of religion she did a poor job. She did a fair job showing that just because someone is a Muslim doesn't mean they're a terrorist (why do people still act so moronic about this kind of thing???) but all the Christian's came off as judgy-prudish-hypocritical bastards. (Which is sometimes true.) Granted, it was usually the adults acting that way (cause the teens are all open-minded and stuff) but, like other parts in the book, it was forced. Raphaelle's personal relationship with God and religion - that was beautifully written.
I could go on, but I won't. It gets points for being memorable and thought-provoking. It loses points for having only fair writing and forced situations. Not sure yet if I'll read the second one.
That's how I came across Audacious. I was drawn to the cover and when I discovered it was written in free verse, I absolutely had to grab it. I started it that night and read it straight through.
Raphaelle has ISSUES and I don't mean just one or two quirks, I mean ISSUES. Obviously the author wanted people to think but there were too many ISSUES for me to wrap my mind around.
Here's a sampling of everything the reader is supposed to THINK about: (There may be some minor spoilers coming up, you've been warned.)
*Religion
*Dating across religions.
*God
*Atheism
*What is art?
*Are pictures of genitals art?
*Should teachers be punished for the art their students display?
*Can you sue the artist of said genital art if someone else takes a picture of the art and forwards it to a minor?
*What is the purpose of art?
*Bullying
*Name calling and pranking
*Racism
*Palestine and Israel
*What's in a name?
*Appearances
*Love
*Can you fall in love with someone who has fundamentally opposing beliefs to your own?
*Teen pregnancy
*Disabilities
*Single mothers
*Single mothers with disabled children who are trying to survive on a teacher's salary.
*Homelessness
*What is beauty?
*What is ugly?
I totally get the life is not black and white. A person doesn't wake up each morning and say, "today is the day that I'm only going to think about racism/religion/feminism/etc." All day long a myriad of thoughts on all kinds of issues run through our minds. Our lives are intricately connected to many situations and scenarios, you can't put everything in it's own little box. So, I can appreciate that Raphaelle had a lot of "stuff" happening to her. Just sayin', for a YA book, it was a tad much.
I appreciated Raphaelle for her open-mindedness. She was accepting of everyone. Her relationship with Samir was very teen-agey and age appropriate. (I hate when teens are portrayed as thirty-year olds.)
Raphaelle's art: I love the point the author was making. I even like the idea behind Raphaelle's art piece. I do NOT love what Raphaelle did. I'm a strident feminist and I'm 100% behind free expression, but I disagree with the way Raphaelle presented her piece. Honestly, that's pretty disgusting to me and a public high school art show is definitely not the place for that kind of exhibition. You want to make art like that put it in an art show, sure, go right ahead. Public schools need to be free from that. Even writing that, I'm questioning myself, (see? I'm THINKING) but I just don't support it.
The BIG Incident:
Christians, Muslims, and Atheists, oh my!: So much religion. I'm not sure what the author was trying to prove. I don't care what religion anyone is. If you're a nice person, then I don't have a problem with you. I don't like people that fly planes into buildings the same way I don't like people that consider someone "evil" because they don't believe in Jesus. One is obviously more extreme than the other, but they both stem from the same emotion: judgmental hatred. Not cool. If the author was trying to show the pros and cons of religion she did a poor job. She did a fair job showing that just because someone is a Muslim doesn't mean they're a terrorist (why do people still act so moronic about this kind of thing???) but all the Christian's came off as judgy-prudish-hypocritical bastards. (Which is sometimes true.) Granted, it was usually the adults acting that way (cause the teens are all open-minded and stuff) but, like other parts in the book, it was forced. Raphaelle's personal relationship with God and religion - that was beautifully written.
I could go on, but I won't. It gets points for being memorable and thought-provoking. It loses points for having only fair writing and forced situations. Not sure yet if I'll read the second one.
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