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442 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 7, 2012
"Joder," I whisper.
He grabs my hair, kissing me hard on the mouth.
Now I see that Jake is my mighty storm. He'sfifty shades of fucked upbroken and complex, and no one knows him like I do, or ever will. He needs me.
“It's always been you. I loved you from the moment I knew how to love.”
“I love you beyond any lyrics I could ever write, or any words I could ever say.”
“To me Jake was and is music, it's what glued us together.”
“If you, Jake Wethers, had to pick one song as your title song to describe yourself, what would it be – and it can’t be one of your own,” I quickly add.
“Hurt,” he answers without hesitation.
It makes me hurt inside he picked that song.
“Why?”
He lets out a light sigh. “Some people said Reznor was writing a lyrical suicide note, others said he was writing about finding a reason to live. I think it’s both…it just depends on which side you’re looking at it from.”
“And which side are you looking at it from?”
He stares at me from a long moment. My heart is hammering in my chest.
“Now? …a reason to live.”
My insides start to tremble.
“Reznor’s version or Johnny Cash’s?” I ask quietly, trying to conceal the pain from my voice.
“Johnny Cash.”
“Why?”
He closes his eyes briefly. And in this moment I just want to magic up all the power in the world to soothe his pains away.
“Because I have a few things in common with him,” he answers, opening his eyes.
“Like?”
“The drugs…the women…hanging out for the girl of my dreams.”
I take a sharp breath in. tears instantly prick the backs of my eyes.
He touches my face, his thumb smoothing over my lips. “You’re my June, Tru.”
“Johnny Cash … I have a few things in common with him.”
“Like?”
“The drugs … the women … hanging out for the girl of my dreams … you’re my June, Tru.”
I’m so totally mesmerised by him.
And so totally in lust with him.
And so totally screwed.
You ask what I want from you?” His eyes move to my lips, then my eyes. “I want you, Tru. I just want you. All day, every day.
verses......An old friend......bad boy rocker.......alpha in the extreme….....A Rock Star??????