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404 pages, Paperback
First published July 30, 2013
There is one person who always gets me through my despair... Callie Lawrence. She’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me- my ray of sunshine through the rain.
“You are my good, no matter what you want to believe. I’m sitting here, happier than I’ve ever been, because of you. You are my happiness.”Even with all the family drama and set backs, Callie and Kayden are very much in love and happy together. If anything, they are more in love now than ever.
“We can do anything- you and I- when we’re together.”
“I want this.... you and I... forever.”
I am simply Callie.
And he is simply Kayden.
And we are simply us.
And it’s the realist form of perfection that’s ever existed.
“I trust you, Kayden. Even if you don’t want me to.”
I want him to me like I trust him. I owe him that much.
I owe him a lot
I owe him everything.
There is something about someone trusting you enough with their secrets that it makes it easier to trust them. It’s like they’re opening their heart and in return yours should open up to them, too.
I realize how perfect we are for each other and also how disastrous we could end up being. Because even though we can help each other pick up the pieces of our lives, we could also break at the same time and then nothing would be left to catch us as we crumble.
“Just tell me what you need to make you happy.” She looks me in the eye with tears streaming down her cheeks.
“You.”
Whenever she looks at me, I swear she steals another piece of my soul. Unlike most people, she doesn’t care if it’s damaged. And once we kiss, I’m gone. The broken, soulless, empty Kayden who’s existed since the first time his father beat him no longer lives. She owns me and I want nothing more than to be with her.
“You don’t forget. You just move past it. Let go. Be who you are supposed to be instead of who they make you feel like you should be.”
Okay. We can do this. Because I think we’re stronger together.”
“Thank you for saving me.”
“Thank you for saving me too.”
I'm looking into his eyes and he's looking into mine and I wonder if it wasn't a coincidence that brought me to him that night in front of the pool house. Maybe it was fate that guided me there so I could save him and he could save me and then it could lead us here to this moment where we are both completely content and free and glad we're alive......
There's this mind-blowing moment when I realize something. Someone understands me. Callie understands me. She gets it and she's not afraid of me or what's inside of me. And while I don't understand it, I want it-I want her.
Maybe if I try hard enough, we'll fall into each other and become one single person and we can share our pain instead of carrying it by ourselves.
You are the only person who I can ever feel whole with.
You gave me good. I never had good before.
But every time you say you love me
I just have to stop and catch my breath
How can somebody love something like me ?
And every time I feel I'm falling
You'll be there to save me from myself
Little angel watching over me
I liked the rest of the book more but the epilogue didn't meet my expectations. It felt rushed and tbh it felt like it wasn't an epilogue since the story didn't wrap up (please note that it's marked as an epilogue, it's not just the last chapter). I know that there are a few books left in the series the epilogue wasn't what I hoped it would be.
Something that bothered me was that we get to see many scenes by both of the characters pov. I don't know why I didn't like that, I'm okay if that happens a couple of times or so but in this book that happened too much. It's totally a personal preference though, maybe someone enjoys it.
Overall, it was just an okay read for me. I'm not going to read the rest of the books in the series though, at least for now. 3 ⭐
Please check the trigger warnings before you pick it.
"I don't believe in luck though, and I'm not even sure I believe that surviving means I'm lucky."