Heartstopper meets Buffy in this queer paranormal rom-com where a college sophomore must survive becoming a vampire—and the cute boy who discovers his secret.
It’s only natural nineteen-year-old Brennan’s life would be upended by something as ridiculous and unexpected as turning into a vampire. But if there’s one thing Brennan can do, it’s pretend everything’s fine when he’s close to losing his mind. Brennan is nineteen and just clawed his way back to Sturbridge University after recovering from a suicide attempt, and this is not the new life he was hoping for.
Brennan’s newly bloodthirsty existence gets way more complicated when Cole, the super cute librarian and everyone’s campus crush, stumbles on Brennan drinking from a stolen blood bag. Luckily, adorable Cole is happy to keep Brennan’s secret, and even seems to maybe like him? Navigating a new relationship is hard enough without the added struggles of vampire puberty, an eclectic clan of self-proclaimed “good” vampires, and growing feelings for the one person who makes Brennan feel normal. With swirling rumors of a missing student and a rise in strange “animal attacks” near campus, Brennan must uncover the secrets of the clan and figure out how to balance vampirism and humanity, or risk losing the first real friends he’s ever had.
Filled with humor and heart, The Good Vampire's Guide to Blood & Boyfriends has a gentle bite.
First off, the cover on this book is awesome! The Good Vampire's Guide to Blood and Boyfriends is a YA Queer paranormal romance that readers may want to take a bite out of very soon! It gets off to a slow start and if you follow my reviews, you know how I feel about slow....
Brennan is a nineteen-year-old young man who has not had an easy go of it lately. He is back at school after surviving a suicide attempt and finds himself turned into a vampire! Plus, his mother is pretty much doing her own things and not too present as he navigates his life. One positive thing in his life is Cole, the super handsome librarian who just happens to catch Brennan sipping blood from a blood bag! So once that cat is out of the bag, Brennan struggles to fit in, find balance, get answers as to how he was turned, is baffled by the rumors of a missing student and recent animal attacks.
This is a YA book, and it felt very YA to me - which is a good thing. It stays in its lane and isn't trying to be something it is not. This book is not scary, there is some violence, but it is not going to keep you up at night, checking under your bed, in the shower, or behind the curtain. What this book will do is entertain and have readers hoping along with Brennan and Cole for some answers as Brennan adjusts to his new reality.
This book does deal with some serious issues such as mental health, suicide attempt, sexuality, identity, and acceptance. While it does touch on some heavy subjects this book also has some light, fun, angsty, and entertaining moments.
Thank you to St. Martin's Press | Wednesday Books and NetGalley who provided me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. All the thoughts and opinions are my own.
The Good Vampire's Guide to Blood & Boyfriends by Jamie D'Amato YA Fantasy Cozy NetGalley eARC Pub Date: Aug 26, 2025 St. Martin's Press Ages: 16+
For Brennan, a depressed young man, college added to his emotional struggles, and he made an attempt the previous year. But this year, being turned into a vampire added to his emotional state, trying to still pretend everything is alright when actually he's starting to spiral. This is made worse by the rumor that a student had disappeared around the same time Brennan was turned.
Adding to his struggles is the cute librarian Cole, who everyone seems to like. But when Cole catches him drinking from a stolen blood bag, Cole is willing to keep the secret, and he starts hanging out with Brennan.
Between school work and his new friendship(s), Brennan tries to figure out which legend, if any, are true about vampires. Then, being contacted by a clan of 'good' vampires helps with his thirst and gives him a connection in understanding what being a vampire is and isn't.
But not all vampires are good, and the rise of 'animal attacks' seems as if someone is no longer being a good vampire.
The story picks up after the fact, and Brennan is 'researching' vampires, and while it's a cozy story, it also deals with the struggles of teenagers who are dealing with depression. I know it is real, I've had, and still deal with those thoughts, but mentioning an 'attempt' raised the age level. I was going to go for fourteen, but upped it to sixteen, but I still wonder if maybe it should be eighteen because of it being mentioned multiple times. And that is the only reason why I have upped the age so high. This could be a good book for mature YA readers or those who are struggling to read in a group and discuss it.
This is a romance, but it's clean, kept behind closed doors. One knows what happens, but there are no details other than kissing and the challenge of doing it with fangs. Although there is a 'consent' situation brought up by the 'mesmer' vampire spit can cause.
There is a little violence, but not graphic. A few funnies, especially with the referrals to a certain popular vampire book/movie series, along with a few others. There wasn't a lot of action until the end; this story was mostly about finding oneself and taking the chance on others.
Good story, the cover is bright and welcoming, and while the title somewhat matches the story, it made me expect it to be funnier than it is.
”it was cole taking care of brennan and brennan taking care of cole. couldn’t that be enough?”
ೃ⁀➷ 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬: IF I COULD GIVE THIS A MILLION STARS, I WOULD WITHOUT HESITATION! THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE BOOKS NOW! it is the cheesiest book on a broody vampire and a hipster librarian and it was ADORBALE! words cannot describe how much i loved this cringy, vampire romcom. ngl i was falling for cole even tho he’s literally gay and it’s literally a whole book abt him being gay…but CAN YOU BLAME ME? i will not tolerate any hate for the beautiful book.
ೃ⁀➷ 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐧: ”because now he had something to lose, something worth protecting something he needed and wanted to fight for.”
IT TOKE ME FOREVER TO FIND THE RIGHT QUOTE FOR HIM BECAUSE THERE ARE SO MANY GOOD ONES! i’m literally so proud of him for working through all of his mental heath issues and still fighting for what was right (and for cole)! him and cole rn my everything atm bc i love them….but i still have some questions…1. WHAT WILL HAPPEN SINCE HES IMMORTAL AND COLE ISNT? IS HE GONNA BE ALONE FOR ETERNITY WITHOUT COLE? 2. uh…so when cole ages and he doesn’t…WHATS GONNA HAPPEN? 3. will he ever tell his mom? i feel like he should bc i don’t like the thought of him slowing distancing himself from her bc hes a vampire.
ೃ⁀➷ 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐞: everything i gave you, i wanted to give. id give you more.”
so yes he’s gay. and yes he’s still my book bf. deal with it. GAH THE SUNSHINE X GRUMPY DYNAMICS OF COLE AND BRENNAN WERE PERFECTTTT and cole is so me too, like i don’t do drugs, i don’t work at a library, i don’t have bad parents, im not raised into business, im not dating a vampire, i’m not gay, i’m not a man, BUT HES STILL ME. his quotes were adorable omg.
ೃ⁀➷ 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬: i highly recommend reading this book when it comes out on august 25! thanks again netgallery for giving me this INCREDIBLEEEE book! <3
.𖥔 ݁ ˖☾𖤓☽.𖥔 ݁ ˖
ೃ⁀➷ 𝐩𝐫𝐞-𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝: i got the arc!! this sounds so cute omg i can’t wait to read it!
This book is, in a word, charming. But if you need more, it's also sweet, cute, funny, delightful, and riveting. 2025 cannot come fast enough for the rest of y'all to read this!
Really funny story about college student and newly turned vampire Brennan who has to try to piece together how he went from going on a walk to waking up undead while also trying to work out how to do this whole vampire thing.
The Good Vampire's Guide to Blood and Boyfriends is mostly lighthearted and has a very sweet romance, though it does deal with more serious issues like depression, past suicidal ideation, and shitty parents.
I found most of the book hilarious but I do wonder if all the jokes will land with other age groups (I'm a millennial), and also whether they'll be funny in a few years.
The big Plot felt somewhat forced, and the ending was kind of underwhelming, but mostly I had a great time reading this book!
Great found family, humor, funny diary entries, and sweet grumpy/sunshine romance.
Thanks to Wednesday Books for the ARC. The Good Vampire's Guide to Blood and Boyfriends is out August 26
This was stellar. It is giving me major twilight flashbacks but make it MM romance. What’s not to love? 5 stars!
Brennan is a college student who has recently become a vampire. He is now forced to figure out what that means for him, and how he can survive without hurting humans. Enter Cole, another student at the same school, who accidently discovers Brennan’s secret, and quickly becomes dedicated to helping him adapt to his new immortal life. The two boys must learn how to successfully have a vampire x human relationship… and figure out how to potentially save the world from a massive vampire uprising.
Really, this kind of story is my jam. I eat up a good vampire romance, and I have to say-THIS is a good vampire romance.
Brennan and Cole’s relationship? Talk about adorable. The pressing desire to take care of each other? To support each other? Dreamy. I love that at no point in this story was Cole afraid of Brennan. Instant trust and connection, I love. Just good vibes all around.
The amount of twilight mentions here, I was so into it. This story also notes queer authors like Becky Albertalli and Adam Silvera. I love to see authors supporting other authors!
I also have to talk about the fact that there are different vampire societies/clubs/clans in this story. Basically vampires get to decide what “kind” of vampire they want to be, and join the group that best fits them. I thought this was such a fun idea. Very high school clique vibes.
Important mention: This story discusses mental health/suicide attempts. I did not personally think it was too heavy, and it was balanced out very well by the light-heartedness of the rest of the book, but I know some readers may be a bit more sensitive toward these topics. Just something to know before you start reading!
Overall, very lovely read! I think a ton of people would love reading this as much as I did!
Thank you to Netgalley, St. Martin’s press | Wednesday Books and author Jamie D’Amato for providing me with the eARC of “The Good Vampires Guide to Blood and Boyfriends”, in exchange for my honest review! Publication date: August 26th, 2025
The Good Vampire’s Guide to Blood and Boyfriends had SUCH a fun premise, and I was really hoping to love it more than I did. 🧛♂️💔 Don’t get me wrong, I still enjoyed the characters and the love story, but something about it just didn’t fully click for me. Maybe it was the pacing? Or maybe I just wasn’t vibing with the writing style as much as I hoped. 🤷♀️
First off, the MC was super relatable in that awkward, nerdy way and I loved the idea of a vampire trying to navigate normal teenage life (while ya know dealing with the whole blood drinking thing 🩸). The romance was cute if a little predictable but I’m a sucker for an adorable love story, so I still ate it up. 😍💞
That being said… I just never felt fully invested? Like, I wanted to be OBSESSED but instead I was kinda just there reading it, having a good time but not feeling super emotionally connected. 😬 I also felt like some of the humor was hit or miss, sometimes it was hilarious, and other times it felt like it was trying too hard.
Overall this book was fun, cute, and had some solid moments! 🦇📖 If you’re looking for a lighthearted vampire rom com with a sweet love story then it’s worth checking out! Just don’t go in expecting a deep, life changing read. 😂
Thank you to NetGalley for the free copy in exchange for my honest review! 💕
i received a complimentary audio copy from the publisher as part of their influencer program. i am voluntarily leaving this review.
content warnings: suicide attempt, depression, panic attacks, homophobia, drug & alcohol use
after surviving a suicide attempt, college sophomore brennan is left struggling to cope with his newly-developed vampirism on his own. to complicate manners, cole, the librarian everyone (including brennan) is crushing on, catches him drinking from a stolen blood bag. luckily, cole is eager to help brennan keep his secret and learn how to be a vampire. when brennan finally meets other vampires, though, he wonders if balancing vampirism and humanity will be harder than he anticipated.
this was the (mostly) fun kind of vampire book. i loved the chapter titles, and despite normally hating them, i thought the pop culture references were actually pretty funny and fitting. these funnier aspects were, in my opinion, well-balanced with the heavier parts of this book, specifically the explorations of losing one’s humanity, struggling with depression and immortality, and making regrettable choices, to name a few. i listened to the audiobook, narrated by michael crouch, and i thought his voice suited brennan’s personality well. i highly recommend this book to YA readers who love vampires.
Thanks to NetGalley and St. Martin's Press for access to this title. All opinions expressed are my own.
Peeps, I REALLY liked this one. At first, I just thought this was going to be one of those cute rom-coms where two college guys- Brennan, a vampire, and Cole, the cute librarian hook up and fall in love. But it was so much more. Because weird things are happening in and around the campus, and it is going to take Brennan, Cole and their human friends to help a gang of vampires solve the mystery.
Third-person perspective, short, punchy chapters, great characterization, and coping with being a vampire in the 21st century were all the ingredients I needed to keep me hooked. The spice is really low on this one, and so I do think it would be okay for high schoolers to read.
Expected Publication Date 26/08/25 Goodreads Review Date 23/08/25
this arc was kindly sent to me by the publisher in exchange for an honest review <3
well we done knew id love this especially because it was weirdly cozy considering it's a book about vampires lol. I had a great time with this one. I really enjoyed following Brennans story and the found family he gets along the way. I feel like this progressed at the exact right pace and I couldn't put it down. would recommend for fans of f.t lukens, it was pretty similar to how they write their paranormal queer books. live, love, vampires
2.75. Brennan, a 19 year old student, has his entire life disrupted when he turns into a vampire. This is the last thing he needs after suffering from mental health issues! He’s caught drinking a blood bag by Cole, the super cute librarian. Cole wants to keep his secret and get to know him. They navigate their friendship around Brennan’s need to find out exactly what happened to him while also solving a mystery.
This cover is so cute!! I really loved Brennan and Cole’s developing relationship, I stuck around just for that. That being said the rest of the story left me wanting so much more. I was incredibly bored at certain parts then would get roped in again only to find myself bored once more. Had this been an eyeball book and not an audio, I’m sad to say I would have dnf’d. The most interesting parts seemed to come and go so quickly I wish they’d been woven into the story at a better pace. Really loved the idea and characters!
Coming back to add: The first TS reference had me side eyeing. Then multiple after? ENOUGH. I don’t even mind pop culture references really, but every single romance book mentioning TS is making me lose my mind. There has to be another singer y’all like? It’s in almost every romance arc I read lately so - 1 star just for that
The narrator did an amazing job! He portrayed the characters so well and was completely engaging.
Thank you so much Jamie D’Amato and Macmillan Audio for providing this free ALC. This is my honest review. Happy pub day!
This was pretty good. The story was interesting and the characters were fun, but I wanted more. More queer scenes, more vampire lore, more giggles. Just more of everything, it felt pretty rushed through most of the novel. Thank you Macmillan Audio & NetGalley for my ALC.
Thanks to NetGalley and Wednesday Books for the ARC!
I really adored this book. It’s sweet, lighthearted, and funny, and just overall enjoyable. Honestly, more than anything, it reminds me of queer fanfics I read as a teen (I’m cultured) but done well and with good character development. It’s great that we now have this kind of rep in traditionally published books.
The premise is simple: Brennan, a college kid struggling with anxiety and depression, has recently been turned into a vampire and is trying to balance his new thirst for blood with his thirst (hah) for the cute librarian he has a giant crush on. These two are compelling right from the start. Brennan’s depression, anxiety, and suicidal ideation are done really well (I would know, this is my wheelhouse) and Cole is very believable as a young southern gay man with difficult parents. I also really liked that Brennan is clearly stated to be bisexual; always nice to see.
Their relationship is really the point here. There’s some other plot going on with evil vampire shenanigans, which is all quite predictable and uninteresting, but it’s in the background and I don’t think people are picking this book up for the vampire mystery. This is a YA romance at its core. There are a few rushed scenes and realistically, the supporting characters could freak out a little more at finding out vampires are real, but otherwise you’re getting exactly what you signed up for here: cute queer boys falling in love.
The one real complaint I have is the constant references to pop culture items, for two reasons. Firstly, yes, we know Stephenie Meyer and Rupi Kaur are not good writers — they’re popular for their accessibility, not their literary talent. But it feels a bit much for an author to just have their characters talk trash about another contemporary author’s books. Secondly, do teens these days even read Twilight?? I wonder how relevant some of these references are, because they talk a lot about the high school Twilight craze, but that craze was when I (a millennial) was in high school. It made this feel dated, so I wonder how younger readers will find it.
But overall, if you’re in the mood for a sweet, quick-paced, queer college romance, you’re gonna enjoy this!
*I received an arc of this novel in exchange for a review via NetGalley. Thank you to the publishers for this opportunity*
Brennan is an absolute mess Anxiety ridden Depressed And a vampire The other two have been constants in his life but the vampire is pretty new.
When Brennan is hit by a car he was supposed to die, but instead he was turned into a vampire. He now has to survive and figure out the whole vampire thing. When he’s doing research however, he talks to Cole, a boy who works at the library who saved him from a mental breakdown early in Brennan’s college experience. Now on top of the whole vampire thing he has a crush.
This novel was absolutely adorable. Cole as a character was definitely my favorite but the cast overall was very fun. Sunny and Nellie were very cute and I like the idea of have “urban” or more modern covens or packs. I wish there was more development of the “vampire world” and Brennan’s interactions with them however I understand that this book would be much longer. I would definitely be interested in a sequel of this (maybe featuring Dom’s persepctive👀) but I also enjoy the idea of this being a standalone that doesn’t answer everything. It’s cute, it’s fun and pretty well written overall. I definitely recommend picking this one up when it releases!
This book surprised me in all the best ways. On the surface, it’s a paranormal rom-com about a newly turned vampire trying to navigate college, bloodlust, and crushes—but at its heart, it's a thoughtful story about identity, vulnerability, and learning to choose your own path, fangs and all. Brennan, a college student turned vampire overnight, is thrown into a life he never asked for. His awkward, heartfelt attempts to figure out vampirism (without harming anyone) are both funny and touching. When Cole stumbles into Brennan’s secret and decides to help him, their relationship grows into something genuinely warm, supportive, and refreshingly drama-free. Their connection has that sweet grumpy/sunshine vibe, and it’s honestly a delight to watch unfold. Despite its supernatural premise, the story doesn’t shy away from real-life struggles—mental health, queerness, and complicated family dynamics all have their place here. These themes are handled with care and nuance, never weighing the story down, but grounding it in emotional honesty. The humor hits often (especially if you love sarcastic diary entries and pop culture nods), though some jokes might land better depending on your age bracket. Still, the voice is consistent and charming throughout. The plot occasionally takes a backseat to character development and cozy moments, but I didn’t mind—it made the bigger moments feel more personal. This is a book for anyone who wants queer joy, found family, and vampire lore with a side of emotional growth. It doesn’t reinvent the genre, but it doesn’t need to—it just tells a good, heartfelt story with sincerity and a lot of bite.
Thank you to NetGalley and St. Martin’s Press | Wednesday Books for the early copy in exchange for my honest opinion.
Thank you to NetGalley and St.Martins Press for a complimentary early release copy of The Good Vampires Guide to Blood & Boyfriends by Jamie D’Amato.
This has to be one of my favorite reads of 2025! I loved The Good Vampires Guide to Blood & Boyfriends. I fell in love with these characters immediately, Brennan and Cole are the cutest, I was routing for them since page one! It did take me a little to come around to Mari and Tony but once I did I equally loved them just as much as our main couple. This story is a slow burn romance but the tension and flirty teasing between Brennan and Cole is well worth it. They have so many cute and funny scenes together!
The plot of the story kind of comes off as low stakes/cozy to me but I throughly enjoyed it. I found the vampire stuff interesting and loved learning more about how the vampires operated in this world! The story isn’t just about vampires, friendships, or romance though it’s about self acceptance, that it’s okay to be vulnerable, and that you need to do what’s right for you. I enjoyed the messaging, I thought it was written in a nice thoughtful way. I could definitely sympathize with these characters and it was heart warming to see them all come together.
This was a cute, fun and somewhat cozy vampire book! It definitely read more new adult than YA though. The storyline was fun, but was slow in certain parts. This is a fun fall read!
Thank you @wednesdaybooks for the gifted book. Also big thanks to @macmillan.audio for the complementary audiobook. It’s always nice to go back and forth between both formats.
First of all how is this a debut? This book was a 10/10 in my eyes. I absolutely adored this book. As a millennial, I really appreciate all the Twilight references. It made my soul happy.
The Good Vampire’s Guide to Blood and Boyfriends is a lighthearted (mostly) romcom about two Queer boys falling in love. While it is funny and cute, this book also covers topics like suicidal ideation and depression. The author covered those topics so well.
I’m a sucker 🤪 for vampire books and this one definitely made my favorites list. I highly recommend it if you enjoy Queer stories with some fantasy mixed in.
Thank you Jamie D'Amato, Wednesday Books, St. Martin's Press and NetGalley for the ARC!
𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑮𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝑽𝒂𝒎𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒆'𝒔 𝑮𝒖𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝑩𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑩𝒐𝒚𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔 is Jamie D'Amato's debut novel, a paranormal rom-com where a college freshman must navigate suddenly becoming a vampire, the underground society he's now part of, and the cute boy who discovers his secret.
I was hooked to this book from the title and the very first page. I could not put it down and I was giggling through many of the parts. It's a sweet, relatable and awesome book to say the least. The movies and shows referencing were fun.
I loved the slow-burn and tension between Cole and Brennan and their overall relationship is so cute. I enjoyed reading about them as individual people too, where Brennan is usually the grumpy and restricted while Cole is aloof and enjoys life as it passes. I enjoyed reading about all the side characters --- who were well developed and have distinct personalities and traits that made the narrative more fun.
The way mental health was represented in this book was amazing. I think this prospect made me like the book even more.
The vampires in this book were fun. The lore and histories were intriguing to read and amazing that it coincided perfectly with Cole and Brennan's relationship.
Overall, this was a really fun read, filled with emotional, cute, adorable moments, self-discovery and mental health representation and vampires.
Thank you @wednesdaybooks for the advanced copy to review!
The amount of time I spent trying to narrow down quotes to share… I had to skip so many of my favorites. Tony’s text messages are special mentions along with Mari’s sass, Sunny and Nellie’s advice, and Cole and Brennan’s entire cute relationships. (The groveling!???? The kissing!??? The sweetness?? The coffee!?? The LIBRARY!?) I love them.
This debut from @jimjomjamie is great. This book made me belly laugh out loud nearly the entire time I read it. It also made me tear up. Brennan is SO incredibly relatable to me it’s actually kind of scary??? Minus the whole vampire thing. But his anxiety and panic attacks and depression and his past suicidal thoughts he reconciles with after becoming immortal - wow. A lot to unpack here.
Brennan and Cole’s banter was hysterical and I’d read so many more books of them getting into shenanigans with Tony and Mari. I really appreciated the friendships in this book and how strong they were. The group chat was amazing.
The climax of this book was just so good and funny yet incredibly heartfelt and lovely??? It’s too much y’all. I hear the audio is fantastic so I’ll probably have to reread that….
In conclusion, Cole and Brennan forever.
*Full disclosure there was a passing reference for a certain series (didn’t call out the series by name) but Jamie has addressed and apologized for. In the book I could also see where it’s easy to miss as it was within literary references from childhood but again it did not name the series.*
If Simon's teenage vampiricness from the City of Bones was mixed with the existential dread and budding romance of John Green's The Fault in Our Stars, you'd be left with this fun read. The relationship between Brennan (the MC) and Cole feels organic and youthful. D'Amato did a great job of making the characters feel like their age instead of too old or too young. I think it's an easy cop out for authors to make their characters college aged for the convivence of "no parents" and "lust filled relationships" instead of taking into account the responsibilities/stressors associated with such a transitional stage of life. D'Amato didn't have that problem and did a great job balancing the big Plot with fun exploration of being a vampire in the age of technology.
The audiobook narrator, Michael Crouch, knocked it out of the park, and I highly recommend listening if you like audiobooks. He added an earnestness to Brennan that made him more relatable and endearing.
Thank you to Netgalley, the publisher, and the author for providing a free e-arc in exchange for an honest review.
I'm going to have to DNF about 27% in. Unfortunately, this is just not holding my attention. I do not believe I'm the targeted audience for this. I thought the premise sounded good, but it's a little too heavy in today's commentary than I would like. Especially with it being compared to Buffy, I was hoping to go a little more in that direction. Definitely give it a try if you find the premise interesting, it just isn't for me.
This was a very unique set up for a book, and for the most part I enjoyed it.
There is so much that happens in this book, that I can feel very chaotic, and the reader will really be unsure where the plot is taking them. I did enjoy the red herrings, and the overall ending was satisfactory.
I do feel like this book has an intended audience, and I probably just wasn’t it
A queer love story built on awkward charm, secondhand paperbacks, and the kind of tender chaos that only follows a freak vampire accident. It’s soft and sharp all at once, like falling for your best friend and your shadow.
Mental health is treated with care, not coddling. Found family blooms like rebellion against loneliness. And in the blood soaked banter, you’re reminded that becoming a monster might be the first time you truly feel human.