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This is Not a Lie
In 1984, St Kilda is the heart and soul of Melbourne's thriving music scene. Joel Reed, a brilliant young guitarist and songwriter, had followed his sister Karen to the bohemian beachside suburb to chase his dream of becoming a rock star. On the surface, it seems like Joel has got it all together. He's in an up-and-coming rock 'n' roll band and is surrounded by people who want to see him succeed. However, he is also a high-functioning heroin addict and closet homosexual. Desperately lonely and dangerously self-destructive, he lives a carefully constructed lie lest he be discovered, outed and shunned by the city's legion of hard rock fans.
When the band is forced to audition for a new frontman, Joel's world is turned upside down. Harry Engel, the offbeat and disarmingly charismatic vocalist, rocks up to audition and Joel falls in love, but there's no way he can tell Harry how he feels. He can't do anything to jeopardise the band's success and so he continues living the lie - until tragedy strikes and he realises the lie was never going to save them.
When the band is forced to audition for a new frontman, Joel's world is turned upside down. Harry Engel, the offbeat and disarmingly charismatic vocalist, rocks up to audition and Joel falls in love, but there's no way he can tell Harry how he feels. He can't do anything to jeopardise the band's success and so he continues living the lie - until tragedy strikes and he realises the lie was never going to save them.
350 pages, Paperback
Published January 30, 2025
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S.C. Farrow
6 books15 followersS.C. Farrow is an Australian literary author and screenwriter whose work explores trauma, silence, and the complexity of the human psyche. Her writing is known for its lyrical style, philosophical depth, and raw emotional honesty. She holds a PhD in creative writing and loves exploring the raw edges of human experience, bringing common struggles to light in uncommon ways.
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July 13, 2020
“This is not a lie” is the love story of lead guitarist, Joel Reed and singer, Harry Engel and takes place during the 1980’s Australian music scene found at St. Kilda’s, Melbourne. Joel is the lead guitarist of The Blackhearts, a heavy metal band on the cusp of stardom and Harry is their new lead singer. While music prospects emerge for the cash-strapped Blackhearts, the band’s success is threatened on many fronts. Conflict between band members, Joel’s ongoing addiction issues and his struggle coming to terms with his attraction for new band mate, Harry, jeopardize The Blackhearts chances for success. You don’t need to be a professional historian to know homophobia was normalized, pervasive, and at times internalized in the early 80’s. The main characters in “This is not a lie” grapple with living their true selves amid fears of the very real consequences of being outed—for their person as well as for the band as a whole.
“This is not a lie” is at times heartbreaking, at times hopeful. Farrow has created an immersive and honest story with complicated and flawed characters. Readers who enjoyed James Frey’s, A Million Little Pieces will appreciate this book.
“This is not a lie” is at times heartbreaking, at times hopeful. Farrow has created an immersive and honest story with complicated and flawed characters. Readers who enjoyed James Frey’s, A Million Little Pieces will appreciate this book.
September 8, 2022
In this book, we can read about Joel who is in the music band called Blackhearts, he is the lead guitarist in the group and he is a headstrong man but he does have struggles of his own like getting attracted by his new member who is Harry and he is the singer. And Harry knows what he is and who he is and all. There is no wrong with that, but when these two started feeling something towards each other what happens? And How Joel is going to handle the new sensation he feeling towards Harry.
Does he come to know what this strange feeling is his love for him? All those things.
But the real struggle is hiding who Joel is and he knows that of course, thinks that that's not an easy decision to tell others who he is and how feels about there is always a hesitation for that, Joel uses drugs to forget his pain about and the one thing he headstrong is to achieve his goal to be a success, to reach their he decides to hide his true feelings.
Harry, knows that his band is struggling to achieve their point in many ways, I need to say one thing for sure, all the members in the group are so supportive of each other, whenever someone needs them, they are always with them to give comfort.
Oh man, I was not expecting the end, come on, the end is quite emotional for me... The story is going very well and it was interesting to know how far they came and but suddenly something happens... That's a highlight for sure.
This book has the key elements of struggling through their sexusexualityving the hope to get the success they are working for, and fear of losing the passion for music, the situation makes them scared to do things like decision making and all. Check out this book if you're looking for a light read.
Does he come to know what this strange feeling is his love for him? All those things.
But the real struggle is hiding who Joel is and he knows that of course, thinks that that's not an easy decision to tell others who he is and how feels about there is always a hesitation for that, Joel uses drugs to forget his pain about and the one thing he headstrong is to achieve his goal to be a success, to reach their he decides to hide his true feelings.
Harry, knows that his band is struggling to achieve their point in many ways, I need to say one thing for sure, all the members in the group are so supportive of each other, whenever someone needs them, they are always with them to give comfort.
Oh man, I was not expecting the end, come on, the end is quite emotional for me... The story is going very well and it was interesting to know how far they came and but suddenly something happens... That's a highlight for sure.
This book has the key elements of struggling through their sexusexualityving the hope to get the success they are working for, and fear of losing the passion for music, the situation makes them scared to do things like decision making and all. Check out this book if you're looking for a light read.
July 22, 2020
This is Not a Lie is a gritty, detailed and dramatic story of the struggle of the fictional band The Blackhearts to attain success, but this is simply the context. In reality, the story revolves around band member Joel, whose fight with self loathing, addiction and his own sexuality color his choices and impact those around him. The reader is placed inside of these struggles, rejoicing over triumphs and fearful of consequences, hoping against hope that both Joel and the band will triumph. The account is detailed, intense and emotional.
There is a redemptive process taking place between the lines and events that lead the protagonist, and the reader, to long for and attain parts of that happiness longed for. After a series of unforeseen events, some glorious and others tragic, Joel is able to say:
‘Healing isn’t about forgetting him or getting over the loss of him. It’s about making a choice - to let your sufferin raze yo from the inside out, or to turn it into a source of strength and wisdom…”
This is a story of struggle, resilience and transformation.
Mark Tededesco
Author, She Seduced Me: A Love Affair with Rome
There is a redemptive process taking place between the lines and events that lead the protagonist, and the reader, to long for and attain parts of that happiness longed for. After a series of unforeseen events, some glorious and others tragic, Joel is able to say:
‘Healing isn’t about forgetting him or getting over the loss of him. It’s about making a choice - to let your sufferin raze yo from the inside out, or to turn it into a source of strength and wisdom…”
This is a story of struggle, resilience and transformation.
Mark Tededesco
Author, She Seduced Me: A Love Affair with Rome
December 3, 2020
Taking place in Australia in 1984, This Is Not a Lie by S.C. Farrow is a captivating novel that is quite poignant.
In his early twenties, Joel Reed is the founder and lead guitarist of hard rock band The Blackhearts. After losing their lead singer, Harry Engel joins the band over the objections of Joel's sister and band manager, Karen. With the opportunity to finally score a record deal, turmoil roils within the band as Joel wrestles with his feelings for Harry and his addiction to heroin. Karen is worried about the band's future so she makes a decision she believes is in The Blackhearts' best interest. The other band members are supportive of one another, but they have financial concerns as they practice long hours in hopes of finally reaching their goal of stardom.
Joel is willing to put in the hard work to make The Blackhearts a success. He is a little quick to anger and he can be stubborn. Although Joel knows he has to stay in the closet in order to achieve success, he uses heroin and alcohol to dull his pain. He has successfully managed to keep his desires under wraps, but his strong attraction to Harry is almost impossible to hide. And resist.
Harry is a charming, charismatic and gifted singer. He is also a very talented songwriter whose suggestions take the band's songs to a whole new level. Harry is also drawn to Joel but he is haunted by the events that precipitated his move to Melbourne. His demons threaten to derail The Blackhearts shot at finally finding success.
Joel is deeply flawed with realistic issues that he refuses to talk about or deal with. His addiction to heroin is not glamorized but rather serves a reminder that many addicts are functional with families and careers. Joel's pain is palpable as he struggles with hiding who he is in order to achieve success.
Full of heartbreak and hope, This Is Not a Lie is an emotional novel that is well-written with vibrantly developed characters. The subject matter is true to the time period and difficult topics are realistically handled with sensitivity. S.C. Farrow brings this compelling novel to a surprisingly upbeat conclusion. I absolutely loved and HIGHLY recommend this outstanding novel.
In his early twenties, Joel Reed is the founder and lead guitarist of hard rock band The Blackhearts. After losing their lead singer, Harry Engel joins the band over the objections of Joel's sister and band manager, Karen. With the opportunity to finally score a record deal, turmoil roils within the band as Joel wrestles with his feelings for Harry and his addiction to heroin. Karen is worried about the band's future so she makes a decision she believes is in The Blackhearts' best interest. The other band members are supportive of one another, but they have financial concerns as they practice long hours in hopes of finally reaching their goal of stardom.
Joel is willing to put in the hard work to make The Blackhearts a success. He is a little quick to anger and he can be stubborn. Although Joel knows he has to stay in the closet in order to achieve success, he uses heroin and alcohol to dull his pain. He has successfully managed to keep his desires under wraps, but his strong attraction to Harry is almost impossible to hide. And resist.
Harry is a charming, charismatic and gifted singer. He is also a very talented songwriter whose suggestions take the band's songs to a whole new level. Harry is also drawn to Joel but he is haunted by the events that precipitated his move to Melbourne. His demons threaten to derail The Blackhearts shot at finally finding success.
Joel is deeply flawed with realistic issues that he refuses to talk about or deal with. His addiction to heroin is not glamorized but rather serves a reminder that many addicts are functional with families and careers. Joel's pain is palpable as he struggles with hiding who he is in order to achieve success.
Full of heartbreak and hope, This Is Not a Lie is an emotional novel that is well-written with vibrantly developed characters. The subject matter is true to the time period and difficult topics are realistically handled with sensitivity. S.C. Farrow brings this compelling novel to a surprisingly upbeat conclusion. I absolutely loved and HIGHLY recommend this outstanding novel.
July 13, 2021
As a child of the 80's, growing up listening to BonJovi, Springsteen and U2 on the radio...we have all heard stories of bands , rockstars and the most amazing parties, but you didn't always hear the details about the consequences that lifestyle can have on these performers. "This is Not a Lie" gives you a look inside the glamerous and sometimes torturous life of a rock stars. Joel Reed, a brilliant young guitarist, had followed his sister Karen to the bohemian beachside suburb to chase his dream of becoming a rock star. During audition, Joel falls in love but there’s no way he can tell Harry how he feels ,the soul with grief and guilt. Will Joel Reed overcome the ghosts that consume him? S.C. Farrow has written a book that will keep you interested from beginning to end. The twists and turns she introduces within the storyline are what makes this book one of the best I have read about love, grief, guilt and life in a long time. You will find yourself pulling for Reed and hoping he can find the happiness he once felt, or at least thought he felt. I didn't want it to end! Well done S.C. Farrow! Looking forward to your next novel. BRAVO!
I started this book and read the first 100 pages in one night. For someone who does not love to read, that statement speaks for itself. The book kept me totally intrigued and I was engaged the entire time I was reading it! Great read for most!
I will finish the book tonight - ONE week! I can't wait to read S.C. Farrow's next book !!
Highly Recommended!
I started this book and read the first 100 pages in one night. For someone who does not love to read, that statement speaks for itself. The book kept me totally intrigued and I was engaged the entire time I was reading it! Great read for most!
I will finish the book tonight - ONE week! I can't wait to read S.C. Farrow's next book !!
Highly Recommended!
August 24, 2020
Wow.. S.C. Farrow's work in this book is simply fabulous.. Her troupe of lovable winners and losers immediately disabuse you of any facetious intent.. All the while? Still carrying the depth and breadth of the shared human experience.. Showing the heights that hope and following ones dreams can take one... As well as the tragic deeps that occur when we plummet into from our self destroying tendenacies..
All around?.. A superb and stunningly audacious read.. As well as a behind the scenes look at the gritty and sometimes uncomfortable truths of record company back deals and the pound of flesh and the selling of one's soul in order to reach the top of the charts!.. I could not endorse this book highly enough.. Well worth the read!
All around?.. A superb and stunningly audacious read.. As well as a behind the scenes look at the gritty and sometimes uncomfortable truths of record company back deals and the pound of flesh and the selling of one's soul in order to reach the top of the charts!.. I could not endorse this book highly enough.. Well worth the read!
January 6, 2021
This is Not a Lie is the first book that I have read written by the author S.C. Farrow. Story is set in 1984 in Australia. Joel Reed is the lead guitarist and founder of The Blackhearts. He is in up-and-coming rock n roll band - The Blackhearts. He has the talent to be a great rock star. But he is also a drug addict of heroin and is homosexual.
Joel argued with his sister Karen to get Harry Engel in the Blackhearts. According to him Harry has got the best voice but the fact is that Joel is attracted to Harry and he had fallen in love with him. Harry has the voice to take Blackhearts to the next level. Finally, Harry got the official offer to join Blackhearts. Grab a copy of this book and read it to know how the duo of Harry and Joel will drive the story further.
Language of the book is mature. Cover photo is nice. Characters are well written and felt real. Story is gripping and there is nothing that I didn't like about this book. Pace of the story is fine with a smooth narration. If you are interested in reading books containing strong language, go ahead with this one. I am sure that you will enjoy it.
Joel argued with his sister Karen to get Harry Engel in the Blackhearts. According to him Harry has got the best voice but the fact is that Joel is attracted to Harry and he had fallen in love with him. Harry has the voice to take Blackhearts to the next level. Finally, Harry got the official offer to join Blackhearts. Grab a copy of this book and read it to know how the duo of Harry and Joel will drive the story further.
Language of the book is mature. Cover photo is nice. Characters are well written and felt real. Story is gripping and there is nothing that I didn't like about this book. Pace of the story is fine with a smooth narration. If you are interested in reading books containing strong language, go ahead with this one. I am sure that you will enjoy it.
August 13, 2020
Often when you think of sex, drugs and rock ‘n’ roll, you think about freedom and euphoria, partying, and fame. This is Not a Lie takes sex, drugs and rock ‘n’ roll, but talks of being trapped and repressed, addicted, and failing.
This is Not a Lie focuses on the aspiring musician, Joel Reed as he faces obstacle after obstacle trying to find success in his band, The Blackhearts. Joel struggles not only with the difficulties of keeping his band together, but also of keeping his life together. Joel is forced to make painful decisions between his music and love.
The book has a mix of beauty and pain that makes it hurt, but ultimately gives hope for the reader. Hope that even out of the ugliness that the world throws at people, things can get better, even if they sometimes get worst first. That you need to hold onto those who you love and those who love you, even if it hurts to keep going.
I felt like I read it quickly. After each chapter, I was always tempted to read ‘just one more chapter’. I sunk into this novel, it was hard not to. It’s a tragic, unflinching, but affectionate look at sexuality and addiction.
This is Not a Lie is intimate and dripping with anger. Anger for those who have been hurt in the past but has productive energy to create change.
This is Not a Lie focuses on the aspiring musician, Joel Reed as he faces obstacle after obstacle trying to find success in his band, The Blackhearts. Joel struggles not only with the difficulties of keeping his band together, but also of keeping his life together. Joel is forced to make painful decisions between his music and love.
The book has a mix of beauty and pain that makes it hurt, but ultimately gives hope for the reader. Hope that even out of the ugliness that the world throws at people, things can get better, even if they sometimes get worst first. That you need to hold onto those who you love and those who love you, even if it hurts to keep going.
I felt like I read it quickly. After each chapter, I was always tempted to read ‘just one more chapter’. I sunk into this novel, it was hard not to. It’s a tragic, unflinching, but affectionate look at sexuality and addiction.
This is Not a Lie is intimate and dripping with anger. Anger for those who have been hurt in the past but has productive energy to create change.
July 23, 2020
I raced through ‘This is not a lie’ during a very busy business trip and of course ended up with many sleepless nights. Needless to say, I loved it.
Farrow’s writing is stunning. I was so deeply immersed in the world of The Blackhearts that I could feel my body physically clench with sometimes hope, and sometimes dread and anxiety.
'This is not a lie’ is less a story about the struggle of a music band and more about a young man’s fight of finding himself when all seems lost. It celebrates being true to yourself, whoever that may be.
The book is full of immense feelings of desire, life, love, heartbreak, hope, fear, solidarity, and acceptance.
Farrow’s writing is stunning. I was so deeply immersed in the world of The Blackhearts that I could feel my body physically clench with sometimes hope, and sometimes dread and anxiety.
'This is not a lie’ is less a story about the struggle of a music band and more about a young man’s fight of finding himself when all seems lost. It celebrates being true to yourself, whoever that may be.
The book is full of immense feelings of desire, life, love, heartbreak, hope, fear, solidarity, and acceptance.
March 29, 2021
Book review 📚
Book name :This is not a lie
Author :S.C farrow
Rating:4.9/5
Description:
👉In 1984, St Kilda is the heart and soul of Melbourne's thriving music scene. Joel Reed, a brilliant young guitarist and songwriter, had followed his sister Karen to the bohemian beachside suburb to chase his dream of becoming a rock star. On the surface, it seems like Joel has got it all together. He's in an up-and-coming rock 'n' roll band and is surrounded by people who want to see him succeed. However, he is also a high-functioning heroin addict and closet homosexual. Desperately lonely and dangerously self-destructive, he lives a carefully constructed lie lest he be discovered, outed and shunned by the city's legion of hard rock fans.
👉When the band is forced to audition for a new frontman, Joel's world is turned upside down. Harry Engel, the offbeat and disarmingly charismatic vocalist, rocks up to audition and Joel falls in love, but there's no way he can tell Harry how he feels. He can't do anything to jeopardise the band's success and so he continues living the lie - until tragedy strikes and he realises the lie was never going to save them.
Review:
👉Talking about the title of the book, the title of the book is really so interesting to read.
👉The cover is appealing and attractive as well.Writing style of the author is quite appreciable which made it easier for me to follow the storyline.
👉A book about friendships, music, addiction, love, hate, and pain.The book has a mix of beauty and pain that makes it hurt.
👉This is Not a Lie focuses on the aspiring musician, Joel Reed as he faces obstacle after obstacle trying to find success in his band, The Blackhearts. Joel struggles not only with the difficulties of keeping his band together, but also of keeping his life together. Joel is forced to make painful decisions between his music and love.
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👉I found this book to be very engaging. The characters and storyline were well developed, yet not predictable.Thoroughly enjoyed the set. Character development is good.
👉This book certainly is a wonderful reading.
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Happy Reading
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Book name :This is not a lie
Author :S.C farrow
Rating:4.9/5
Description:
👉In 1984, St Kilda is the heart and soul of Melbourne's thriving music scene. Joel Reed, a brilliant young guitarist and songwriter, had followed his sister Karen to the bohemian beachside suburb to chase his dream of becoming a rock star. On the surface, it seems like Joel has got it all together. He's in an up-and-coming rock 'n' roll band and is surrounded by people who want to see him succeed. However, he is also a high-functioning heroin addict and closet homosexual. Desperately lonely and dangerously self-destructive, he lives a carefully constructed lie lest he be discovered, outed and shunned by the city's legion of hard rock fans.
👉When the band is forced to audition for a new frontman, Joel's world is turned upside down. Harry Engel, the offbeat and disarmingly charismatic vocalist, rocks up to audition and Joel falls in love, but there's no way he can tell Harry how he feels. He can't do anything to jeopardise the band's success and so he continues living the lie - until tragedy strikes and he realises the lie was never going to save them.
Review:
👉Talking about the title of the book, the title of the book is really so interesting to read.
👉The cover is appealing and attractive as well.Writing style of the author is quite appreciable which made it easier for me to follow the storyline.
👉A book about friendships, music, addiction, love, hate, and pain.The book has a mix of beauty and pain that makes it hurt.
👉This is Not a Lie focuses on the aspiring musician, Joel Reed as he faces obstacle after obstacle trying to find success in his band, The Blackhearts. Joel struggles not only with the difficulties of keeping his band together, but also of keeping his life together. Joel is forced to make painful decisions between his music and love.
For more order the book @amazondotin @amazondotcom
👉I found this book to be very engaging. The characters and storyline were well developed, yet not predictable.Thoroughly enjoyed the set. Character development is good.
👉This book certainly is a wonderful reading.
.
.
Happy Reading
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November 14, 2020
Set in 1984 in St Kilda, the bohemian beachside suburb of Melbourne, Farrow’s searing novel follows a brilliant young guitarist and songwriter as he sets on a path of self-destruction while struggling with his heroin addiction and sexuality.
Joel Reed Foreman, the lead guitarist of The Blackhearts, a heavy metal band struggling to stay afloat, falls hard for Harry Engel, the unconventional and disarmingly charismatic vocalist and the band’s new singer. While success finally becomes a reality for the Blackhearts, Joel’s drug addiction and his attraction to Harry sets him on a path of self-destruction.
Through Joel’s story, Farrow explores the adrenaline-charged and overwhelming emotional roller coaster of love. She skillfully captures the trepidation and excitement of his attraction to Harry, the way he justifies his conflicting feelings and treatment of the people around him. In the trajectory of his developing relationship with Harry, he traverses the rocky road of love by throwing himself blindly to passion. His continuous struggle with addiction, self-loathing, and his sexuality affect his choices, impacting those around him.
Farrow’s writing is assured, her prose elegant, and the characterization first-rate. Her descriptive eye lends beauty and authenticity to the multilayered, complex narrative. Through Joel’s story, Farrow examines LGBT issues during 80s, substance abuse and drug addiction, the ramifications of one's actions, love, impulsiveness, and how the person one chooses to be with can impact not only one's own individuality but also the family and friends.
Fallow has crafted a devastating, thoroughly engrossing story.
Joel Reed Foreman, the lead guitarist of The Blackhearts, a heavy metal band struggling to stay afloat, falls hard for Harry Engel, the unconventional and disarmingly charismatic vocalist and the band’s new singer. While success finally becomes a reality for the Blackhearts, Joel’s drug addiction and his attraction to Harry sets him on a path of self-destruction.
Through Joel’s story, Farrow explores the adrenaline-charged and overwhelming emotional roller coaster of love. She skillfully captures the trepidation and excitement of his attraction to Harry, the way he justifies his conflicting feelings and treatment of the people around him. In the trajectory of his developing relationship with Harry, he traverses the rocky road of love by throwing himself blindly to passion. His continuous struggle with addiction, self-loathing, and his sexuality affect his choices, impacting those around him.
Farrow’s writing is assured, her prose elegant, and the characterization first-rate. Her descriptive eye lends beauty and authenticity to the multilayered, complex narrative. Through Joel’s story, Farrow examines LGBT issues during 80s, substance abuse and drug addiction, the ramifications of one's actions, love, impulsiveness, and how the person one chooses to be with can impact not only one's own individuality but also the family and friends.
Fallow has crafted a devastating, thoroughly engrossing story.
January 10, 2021
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Wowser! Rounded up to 4.5 stars!
I was completely drawn into the story of Joel, founding member and guitarist in a band which is trying to secure a recording contract in the early 1980's. Joel is also a heroin addict and closet homosexual in an era when it was still stigmatised. He knows that for the band to have any chance of success he can't be outed as gay, but he's drawn to the band's new charismatic and talented front man, Harry Engels.
The music scene and the struggles of the band drip with authenticity. I can't comment on the drug usage but it certainly seemed authentic too. The ups and downs of Joel and the band and his long-suffering but dedicated sister, Karen, who is also the band's manager, absolutely hooked me.
I was rooting for this band and every step of the way!
Wowser! Rounded up to 4.5 stars!
I was completely drawn into the story of Joel, founding member and guitarist in a band which is trying to secure a recording contract in the early 1980's. Joel is also a heroin addict and closet homosexual in an era when it was still stigmatised. He knows that for the band to have any chance of success he can't be outed as gay, but he's drawn to the band's new charismatic and talented front man, Harry Engels.
The music scene and the struggles of the band drip with authenticity. I can't comment on the drug usage but it certainly seemed authentic too. The ups and downs of Joel and the band and his long-suffering but dedicated sister, Karen, who is also the band's manager, absolutely hooked me.
I was rooting for this band and every step of the way!
March 26, 2021
Detailed Review Of "This Is Not A Lie" By S. C. Farrow
Thanks to author for the review copy.
Genre - Contemporary Fiction
Ratings 4.5/5
This is not a lie is an amazing crime thriller story of person who on the surface level seems good and but has many things hide under closet. There is many twist and turn in this story which will kept you going through the book and will keep you engage with the character's journey.
It's an amazing story which kept you hooked with it throughout the end of it. There is no way back once you start reading it.
Author has narrated this story very nicely and writing style is also pretty good and error free.
Vocabulary of the book is very good and the language of the book is also very easy so even if you're a beginner reader you can read it easily.
Title of the book is very nice and it's a highlight for me.
The cover of the book is also very good and i really loved it. It really grab your attention on first look.
Overall it's an amazing read and I highly recommend this book to all the readers who loves fantasy story.
Thanks to author for the review copy.
Genre - Contemporary Fiction
Ratings 4.5/5
This is not a lie is an amazing crime thriller story of person who on the surface level seems good and but has many things hide under closet. There is many twist and turn in this story which will kept you going through the book and will keep you engage with the character's journey.
It's an amazing story which kept you hooked with it throughout the end of it. There is no way back once you start reading it.
Author has narrated this story very nicely and writing style is also pretty good and error free.
Vocabulary of the book is very good and the language of the book is also very easy so even if you're a beginner reader you can read it easily.
Title of the book is very nice and it's a highlight for me.
The cover of the book is also very good and i really loved it. It really grab your attention on first look.
Overall it's an amazing read and I highly recommend this book to all the readers who loves fantasy story.
January 23, 2021
When I requested this book, I did not expect to be pulled in like that. Having read my fair share of hetero-band stories, I thought I knew what I would get. I could not have been more wrong. This book is intense. You can feel how personal this book this, how much effort the author put into this book. The book itself is written so uniquely, you can't help but stick to it. It will hit you right in the feels (it did so for me at least) and you might be needing a moment after reading this book. I have no words to properly say how much I enjoyed this book - even though I get sick of the female character who's trying to interfere with the gay couple. Considering the timeframe set for this book, I, however, can ignore it and still give this book five stars.
I received a free ARC by Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.
I received a free ARC by Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.
December 18, 2020
I got a copy of this book from Net Galley and it left me in tears at the end. Beautifully written, with imperfect, broken but completely real characters. A book about friendships, music, addiction, love, hate, and pain.
February 12, 2021
ARC provided by S.C. Farrow and BooksGoSocial via NetGalley. All opinions are mine and freely given.
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02-12: 'This is Not a Lie' by S.C. Farrow is the story of Joel Reed, guitarist of The Blackhearts, a fictional band sunken into the backdrop of the Melbourne music scene during the early 80s. An urgent search for a new singer, finds them auditioning Harry Engel.. a relative unknown who's recently moved into the area.. with a powerful voice and even more powerful presence.
Surrounded by people who want to see him succeed, Joel is still struggling. He's a high-functioning heroin addict with a secret. Living a carefully constructed lie, he's lonely and self-destructive, and desperately trying not to be discovered.. fearful that his truth would be a quick end to any hopes of making it big.. in a place and time where intolerance is prevalent.
If I'm being completely honest.. the cover of this book drew me first. There's sort of a pretty Peter Steele thing going on there.. with the softly brooding expression. You have to understand.. before I read the synopsis.. I saw someone on the cover I understood. Someone who felt familiar to me.
For several years, starting in high school, I worked professionally in the music industry. I did everything at one time or another. I managed bands, did PR, oversaw venue bookings, pitched to labels, handled marketing both internally and in the field, and even worked for a label directly. You could say I was thoroughly entrenched in the business and the lifestyle.. and truth be told.. sometimes I still miss it. But I don't miss the loss.
There's a stereotype, of course.. that creatives are often more risk prone.. and I find that to be true. Musicians.. especially. There's definitely a group within the overall mix who are there trying to fill an emptiness caused by something growing up. Not enough attention in the home, too much of the wrong kind of attention, love and loss at early ages of their own, self-loathing, feelings of being too different and too alone.. all fuel this bright burning need to be adored.
Joel and Harry are like that. Yet, at the same time.. in a way.. they're complete opposites. They both feel things entirely too acutely, but Joel hides those feelings away.. numbing himself with smack so he can ignore them, while Harry struggles through, getting back to a free-spirited, generally happy nature as soon as he's able.
Harry is magnetic even within printed pages, but I find myself unable to be objective enough to decide if that's because he feels like a friend I lost, or because of the way he's written. I will say, of all the characters in the book, he's the most well-developed. I can visualize him.. and to a degree, I can visualize Joel.. but not as well.
Emotionally, this book could have been really difficult to read, but there's a lot more telling than showing about how things happen. I really think it's a story that could have benefitted from third person over first, because hearing only Joel's thoughts just waters down some of what he's going through.. and really, that's the meaty part of the story. This character is dealing with some very heavy things.
Normally, I'd expect to feel a closer connection to someone by seeing through their eyes, but that's just not the case here. I felt closer to Harry because of the way Joel perceived him.. and I think the same could have been true of both of them, if it were just narrated differently.
Unexpectedly, but largely due to the aforementioned issue, I was very slow to warm to the book as I read. It was interesting, but moderately so, and I had no trouble walking away from it periodically. Eventually it made me cry, but even that could have been much more impactful.
I do think Farrow has a lot of potential and I'm curious to see what else she might publish. This particular story is a bit weak due to the fact she tends to overindulge in some unnecessary descriptions and then come in swinging low for what should be heavy hitting emotions. There's a good framework here, she just needs to prioritize a bit better and expand on her character and story development skills.
Still, if you're like me and have worked in the industry or if you tend to fall for broken musician types, you might want to give this book a chance. I'm glad I did.
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September 14, 2021
This a book that so nearly does a fantastic job of telling three stories at the same time. And it's precisely because of this that it's hard to know where to start when reviewing it.
On one hand, it's a gritty, no sordid details spared description of the music scene in Melbourne in the 1980s. The competition between bands. The fight for recording space. Performing night after night in scruffy, dirty venues. Living in something close to poverty and squalor because you've sunk every penny you had and devoted a huge portion of your life into performing in a rock band, because you genuinely believe, and hope that one day, you'll make it big.
Then it's the personal, and raw story of Joel Reed, drummer and founding member of a band called The Blackhearts. Joel is a closet homosexual at a time when this was stigmatised in life in general and public life in particular. He knows that in order for his band to be successful, he must keep this part of his life a secret. But as the band becomes better known, this becomes harder. He turns to heroin to help him cope with it.
And then there's the third element, which is a simple love story. Mainly between Joel and the band's new singer, Harry Engel, which brings all of Joel's troubles so much closer to home. But also between Joel and his sister Karen, who is also the band's manager, and - with one exception - his fellow band members. Their belief in, and their unquestioning and unwavering willingness to support each other leaps out of the pages and is wonderful to see.
The first two of these strands work beautifully. Every word feels authentic, raw and powerful, and it means that every one of the characters feels believable. If I have a criticism, it's that perhaps the book doesn't work quite so well as a love story because Harry's character, and particularly his beliefs, his feelings just don't come across as strongly as Joel's. This meant that this part of the storyline felt a little bit one-sided.
Most of all though, I think the problem is me.
I suppose I'm privileged in the sense that I'm white, male, heterosexual and middle-class, which means that I've gone through life without having had to endure the stigmatism suffered by those of different genders, ethnic origins, sexual orientations, religions or whatever else people choose to use as grounds for discrimination. I completed a university degree, partly with the help of 'bank of mum and dad' and partly with the aid of student loans and summer jobs. Which meant that, whilst money was not always readily available, it was never a case of 'I must do this or I starve'. Whilst I have to admit to liking a drink, there's never been any point where I felt my life has depended on it. And I'm relieved to say that I've never smoked or done other drugs.
There's also the simple - and perhaps related - fact that I have no great talents. I can write reviews of books, but know full well that I have neither the imagination nor the dedication to write my own novel. I've worked hard and been reasonably successful in my day job, but don't have the ability or the ambition to take over the company.
What this means is that the whole world described in 'This is Not a Lie' is one so alien to me that, whilst the powerful writing was enough to open my eyes to it, I still couldn't quite visualise it clearly enough for it to become entirely real. And whilst I could absolutely sympathise with Joel's struggles, wish that society would allow him to live the life he was born to live and hope for his sake that he managed to live with his demons in the meantime, I wasn't quite able to share what he's going through. Personally, the part of the book that I related most strongly too was the afterword, in which we learn how the book came to be inspired by some of the choices that the author made in her own life.
This is starting to sound like I didn't enjoy this book, and that's not right. I admired the characterisation, applauded the storyline and loved the writing. This is Not a Lie is perhaps not a book for the sheltered, and probably boring world in which I live. But I'm absolutely glad that it's been written and is available to read.
On one hand, it's a gritty, no sordid details spared description of the music scene in Melbourne in the 1980s. The competition between bands. The fight for recording space. Performing night after night in scruffy, dirty venues. Living in something close to poverty and squalor because you've sunk every penny you had and devoted a huge portion of your life into performing in a rock band, because you genuinely believe, and hope that one day, you'll make it big.
Then it's the personal, and raw story of Joel Reed, drummer and founding member of a band called The Blackhearts. Joel is a closet homosexual at a time when this was stigmatised in life in general and public life in particular. He knows that in order for his band to be successful, he must keep this part of his life a secret. But as the band becomes better known, this becomes harder. He turns to heroin to help him cope with it.
And then there's the third element, which is a simple love story. Mainly between Joel and the band's new singer, Harry Engel, which brings all of Joel's troubles so much closer to home. But also between Joel and his sister Karen, who is also the band's manager, and - with one exception - his fellow band members. Their belief in, and their unquestioning and unwavering willingness to support each other leaps out of the pages and is wonderful to see.
The first two of these strands work beautifully. Every word feels authentic, raw and powerful, and it means that every one of the characters feels believable. If I have a criticism, it's that perhaps the book doesn't work quite so well as a love story because Harry's character, and particularly his beliefs, his feelings just don't come across as strongly as Joel's. This meant that this part of the storyline felt a little bit one-sided.
Most of all though, I think the problem is me.
I suppose I'm privileged in the sense that I'm white, male, heterosexual and middle-class, which means that I've gone through life without having had to endure the stigmatism suffered by those of different genders, ethnic origins, sexual orientations, religions or whatever else people choose to use as grounds for discrimination. I completed a university degree, partly with the help of 'bank of mum and dad' and partly with the aid of student loans and summer jobs. Which meant that, whilst money was not always readily available, it was never a case of 'I must do this or I starve'. Whilst I have to admit to liking a drink, there's never been any point where I felt my life has depended on it. And I'm relieved to say that I've never smoked or done other drugs.
There's also the simple - and perhaps related - fact that I have no great talents. I can write reviews of books, but know full well that I have neither the imagination nor the dedication to write my own novel. I've worked hard and been reasonably successful in my day job, but don't have the ability or the ambition to take over the company.
What this means is that the whole world described in 'This is Not a Lie' is one so alien to me that, whilst the powerful writing was enough to open my eyes to it, I still couldn't quite visualise it clearly enough for it to become entirely real. And whilst I could absolutely sympathise with Joel's struggles, wish that society would allow him to live the life he was born to live and hope for his sake that he managed to live with his demons in the meantime, I wasn't quite able to share what he's going through. Personally, the part of the book that I related most strongly too was the afterword, in which we learn how the book came to be inspired by some of the choices that the author made in her own life.
This is starting to sound like I didn't enjoy this book, and that's not right. I admired the characterisation, applauded the storyline and loved the writing. This is Not a Lie is perhaps not a book for the sheltered, and probably boring world in which I live. But I'm absolutely glad that it's been written and is available to read.
March 18, 2021
I have a problem.
You see, when it comes to reviewing my favorite books, I’m all thumbs. Coherent thoughts elude me and float downstream like a toy boat escaping from a little boy’s grasp.
It is the story of the lead singer, Joel Reed, of a band, The Blackhearts of the 1980s, being a member of the LGBTQ community was intensely frowned and couldn't really keep coming to terms with his attraction for new band mate, Harry, jeopardize and the Blackheart's chances for success.
Ostensibly, it's a novel about music and love. But if that's what you're seeing, then you are reading it wrong.
It's a novel about acceptance, anger,
pain, fears, denial, persistence, courage, hope, acceptance, enthusiasm, sensuality, passion, love, tenderness, addiction, rejection and yes beauty. Even though I'm not a music expert, I see a lot of myself in the main character Joel - escaping into music, defining his life through records, filling his head with facts rather than feelings, he's a loner who can't bear to be alone. He pushes people away, but wonders why there aren't any people around and trying, oh so desperately trying, to be a real human being.
T.H.I.S. is why I love to read because I feel pretty overwhelmed and moved at the moment. For lack of a better word, let me just say it was freakin' amazing. I think you get me. I found myself floating through the story. Some parts of this book are so incredibly intense and real, I just expected that these two guys would leap right off the pages. This is not a lie shines in all its glory thanks to author S.C Farrow. They are so special and multilayered, honest and real as well as exasperating and endearing. I'd say they are pretty much unforgettable.
What is it that makes this particular book so good?
~ For me this was a dark yet beautiful and so very emotional story, a story I really believed. It was realistic and not rushed in any way. I got instead to follow this two men, in good and bad times. The final scene was so heartbreakingly beautiful, and then came my tears.
Sigh, so good it gets sometimes.
Since I have a penchant for ordinary, human, normal characters that I can recognize from ordinary real life, it is of course beyond doubt FIVE strong stars to this novel. I could praise this long and hard but content myself now by saying: RECOMMENDED!!
S.C Farrow has created a soul-deep moment of pure magic. "This is not a Lie "is a dark beauty in every sense of the word.
" Sometimes your life takes a turn for the worse and then we are glad when we meet someone special who will point us in the right direction. As a matter of fact, there are things you cannot change. It just is but you can make the most of it. Live every day to its fullest and you can create so much beauty. The compact some kind of new experience that help us to grow but which is always short-lived finally there are people who come to us for a specific reason usually to meet some kind of neat we have expressed this people are instrumental in leading us to or through some kind of lesson"
I especially appreciated how the author portrayed Joel the man and his pain. The pain is his life, and he has to live with it. Talk about acceptance. Joel really has to deal with a lot of pain. On top of that, the pain comes along with fears, complexity and depressions. It felt so real and I hurt for Joel. Without a shadow of a doubt the author outdid herself with that aspect of the story.
You see, when it comes to reviewing my favorite books, I’m all thumbs. Coherent thoughts elude me and float downstream like a toy boat escaping from a little boy’s grasp.
It is the story of the lead singer, Joel Reed, of a band, The Blackhearts of the 1980s, being a member of the LGBTQ community was intensely frowned and couldn't really keep coming to terms with his attraction for new band mate, Harry, jeopardize and the Blackheart's chances for success.
Ostensibly, it's a novel about music and love. But if that's what you're seeing, then you are reading it wrong.
It's a novel about acceptance, anger,
pain, fears, denial, persistence, courage, hope, acceptance, enthusiasm, sensuality, passion, love, tenderness, addiction, rejection and yes beauty. Even though I'm not a music expert, I see a lot of myself in the main character Joel - escaping into music, defining his life through records, filling his head with facts rather than feelings, he's a loner who can't bear to be alone. He pushes people away, but wonders why there aren't any people around and trying, oh so desperately trying, to be a real human being.
T.H.I.S. is why I love to read because I feel pretty overwhelmed and moved at the moment. For lack of a better word, let me just say it was freakin' amazing. I think you get me. I found myself floating through the story. Some parts of this book are so incredibly intense and real, I just expected that these two guys would leap right off the pages. This is not a lie shines in all its glory thanks to author S.C Farrow. They are so special and multilayered, honest and real as well as exasperating and endearing. I'd say they are pretty much unforgettable.
What is it that makes this particular book so good?
~ For me this was a dark yet beautiful and so very emotional story, a story I really believed. It was realistic and not rushed in any way. I got instead to follow this two men, in good and bad times. The final scene was so heartbreakingly beautiful, and then came my tears.
Sigh, so good it gets sometimes.
Since I have a penchant for ordinary, human, normal characters that I can recognize from ordinary real life, it is of course beyond doubt FIVE strong stars to this novel. I could praise this long and hard but content myself now by saying: RECOMMENDED!!
S.C Farrow has created a soul-deep moment of pure magic. "This is not a Lie "is a dark beauty in every sense of the word.
" Sometimes your life takes a turn for the worse and then we are glad when we meet someone special who will point us in the right direction. As a matter of fact, there are things you cannot change. It just is but you can make the most of it. Live every day to its fullest and you can create so much beauty. The compact some kind of new experience that help us to grow but which is always short-lived finally there are people who come to us for a specific reason usually to meet some kind of neat we have expressed this people are instrumental in leading us to or through some kind of lesson"
I especially appreciated how the author portrayed Joel the man and his pain. The pain is his life, and he has to live with it. Talk about acceptance. Joel really has to deal with a lot of pain. On top of that, the pain comes along with fears, complexity and depressions. It felt so real and I hurt for Joel. Without a shadow of a doubt the author outdid herself with that aspect of the story.
June 30, 2023
"This Is Not A Lie" takes readers on a captivating journey through the vibrant music scene of 1984 St Kilda, Melbourne. Set against the backdrop of Joel Reed's pursuit of rock stardom, the novel delves into themes of self-deception, addiction, love, and the courage to embrace one's true identity.
Joel Reed, a talented guitarist and songwriter, finds himself caught between his dreams of success and the dark secrets he hides from the world. Farrow skillfully paints a picture of a young man torn between two worlds - a rising rock star with an up-and-coming band and a high-functioning heroin addict grappling with his closeted homosexuality. The intricate web of Joel's carefully constructed lie is the crux of the story, creating a sense of tension and anticipation as readers become immersed in his emotional turmoil.
The arrival of Harry Engel, a charismatic and offbeat individual, adds a new dynamic to Joel's life. Farrow masterfully captures the essence of their connection, showcasing the power of a profound and forbidden love that blossoms against the odds. The author beautifully depicts the vulnerability, fear, and longing that define their relationship, emphasizing the complexities of living in a society where being true to oneself comes with significant risks.
Farrow's prose is evocative and compelling, drawing readers into Joel's world with vivid descriptions of the music scene and the atmospheric setting of St Kilda. The author skillfully weaves together the various threads of the narrative, seamlessly blending Joel's personal struggles with the overarching pursuit of musical success.
One of the strengths of "This Is Not A Lie" lies in its exploration of addiction and its impact on relationships. Farrow approaches this topic with sensitivity and authenticity, providing readers with a deep understanding of the challenges faced by individuals grappling with substance abuse. Through Joel's experiences, the novel sheds light on the devastating consequences of addiction and the profound internal battles that accompany it.
Tragedy strikes, forcing Joel to confront the fragile façade he has constructed. The novel takes a poignant turn as the protagonist faces a life-altering event that threatens to unravel everything he has worked so hard to maintain. Farrow adeptly explores the resilience of the human spirit and the potential for redemption, leaving readers emotionally invested in Joel's journey.
"This Is Not A Lie" is a thought-provoking and emotionally resonant novel that tackles themes of identity, love, addiction, and the pursuit of one's dreams. S.C. Farrow's storytelling prowess shines through in this compelling narrative, offering readers a glimpse into a tumultuous world where truth and acceptance are hard-fought battles. With its engaging characters, richly detailed setting, and heartfelt exploration of human struggles, this book is a must-read for fans of literary fiction seeking a compelling and evocative tale.
Joel Reed, a talented guitarist and songwriter, finds himself caught between his dreams of success and the dark secrets he hides from the world. Farrow skillfully paints a picture of a young man torn between two worlds - a rising rock star with an up-and-coming band and a high-functioning heroin addict grappling with his closeted homosexuality. The intricate web of Joel's carefully constructed lie is the crux of the story, creating a sense of tension and anticipation as readers become immersed in his emotional turmoil.
The arrival of Harry Engel, a charismatic and offbeat individual, adds a new dynamic to Joel's life. Farrow masterfully captures the essence of their connection, showcasing the power of a profound and forbidden love that blossoms against the odds. The author beautifully depicts the vulnerability, fear, and longing that define their relationship, emphasizing the complexities of living in a society where being true to oneself comes with significant risks.
Farrow's prose is evocative and compelling, drawing readers into Joel's world with vivid descriptions of the music scene and the atmospheric setting of St Kilda. The author skillfully weaves together the various threads of the narrative, seamlessly blending Joel's personal struggles with the overarching pursuit of musical success.
One of the strengths of "This Is Not A Lie" lies in its exploration of addiction and its impact on relationships. Farrow approaches this topic with sensitivity and authenticity, providing readers with a deep understanding of the challenges faced by individuals grappling with substance abuse. Through Joel's experiences, the novel sheds light on the devastating consequences of addiction and the profound internal battles that accompany it.
Tragedy strikes, forcing Joel to confront the fragile façade he has constructed. The novel takes a poignant turn as the protagonist faces a life-altering event that threatens to unravel everything he has worked so hard to maintain. Farrow adeptly explores the resilience of the human spirit and the potential for redemption, leaving readers emotionally invested in Joel's journey.
"This Is Not A Lie" is a thought-provoking and emotionally resonant novel that tackles themes of identity, love, addiction, and the pursuit of one's dreams. S.C. Farrow's storytelling prowess shines through in this compelling narrative, offering readers a glimpse into a tumultuous world where truth and acceptance are hard-fought battles. With its engaging characters, richly detailed setting, and heartfelt exploration of human struggles, this book is a must-read for fans of literary fiction seeking a compelling and evocative tale.
September 2, 2023
🌺My Opinion🌺
"This Is Not a Lie" by S.C. Farrow is a striking novel that delves deep into the heart of Melbourne's 1984 music scene. It's a literary symphony that not only encapsulates the essence of that era but also takes readers on an emotional rollercoaster through the life of its protagonist, Joel Reed. From the very first page, I was entranced by Farrow's ability to blend music and storytelling into an unforgettable experience. The narrative is a lyrical journey that resonates with anyone who has ever been passionate about music, dreams, and the complexities of human existence. Joel Reed is a character that I couldn't help but become emotionally invested in. On the surface, he appears to be the embodiment of the rock star dream, a brilliant guitarist in a band chasing fame. Yet, beneath this facade lies a tumultuous life marked by addiction and a hidden sexual orientation. Farrow peels back these layers with meticulous detail, exposing Joel's inner struggles and the delicate balance between his public persona and private turmoil. It's a character study that tugs at your heartstrings and keeps you pondering long after the last chord has faded.
🌸About Book🌸
The setting of 1984 St Kilda is brought to life with vibrant descriptions, immersing the reader in the bohemian atmosphere of Melbourne's music scene. Farrow paints a vivid picture of an era fueled by artistic expression, rebellion, and the pursuit of rock 'n' roll stardom. The novel explores not only the external challenges faced by the band but also the internal struggles of its members. It is a poignant reminder that the pursuit of one's dreams often comes at a cost, and the sacrifices made can shape the course of one's life.
One of the most compelling aspects of the story is Joel's relationship with Harry Engel, who auditions for the band. The magnetic chemistry between them adds a layer of complexity and emotional depth to the narrative. Joel's fear of revealing his true self, for fear of jeopardizing the band's success, creates a tension that resonates deeply with readers. Farrow's exploration of identity, love, and self-acceptance is both poignant and thought-provoking.
✨Final Verdict✨
"This Is Not a Lie" is a powerful and emotionally charged novel that lingers in your mind and heart. S.C. Farrow's storytelling prowess shines brilliantly in this exploration of music, identity, and the human experience. It's a must-read for anyone who seeks a narrative that not only entertains but also challenges and moves them. This book is a testament to the power of literature to capture the essence of an era and the intricacies of the human soul. "This Is Not a Lie" is, without a doubt, a literary gem that deserves a special place on your bookshelf.
"This Is Not a Lie" by S.C. Farrow is a striking novel that delves deep into the heart of Melbourne's 1984 music scene. It's a literary symphony that not only encapsulates the essence of that era but also takes readers on an emotional rollercoaster through the life of its protagonist, Joel Reed. From the very first page, I was entranced by Farrow's ability to blend music and storytelling into an unforgettable experience. The narrative is a lyrical journey that resonates with anyone who has ever been passionate about music, dreams, and the complexities of human existence. Joel Reed is a character that I couldn't help but become emotionally invested in. On the surface, he appears to be the embodiment of the rock star dream, a brilliant guitarist in a band chasing fame. Yet, beneath this facade lies a tumultuous life marked by addiction and a hidden sexual orientation. Farrow peels back these layers with meticulous detail, exposing Joel's inner struggles and the delicate balance between his public persona and private turmoil. It's a character study that tugs at your heartstrings and keeps you pondering long after the last chord has faded.
🌸About Book🌸
The setting of 1984 St Kilda is brought to life with vibrant descriptions, immersing the reader in the bohemian atmosphere of Melbourne's music scene. Farrow paints a vivid picture of an era fueled by artistic expression, rebellion, and the pursuit of rock 'n' roll stardom. The novel explores not only the external challenges faced by the band but also the internal struggles of its members. It is a poignant reminder that the pursuit of one's dreams often comes at a cost, and the sacrifices made can shape the course of one's life.
One of the most compelling aspects of the story is Joel's relationship with Harry Engel, who auditions for the band. The magnetic chemistry between them adds a layer of complexity and emotional depth to the narrative. Joel's fear of revealing his true self, for fear of jeopardizing the band's success, creates a tension that resonates deeply with readers. Farrow's exploration of identity, love, and self-acceptance is both poignant and thought-provoking.
✨Final Verdict✨
"This Is Not a Lie" is a powerful and emotionally charged novel that lingers in your mind and heart. S.C. Farrow's storytelling prowess shines brilliantly in this exploration of music, identity, and the human experience. It's a must-read for anyone who seeks a narrative that not only entertains but also challenges and moves them. This book is a testament to the power of literature to capture the essence of an era and the intricacies of the human soul. "This Is Not a Lie" is, without a doubt, a literary gem that deserves a special place on your bookshelf.
December 22, 2021
ʜᴀʟʟᴏ ʟɪᴇʙᴇ UND Leute !
🖤"A life full of up and downs with a lot of effort leads to achieving a person his goals and becoming big in any occupation (singer, rockstar ) but after that everyone knows what happened in his outer world but you didn't always hear the details about the consequences that lifestyle can have on these performers.
♂️"𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓪 𝓵𝓲𝓮" by sc Farrow is a short and
next level amazing read of 249 pages approx
revolves around the Main character Joel Reed
80s child a brilliant young guitarist, look inside the glamorous and sometimes torturous life of a rock star.
💕So the plot starts from Public Bar, The Seaview Hotel Friday, March 9, 1984 s. Joel Reed, a brilliant young guitarist, had followed his sister Karen to the bohemian beachside suburb to chase his dream of becoming a rock star. He’s in an up-and-coming rock ‘n’ roll band and is surrounded by people who want to see him succeed.
🌼An urgent search for a new singer and frontman in the show finds them auditioning Harry Engel.. a relative unknown who's recently moved into the area.. with a powerful voice and even more powerful presence. During the audition, Joel falls in love but there's no way he can tell Harry how he feels, the soul with grief and guilt become a ghost.
•Will Joel Reed overcome the ghosts that consume him?
•And Why I said in starting about consequences and addiction?
🍂To know this is not a lie a perfectly suitable title for this book and answer all these questions you have to grab this Book will of up and down true love feelings and some explicit LBGQT scenes.
🎶 You will find yourself pulling for Reed and hoping he can find the happiness he once felt or at least thought he felt. I didn't want it to end!
After the amazing plot of character and flow narration which hook me up to what next. Well done S.C. Farrow! Looking forward to your next novel.
🖤"A life full of up and downs with a lot of effort leads to achieving a person his goals and becoming big in any occupation (singer, rockstar ) but after that everyone knows what happened in his outer world but you didn't always hear the details about the consequences that lifestyle can have on these performers.
♂️"𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓪 𝓵𝓲𝓮" by sc Farrow is a short and
next level amazing read of 249 pages approx
revolves around the Main character Joel Reed
80s child a brilliant young guitarist, look inside the glamorous and sometimes torturous life of a rock star.
💕So the plot starts from Public Bar, The Seaview Hotel Friday, March 9, 1984 s. Joel Reed, a brilliant young guitarist, had followed his sister Karen to the bohemian beachside suburb to chase his dream of becoming a rock star. He’s in an up-and-coming rock ‘n’ roll band and is surrounded by people who want to see him succeed.
🌼An urgent search for a new singer and frontman in the show finds them auditioning Harry Engel.. a relative unknown who's recently moved into the area.. with a powerful voice and even more powerful presence. During the audition, Joel falls in love but there's no way he can tell Harry how he feels, the soul with grief and guilt become a ghost.
•Will Joel Reed overcome the ghosts that consume him?
•And Why I said in starting about consequences and addiction?
🍂To know this is not a lie a perfectly suitable title for this book and answer all these questions you have to grab this Book will of up and down true love feelings and some explicit LBGQT scenes.
🎶 You will find yourself pulling for Reed and hoping he can find the happiness he once felt or at least thought he felt. I didn't want it to end!
After the amazing plot of character and flow narration which hook me up to what next. Well done S.C. Farrow! Looking forward to your next novel.
September 3, 2022
Congratulations to the author S.C. Farrow for writing an adventure type story book which will not only keep you hooked till the last page, but also force you towards deep thinking. I really loved the way author has designed the book. The book came to me with a special packet. The cover page illustration is beautiful and contextual. The book has a very interesting plot based on homosexuality and social taboos.
The story revolves around a rock band lead Joel Reed who is brilliant young guitarist and songwriter.
The main theme of this remarkable book is: - In 1984, St Kilda was the heart and soul of Melbourne's music scene. Joel Reed, a brilliant young guitarist, follows his sister Karen to a bohemian beach suburb to chase his dream of becoming a rock star. On the surface it looks like Joel has got it all together. In reality, he is a high-functioning heroin addict and closet homosexual. Desperately lonely and dangerously self-destructive, he lives a carefully constructed lie so that he can be discovered, outed, and shunned by the town's hordes of hard rock fans. When the band is forced to audition for a new frontman, Joel's world is turned upside down. After this to read the rest buy this book and read.....
Whether you are a perfect adventure Story book fan or not. You must read this book. I am sure you will like this book Overall, I liked the book .The title is quite appropriate. The writing style of the book is interesting. It's my best read so far, I absolutely loved every page of it. Of course I would recommend this book to all readers...
Outstanding Read.....
Overall If you want to read a impactful story books then this book is for you.....
The story revolves around a rock band lead Joel Reed who is brilliant young guitarist and songwriter.
The main theme of this remarkable book is: - In 1984, St Kilda was the heart and soul of Melbourne's music scene. Joel Reed, a brilliant young guitarist, follows his sister Karen to a bohemian beach suburb to chase his dream of becoming a rock star. On the surface it looks like Joel has got it all together. In reality, he is a high-functioning heroin addict and closet homosexual. Desperately lonely and dangerously self-destructive, he lives a carefully constructed lie so that he can be discovered, outed, and shunned by the town's hordes of hard rock fans. When the band is forced to audition for a new frontman, Joel's world is turned upside down. After this to read the rest buy this book and read.....
Whether you are a perfect adventure Story book fan or not. You must read this book. I am sure you will like this book Overall, I liked the book .The title is quite appropriate. The writing style of the book is interesting. It's my best read so far, I absolutely loved every page of it. Of course I would recommend this book to all readers...
Outstanding Read.....
Overall If you want to read a impactful story books then this book is for you.....
August 28, 2022
To begin with, the cover of the book is very catchy. As soon as saw the cover all I could think of is a rock band.
The book has a very interesting plot based on homosexuality and social taboos.
The story revolves around a rock band lead Joel Reed who is brilliant young guitarist and songwriter. However, Joel is also a high-functioning heroin addict and closet homosexual which made him a lonely and self-destructive personality.
Followed by a series of events, Joel is replaced by Harry Engel, who is a charming and an interesting personality. Joel falls for him however, there was no chance that he could confess his feelings. Joel accepted this life until tragedy strikes and threatens end Joel once and for all.
I really appreciate that the author brought up this topic and wrote about it.
It's very heart-breaking to see how our society judges a homosexual and how people do not accept them as a part of society which leads them to depression, loneliness and anxiety.
Talking about the story, I was expecting a love story between Harry and Joel. However, that didn't happen well.
Harry's character could've been more vital and effective.
Moreover, I liked the writing style of the author which is very simple. Language is lucid and the narrative flows through the text in a structured manner.
Multiple emotions like love, fear, pity, sadness have been described beautifully.
Considering the emotions, this book is very deep and people should definitely read it atleast once.
Good job!
The book has a very interesting plot based on homosexuality and social taboos.
The story revolves around a rock band lead Joel Reed who is brilliant young guitarist and songwriter. However, Joel is also a high-functioning heroin addict and closet homosexual which made him a lonely and self-destructive personality.
Followed by a series of events, Joel is replaced by Harry Engel, who is a charming and an interesting personality. Joel falls for him however, there was no chance that he could confess his feelings. Joel accepted this life until tragedy strikes and threatens end Joel once and for all.
I really appreciate that the author brought up this topic and wrote about it.
It's very heart-breaking to see how our society judges a homosexual and how people do not accept them as a part of society which leads them to depression, loneliness and anxiety.
Talking about the story, I was expecting a love story between Harry and Joel. However, that didn't happen well.
Harry's character could've been more vital and effective.
Moreover, I liked the writing style of the author which is very simple. Language is lucid and the narrative flows through the text in a structured manner.
Multiple emotions like love, fear, pity, sadness have been described beautifully.
Considering the emotions, this book is very deep and people should definitely read it atleast once.
Good job!
February 20, 2023
In this book you can read about Joel from the musical band Blackhearts. He is the lead guitarist of the group and is a stalwart man, but a new member he is attracted to Harry and has his own problems, including being a singer. And Harry knows who he is and he knows who he is and so on. That's not a bad thing, but what happens when these two start feeling something for each other? And how does Joel deal with his newfound feelings for Harry?
Does he understand what a strange feeling love for him is? all of them.
But the real struggle is hiding who Joel is, and of course he knows it. Thinking about how to make him feel. What makes him stubborn is achieving his goal of being successful, and in order to achieve that, he chooses to hide his true feelings. .
Harry knows his band struggles in many ways to reach their goals. I have to say one thing for sure. All members of the group are very supportive of each other. Whenever someone is needed they are there to give comfort.
Oh, I didn't expect the ending, come on, the ending is very emotional for me... The story moves very well and it was interesting to see how far they've come. This is definitely the highlight.
The book contains key ingredients for struggling with their sexuality - the hope of finding the success they are striving for and the fear of losing their passion for music. It scares them to do anything. If you're looking for an easy-to-read book, check this one out.
Does he understand what a strange feeling love for him is? all of them.
But the real struggle is hiding who Joel is, and of course he knows it. Thinking about how to make him feel. What makes him stubborn is achieving his goal of being successful, and in order to achieve that, he chooses to hide his true feelings. .
Harry knows his band struggles in many ways to reach their goals. I have to say one thing for sure. All members of the group are very supportive of each other. Whenever someone is needed they are there to give comfort.
Oh, I didn't expect the ending, come on, the ending is very emotional for me... The story moves very well and it was interesting to see how far they've come. This is definitely the highlight.
The book contains key ingredients for struggling with their sexuality - the hope of finding the success they are striving for and the fear of losing their passion for music. It scares them to do anything. If you're looking for an easy-to-read book, check this one out.
August 29, 2022
THIS IS NOT A LIE
Thank you author for making this master piece.
This is a contemporary novel based in Australia in 1984.
The hard rock band The Blackhearts and it's founder and lead guitarist Joel Reed
a member from LGBTQ community.
Harry joins the band over objection . However , the other band members were supportive to each other. They has faced financial concern, as they practice day and night. Harry was very talented singer and aong writer as well.
Ostensibly, it's a novel about music and love But if that's
what you're seeing, then you are reading it wrong .
It's a novel about acceptance, anger pain, fears, denial, persistence, courage, hope, acceptance. enthusiasm, sensuality, passion, love, tenderness, addiction, rejection and yes beauty. Even though I'm not a music expert, I see a lot of myself in the main character Joel - escaping into music, defining his life through records, filling his head with facts rather than feelings, he's a loner who can't bear to be alone. He pushes people away, but wonders why there aren't any people around and trying, oh so desperately trying, to be a real human being
To know more whether Harry will find Joel ? Will Joel find happiness?
In my openion the title is really interesting and the storyline is beautifully portraited as it is engaging at the same time chemistry between the characters are mesmerising.
Thank you author for making this master piece.
This is a contemporary novel based in Australia in 1984.
The hard rock band The Blackhearts and it's founder and lead guitarist Joel Reed
a member from LGBTQ community.
Harry joins the band over objection . However , the other band members were supportive to each other. They has faced financial concern, as they practice day and night. Harry was very talented singer and aong writer as well.
Ostensibly, it's a novel about music and love But if that's
what you're seeing, then you are reading it wrong .
It's a novel about acceptance, anger pain, fears, denial, persistence, courage, hope, acceptance. enthusiasm, sensuality, passion, love, tenderness, addiction, rejection and yes beauty. Even though I'm not a music expert, I see a lot of myself in the main character Joel - escaping into music, defining his life through records, filling his head with facts rather than feelings, he's a loner who can't bear to be alone. He pushes people away, but wonders why there aren't any people around and trying, oh so desperately trying, to be a real human being
To know more whether Harry will find Joel ? Will Joel find happiness?
In my openion the title is really interesting and the storyline is beautifully portraited as it is engaging at the same time chemistry between the characters are mesmerising.
September 6, 2022
Book: This is not a lie
Author: S.C.Farrow
Publisher: Dixi Books publishing
✍️ We know to live in the society, we need to act social. We just can't deny our responsibilities and duties. Afterall we all are human.
Problem arises whenever someone tries to get out of the box. If someone doesn't want to hold back himself with the artificially crafted rules, the society simply abundant them. This story is about breaking all these rules especially for LBGQT.
🍂 The story plot has been settled during 1984. Joel was brilliant boy and a guitarist too. He had his own dreams so he joined a band to showcase and nurture his talent.
Then entry of Harry had been shown as a singer. More complicated life was waiting for Joel. He started gaining feeling for Harry since the audition day. For the band's shake, Joel kept his secret within himself. The band was doing good, everything went well till the final misery of Joel hit him hard.
👉 Did Joel revealed his secret to Harry!
👉 What was Harry's reaction!
👉 What happened to Joel at last!
👉Is there anymore dark sides that can change their destiny!
To know many more like these - you need to read this book. Setting a music plot along with societal issues - it's a perfect blend of five star reading.
Recommended 👍👍👍👍👍
Author: S.C.Farrow
Publisher: Dixi Books publishing
✍️ We know to live in the society, we need to act social. We just can't deny our responsibilities and duties. Afterall we all are human.
Problem arises whenever someone tries to get out of the box. If someone doesn't want to hold back himself with the artificially crafted rules, the society simply abundant them. This story is about breaking all these rules especially for LBGQT.
🍂 The story plot has been settled during 1984. Joel was brilliant boy and a guitarist too. He had his own dreams so he joined a band to showcase and nurture his talent.
Then entry of Harry had been shown as a singer. More complicated life was waiting for Joel. He started gaining feeling for Harry since the audition day. For the band's shake, Joel kept his secret within himself. The band was doing good, everything went well till the final misery of Joel hit him hard.
👉 Did Joel revealed his secret to Harry!
👉 What was Harry's reaction!
👉 What happened to Joel at last!
👉Is there anymore dark sides that can change their destiny!
To know many more like these - you need to read this book. Setting a music plot along with societal issues - it's a perfect blend of five star reading.
Recommended 👍👍👍👍👍
September 10, 2022
"This is Not A Lie" setup in 1984 is about the protagonist Joel Reed, a guitarist. While reading this book I was reminded of my childhood days when i used to say that I want to be a rockstar/singer. Their life looks totally fun and amazing whenever we any rock star at Tv. Isn't it? But we never get to know their real story, struggle behind the stage.
But this book did a great job portraying the behind the stage life that is in reality lonely, painfull and even torturous sometimes.
This book is more than about just a love for music.
Joel is keeping a secret from his band members and from everyone else. What that secret is? What will happen if everything know about it?
The title of the book is very intresting and I really didn't see the that secret coming. I really loved reading this book as if I'm reading my own story as if i have really decided to be a rock star. The author did great job portraying emotions and you could totally empathize with Joel's struggle to be a someone else from outside and hiding the true self.
Will Joel accept himself as he is? Will he find happiness?
Read the book to know your answers.
But this book did a great job portraying the behind the stage life that is in reality lonely, painfull and even torturous sometimes.
This book is more than about just a love for music.
Joel is keeping a secret from his band members and from everyone else. What that secret is? What will happen if everything know about it?
The title of the book is very intresting and I really didn't see the that secret coming. I really loved reading this book as if I'm reading my own story as if i have really decided to be a rock star. The author did great job portraying emotions and you could totally empathize with Joel's struggle to be a someone else from outside and hiding the true self.
Will Joel accept himself as he is? Will he find happiness?
Read the book to know your answers.
February 20, 2023
love reading dramatic love books that contain many characters from the non-romantic part of life, not just the romance between the main characters. The main character is a romantic person, as evidenced by the fact that he is a musician. Joel is the lead guitarist for the band Blackhearts. The book is written in the form of diary entries, which makes a lot of sense for this book.Vintage His drama and taboo battles sound interesting, but the story begins in his 1984. increase. Joel becomes addicted to drugs on his way to success. He wanted success so badly that he decided to suppress his true nature and emotions and move on, even if it meant he had to use drugs and other things. The book points out important issues that might be commonplace today, such as sexuality and identity, but were considered taboo in the 1980s. I liked that it was a holistic and complete book that explained great concepts in psychology and how it affects human behavior.
I loved books. I recommend this book to anyone looking to find themselves and embark on a journey to achieve something they absolutely love in life.
I loved books. I recommend this book to anyone looking to find themselves and embark on a journey to achieve something they absolutely love in life.
May 6, 2021
Book: "This is not a lie"
Author: - S.C Farrow
Rating: 4/5
This book was an adventure for me. Totally out of my usual genres, yet mind-numbingly amazing!
The story takes place in 1984. Joel Reed is a young guitarist and musician. To hit the big rock n roll life, he moves in with his sister. Although Joel may look like a person who has it all, he is a different person from the inside. He's a drug addict and closeted homosexual. The story takes an upside downturn when his band decides to audition for a new frontman. From that point on, it's a wild roller coaster ride.
This book was so much fun to read. I enjoyed every second of it. I loved the writing style of the author will all the 90's rock n roll and spooky vibes. The language was simple and easy to understand. Special mention to the illustrator for the wonderful cover page.
I don't have much rectification or suggestions to make. Overall, I'd say it was so much engaging and entertaining to read. I also think this will be the perfect read to get you out of a reading slump.
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Author: - S.C Farrow
Rating: 4/5
This book was an adventure for me. Totally out of my usual genres, yet mind-numbingly amazing!
The story takes place in 1984. Joel Reed is a young guitarist and musician. To hit the big rock n roll life, he moves in with his sister. Although Joel may look like a person who has it all, he is a different person from the inside. He's a drug addict and closeted homosexual. The story takes an upside downturn when his band decides to audition for a new frontman. From that point on, it's a wild roller coaster ride.
This book was so much fun to read. I enjoyed every second of it. I loved the writing style of the author will all the 90's rock n roll and spooky vibes. The language was simple and easy to understand. Special mention to the illustrator for the wonderful cover page.
I don't have much rectification or suggestions to make. Overall, I'd say it was so much engaging and entertaining to read. I also think this will be the perfect read to get you out of a reading slump.
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September 12, 2022
I love reading such dramatic romance books which not just showcase the romance between protagonists but also there are a set of characters from the nonromantic part of life as well. The protagonist is a romantic person and we can tell that as he is a musician. Joel is a lead guitarist in the band Blackhearts. The book is written in the form of diary entries which made a lot of sense for this book. Vintage romance does sound interesting, the story starts in 1984.
Joel becomes addicted to drugs on the journey to success, he wanted it so badly that he decided to suppress his true nature and feeling and keep going even if that means he has to take drugs or anything else. The book points out key issues like sexuality and self-identity which can be normal in today but were considered taboo during the 1980s. I loved how it is a holistic complete book that has a great concept of psychology and its effects on human behavior.
Loved the book. I recommend it to everyone who is on a quest to find themselves and set on a journey to achieve something in life that they absolutely love.
Joel becomes addicted to drugs on the journey to success, he wanted it so badly that he decided to suppress his true nature and feeling and keep going even if that means he has to take drugs or anything else. The book points out key issues like sexuality and self-identity which can be normal in today but were considered taboo during the 1980s. I loved how it is a holistic complete book that has a great concept of psychology and its effects on human behavior.
Loved the book. I recommend it to everyone who is on a quest to find themselves and set on a journey to achieve something in life that they absolutely love.
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