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230 pages, Paperback
First published September 23, 2014
“I want to be the first one to show you everything and to be the one you’ll always remember for the rest of your life.”
“You were the best thing that ever happened to me. I hope someday I can say you were one of the best, but for now, it’s only you.”
“Holy hell… his tip was pierced. What a way to be introduced to my first live one.”
“Physically, he was my dream and in every other way, my nightmare.”
“He kept his hand on my throat and lightly squeezed it. It was innocent, but there was a fine line being drawn with every second that passed.”
"You're the only girl in the entire world that's forbidden, and fuck me if that doesn't make me want you more than anything."
"I want to be the only one to show you everything and to be the one you'll always remember for the rest of your life."
"I know I'm not supposed to care. But when it comes to you, what I'm supposed to be feeling has never seemed to matter."
"I'm... fighting the urge to back you up against this wall and fuck you so hard that I'll have to carry you back to your room."
“I’d rather have one night with you than nothing at all.”
“Just know that I would stay with you if I could.”
The ‘one that got away’ was supposed to stay away, not come back and leave you all over again.Oh the emotions when Elec was back. I didn’t know what to feel. I know as I read and the more I learned of their situation, I bit my nails right to the quick. My heart was slowly breaking. The angst about killed me. No matter whats going on in their lives, Elec and Greta can’t deny the feelings they still have for one another.
“I know I’m not supposed to care. But when it comes to you, what I’m supposed to be feeling has never seemed to matter.”
"I know I'm not supposed to care. But when it comes to you, what I'm supposed to be feeling has never seemed to matter."
"You make me feel things, Greta. You always have. When I'm around you, whether it's good or bad... I feel everything. Sometimes, I don't handle it too well, and I fight it by acting like an asshole. I don't know what it is about you, but I feel like you see the real me."After seven years, due to the family tragedy, they meet again. While Elec clearly moved on, Greta wasn't that lucky and still has feelings for him.
"You were the best thing that happened to me. I hope someday I can say you were one of the best, but for now, it's only you."Once they see each other again, heart wants what it wants and makes Elec one very confused hero.
"I never wanted to see you again, Greta.While the story progresses, more facts are revealed and as Elec and Greta spend more time together, it is painfully obvious that those two are destined to be together, though nothing can be done because Elec has a new girlfriend. I know it was an issue for some of my friends, but I wasn't really put off by it, cause these things can happen in life and everything was resolved very well in the end.
It's so fucking good to see you again, Greta."
"I knew you'd be back for her, you dumb fuck."The ending and the epilogue was really sweet and perfect, overall the book was truly great reading, my kind of story!, and I would recommend it for all angst junkies.
‘I left the room and went back downstairs. Seeing him looking so down when he didn’t know I was watching him made me more determined than ever to break through to him somehow. I needed to know if this was just a façade or if he were truly a genuine asshole. The meaner he was to me, the more I wanted to make him like me. It was a challenge.’
“Don’t do that.”
“What?”
“You turned away from me. That’s my fault. I made you feel like I didn’t want you looking at me – that self-respect bullshit I fed you. Out of everything I ever said to you, that was the biggest lie, and I regret it the most. I’d started to let my guard down, and it freaked me out. I never had a problem with the way you look at me. My issue is the way it makes me feel when you look at me; things I’m not supposed to feel, things I can’t let myself feel for you. At the same time…nothing felt worse than when you stopped looking at me Greta.”
“You make me feel things, Greta. You always have. When I’m around you, whether it’s good or bad…I feel everything. Sometimes, I don’t handle it too well, and I fight it by acting like an asshole. I don’t know what it is about you, but I feel like you see the real me. The second I saw you again for the first time at Greg’s when you were standing in that garden…it was like I couldn’t hide behind myself anymore.”
“I guess it doesn’t matter anymore,” I said under my breath so low that I didn’t think he heard me.
Elec scowled as he took the empty bowl to the sink, washed it and put it in the strainer.
He looked back at me. “You’ll always matter to me, Greta. Always.”
“Now, I understand,” Sully said.
“Understand what?”
“Why you’re here with me every Friday night and not on a date with some man, why you’ve been unable to open your heart to anyone. It belongs to someone else.”
“It used to. Now, it’s just broken. How do I fix it?”
“Sometimes, we can’t.”
“You’re the only girl in the entire world that’s forbidden, and fuck me if that doesn’t make me want you more than anything.”
“You were the best thing that ever happen to me. I hope that someday I can say you were one of the best, but for now, it's only you.”
“You were the best thing that ever happened to me. I hope someday I can say you were one of the best, but for now, it’s only you.”
“Physically, he was my dream and in every other way, my nightmare.”
“The meaner he was to me, the more I wanted to make him like me.”
“… nothing felt worse than when you stopped looking at me, Greta.”
“Holy hell… his tip was pierced. What a way to be introduced to my first live one.”
“I’d rather have one night with you than nothing at all.”
“He was hers. I was his. It. Was. F*cked. Up.”
“The “one that got away” was supposed to stay away, not come back and leave you all over again.”
“We just have tonight. Please…don’t hold back.”
"Keep the change, or rather, change into these. I'm guessing your current ones are a little wet."
"When I'm around you, whether it's good or bad...I feel everything."
"I don't know what is it about you, but I feel like you see the real me."
Get Cereal = ElecGreta
Seeing I’ve had this book on my TBR list going on a year or so, I honestly can't tell you why it sat there unread.
Indeed the gazillion 5-star reviews were compelling enough to waive my resolve and at my weakest they seemed to mock
as well as attempt the much-needed kick to my derriere.
Except, previous encounters with P. Ward’s work, and the desire for my sanity, left me little choice but to continue my unintentional boycott.
The arrival of Neighbor Dearest upended the standoff. I needed to know who was this Elec and why had he such residual power over the female MC from ND (I don't even remember her name...that's how disinterested I am in this entire series). A wise man once said: to go forward one must first go backward (was that Confucius or the Sensei from The Karate Kid?) What?!!!!! Sheesh, no need to shout. I will give you the review in a minute. Sheesh......
So, yeah. I had to first read Stepbrother Dearest before attempting ND. After reading both, I came to the realization of two things:
1. Thank fuck Ward's writing and grammar skills improved since writing SD, and
2. My unintentional boycott indeed was warranted
ON to the story. SD, premised on a forbidden love/taboo plot, is a story where two teenagers become pseudo-related simply as a consequence of their parents marrying each other. Let's be clear, Elec and Greta having a sexual relationship would have only made for awkward family dinners and no more. Therefore, the unnecessary angst of their love-hate relationship was a reflection, both on Elec, the dim-witted-douche-bag and Greta, the collector-of-shoe-debris.
There is no story here and yet, unluckily for us, this author told the exact story twice within this book. First, from Greta's POV; then as a novel written for Greta's eyes only but narrated in Elec's words and from his POV. Confused yet? Yes. Word by word. The same story told twice (with one part written entirely in italics). In the same book. AM I YELLING?!!! Yes.
And that's because SD IMO is insanely juvenile while being utterly predictable and as it being the final straw, Ward, therefore, has earned a prime spot on my authors-to-not-read-again list.
Should this review somehow find itself lost in the sea of the many, to reach one person only, I'll consider my duty as done and will expect my wings and halo without delay!
He was my dream and in every other way, my nightmare.
“You were the best thing that ever happen to me. I hope that someday I can say you were one of the best, but for now, it's only you.”
“I never had a problem with the way you look at me. My issue is the way it makes me feel when you look at me: things I’m not supposed to feel, things I can’t let myself feel for you. At the same time …nothing felt worse than when you stopped looking at me, Greta.”
“I want to be the only one to show you everything and to be the one you'll always remember for the rest of your life.”
“He was hers.
I was his.
It. Was. Fucked. Up.”
“The "one that got away" was supposed to stay away, not come back and leave you all over again.”