Cori Elliott likes order. Her schedule, her social life...even her GPA is perfect. Then she finds out her high school boyfriend's death wasn't an accident—it was suicide. The devastating revelation is enough to fracture her perfectly structured life, sending Cori in a downward spiral of self-doubt and impulsive decisions.
And right into the arms of Luke Evans.
But Cori's life isn't perfect anymore. In fact, it's all coming apart. The only way she can save herself is to let go of everything—including the girl she used to be. Even if it means losing the one guy who might just be perfect for her in the process...
Jessica Ruddick is a 2014 Golden Heart finalist for her new adult novel, Letting Go, which was inspired by her own college experiences. She lives in Virginia and is married to her college sweetheart—their first date was a fraternity toga party (and nothing inspires love like a toga, right?). When she doesn’t have her nose in a book or her hands on a keyboard, she can be found wrangling her two rambunctious sons, taming two rowdy but lovable rescue dogs, and battling the herd of dust bunnies that has taken up residence in her home. To learn more about Jessica, please visit her website at jessicaruddick.com. To sign up for her newsletter, visit jessicaruddick.com/NL.
(Source: I received a digital copy of this book for free on a read-to-review basis. Thanks to Entangled Publishing, LLC and NetGalley.)
“Tyler’s car accident wasn’t an accident.” “It was suicide.”
This wasn’t a terrible story, but I just found it a bit boring.
Cori seemed obsessed with the death of her ex-boyfriend, and I didn’t really like Luke at all. None of the characters in this really called out to me. They were all just blah.
The storyline in this was about Cori and Luke botching their relationship, and Cori feeling guilty over the death of her ex-boyfriend. There was romance, but I just didn’t really care to be honest. 5 out of 10
Cori is struggling with the death of her high school boyfriend. They dated through high school and one year of college. One night, after a bad argument between the two of them, he is in an accident and dies. Later, Cori finds out it wasn't an accident like she thought and her boyfriend had committed suicide. This book is about Cori's struggle to live with the guilt she feels and to try to move on. My heart absolutely broke for Cori. The guilt she feels is understandable. I really enjoyed this story even though the subject matter was really hard for me. The writing was really good and the author does a fantastic job of conveying the guilt that controls you after someone you love commits suicide. I look forward to reading more by this author.
Her schedule, her social life...even her GPA is perfect. Then she finds out her high school boyfriend's death wasn't an accident—it was suicide. The devastating revelation is enough to fracture her perfectly structured life, sending Cori in a downward spiral of self-doubt and impulsive decisions.
And right into the arms of Luke Evans.
I loved Letting Go!
Letting Go held my attention from the first page, I couldn't put my kindle down until I finished the book. Loved the characters, they were likable and very relatable.
For me this book had it all, I laughed, cried and swooned. Cori and Luke were just perfect for each other, I loved seeing them connect and fall in love. And talking about Luke... I loved him! From the first meeting I knew I was going to be adding him to my book boyfriends list, he was just perfect, damn I'm still smiling thinking about him =)
While this was a fun and romantic read it also had it's emotional and heartfelt moments. My heart ached for Cori, she struggled with living her life and trying to put the pain and guilt of Tyler's death behind her. Having said that I did get annoyed/angry with Cori keeping quiet and not sharing her pain/struggles with Luke, especially as he had asked her about him. Also while I hated Tyler's dad I kind of felt sorry for the man. Reaching out to your dead's sons girlfriend to get to know the son you never had time for while he was alive was really effed up but desperation makes people do desperate things.
Overall this was a great read and I highly recommend it.
What a great debut by Jessica Ruddick, I enjoyed her writing and I'm looking forward to reading more from her in the near future.
Thank you Entangled Embrace via Netgalley for the advance copy in exchange for my honest thoughts.
There’s a reason LETTING GO was a Golden Heart Finalist in 2014. It’s an extremely well written novel about intense, emotional issues.
Cori is exactly what I want to read in a New Adult character. Kids—yes, I said kids—kids in college are adults in age, but not in experience and maturity. I don't mean that as a slam. The reality is that they usually don't make decisions like full grown adult would. Which is why I love that Ruddick writes Cori so genuine. I ached for her struggle with grief and guilt, and being overwhelmed with everything going on in her life piled on top.
I love the friendship that unfolds into a relationship between Luke and Cori. Luke is swoon-able. Swoon-worthy? Totally swoon-tastic? However you want to say it, I’m still swooning. He was who he was. Which was exactly what Cori needs at the exact time she needs it. And sure, she guards her heart and sometimes doesn’t open up to him when we really, really want her to, but that is part of the authentic NA-character development. And it helps us see Cori’s arc by the end.
LETTING GO tugged at my heart strings, made me cry, but left me filled with the warm fuzzies of a sweet read.
Oh, and auto-correct, please stop changing Jessica’s last name to Roddick. I know, we all love Andy—but this is Jessica RUDDICK’s time to shine!
A sweet romance, full of internal and external conflict.
I loved the chemistry between Luke and Cori. I loved Cori's relationship with her best friend. I loved Cori. And the struggles she had--overcoming her boyfriend's death, managing classes, and balancing her growing feelings for Luke--were beautifully rendered.
If you enjoy college set New Adult, you'll really enjoy Letting Go.
Note: This ARC was provided by Entangled Publishing in exchange for an honest review.
Letting Go is a new adult (NA) story and the debut novel of Jessica Ruddick, and what a debut it is! There's a lot of angst-fueled drama that goes on with lead character Cori Elliott, what with the death of her boyfriend which later turns out to be suicide, which leaves her with a lot of guilt because she was the last one to speak to him before he killed himself. Then everything else she has on her plate, i.e. her grades, college tuition, anger at her parents, and falling for fellow college student Luke Evans simply, simply adds on to the undeniable amount of anxiety and stress. The biggest problem Cori has isn't the amount of troubles she's juggling; it's her inability to share with other people what she's going through, leaving her carrying all the burdens on her own instead of asking for help. With her, it wasn't a lack of faith or trust but more of a desperate need to control everything in her world. She held on tighter when everything began to fall apart instead of loosening her grip or needing to finally let go when the situation called for it.
While Cori is mature and responsible, she's still quintessentially a new adult, someone in the cusp of still being a teenager and someone from whom more is expected. This is what makes her a lead character that others in the same age group can relate to, and even when the reader doesn't agree with her actions and choices, they can empathize with what she's going through. Even though I'm a couple of decades removed from where Cori is at, I can understand the need to handle things on my own, in my way and having difficulty in asking for assistance from the people around me. Maybe that's why I had such an affinity for her--because in more ways than one, I've been there and done that. She does a lot of growing up in this story and discovers things about herself that make her begin to make adjustments accordingly instead of forcing things to remain in the status quo. She's flawed but not entirely hopeless nor helpless, even though she does tend to feel that way, and with Luke, Amber, and her other friends, she finds out she is not alone.
This may be an emotional book but it does have light moments in it, mostly courtesy of Cori's and Luke's friends, so I don't want you guys thinking that it's got too much drama in it. Also, this is the kind of story that those in older age groups, such as myself, can fully enjoy, because hey, we were teenagers once and some of us, like me, still act like a kid every now and again (that's what keeps us feeling youthful...that's my reasoning and I'm sticking with it). Letting Go is Jessica Ruddick's first published work and there's a depth and complexity to it that goes beyond feel-good love stories are a dime a dozen. This makes me hopeful and I can't wait to see what other stories she'll be sharing with us in the future because you can be sure that whatever she's got up her sleeve, they'll be on my to-be-read list. I'm highly recommending this book and hope that other readers will fall in love with just like I did and that you'll welcome Cori and Luke into your lives with open hearts. Letting Go gets five-plus stars and I've added it to my list of favorite 2015 reads. ♥
This was probably one of my favorite reads of the month BUT it would have gotten a PERFECT rating if the setting WASN'T a college campus. But oh well... I still really loved this story!
The funny part about this is that Jessica Ruddick, the author, pulled from her personal life to write this story. She met her now-husband at a frat party. I love the idea and I think it actually makes me love the story more BUT I am NOT a college setting type of girl, so that will be my ONLY gripe about this story. I've stated it, made it known, and now I'm moving on to all of the good stuff!
I was in love with the idea of a young girl dealing with the apparent suicide of her high school boyfriend. It was a unique premise that hadn't really been dealt with in a way that was this believable, in my opinion. Cori Elliott, the female protagonist, wasn't only a type A kind of girl, but she was also struggling to deal (or not deal) with her loss. And it poured over into every element of her life.
In comes the VERY well written Luke Evans. Bravo, Jessica, for writing a VERY good and authentic frat boy that I liked. If he's modeled after your now-husband, then you're a lucky gal! Luke was unapologetic for who he was, but he was also a person who acknowledged his flaws. The first argument that he and Cori had, I KNEW that this was going to be a story that I remembered.
The character development through this story was so good. Perfectly paced. Everyone was vulnerable at the times that they needed to be and showed great strength in moments when it was needed. Yes, there were several times when I wanted to slap Cori, but her fantastic roommate Amber (who got on my nerves, too, at times) came to the rescue and vented my frustrations perfectly.
The relationships between Cori and Amber, Cori and Luke, Amber and Josh, etc. made the entire story just a lot of fun to read. They all fit really well and I don't think the book would have been the same without any of them. The romance? Great balance. There wasn't too much and there wasn't too little. When Cori struggled with her feelings, I could legitimately understand why. When Luke was hurt, I felt him pain. Jessica emoted through words really well.
Overall, I felt that this book did exactly what it should have done -- told a great story that one will remember. While I didn't like the setting, the characters and the plot more than made up for it. I would definitely recommend this book to anyone who's just wanting a nice contemporary romance with a bit of angst.
College student Cori isn’t looking for romance when she meets Luke. Her high school boyfriend hasn’t been dead long, and she’s still dealing with the loss, not to mention the guilt. Then there’s school and life and a million other reasons she doesn’t have time to add romance to her life, but sometimes we find ourselves falling for a person even when we don’t want to.
Letting Go was a fast and easy read, with fantastic writing that really pulled me into the story! There were a lot of moments when I teared up, moments when I laughed out loud, times when I was frustrated with Cori or Luke for making what I thought were stupid decisions, and even moments when I got angry at them. But even after all that, when I got to the end of the book my overall impression was how sweet, because that’s what this book was. Sweet.
Cori and Luke had an instant connection, but I didn’t feel like they were being pushed together unnaturally, and the chemistry was good. They were two average people who had busy and realistic lives and problems, and there were plenty of hurdles to overcome (not all of which they did gracefully), but in the end I felt like their progression was very realistic, which is what I look for in a story. Perfect characters who don’t make mistakes don’t hold any appeal for me. Overall, a quick and easy read, light but emotional at the same time, and a new adult book well-worth picking up!
There is no sex (it's implied, not described), it's low on angst but heavy on real. There is nothing extraordinary about the story that will leave you emotional or angry for days but it still manages to be a great romance that I want to read over again!
Luke is perfect because he is absolutely not perfect at all and when he messes up, he fesses up. He's gorgeous, helpful, honest and even a little vulnerable.
I liked Cori because, while she's a little bit cracked, she's not completely broken. She's not trying to check out of life completely after the death of her boyfriend, but she definitely struggles with guilt about his death and the fact that she is able to move on fairly easily.
The way that her and Luke fall into an easy friendship that eventually turns into more is the best part of this story. Sometimes a slow burning romance is the best kind.
I loved the writing, the character development and the idea that this story was inspired by the authors real-life college experience. Actually, I'm kind of jealous of that last part. She's got a real life Luke at home people!! I can't wait to see what comes next from her!
*I received an ARC from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
A lovely, brilliantly told story of loss and finding a way to move on. Cori is a beautifully written character and I loved her whole story. Luke is a patient and wonderful love interest and once again, I felt all the feels with this book!
Ruddick is a gifted writer. Her characters are real and multidimensional. As I read LETTING GO, I felt Cori's pain. I understood why she struggled to move on. It's the mark of a talented author to be able to get the reader to feel and experience the same emotions as the characters coming to life on the page. LETTING GO is a lovely debut and I can't wait for more from Jessica Ruddick!
I was lucky enough to read a very early version of this story. All of you are in for a treat. I love Cori and Luke's story and you will too. As a serious overachiever and control-freak, I completely related to Cori's struggles to find balance in her life. She's handed some real challenges and learns to overcome.
If you like New Adult romance, you're going to love this one.
Cori Elliot was the girl who had it all in high school: the perfect, attentive boyfriend, the pageants, the good grades, and the best friend a girl could ask for. Now in her sophmore year of college, Cori is struggling to move on from her boyfriend's suicide.
When Cori meets Luke she is filled with guilt over the feelings she begins to have for him, but realizes that it's time for her to move on. Although that is easier said then done. While with Luke, she tries to keep her past to herself, at least where Tyler is concerned, but as everyone knows secrets have a way of coming to light.
Will Cori be able to move on from Tyler's death and the responsibility she feels for it or will she ruin her relationship with Luke once and for all?
Letting Go is the tale of first loves, true loves, and letting go to move on. This story will tug on your heart strings and put you on an emotional roller coaster as Cori wades through her past and her future relationships.
I genuinely liked the story although there were a few times I wanted to shake some sense into Cori. Even with that though, I liked Cori's character and thought she was strong in the way she handled the things thrown her way. Her best friend was supportive and sometimes had to show her some tough love but Cori needed to hear it. As for Luke, I absolutely loved him and thought he was the perfect guy. He is such a book boyfriend: sweet, handsome, intelligent and bonus points for him listening to classical music and driving a cool jeep.
The plot is gut-wrenching and emotional, but sweet and romantic. Letting Go is the perfect book about moving on with your life and shows that it's okay to move on and although it may be with someone else, you can still hold the memories of the past dear to you as long as you don't let them hold you back.
Holy wow! How do I say this? This book was fan-freaking-tastic! I held onto every word, every emotion, every moment Luke and Cori had! Although this book was NA and had all the perfect elements of NA, it's soooooo Damon refreshing that there weren't any hot smoldering scenes! Everything was faded to black! Which was another reason I give this book a 5 star!
**I received this copy from the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review**
I really enjoy this book, it was a great story and the characters were well written and likable. This is my first book by this author and I would read others from her in the future.
Letting Go is a very charming new adult romance by Jessica Ruddick. This debut novel is a sweet, fun read with minimal angst or drama. The characters are endearing and the plot is refreshingly unique.
Cori Elliott is a type A personality whose second year of college is not beginning under the best of circumstances. She is scrambling to cover her tuition after her financial aid falls through and she is devastated to learn her boyfriend Tyler's death the previous spring has been ruled a suicide. Cori makes an impetus decision to go to a frat party where she acts even more out of character when she gets drunk and makes out with a hot stranger, Luke Evans. Luckily for Cori, Luke is actually a really great guy, but her inability to be honest about her past becomes a huge stumbling block for their burgeoning relationship.
Cori is a likable, but frustrating, character. She has very high standards for herself and she works hard to maintain her perfect GPA. Cori is quickly overwhelmed trying to balance her classes, a new relationship and finding last minute financial aid. She is also struggling to make sense of Tyler's suicide and she is caught in an endless loop of blaming herself while at the same time playing the "what if" game.
Luke is a couple years older than Cori and he, too, is very serious about college. While he devotes plenty of time to studying, he also knows how to have a good time. Contrary to Cori's assertions he is perfect, Luke made his share of mistakes in his previous relationship and he is completely honest about his role in its eventual demise. The only thing he asks in return is that Cori also come clean about her past as well. Although she has numerous opportunities to explain her relationship with Tyler, Cori tells a bunch of half truths and tries to convince herself that lying by omission isn't really lying. However, it is only a matter of time before Tyler discovers her secrets but will he be as understanding as she thinks he will be?
Letting Go is a very engaging novel and Jessica Ruddick does a wonderful job keeping the story moving forward despite Cori's inability to completely let go of her past. The characters are beautifully developed with realistic issues to overcome. The romance between Cori and Luke is absolutely delightful and although their love scenes are not explicit, there is no denying the chemistry between them. It is an all around terrific read that fans of new adult romances are sure to enjoy.
I really liked the first half of this, but the romance was kind of ruined for me in the second half. I mean, in the first half, Luke and Cori were really cute! I liked how they didn’t jump into a relationship despite their attraction since Cori was still dealing with the death of her previous boyfriend (and newfound knowledge that he had committed suicide), but how a friendship and closeness developed between them, and the beginning stages of their relationship were cute. The drama in the second half irritated me, though. Overall there just seemed to be too much unnecessary drama in the 2nd half of the book. I would’ve preferred if the 2nd half focused more on Cori dealing with falling in love with someone for the first time since her ex died and Luke being supportive and helping her through it.
I was so busy holding on to all the little things that the big one slipped right through my fingers. Too late I’d learned my lesson. Sometimes you just needed to let go.
I loved this book! Luke's and Cori's chemistry is undeniable. I like how everything seem to perfectly flow between the two of them, despite Cori's guilt and sadness. I loved Luke more than Cori because Luke is just so direct to the point. No bullshit. No more, no less. Cori is a different story. I got a love-hate feeling for Cori because she kept lying to Luke. I understand the reason why she decided to hide things from him but it is obviously ruining their relationship. If you care enough about the guy and really love him, then you know better than to keep things from him.
Pace is great. Plot is cliche-ish but a good one. No unnecessary drama. Resolution is perfect and not rushed.
One thing that I want to stress about this book is that it is REFRESHING. Sex scenes are implied and not overly detailed and I freaking love it. We all need a break sometimes from the nonstop sexcapades happening in NA books. I feel like it is more passionate and romantic when the sex is not fully-detailed (because sometimes I get confused if what I am reading is romance NA novel or erotic romance novel).
Another thing that is refreshing about this book is that Luke, despite his sexiness and being a chick magnet, does not do stupid things on a daily basis. From most of NA novels, it feels like being frigging sexy means that you have to be an asshole, insensitive, stupid, or a combination of the three.
This is perfect for readers who want to experience a light yet mature read.
**I received a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review**
I really enjoyed this new adult romance! Cori is a Type-A college student living in the aftermath of her long term high school boyfriend's sudden suicide. Cori can't help but blame herself, as she had just gotten into a fight with her boyfriend prior to his death. The following fall semester, Cori reluctantly attends a frat party to appease her best friend, when she meets studious frat boy Luke Evans.
There were several things I really liked about this book. Ruddick respectfully portrays a character living with grief after the suicide of a loved one. Issues of suicide, depression, psychotherapy, and grief were portrayed without stigmatization. I feel like a lot of NA portrays characters dealing with the death of parents, but rarely shows a character dealing with the death of a long term partner. I also really enjoyed the fact that fraternities/ sororities and beauty pageants were depicted in a positive light, as I feel like a lot of media portrays these negatively. Also, I really loved Luke.
I recently saw that Jessica Ruddick got a second book deal for this series, and will be writing Josh's story. This made me really happy, because he was one of my favorite characters. I'm looking forward to reading it!
4.5 stars! Why 4.5 and not 5? Because Cori sometimes was really annoying. But other then that everything was great, Luke was great, how he handled anything! I also loved Amber and Brad's couple and them as friends. And Josh, Omg that boy was something. I loved him! Ok, so the story was really sweet. I loved that she never really belittled her love for Tyler, and said that she really loved him. She went through a lot. Losing someone is a big deal, and losing while thinking you was the cause of it and at that young age, and love of her life, that should be a lot to take and live. I loved her character though. She was strong, loyal and sweet! And responsible. I just didn't like that she was constantly keeping things from Luke, I wanted to shake her. And in the beginning I can get her hesitation, but later on it was time, and really there was no reason to hide that things, because they wouldn't ruin it, but I guessed author wanted some drama, I didn't like the way she brought it, but well at least I enjoyed the book and the boys. Can't wait to read Josh's story and finally see who is his IT.
Cori and Luke meet at a frat party between their houses. The attraction is there and a relationship grows. The problem is secrets kept and not shared have a way of haunting a relationship. The past needs to be confronted so that these two extremely likeable characters can take comfort with each other.
The supporting characters offer up some comedy and support. They help add another layer to main characters. Within the layers....Luke and Cori learn to trust, love and share.
I think you'll have a hard time putting this one down.
What a fabulous debut novel. It's NA, but any age reader will relate to the emotion in this story. The story is told in Cori's POV, and her voice keeps you engrossed in the story. I felt close to Cori and her situation throughout the book, and I admired her. For me it was a quick, page-turning read.
What a wonderful debut, bravo! I really loved all the nuances of conflict between Cori and Luke, especially the search for the necklace. I could feel her pain. Read this one into the early hours of the morning. Cannot wait for Jessica's next book!
Jessica Ruddick's debut novel Letting Go was quite a charming new adult romance. This was a fun, sweet read with minimal angst and endearing characters. There were times when Cori frustrated me with her inability to let go of certain things, but I understood that it wasn't easy for her, so I was able to look over that for the most part.
I enjoyed the romance between Cori and Luke. While there are no explicit scenes, everything is implied, and the chemistry is felt throughout between the two.
Dnf at 50% I’m just not a fan of closed door no spicy scenes how ever it was a good plot and character development wasn’t great but wasn’t bad either if you don’t mind closed door this will be up your alley
Thanks to NetGalley and Entangled Publishing for the ARC of Letting Go by Jessica Ruddick. I really enjoyed this story. It was cute and fun, with likeable characters, and just enough angst to keep it interesting and touching. I’ve never read any books by Jessica Ruddick before, but she is definitely on my list of authors to watch now. I’m a college student, but I’m not in Greek Life, nor do I really have a lot of friends involved with it, so this was a nice, fresh perspective on a different aspect of the college experience for me personally. Cori Elliott is a girl who likes everything to be in order, and loves complete control over her life. It’s ironic, because when the book opens, it’s clear her life is definitely not under control. Her boyfriend has recently died, her financial aid won’t be enough to cover the next semester, and she started off the current semester getting drunk at a frat party and consequently making out with a totally hot boy. That boy happens to be Luke Evans. He is a completely swoon-worthy, blonde haired, blue-eyed hero with a beautiful heart. This isn’t a story about a broken girl who meets a bad boy who changes (which was nice for a change). Luke is the perfect gentleman, which makes him completely loveable and a perfect match for Cori. He becomes the stability she needs, however when he walks away when it becomes clear she isn’t over her dead boyfriend. Some may get mad at him for this, but I think it’s perfectly understandable. He puts up with her insecurities and slight neuroticism for months; his leaving is the perfect wake-up call for Cori. In my opinion, Luke was the best character in the story. Cori, on the other hand, was the reason I almost gave up on this book. She is overly-controlling with her life, and can come across as very whiny at times. I understand that she lost her boyfriend, and that grief is overwhelming for her, but instead of getting grief counseling, she just buries it. She complains about how hard her life is at various times throughout the story, but really, she was doing okay. She also couldn’t seem to see quite how perfect Luke was, and despite his complete devotion to her, she was constantly questioning how he really felt about her. However, she does seem to come around in the end of the book, which is what saved me from completely hating her character. This is a story about the reality of life; people make mistakes, grief can be a very heavy burden, and sometimes life falls apart and there is absolutely nothing you can do to stop that. It’s how you handle the situation that really matters. I wasn’t a huge fan of the main character, but the book as a whole wasn’t horrible. I would recommend this book if you’re looking for a quick, simple beach romance read (since it’s almost SUMMERTIME!).
Letting Go by Jessica Ruddick was a story about grief from loss, being stuck in limbo, and struggling to heal and move forward. Cori is in her second year of college. She is the perfect student, needs to have everything in its proper order and place, and excels in academics. She is in a sorority, and shares a room with her best friend, Amber.
Cori has been grieving over the passing of her high-school sweetheart Tyler. She carries a lot of guilt due to the fact that the last conversation that they had ended badly. In order to avoid thinking about Tyler she is constantly studying and doing schoolwork. However, Cori ends up getting a call that causes her emotional distress when she learns that Tyler's death wasn't an accident, but a suicide.
That night, she can't focus on anything, and finally agree's to go out with Amber to a fraternity/sorority mixer. While there she meets gorgeous and sweet fraternity brother, Luke. They hit it off, share an attraction and connect. Pretty soon Cori is seeing Luke all the time on campus, in class, and at his fraternity house. Moving forward with her life makes her feel guilty. Will Cori be able to heal enough to move forward with Luke, or will she lose him?
I have mixed feelings about Letting Go. I enjoyed the college setting in the story. It took me back to my college days, and to a certain extent Cori reminded me of my self. She was dedicated, organized, and determined to be the best she could be. I enjoyed reading about the fraternity and sorority life, college parties, and Cori's emotional journey.
A few things that did not work for me were that I felt like the story didn't move until the very end. Cori was stuck in her pain for most of the story, and didn't confide in Luke. This gave the story a feeling of being stuck, and I wanted it to move forward. Also, while I understood Luke needing Cori to confide in him, I still thought that he came across as not very forgiving or compassionate towards what Cori was experiencing, which really bothered me. He needed to have more patience with her.
Overall, I enjoyed this story. I liked Cori's character, and I enjoyed when Luke was sweet, fun, and caring with Cori. The intimate scenes were fade to black, so they weren't explicit for those readers who prefer that type of romance. I really enjoyed getting to know a few of the secondary characters. Amber, was the type of best friend that I'd want by my side, and Josh, one of the fraternity brothers, was pretty funny and likable!
My Rating:
I give, Letting Go, by Jessica Ruddick, 3.5 Grieving, Healing, Second Chance at Love, New Beginning Filled Stars!
3.5 stars Letting Go is a story about love and loss, guilt and grief. A touching story dealing with a very real and delicate subject.
After finding out her boyfriends death was suicide, Cori's world is once again thrown upside down, blaming herself in part for his death, shouldering the responsibility that no one should have to carry. Even though she didn't think so, she was a strong character, trying to move on with her studies and life, and now, trying to reconcile the reasons why Tyler would leave her that way. When her best friend encourages her to let down her hair for one night, she is met with conflicting emotions as she finds herself attracted to Luke, a fellow student in her Criminology class. Unfortunately I liked Cori more in the first half of the book than the second. I understood her grief and guilt, I understood her conflicting emotions when she was growing more attracted to Luke, but what I found hard was understanding how she lied to him when he was so open and honest. I did feel for her and what she was going through. Never having been through this, I am certainly no expert, and I was able to feel her emotions and pain. The immense sadness and guilt she felt was palpable. I wanted her to come to terms with her grief and move on and find happiness.
Luke was a good guy. He had his own past relationship baggage but, once his relationship with Cori developed he was focused on her and did everything he could to make her feel wanted and safe. He was caring and level headed, showing his own vulnerability, and I felt for him when Cori was struggling with her memories. He developed a strong connection to her and was patient as she worked through her emotions.
Overall, I enjoyed this book even though my connection to Cori wasn't as strong as I would have liked. I thought the way the author wrote about suicide and the guilt that accompanies it with those left behind, was compassionate and well done. I also felt the story was well paced and well balanced.
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