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217 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1976
Now nearly all those I loved and did not understand when I was young are dead, but I still reach out to them. . . Then in the Arctic half-light of the canyon, all existence fades to a being with my soul and memories and the sounds of the Big Blackfoot River and a four-count rhythm and the hope that a fish will rise.I wasn't at all sure what this quote means (I'm still not at all sure) but I, too, was haunted. Eventually I bought this book as a gift for my husband . . . so I could read it myself, of course.
Eventually, all things merge into one, and a river runs through it. The river was cut by the world's great flood and runs over rocks from the basement of time. On some of the rocks are the words, and the words are theirs.
I am haunted by waters.
Life every now and then becomes literature--not for long, of course, but long enough to be what we best remember.All three of the stories are full of detailed and occasionally risqué descriptions (the "pimping" in the title of the second story is not simply figurative) of a way of life that's long since passed. They're all interesting, sometimes even fascinating, but occasionally tedious in the telling of the details (hence 4 stars average rather than 5). But it's the title story that transcends mere history and becomes art.
Then [my father] asked, "After you have finished your true stories sometime, why don't you make up a story and the people to go with it?Haunting.
"Only then will you understand what happened and why.
"It is those we live with and love and should know who elude us."
Below [Paul:] was the multitudinous river, and, where the rock had parted it around him, big-grained vapor rose. The mini-molecules of water left in the wake of his line made momentary loops of gossamer, disappearing so rapidly in the rising big-grained vapor that they had to be retained in memory to be visualized as loops. The spray emanating from him was finer-grained still and enclosed him in a halo of himself. The halo of himself was always there and always disappearing, as if he were candlelight flickering about three inches from himself.
Of course, now I am too old to be much of a fisherman, and now of course I usually fish the big waters alone...I often do not start fishing until the cool of the evening. Then in the Arctic half-light of the canyon, all existence fades to a being with my soul and memories and the sounds of the Big Blackfoot River and a four-count rhythm and the hope that a fish will rise. Eventually, all things merge into one and a river runs through it. The river was cut by the world's great flood and runs over rocks from the basement of time. On some of the rocks are timeless raindrops. Under the rocks are the words, and some of the words are theirs.
In the late afternoon...the mountains meant all business for the lookouts. The big winds were veering from the valleys toward the peaks, and smoke from little fires that had been secretly burning for several days might show up for the first time. New fires sprang out of thunder before it sounded. By three-thirty or four, the lightning would be flexing itself on the distant ridges like a fancy prizefighter, skipping sideways, ducking, showing off but not hitting anything. By four-thirty or five, it was another game. You could feel the difference in the air that had become hard to breathe. The lightning now came walking into you, delivering short smashing punches.
The two old men in the outfit told the rest of us that “USFS” stood for “Use ’er Slow and Fuck ’er Fast.” Being young and literal, I put up an argument at first, pointing out that the beginning letters in their motto didn’t exactly fit USFS—that their last word “Fast” didn’t begin with S as “Service” did. ... As far as they were concerned, their motto fitted the United States Forest Service exactly, and by the end of the summer I came to share their opinion.
"Eventually, all things merge into one, and a river runs through it. The river was cut by the world's great flood and runs over rocks from the basement of time. On some of the rocks are timeless raindrops. Under the rocks are the words, and some of the words are theirs.
I am haunted by waters."
It is those we live with and love who elude us.
Now nearly all those I loved and did not understand when I was young are dead, but I still reach out to them.
. . .
I am haunted by waters.