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Magnolia Cove #2
Forever and Never
Lars Bradby was supposed to be my forever.
That was before we found out he would become a father at the tender age of eighteen.
For years, he’d watched me.
For months, he’d wanted me.
For weeks, he’d chased me.
Relentless and infuriating, he turned my stubborn heart into something pliable and weak.
Sly and honest, he worked his way into my life as though he’d always planned to be the focal point of it.
In love and naive, even when our future seemed bleak, I believed in us.
Heartbroken and desperate, I tore my bleeding heart from my chest, wanting only the best for him.
In doing so, our forever wasn’t just interrupted. It was chased away with one irreversible decision after another.
And now, we could no longer see it beneath the heaping piles of debris we’d left in our wake.
That was before we found out he would become a father at the tender age of eighteen.
For years, he’d watched me.
For months, he’d wanted me.
For weeks, he’d chased me.
Relentless and infuriating, he turned my stubborn heart into something pliable and weak.
Sly and honest, he worked his way into my life as though he’d always planned to be the focal point of it.
In love and naive, even when our future seemed bleak, I believed in us.
Heartbroken and desperate, I tore my bleeding heart from my chest, wanting only the best for him.
In doing so, our forever wasn’t just interrupted. It was chased away with one irreversible decision after another.
And now, we could no longer see it beneath the heaping piles of debris we’d left in our wake.
333 pages, Paperback
First published June 24, 2019
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Ella Fields
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April 26, 2024
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ SIX STAR READ ALERT
Forever and Never from Ella Fields broke me. Like, literally broke me. When I finished I didn’t know which way was up ... My heart was both broken and full and this one goes straight into my Forever Favourites.
It’s only the second time in my life I’ve been tempted to flick to the end of a book. My heart was pounding so hard & I needed answers. I resisted. Just.
Daphne and Lars destroyed me in the best possible way. This story is the kind of NA Angst that makes my reader heart beat a little harder. Characters this author conjured from thin air left me battered - feeling like I not only knew them, but genuinely cared about them and I was left feeling desperate for them to get their hard fought HEA.
It’s no secret I fangirl this author’s work and storytelling like this is why. Her ability to draw me completely into a story in such a way everything else falls away is a rare gift. That is why she could write any genre and I would follow her down the path - because at the end would be her words. Simple as that.
If you like your stories jam packed with teenage bad decisions, first loves that will have you swooning and screaming and moments that will have you gasping out loud then this one’s for you. Enjoy the ride!
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Forever and Never from Ella Fields broke me. Like, literally broke me. When I finished I didn’t know which way was up ... My heart was both broken and full and this one goes straight into my Forever Favourites.
It’s only the second time in my life I’ve been tempted to flick to the end of a book. My heart was pounding so hard & I needed answers. I resisted. Just.
Daphne and Lars destroyed me in the best possible way. This story is the kind of NA Angst that makes my reader heart beat a little harder. Characters this author conjured from thin air left me battered - feeling like I not only knew them, but genuinely cared about them and I was left feeling desperate for them to get their hard fought HEA.
It’s no secret I fangirl this author’s work and storytelling like this is why. Her ability to draw me completely into a story in such a way everything else falls away is a rare gift. That is why she could write any genre and I would follow her down the path - because at the end would be her words. Simple as that.
If you like your stories jam packed with teenage bad decisions, first loves that will have you swooning and screaming and moments that will have you gasping out loud then this one’s for you. Enjoy the ride!
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June 23, 2019
She's always been a siren, singing to my deepest shadows, urging them to dance with hers since the very beginning.
'FOREVER AND NEVER' is the second full length young adult book in Ella Fields 'magnolia Cove' series. This is Daphne and Lars' story. Spoken in 'Dual POV's'
I'll try and make this as spoiler free as I possibly can..This quickly went from a 5 star read to so much more!! And easily became a 2019 favourite!! Like a shameless hooker I stalked this book to the ends of the earth whilst not so patiently waiting for it to arrive on my kindle, there is not one book of this authors I have not read, love her words, love her ability to bring me to my knees with only a mere sentence. Love how easily she makes me fall in love with her characters.
As soon as I started this everything came rushing at me like a roller coaster off it’s tracks. The heartbreak, the angst, the drama, the feels, the swoony moments all cemented why this author is one of my favourites.
And like a favourite bottle of wine where you savour the taste instead of sculling it down was exactly how I was whilst reading this; I wanted to prolong those feels, I wanted to stay with these characters for as long as I possibly could but instead I became drunk on love, god I loved these two, perfectly imperfect, but perfect for each other.
There's wasn't an easy road travelled, they had a few bumps and hurdles they had to cross along the way but once they crossed those their relationship was so much better for it. And in turn we saw them grow into better versions of themselves.
Lars has harboured a crush on Daphne since the beginning of time, He's been in love with you for years. Probably since his voice broke. but she'd never given him the time of day, she comes from money, a mother that's a model and a father that is a surgeon, and is one of the popular girls within the school, whereas Lars is raised by his single mother struggling to make ends meet and attended Magnolia Cove Prep on a scholarship. One thing he has going for him is his looks. But delve deeper than that and he's so much more.
She was this bold, stubborn girl with lust in her eyes, and I was the foolishly smitten boy with dreams too big for his future, following every move she made.
For some reason Daphne started taking notice of him too, a quick undeniable connection developed between them that neither could fight. But things irrevocably changed, hurtful words were exchanged, and situations arose that could throw a spanner in the works when it came to their budding relationship.
Get ready to have your heart ripped out. Get ready to see how strong and resilient Daphne's character is and prepare yourself to fall completely and utterly in love with all that is Lars.
* Teasers used are off the authors facebook page *
June 27, 2019
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5+ Forever and Ever CROWNS
I’ve hit a great reading streak recently. Book after book of well-written, entertaining romances, but this one, Forever and Never knocked me over. This book had me living every heartbreak, every dumb decision, every moment of triumph with Lars and Daphne. And you know what I felt at the end? Bereft. I felt a hole in my heart because I didn’t want to let them go. I still don’t. Ella Fields has effectively ruined my reading mojo for a bit with this epic book hangover.
One of the reasons I fell so hard for this story is because I am infatuated with all things Daphne and Lars. Not because they are idyllic or a perfect heroine and hero, but because they are real. These characters, like most of Ella’s, are flawed and they do awful things when they are hurt or damaged by someone they love. Ultimately, though, that is why I love Ella’s books. She doesn’t write about the fantasy. She writes about reality, and in real life, people do the wrong thing sometimes, even with the right intentions. But even when Lars and Daphne are at odds with each other and doing deplorable things, the love emanates from their eyes, from the motivation behind their actions. And even though, they have their rough moments, I love who they were at their core - Lars with his artistic and intense devotion, and Daphne with her guarded heart. I’ll never forget these two or their journey.
What makes Ella a one-click author for me is her writing. Yes, I love her authentically flawed characters, and her ability of capture my attention with her often unconventional romances, but her ability to make me live in the story and experience the highs and the lows with them is what keeps me coming back. I’m always emotionally spent when I’m done an Ella Fields book, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Books are about living within the pages, and I love all the heartbreaking, breathtaking, and soul-altering moments of each and every book. FOREVER AND NEVER, did all of this. ALL OF IT.
On top of all of these reasons, the themes and ideas of forgiveness and love, although changing and altering, remains, and this poignant message resonated. The love she writes about, while at times ugly, is the real stuff. It survives the hardships, the disappointment and betrayals. Love endures, and there isn’t anything more romantic than that notion.
Ella Fields has destroyed my heart, and it’s been Pieced back together a bit wonky. I feel a bit bruised, but, to me, that is the sign of a good book, one that burrows into your mind and heart, and alters you. And for that, FOREVER AND NEVER, will without a doubt be a top read of 2019!
ARC received in exchange for an honest review
5+ Forever and Ever CROWNS
I’ve hit a great reading streak recently. Book after book of well-written, entertaining romances, but this one, Forever and Never knocked me over. This book had me living every heartbreak, every dumb decision, every moment of triumph with Lars and Daphne. And you know what I felt at the end? Bereft. I felt a hole in my heart because I didn’t want to let them go. I still don’t. Ella Fields has effectively ruined my reading mojo for a bit with this epic book hangover.
One of the reasons I fell so hard for this story is because I am infatuated with all things Daphne and Lars. Not because they are idyllic or a perfect heroine and hero, but because they are real. These characters, like most of Ella’s, are flawed and they do awful things when they are hurt or damaged by someone they love. Ultimately, though, that is why I love Ella’s books. She doesn’t write about the fantasy. She writes about reality, and in real life, people do the wrong thing sometimes, even with the right intentions. But even when Lars and Daphne are at odds with each other and doing deplorable things, the love emanates from their eyes, from the motivation behind their actions. And even though, they have their rough moments, I love who they were at their core - Lars with his artistic and intense devotion, and Daphne with her guarded heart. I’ll never forget these two or their journey.
What makes Ella a one-click author for me is her writing. Yes, I love her authentically flawed characters, and her ability of capture my attention with her often unconventional romances, but her ability to make me live in the story and experience the highs and the lows with them is what keeps me coming back. I’m always emotionally spent when I’m done an Ella Fields book, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Books are about living within the pages, and I love all the heartbreaking, breathtaking, and soul-altering moments of each and every book. FOREVER AND NEVER, did all of this. ALL OF IT.
On top of all of these reasons, the themes and ideas of forgiveness and love, although changing and altering, remains, and this poignant message resonated. The love she writes about, while at times ugly, is the real stuff. It survives the hardships, the disappointment and betrayals. Love endures, and there isn’t anything more romantic than that notion.
Ella Fields has destroyed my heart, and it’s been Pieced back together a bit wonky. I feel a bit bruised, but, to me, that is the sign of a good book, one that burrows into your mind and heart, and alters you. And for that, FOREVER AND NEVER, will without a doubt be a top read of 2019!
ARC received in exchange for an honest review
December 28, 2019
I needed this book! I’m on a high right now. Forever and Never checks all my boxes when it comes to NA romance. This is why I read the genre. Daphne and Lars gave me everything. All the feels. From heartbreak to irrevocable love. Yes, they are eighteen years old and are bound to fuck up and believe me they did. Both of them made mistakes. I cursed and was so pissed that I had to put my iPad down to take a breather but still I persevered cause I cared about these characters. I wanted them to redeem themselves. To learn from their mistakes and they did. It was so worth all the hurt and pain. I was teared apart and put back together in the most beautiful and rewarding way.
Ella Fields’ writing is better than ever. Strong and poignant. Hitting me right in the heart with few little words. The story flows flawlessly and when the heartbreak hits it hits hard all because of the foundation Ella Fields has laid for Daphne and Lars. Their story is one of love. And what a love theirs is. Lars never hiding his feelings and Daphne keeping him at arms length but when she finally lets go and falls all bets are of.
Ella Fields’ writing gets better with every book and with Forever and Never she excels. The epilogue gave me so much more than I could’ve ever expected, tying Lars and Daphne’s story in a beautiful bow and leaving me wanting so much more from the other characters from Magnolia Cove. Now give me the next book. ASAP!
5 Cotton & Picasso Stars
Ella Fields’ writing is better than ever. Strong and poignant. Hitting me right in the heart with few little words. The story flows flawlessly and when the heartbreak hits it hits hard all because of the foundation Ella Fields has laid for Daphne and Lars. Their story is one of love. And what a love theirs is. Lars never hiding his feelings and Daphne keeping him at arms length but when she finally lets go and falls all bets are of.
Ella Fields’ writing gets better with every book and with Forever and Never she excels. The epilogue gave me so much more than I could’ve ever expected, tying Lars and Daphne’s story in a beautiful bow and leaving me wanting so much more from the other characters from Magnolia Cove. Now give me the next book. ASAP!
5 Cotton & Picasso Stars
June 24, 2019
5 STARS
Forever and Never is epic, it was intense,emotional,heartwarming and super hot.This story has all the feels, I cried, I laughed, I was frustrated and I swoon.This was unforgettable, a story with a meaning.This isn't a simple love story, it's so much more, it's a journey full of emotions.
Daphne and Lars stoe my heart and I was aching for both of them.Their chemistry is something else, their romance is heavy.There is a twist in the story that I didn't see it was coming and omg I was so emotional after this and I was waiting to see how things will go.
I loved it so much and I highly recommend it to everyone, this is a must read!!
Forever and Never is epic, it was intense,emotional,heartwarming and super hot.This story has all the feels, I cried, I laughed, I was frustrated and I swoon.This was unforgettable, a story with a meaning.This isn't a simple love story, it's so much more, it's a journey full of emotions.
Daphne and Lars stoe my heart and I was aching for both of them.Their chemistry is something else, their romance is heavy.There is a twist in the story that I didn't see it was coming and omg I was so emotional after this and I was waiting to see how things will go.
I loved it so much and I highly recommend it to everyone, this is a must read!!
December 13, 2019
OH MY POOR HEART, GOD DAMMIT! 💣
Love can be messy. Love isn't always easy – and this book proves that perfectly. 💔
For 48 hours Ella and her book took over my heart and thoughts... I lived it - the characters, the plot - and now that it's over - what do I do with my life?! LOL 😂
📚 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙.
𝘼𝙣 𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚, 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧-𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙. 𝙊𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙢 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚.
𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚. 📚
Lars has been in love with Daphne for years, but she has never seen him... 😬
Daphne is one of the most popular girls in school and comes from a wealthy home of a model mother and a surgeon father. Lars has a scholarship and grew up with his mother in their tiny house, after his father abandoned them when he was just a child.
📚 “𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮,” 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙. “𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩, 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙..." 📚
But the day Daphne noticed him, everything changed and the connection between them soon became something they had not experienced before. 🔥🔥🔥
Until a crisis come along.
And another one… and another one… 💣
📚 𝙄𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙖𝙧𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙠 𝙤𝙗𝙨𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩. 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙨𝙤 𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙛𝙩 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚. 📚
So get ready to fall in love, get angry, blush, scream, laugh, cry… and fall in love all over again - because this book HAS IT ALL! 👏
I often got so angry with their choices... It's funny that two fictional characters can make me react like that, but it's just a testament to Ella Fields's excellent writing. 👑
Because if I loved her writing before, now I'm just totally IN LOVE! ❤❤❤
This is the second book in the series, but can certainly be read as a standalone.
*** 𝕀 𝕣𝕖𝕔𝕖𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕟 𝔸ℝℂ 𝕗𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕒𝕦𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕣 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕒𝕟 𝕙𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕚𝕖𝕨 ***
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December 25, 2020
Once again, Ella has truly outdone herself, and this is a story that I'll never forget. I can't wait to reread it in 2021. ❤️
Favorite Quotes:
"His eyes were windows to uncharted waters. The unpredictable kind that could either carry you to shore or lash you repeatedly until you run out of oxygen. Out of all the reasons I steered clear of Lars Bradby, it was the storm that slept in his eyes that kept my heart from running away, exploring, and eventually, sinking."
"I didn't know if I believed in love at first sight, but I believed in something at first sight. Something that snuck up on you and slammed your feet to the spot. Something that caused your eyes to open wider and view the world differently than you had before. Something that made my heart vibrate and change its tempo every time she came into view."
"I smirked. "Do your lies taste as pretty as they sound?" Her eyes dared. "Why don't you kiss me and see for yourself?"
Favorite Quotes:
"His eyes were windows to uncharted waters. The unpredictable kind that could either carry you to shore or lash you repeatedly until you run out of oxygen. Out of all the reasons I steered clear of Lars Bradby, it was the storm that slept in his eyes that kept my heart from running away, exploring, and eventually, sinking."
"I didn't know if I believed in love at first sight, but I believed in something at first sight. Something that snuck up on you and slammed your feet to the spot. Something that caused your eyes to open wider and view the world differently than you had before. Something that made my heart vibrate and change its tempo every time she came into view."
"I smirked. "Do your lies taste as pretty as they sound?" Her eyes dared. "Why don't you kiss me and see for yourself?"
June 26, 2019
Now Live!!!
Amazon US: https://amzn.to/2FzTs6P
I don’t want to be your boyfriend.
I want to be your world”.
From the moment I read the blurb for Forever and Never, I instantly fell in love. There was no warning, no easing into it, I fell heart first and I desperately craved the brilliant words that I knew this author was going to give me. Her storytelling feels like you’ve been wrapped up into the most luxurious blanket that was ever made and by encasing yourself in it, you immediately feel the warmth in your bones and you know without a doubt, it’s only going to get better.
Have you looked at someone for the first time and think to yourself that they’re it? That’s the one that’s going to change you for better and make you look at life with a new purpose. Lars knew it when he first laid eyes on Daphne and for years that feeling hasn’t gone away. Now in their Senior year at Magnolia Cove Prep where being rich is a necessity, one shared moment changes the course of these two long awaited relationship.
"You could meet your first love, possibly your soul mate, but there were always conditions for those who didn’t deserve them.”
With future heartbreak as a friend, betrayal as the impending frenemy, and a good amount of frustration and anger that were quietly looming in the background until it was ready to roar, Forever and Never gave us everything and then some. Your heart was never safe and that thing that they called emotions? You were no longer in control of that. I thought I was strong enough to handle the angst. I wasn’t. I thought I was brave enough to see the heartbreak. Guess what? I wasn’t!!
Lars and Daphne’s journey to happiness was excruciatingly painful at times and I wont even lie and say and say that I was never frustrated and that everything came up roses because it didn’t. but you know what? I understood it and I think some of the characters needed to experience these things in order to grow and evolve and that is one of the reasons why I’m a fan of this author.
Ella’s words takes me to a place where there is beauty and rawness deep in the crevices of tortured hearts and broken souls and I love it. I love the feeling that she manages to bring out of me every time I read her words and I love knowing that somewhere down the long, she’s going to render me speechless. You will be frustrated with her characters and at some point, causing bodily harm will enter your mind but it’s a journey that you will want to take and you won’t be disappointed when you do.
If you haven’t read anything by this author yet, I really don’t know what you’re waiting for!! Forever and Never is guaranteed to be on your list of favorite books of 2019!!
Amazon US: https://amzn.to/2FzTs6P
I don’t want to be your boyfriend.
I want to be your world”.
From the moment I read the blurb for Forever and Never, I instantly fell in love. There was no warning, no easing into it, I fell heart first and I desperately craved the brilliant words that I knew this author was going to give me. Her storytelling feels like you’ve been wrapped up into the most luxurious blanket that was ever made and by encasing yourself in it, you immediately feel the warmth in your bones and you know without a doubt, it’s only going to get better.
Have you looked at someone for the first time and think to yourself that they’re it? That’s the one that’s going to change you for better and make you look at life with a new purpose. Lars knew it when he first laid eyes on Daphne and for years that feeling hasn’t gone away. Now in their Senior year at Magnolia Cove Prep where being rich is a necessity, one shared moment changes the course of these two long awaited relationship.
"You could meet your first love, possibly your soul mate, but there were always conditions for those who didn’t deserve them.”
With future heartbreak as a friend, betrayal as the impending frenemy, and a good amount of frustration and anger that were quietly looming in the background until it was ready to roar, Forever and Never gave us everything and then some. Your heart was never safe and that thing that they called emotions? You were no longer in control of that. I thought I was strong enough to handle the angst. I wasn’t. I thought I was brave enough to see the heartbreak. Guess what? I wasn’t!!
Lars and Daphne’s journey to happiness was excruciatingly painful at times and I wont even lie and say and say that I was never frustrated and that everything came up roses because it didn’t. but you know what? I understood it and I think some of the characters needed to experience these things in order to grow and evolve and that is one of the reasons why I’m a fan of this author.
Ella’s words takes me to a place where there is beauty and rawness deep in the crevices of tortured hearts and broken souls and I love it. I love the feeling that she manages to bring out of me every time I read her words and I love knowing that somewhere down the long, she’s going to render me speechless. You will be frustrated with her characters and at some point, causing bodily harm will enter your mind but it’s a journey that you will want to take and you won’t be disappointed when you do.
If you haven’t read anything by this author yet, I really don’t know what you’re waiting for!! Forever and Never is guaranteed to be on your list of favorite books of 2019!!
June 21, 2019
After that bomb was dropped in Kiss And Break Up we knew Lars Bradby and Daphne Morris' story would be a rollercoaster ride of epic proportions. And Lord is that an understatement! This story was so emotional and sexy but has the typical Ella Fields killer angst that we love and die a thousand deaths from. Lars and Daphne were absolutely incredible. This story was sweet, swoony, heartbreaking and ultimately uplifting but in Fields' fashion - she almost murdered me in the process!
Gah!! I always have anxiety starting a new story by this author as I legit have #CallumPTSD. Fans of Fields know exactly what I'm talking about. Her stories are addicting and thrilling and also very real and honest. They stay with you and viscerally affect you where you can't really function until you reach the final word. Without giving away any spoilers, Forever and Never describes the tumultuous love story between Lars and Daphne and painfully shows us how the one you love the most wields the power to land the deepest cut. This story was so gripping and equally heartbreaking. I held my breath during so many parts as tears flooded my eyes in helpless anger while I steadfastly rooted for this couple. The storytelling was impeccable and I got lost in the brilliance of this author's words.
All in all this was another fantastic story by Fields. As always, the angst level is high and unparalleled but the feels are magnificent. I was caught up in this outstanding story and never wanted it to end. Bravo! 5 stars! ~Ratula
Gah!! I always have anxiety starting a new story by this author as I legit have #CallumPTSD. Fans of Fields know exactly what I'm talking about. Her stories are addicting and thrilling and also very real and honest. They stay with you and viscerally affect you where you can't really function until you reach the final word. Without giving away any spoilers, Forever and Never describes the tumultuous love story between Lars and Daphne and painfully shows us how the one you love the most wields the power to land the deepest cut. This story was so gripping and equally heartbreaking. I held my breath during so many parts as tears flooded my eyes in helpless anger while I steadfastly rooted for this couple. The storytelling was impeccable and I got lost in the brilliance of this author's words.
All in all this was another fantastic story by Fields. As always, the angst level is high and unparalleled but the feels are magnificent. I was caught up in this outstanding story and never wanted it to end. Bravo! 5 stars! ~Ratula
June 23, 2019
6 “Cotton” Stars!!!
What are words? What is there left to say when you’ve said it all already. How can I continuously pour every emotion imaginable and have my heart shatter and say “enough already?” And the answer is never. When it comes to Ella Fields I will go to every and all the lengths possible to feel what she makes me feel. Why? Because I’m an addict to her writing and I need her words.
I honestly don’t know how I’m writing this seeing as I’m an emotional wreck. I’m drained both emotionally and physically. I’m hurting, my heart and soul hurt, but at the same time they’re also full beyond belief. And that’s a definite with Ella, she’ll obliterated your heart but at the same time piece it back together, even if it’s pieced back a little jagged.
I desperately wanted and needed Lars and Daphne’s story. The little pieces that were given about them only made me want it even more. I didn’t know to what extremes they would put me through, and boy I wasn’t emotionally prepared. The twists and turns only added to my already overactive hysteria. And there was one part in particular that had me raging hardcore. I needed to take deep calming breaths in order to keep my heart rate at a steady pace because I was fuming. I honestly had to walk away and take a couple of minutes because I was speechless and just had to stop reading for a bit. But I knew sooner or later the healing would take its course, and yes I’d be a little broken and beaten, but still whole nonetheless.
“His eyes were windows to uncharted waters. The unpredictable kind that could either carry you to shore or lash you repeatedly until you run out of oxygen.”
Lars ultimately solidified himself as my favorite. I fell and fell to the extreme depths so hard for him. I didn’t know what to expect, but it was everything and more. The way he loves and cares is beyond measure. He’s devoted, caring and will do everything for the people he loves. Gosh I love him so damn much.
“You could meet your first love, possibly your soul mate, but there were always conditions for those who didn’t deserve them.”
Daphne struck a cord with me, and not in a bad way. She was stubborn, so damn stubborn. For as much as she didn’t want to want Lars the fall was inevitable. And it was honestly only a matter of time for her and her guarded heart to take a chance.
Lars and Daphne destroyed me. They took my heart and repeatedly stomped on it until it was left in a pile of shattered pieces. They took the light out of my soul until it was a black mess. The tears I cried over these two were far too many to count. I was completely and utterly exhausted. But in the end they took those shattered pieces of my heart and little by little put it back together. They brought the light back to my soul until it was luminous. The tears shed were no longer sad, but happy. And I was put back together, still a little bruised, but that’s alright.
Forever and Never obliterated all my senses. Angst, angst, angst, so much angst. It left me reeling and holding on for dear life. Lars and Daphne left me breathless. I loved these two imperfect but perfect for each other so damn much. They will forever and ever own a piece of my heart. #DarsForever
A FOREVER FAVORITE
MUST READ
*I voluntarily read and reviewed an ARC of this book*
What are words? What is there left to say when you’ve said it all already. How can I continuously pour every emotion imaginable and have my heart shatter and say “enough already?” And the answer is never. When it comes to Ella Fields I will go to every and all the lengths possible to feel what she makes me feel. Why? Because I’m an addict to her writing and I need her words.
I honestly don’t know how I’m writing this seeing as I’m an emotional wreck. I’m drained both emotionally and physically. I’m hurting, my heart and soul hurt, but at the same time they’re also full beyond belief. And that’s a definite with Ella, she’ll obliterated your heart but at the same time piece it back together, even if it’s pieced back a little jagged.
I desperately wanted and needed Lars and Daphne’s story. The little pieces that were given about them only made me want it even more. I didn’t know to what extremes they would put me through, and boy I wasn’t emotionally prepared. The twists and turns only added to my already overactive hysteria. And there was one part in particular that had me raging hardcore. I needed to take deep calming breaths in order to keep my heart rate at a steady pace because I was fuming. I honestly had to walk away and take a couple of minutes because I was speechless and just had to stop reading for a bit. But I knew sooner or later the healing would take its course, and yes I’d be a little broken and beaten, but still whole nonetheless.
“His eyes were windows to uncharted waters. The unpredictable kind that could either carry you to shore or lash you repeatedly until you run out of oxygen.”
Lars ultimately solidified himself as my favorite. I fell and fell to the extreme depths so hard for him. I didn’t know what to expect, but it was everything and more. The way he loves and cares is beyond measure. He’s devoted, caring and will do everything for the people he loves. Gosh I love him so damn much.
“You could meet your first love, possibly your soul mate, but there were always conditions for those who didn’t deserve them.”
Daphne struck a cord with me, and not in a bad way. She was stubborn, so damn stubborn. For as much as she didn’t want to want Lars the fall was inevitable. And it was honestly only a matter of time for her and her guarded heart to take a chance.
Lars and Daphne destroyed me. They took my heart and repeatedly stomped on it until it was left in a pile of shattered pieces. They took the light out of my soul until it was a black mess. The tears I cried over these two were far too many to count. I was completely and utterly exhausted. But in the end they took those shattered pieces of my heart and little by little put it back together. They brought the light back to my soul until it was luminous. The tears shed were no longer sad, but happy. And I was put back together, still a little bruised, but that’s alright.
Forever and Never obliterated all my senses. Angst, angst, angst, so much angst. It left me reeling and holding on for dear life. Lars and Daphne left me breathless. I loved these two imperfect but perfect for each other so damn much. They will forever and ever own a piece of my heart. #DarsForever
A FOREVER FAVORITE
MUST READ
*I voluntarily read and reviewed an ARC of this book*
June 30, 2019
Lars and Daphne intrigued the hell out of me in Kiss and Break Up, and as much as I enjoyed the first installment in the Magnolia Cove series, I just knew that I would enjoy this one more. Well, guess what? I was so fucking right! This book is hands down one of my favorite Ella Fields novels ever! She blew my expectations out of the water with this emotional, angst filled story! In fact, Forever and Never is easily one of the best books I've read all year!
Ella is one of those authors whose writing is filled with so much emotion that you experience her books rather than merely read them, and this story is a prime example of that. I was swooning, fuming, smiling, tearing up, and clutching my heart throughout the entire book. Lars and Daphne's romance put me through the ringer. They stole my heart, broke it, and put it back together again, and I wouldn't want it any other way.
Forever and Never is a spectacular new adult romance you don't want to miss! Lars and Daphne's journey to their happily ever after is atypical, complicated, heartbreaking, frustrating, and beautiful. The characters themselves are strong, resilient, endearing, and brave, and the pacing of the story is perfect.
If that's not enough to sway you to give this one a try, hopefully this will put you over the top. I've been going through something very difficult recently, and I haven't been able to get into reading ANYTHING without my mind wandering. I haven't even been able to watch TV without my brain going right back to the bad shit. This book is the only thing that was able to give me a little relief, a tiny break from reality, and for that, I'll be forever grateful to this author.
I recommend Forever Never to all fans of angsty new adult romance!
*This book can be read as a standalone. However, it takes place in the same time period as book 1 for a good portion of the story, and many of the events that occur during it are more vaguely referred to here. If you're like me and need all the details, you'll want to dive into book 1 first.*
Ella is one of those authors whose writing is filled with so much emotion that you experience her books rather than merely read them, and this story is a prime example of that. I was swooning, fuming, smiling, tearing up, and clutching my heart throughout the entire book. Lars and Daphne's romance put me through the ringer. They stole my heart, broke it, and put it back together again, and I wouldn't want it any other way.
Forever and Never is a spectacular new adult romance you don't want to miss! Lars and Daphne's journey to their happily ever after is atypical, complicated, heartbreaking, frustrating, and beautiful. The characters themselves are strong, resilient, endearing, and brave, and the pacing of the story is perfect.
If that's not enough to sway you to give this one a try, hopefully this will put you over the top. I've been going through something very difficult recently, and I haven't been able to get into reading ANYTHING without my mind wandering. I haven't even been able to watch TV without my brain going right back to the bad shit. This book is the only thing that was able to give me a little relief, a tiny break from reality, and for that, I'll be forever grateful to this author.
I recommend Forever Never to all fans of angsty new adult romance!
*This book can be read as a standalone. However, it takes place in the same time period as book 1 for a good portion of the story, and many of the events that occur during it are more vaguely referred to here. If you're like me and need all the details, you'll want to dive into book 1 first.*
not-for-me
April 6, 2025So many reasons why this won’t be for me
SPOILERS
X
X
X
X
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H has been wanting h for a looong time
He’s poor. She’s not
He had sex with ow. Condom broke. Ow said she was protected so she was fine
The h finally notices H. They’re in a relationship
Guess who comes back pregnant 😒
H was gonna go to college but now can’t
The h gives him space to figure out his ish with ow
H watches her flirt with OM
She ends up sleeping with OM and she eventually leaves
A year later, she comes back to town
Picks H up who’s with a different ow (he’s drunk)
The h is driving in the front seat while H decides to finger ow in the back seat
Alllll the noises 🥴
Blah blah blah drama
The h and H eventually get back together
The baby mamma basically skips town
There’s an epilogue
Not. For. Me.
SPOILERS
X
X
X
X
X
H has been wanting h for a looong time
He’s poor. She’s not
He had sex with ow. Condom broke. Ow said she was protected so she was fine
The h finally notices H. They’re in a relationship
Guess who comes back pregnant 😒
H was gonna go to college but now can’t
The h gives him space to figure out his ish with ow
H watches her flirt with OM
She ends up sleeping with OM and she eventually leaves
A year later, she comes back to town
Picks H up who’s with a different ow (he’s drunk)
The h is driving in the front seat while H decides to finger ow in the back seat
Alllll the noises 🥴
Blah blah blah drama
The h and H eventually get back together
The baby mamma basically skips town
There’s an epilogue
Not. For. Me.
June 28, 2019
Was going to read for Dash but I think not. Lars does end up with a baby girl with another girl. Sorry this is not romantic to me. And daphne messed around with his dad. Like yuck. Can this get any worse. Messed up.
June 29, 2019
5 "I Want To Be Your World" Stars!
(ARC provided by author)
-Out of all the reasons I steered clear of Lars Bradby, it was the storm that slept in his eyes that kept my heart from running away, exploring, and eventually sinking.
Daphne Morris is the popular, beautiful, rich girl at Magnolia Cove Prep. She didn’t do attachments and doesn’t like labels when it comes to the opposite sex. Then gorgeous bad boy Lars Bradby decides she’s going to be his, and he pursues her relentlessly until he makes her believe in them as much as he does. He’s obsessed with her, and pushes all her boundaries. She tries to keep him at a distance, but soon realizes it’s hopeless. If she let him close, she didn’t think her heart could escape unscathed, but she feels way too much when he’s around. Could he be the one to make her believe in forever?
Lars Bradby is on scholarship at Magnolia Cove Prep. and works hard for everything he has. This includes trying to get Daphne Morris to finally notice him. He’s crushed on her for years, and just wanted her to give him a chance. He chases her until she see’s they are meant to be, but once he becomes the center of her world, everything begins to fall apart around them. They are both left heartbroken, and their future together is uncertain. After many bad decisions and choices, will they be able to find their way back to one another?
-My obsession with this girl never waned. Never left me alone for a minute.
-Since the first time I'd laid eyes on her, I'd known there was always something more than meets the eye to the most popular girl in school, and I'd crushed on her ever since.
-I didn't know if I believed in love at first sight, but I believed in something at first sight. Something that snuck up on you and slammed your feet to the spot. Something that caused your eyes to open wider and view the world differently than you had before. Something that made my heart vibrate and change its tempo every time she came into view.
Forever and Never (Magnolia Cove, #2) by Ella Fields was a romance full of angst, forgiveness, and the most breathtaking love. It’s complicated, messy, intense, and even more emotional than I anticipated. I loved this story so much! Lars and his heart of gold made me swoon hard! His character was deep, real, and unforgettable. I’m still thinking of this incredible story and this beautiful couple!
***NOW AVAILABLE***
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(ARC provided by author)
-Out of all the reasons I steered clear of Lars Bradby, it was the storm that slept in his eyes that kept my heart from running away, exploring, and eventually sinking.
Daphne Morris is the popular, beautiful, rich girl at Magnolia Cove Prep. She didn’t do attachments and doesn’t like labels when it comes to the opposite sex. Then gorgeous bad boy Lars Bradby decides she’s going to be his, and he pursues her relentlessly until he makes her believe in them as much as he does. He’s obsessed with her, and pushes all her boundaries. She tries to keep him at a distance, but soon realizes it’s hopeless. If she let him close, she didn’t think her heart could escape unscathed, but she feels way too much when he’s around. Could he be the one to make her believe in forever?
Lars Bradby is on scholarship at Magnolia Cove Prep. and works hard for everything he has. This includes trying to get Daphne Morris to finally notice him. He’s crushed on her for years, and just wanted her to give him a chance. He chases her until she see’s they are meant to be, but once he becomes the center of her world, everything begins to fall apart around them. They are both left heartbroken, and their future together is uncertain. After many bad decisions and choices, will they be able to find their way back to one another?
-My obsession with this girl never waned. Never left me alone for a minute.
-Since the first time I'd laid eyes on her, I'd known there was always something more than meets the eye to the most popular girl in school, and I'd crushed on her ever since.
-I didn't know if I believed in love at first sight, but I believed in something at first sight. Something that snuck up on you and slammed your feet to the spot. Something that caused your eyes to open wider and view the world differently than you had before. Something that made my heart vibrate and change its tempo every time she came into view.
Forever and Never (Magnolia Cove, #2) by Ella Fields was a romance full of angst, forgiveness, and the most breathtaking love. It’s complicated, messy, intense, and even more emotional than I anticipated. I loved this story so much! Lars and his heart of gold made me swoon hard! His character was deep, real, and unforgettable. I’m still thinking of this incredible story and this beautiful couple!
***NOW AVAILABLE***
https://amzn.to/2Nk6QCu
June 28, 2019
4 - 4,5 stars
November 29, 2019
"She’d always been a siren, singing to my deepest shadows, urging them to dance with hers since the very beginning."
Sign. Ella Fields and I, we are not meant to be. I wasn't the biggest fan of Serenading Heartbreak, but I thought it was due to all the awful tropes (cheating, doormat heroine, love triangle...). After reading my second Ella Fields book, I think it's the combination of tropes (why always cheating btw???) and the need to insert overdramatic angst.
— I can't talk about this book without spoiling it. THEREFORE HERE THE SPOILER WARNING ! You should only continue reading if you have read this book already or are not interested in reading it. If you are still undecided this review is going to spoil the whole book for you! —
I think I'm starting to get tired of these high school dramas. The main characters did waaay too many dumb choices. I lost count of how many times I had to roll my eyes, wanted to bang my head against the nearest wall or shake sense into them.
I couldn't stand any of the MCs at some point during the book. At the beginning it was Daphne. She was just so cold and untouchable. The thing she had going on with Ellis (her mother's boss and by the way married!) was super weird. He visits her sometimes alone and then they go into her room and masturbate... they try not to touch each other, it's one of their rules, but it's still really uncomfortable. Not only is Ellis a scumbag for cheating, I don't care that they never had sex, just the thought of him getting off in the same room with Daphne and knowing he wants her, is enough cheating. No Daphne is crushing on an unattainable man knowing he is married and having almost zero guilt. She doesn't get any sympathy points for that.
Daphne breaks up this thing with Ellis once she gets together with Lars. The drama doesn't stop here, of course not, after all we're in high school. Daphne and Lars are a couple weeks together when Lars finds out that he impregnate another girl (Annika). Accidental pregnancy trope, yay! Nothing against this trope, but if it's not the heroine who is pregnant then it's more than meh. After this discovery Lars & Daphne's relationship is pretty much in shambles. Lars doesn't know how to cope with the change at all and Daphne doesn't want to stand in the way of Lars + Annika being a family once the baby is born. They still try to be together for a while until Annika's parents throw her out for not getting an abortion and she has to stay with Lars. Daphne decides to end the relationship in the stupidest way. She calls Ellis and invites him to come to her home so they can rekindle their "thing". Of course Lars catches them first hand and is royally pissed (as he should be!). Wait that's not it, there is a huge twist. I should have mentioned that Lars and his mother are living alone cause his father abandoned them when Lars was younger. Maybe you already guessed it, Ellis is Lars father! Wheaa!! How exciting! As if there is not already more than enough drama, throw in Daphne 'cheating' on Lars with his father...
Lars ends it with Daphne (anyone surprise? not me) and is pretty much a dick to her every time they see each other. By that time both of them graduated, Lily is born and Daphne goes to college not far from home. Until that point I liked Lars but then he started to piss me off, because he was a huge a-hole to Daphne. Like I get where his anger is coming from and I don't condone any of Daphne's actions at all, what she did to break them up was totally wrong and I would have hated her too if I was at Lars place. But he was still acting really hurtful and petty towards her almost a year after they broke up just to be mean and petty. So the story goes on that Daphne comes home for the weekend and coincidentally sees Lars and Lily in the supermarket. Thereafter she visits him at home and he basically throws her out and slams the door infant of her face. Daphne doesn't let go and wants to help Glenda (Lars mother) and Lily, because she finds out that Annika left Lars and Lily to go to college (yay best mother award goes to...). After a lot of convincing he lets Daphne babysit Lily and goes out. Lars calls Daphne in the early mornings to pick him and a friend up. She does and guess what? The 'friend' is some woman he picked up at the party who he fingers during the drive home infant of Daphne!!! Excuse me?! I was so angry at him because come on that's just mean. Thinking about it, they both deserve each other cause Lars and Daphne did awful things to each other.
"What we did doesn't matter. The moment a mother chooses a man over her daughter, especially one she shouldn't be choosing, is the day said daughter kisses goodbye to any love she still had for that mother."
Most parents in NA books are either the most supportive parent ever or just trash. There is no in between. Daphne's mom belongs to the latter. She's a model and in love with Ellis and is jealous of Daphne that she gets his attention. Overall she's a horrible character.
Great secondary characters were Glenda, Xander (Daphne's father) and their little group of friends. The bonding moments between Glenda and Daphne were heartwarming. How they bonded over their love for romance books. Loved it!
Moreover, I can't say this enough but babys in romance books are the CUTEST! Lily was such an adorable baby and I just wanted to jump into the book and cuddle her arg and the epilogue was really cute!
Even though I haven't been lucky with 'Serenading Heartbreak' and now with 'Forever and Never', I'm not giving up yet. Third times a charm right? ;)
June 15, 2019
"They say forever waits for nobody, but I didn't necessarily agree. If we could separate what was meant to happen from what could still happen, then forever would never be lost. It was merely altered.
After all, forever was just another word. An unstable, ever-changing word.
Only one thing could weather any storm and transcend time.
Love.
I'd do it all again. I'd try over and over again. Always. As long as it meant I'd end up here.
Because scars did fade, and in their wake, beauty unfurled and blossomed. Trust formed anew, growing stronger alongside a love that refused to ever perish." -Lars
With each new story Ella brings to life, I swear it's her goal to obliterate my heart and in doing so, she reshapes it and forms it around her characters and their stories forever. And she did exactly that with this story. Lars and Daphne truly possessed and obsessed me! Much like Lars' "relentless and infuriating" pursuit in getting Daphne, Ella's words continually pulled me in with each chapter read. With each encounter. With each swoon worthy moment. With each heart-shattering twist. I could not get enough of these two!
We got a glimpse into Lars and Daphne's story in KISS AND BREAK UP (Magnolia Cove #1), but we didn't know the depths of their relationship until now. In FOREVER AND NEVER, the storyline takes place parallel to KISS AND BREAK UP, but it is in no way the same story retold. We are getting completely new POV's (both Daphne and Lars) and a completely new story, it's just occurring at the same time as book 1, so there are moments in this book where some scenes from KISS AND BREAK UP, overlap with Lars and Daphne's storyline, but it is only when it is pertinent to the development of the plot. At the same time, Ella further develops other secondary characters within the story and throws in little bread crumbs for future characters books, so now I am even more intrigued in those books! I'm anticipating Jackson and Willa will be next!
This book was pure angst heaven for me. I LOVED THESE TWO! I had a major #girlcrush on Daphne. She is so bold and stubborn. She takes what she wants and puts herself first where it counts...until Lars breaks down her walls and works his way into her heart, then she puts his happiness above all else. The self-sacrificing that Daphne made for Lars and his happiness, at the risk of their relationship, brought tears to my eyes. And Lars...oh man, he jumped into my heart right from the beginning. It wasn't much of a battle to get me to love him.
I adored reading every minute of their relationship as it unfolded...the filthy *wink* and the destructive *tears*. The character development was authentic and stayed true to how 18 year olds would react and think with the circumstances that happened within FOREVER AND NEVER. Lars and Daphne, like all teenagers, reacted to situations through their emotions and not always rationally and because of that, they went through their biggest "storm" of their young lives. Right when things should've been blossoming within their new relationship, it was gradually crumbling because of one naive and reckless decision at a time.
There were so many moments that had me swooning over what Lars did or said for Daphne. #relationshipgoals
There were so many deliciously filthy moments between Lars and Daphne that had my toes curling.
Then there were the plot twists and angst. Moments that had my heart racing and had me wanting to eat tons of Dove chocolate's (my comfort snack), which I totally did! LOL.
Ella's story telling and writing once again consumed me! Her books are so addictive! This is why I come back time and time again to Ella, I know I am going to get everything I crave in a book: forever love and heart pounding angst. This story brought all that and then some! It not only obliterated my heart, but it blew away my expectations and moved up my "Ella top favorites" list. I think it's safe to say, Lars and Daphne are my new favorite couple from Ella.
FOREVER AND NEVER is considered a standalone and it totally could be read as one, but I am strongly suggesting you read book 1, KISS AND BREAK UP first. Like I said, you meet Lars and Daphne in that book, so you get another layer to their story through the eyes and ears of Peggy and Dash, in that book.
"Forever."Lars kissed beneath my chin, his nose nuzzling into my neck.
"And ever."
5 FOREVER Stars
After all, forever was just another word. An unstable, ever-changing word.
Only one thing could weather any storm and transcend time.
Love.
I'd do it all again. I'd try over and over again. Always. As long as it meant I'd end up here.
Because scars did fade, and in their wake, beauty unfurled and blossomed. Trust formed anew, growing stronger alongside a love that refused to ever perish." -Lars
With each new story Ella brings to life, I swear it's her goal to obliterate my heart and in doing so, she reshapes it and forms it around her characters and their stories forever. And she did exactly that with this story. Lars and Daphne truly possessed and obsessed me! Much like Lars' "relentless and infuriating" pursuit in getting Daphne, Ella's words continually pulled me in with each chapter read. With each encounter. With each swoon worthy moment. With each heart-shattering twist. I could not get enough of these two!
We got a glimpse into Lars and Daphne's story in KISS AND BREAK UP (Magnolia Cove #1), but we didn't know the depths of their relationship until now. In FOREVER AND NEVER, the storyline takes place parallel to KISS AND BREAK UP, but it is in no way the same story retold. We are getting completely new POV's (both Daphne and Lars) and a completely new story, it's just occurring at the same time as book 1, so there are moments in this book where some scenes from KISS AND BREAK UP, overlap with Lars and Daphne's storyline, but it is only when it is pertinent to the development of the plot. At the same time, Ella further develops other secondary characters within the story and throws in little bread crumbs for future characters books, so now I am even more intrigued in those books! I'm anticipating Jackson and Willa will be next!
This book was pure angst heaven for me. I LOVED THESE TWO! I had a major #girlcrush on Daphne. She is so bold and stubborn. She takes what she wants and puts herself first where it counts...until Lars breaks down her walls and works his way into her heart, then she puts his happiness above all else. The self-sacrificing that Daphne made for Lars and his happiness, at the risk of their relationship, brought tears to my eyes. And Lars...oh man, he jumped into my heart right from the beginning. It wasn't much of a battle to get me to love him.
I adored reading every minute of their relationship as it unfolded...the filthy *wink* and the destructive *tears*. The character development was authentic and stayed true to how 18 year olds would react and think with the circumstances that happened within FOREVER AND NEVER. Lars and Daphne, like all teenagers, reacted to situations through their emotions and not always rationally and because of that, they went through their biggest "storm" of their young lives. Right when things should've been blossoming within their new relationship, it was gradually crumbling because of one naive and reckless decision at a time.
There were so many moments that had me swooning over what Lars did or said for Daphne. #relationshipgoals
There were so many deliciously filthy moments between Lars and Daphne that had my toes curling.
Then there were the plot twists and angst. Moments that had my heart racing and had me wanting to eat tons of Dove chocolate's (my comfort snack), which I totally did! LOL.
Ella's story telling and writing once again consumed me! Her books are so addictive! This is why I come back time and time again to Ella, I know I am going to get everything I crave in a book: forever love and heart pounding angst. This story brought all that and then some! It not only obliterated my heart, but it blew away my expectations and moved up my "Ella top favorites" list. I think it's safe to say, Lars and Daphne are my new favorite couple from Ella.
FOREVER AND NEVER is considered a standalone and it totally could be read as one, but I am strongly suggesting you read book 1, KISS AND BREAK UP first. Like I said, you meet Lars and Daphne in that book, so you get another layer to their story through the eyes and ears of Peggy and Dash, in that book.
"Forever."Lars kissed beneath my chin, his nose nuzzling into my neck.
"And ever."
5 FOREVER Stars
June 26, 2019
This wasn’t just another story. It was a heart-breaking and heart-warming emotional experience that you won’t be able to forget.
A beautifully written journey of young love, betrayal, hurt, hope, forgiveness and second chances. It will haunt you. You won’t be able to put it down, but you’ll need to take a break. You’ll be forced to feel all the emotions this story evokes. Then you’ll pick it back up and muscle on through the pain because the end is always worth the struggle to get there.
You read the blurb, so I’m not going to tell you their story. You need to feel it.
Young, carefree...you never think that reality is going to smack you in the face and knock you flat on your ass...stealing the future you dreamed. Dreams change.
Daphne was complex and complicated. I loved every facet, every piece she did her best to shield and protect.
Lars was the guy that went all in, especially when it cane to love and hate. Impulsive and hot headed was his knee jerk reaction.
Read it. Feel it. Fall in love...Forever and Ever.
“Only one thing could weather any storm and transcend time. Love.”
A beautifully written journey of young love, betrayal, hurt, hope, forgiveness and second chances. It will haunt you. You won’t be able to put it down, but you’ll need to take a break. You’ll be forced to feel all the emotions this story evokes. Then you’ll pick it back up and muscle on through the pain because the end is always worth the struggle to get there.
You read the blurb, so I’m not going to tell you their story. You need to feel it.
Young, carefree...you never think that reality is going to smack you in the face and knock you flat on your ass...stealing the future you dreamed. Dreams change.
Daphne was complex and complicated. I loved every facet, every piece she did her best to shield and protect.
Lars was the guy that went all in, especially when it cane to love and hate. Impulsive and hot headed was his knee jerk reaction.
Read it. Feel it. Fall in love...Forever and Ever.
“Only one thing could weather any storm and transcend time. Love.”
July 2, 2019
How do you find words accurate enough to describe the intense rush of emotions, or the relentless bombardment of thoughts that you feel finishing a read as evocative as Forever and Never? Heart-rending only scratches that surface. I’ve been shredded, left in tatters to wallow in my wrenched emotions of immense sadness that is as equally fierce as my devastating happiness. Raw and bruised, my heart is exhausted, but also enthralled in irrevocable ways by this bittersweet romance.
“I don’t want to be your boyfriend. I want to be your world.”
I’m in absolute love, truthfully and unconditionally, with Lars Bradby. Beneath his “bad boy”, carefree attitude is someone with numerous, fathomable facets waiting to be discovered—a kind heart and unwavering dedication disclosed through a secretive romantic side. Combined with an unfettered devotion to everyone he adores, Lars ensnared my full attention rendering me totally stunned and enamoured.
Guarded and stubborn from past experience, Daphne Morris doesn’t know what real love or genuine affection is. Complex and multi-faceted, her heart is fortified by long established, untrodden walls, but when these begin to crumble piece by piece, my whole being ached for the insecurity and weakness that came through her outward appearance of confidence.
You could meet your first love, possibly your soul mate, but there were always conditions for those who didn’t deserve them.
Forever turned into never; love transformed into hate, but that didn’t make me love this less, because love isn’t easy. Sometimes it is bittersweet and filled with unending heartache, but the genuine beauty of this romance is seeing real love endure treacherous waters of terrible decisions and unfortunate circumstances. Nothing is eased in, or written in vague detail—it is raw and brutally honest in every realistic depiction making your emotions soar; leaving your beating heart aching.
I say it all the time: Ella Field’s writing is delightfully poetic, a seamless flow of bittersweet, realistic moments soothed by enchanting sentences that ensnare your attention. It will leave your heart tattered and mismatched, but the true authenticity and deliverance makes this heartrending narrative resonate with readers. Difficult and angst-written, the journey is worthwhile because there's nothing more charming and endearing than witnessing true love prevail.
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June 11, 2019
*A TOP READ OF 2019*
*FOREVER FAVORITE*
*MUST READ*
*TOP 5 FAVORITE COUPLE OF ALL TIME*
When asked to choose a favorite book of this author’s... I never could. It would make me sick to have to choose between them as I love them all equally.
Then I read Forever and Never, and that changed.
This is my FAVORITE book by Ella Fields. Hands down. No question. And I hope I can do the book justice with this review...
Everything... from the plot, to the characters, to the concept, to the cover is just utter perfection. The writing flows so beautifully and the descriptions - holy moly the descriptions were on point. I felt like I was in the story and I was actually seeing the characters right in front of me.
Daphne and Lars’ story is one that needs to be read. They will embed themselves in your heart and will stay there forever. Your heart is going to be bruised after you read this one... but it is so worth it. I teared up while reading and sobbed when I PMd the author after I was done reading. My eyes are misty just typing this...
Get your chocolate. Get your wine. Get your tissues.
I ABSOLUTELY recommend this book!
*FOREVER FAVORITE*
*MUST READ*
*TOP 5 FAVORITE COUPLE OF ALL TIME*
When asked to choose a favorite book of this author’s... I never could. It would make me sick to have to choose between them as I love them all equally.
Then I read Forever and Never, and that changed.
This is my FAVORITE book by Ella Fields. Hands down. No question. And I hope I can do the book justice with this review...
Everything... from the plot, to the characters, to the concept, to the cover is just utter perfection. The writing flows so beautifully and the descriptions - holy moly the descriptions were on point. I felt like I was in the story and I was actually seeing the characters right in front of me.
Daphne and Lars’ story is one that needs to be read. They will embed themselves in your heart and will stay there forever. Your heart is going to be bruised after you read this one... but it is so worth it. I teared up while reading and sobbed when I PMd the author after I was done reading. My eyes are misty just typing this...
Get your chocolate. Get your wine. Get your tissues.
I ABSOLUTELY recommend this book!
July 9, 2019
Mmm.... Meh....
I got that like she broke him with messing around with his dad and all but like BITCHH the way he got back at her come tf on. And really only 2?? As in 2 guys she slept with yet he’s out here fucking 4!!! And there’s a part where he asks her to pick him up mind you he’s not alone and he ends up fingering the girl he’s with in the back of Daphne’s car while she’s driving and this bitch just gonna sit there and take it like NO. Sis you are just a masochist now.
Also it’s hot girls summer go on girl be a hoe he clearly was too 🤷🏻♀️🤣 lol don’t mind me I’m just playing lol but still
I got that like she broke him with messing around with his dad and all but like BITCHH the way he got back at her come tf on. And really only 2?? As in 2 guys she slept with yet he’s out here fucking 4!!! And there’s a part where he asks her to pick him up mind you he’s not alone and he ends up fingering the girl he’s with in the back of Daphne’s car while she’s driving and this bitch just gonna sit there and take it like NO. Sis you are just a masochist now.
Also it’s hot girls summer go on girl be a hoe he clearly was too 🤷🏻♀️🤣 lol don’t mind me I’m just playing lol but still
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March 6, 2022DNF.
This was disgusting.
This was disgusting.
June 29, 2019
“Forever is a curse for a broken heart to nurse.”
Ella Fields has fast become one of my all time favourite authors as she always sucks me into the worlds she creates. I love everything she’s produced and Forever and Never is by no means an exception, in fact I couldn’t have loved this story anymore. I believe this is Ella’s best work yet and she has blown me away with her storytelling. This was one of my most highly anticipated reads and it did not disappoint with Ella’s flawless writing. I fell hard for the characters and the plot that drew me in from the start; I became completely immersed within this story and was so sad when the last word was read. This is one book I will do a re-read of at some point.
The road to love is not an easy road taken for Lars and Daphne, they come from two completely different worlds and while Lars has been in love with Daphne for as long as he can remember, Daphne hasn’t felt the same and never really gave him a second thought. That soon changes when Daphne begins to notice Lars too and an unbreakable connection is formed that Daphne cannot ignore. Things are not smooth sailing for the two of them and both their hearts will shatter, but only they have the power to heal their pain.
“It was forever, this love. And all I could do was submit.”
Forever and Never absolutely broke my heart, but in true Ella fashion, it was mended once more. This story is a gut wrenching, emotional and angsty romance that I became addicted to almost instantly and I was immersed into everything this story had to offer. Ella has written one epic masterpiece with Forever and Never. My heart was literally beating right out of my chest with every word I read and I can’t recommend it enough.
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April 21, 2020DNF 15%
Zeroine fucking a married guy disgusted me. Yuck!
Zeroine fucking a married guy disgusted me. Yuck!
I’d fucked many chicks before I’d turned eighteen two weeks ago but never had I walked away feeling as though I’d lost my footing.
Really? He was flirting with her while I was standing right here?
Lars chuckled and grabbed her hand, and then Ruthie rose onto her toes to kiss him. Smack bang on the fucking lips.
He’s married, I’d tell myself every time I’d see him.
He had to be over a decade older than me, at least, I’d tell myself. He’s my mother’s boss, I’d tell myself.
June 23, 2019
Young love is exciting but usually never easy. Emotional reactions and decisions always come into play. The hurt sometimes so deep it stunts your breath. Ella Fields knows exactly how to take that young love and those emotions and put them on the page flawlessly. She’s extraordinary with the teenage condition. Forever and Never takes it even further.
I’m immediately hooked by Lars Bradby (and that’s saying something because Toby Hawthorne from Bittersweet Always has my heart). He’s much more than what he puts out. He’s got a bit of a reputation. His determination and big heart are unexpected. Daphne Morris is a tough pill to swallow. There are reasons. She’s complicated. It’s trying to figure her out, watch them grow and develop that’s got me compelled to read faster, but also slow down so I can pick up everything. I’ll admit I’ve re-read certain passages several times for the simple fact that they pulled at me to delve deeper.
At times I felt like their parent wanting to scream and hover over them, give them a hug and tell them everything will be ok. Then I wanted to be a friend, to advise and console and support through the good times and the bad.
Ella’s characters are lovable even under the worst circumstances. What’s even better is that her heroes acknowledge their feelings and emotions and pursue the heroine at all costs. Her heroines know their feelings as well and are never a doormat. They know what they want and won’t settle for less. I’m not saying they don’t have flaws because they most certainly do, but those are what make them relatable and human.
Forever and Never is brilliant with just the right mix of angst, heartbreak, redemption and love. I could go on. Yet, the only thing that really needs to be said is Forever and Never is a must read.
“Something tells me there’s no sweeter way to die.”
I’m immediately hooked by Lars Bradby (and that’s saying something because Toby Hawthorne from Bittersweet Always has my heart). He’s much more than what he puts out. He’s got a bit of a reputation. His determination and big heart are unexpected. Daphne Morris is a tough pill to swallow. There are reasons. She’s complicated. It’s trying to figure her out, watch them grow and develop that’s got me compelled to read faster, but also slow down so I can pick up everything. I’ll admit I’ve re-read certain passages several times for the simple fact that they pulled at me to delve deeper.
At times I felt like their parent wanting to scream and hover over them, give them a hug and tell them everything will be ok. Then I wanted to be a friend, to advise and console and support through the good times and the bad.
Ella’s characters are lovable even under the worst circumstances. What’s even better is that her heroes acknowledge their feelings and emotions and pursue the heroine at all costs. Her heroines know their feelings as well and are never a doormat. They know what they want and won’t settle for less. I’m not saying they don’t have flaws because they most certainly do, but those are what make them relatable and human.
Forever and Never is brilliant with just the right mix of angst, heartbreak, redemption and love. I could go on. Yet, the only thing that really needs to be said is Forever and Never is a must read.
“Something tells me there’s no sweeter way to die.”
June 26, 2019
6++++++++++ Stars!!
“Forever’s a long time.”
“Not nearly long enough.”
I could describe Forever and Never by Ella Fields using all the words—the feelings, the heartache and pain, the love, the journey—and it still wouldn’t be enough to do this novel justice. Just when I’ve said , “This is it! This is my favorite Ella Fields book!”, the next one I read becomes my new favorite.
Forever and Never was real. It was raw. It gutted me at times. I was so immersed in Lars + Daphne’s world, I felt as if I was living it right alongside them.
“I don’t want to be your boyfriend... I want to be your whole world.”
Young love isn’t easy—it’s all consuming, life changing, and messy all at once. You want it to last forever and can’t imagine your world without your one true love in it.
With obstacles thrown at Lars and Daphne every which way, and the angst level through the roof, I couldn’t control the tears and the screams—I’m lucky my Kindle survived intact.
“Heartbreak was a ghost. You didn’t need to see it to feel it, and you could never outrun it.”
Ms. Fields’ talent and storytelling ability is brilliant. She tackles hard times, hurdles, and those sensitive topics others shy away from, leaving you breathless and in need of a paper bag along with an immediate desire to re-read.
Forever and Never is now on my favorites-of-all-time list and my heart will never be the same. I truly don’t know how to move on. Phenomenal!!!
“Forever’s a long time.”
“Not nearly long enough.”
I could describe Forever and Never by Ella Fields using all the words—the feelings, the heartache and pain, the love, the journey—and it still wouldn’t be enough to do this novel justice. Just when I’ve said , “This is it! This is my favorite Ella Fields book!”, the next one I read becomes my new favorite.
Forever and Never was real. It was raw. It gutted me at times. I was so immersed in Lars + Daphne’s world, I felt as if I was living it right alongside them.
“I don’t want to be your boyfriend... I want to be your whole world.”
Young love isn’t easy—it’s all consuming, life changing, and messy all at once. You want it to last forever and can’t imagine your world without your one true love in it.
With obstacles thrown at Lars and Daphne every which way, and the angst level through the roof, I couldn’t control the tears and the screams—I’m lucky my Kindle survived intact.
“Heartbreak was a ghost. You didn’t need to see it to feel it, and you could never outrun it.”
Ms. Fields’ talent and storytelling ability is brilliant. She tackles hard times, hurdles, and those sensitive topics others shy away from, leaving you breathless and in need of a paper bag along with an immediate desire to re-read.
Forever and Never is now on my favorites-of-all-time list and my heart will never be the same. I truly don’t know how to move on. Phenomenal!!!
December 30, 2020
Reread 12/23/20 still just as great as the first time ❤️
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TOP READ OF 2020
"She’d always been a siren, singing to my deepest shadows, urging them to dance with hers..."
Did you ever finish a book and immediately want to do a reread? Maybe give it a hug? Call all of your friends right away and say, "Hey, I have just the book for you"? I found that kind of love in Forever and Never. Angst. Steam. (Oh, the steam.) Heartbreak. This book kept me on its painful hook of intrigue until the very last page.
Lars is the school bad boy from the wrong side of town. A scholarship kid at the prestigious Magnolia Cove, he crushes hard on Daphne from his very first day. Flawless Daphne, with her perfect life and fierce IDGAF attitude. But Daphne is a little broken---though she doesn't want to be put back together---and Lars is just the guy to sneak through the cracks of her fractured heart. Their relationship is a whirlwind, passionate but quick, because Lars' playboy past is about to catch up with him, and his whole world as he knows it is about to change forever.
Forever and Never is YA/NA done right. It's not outlandish nor is it boring. Its eighteen-year-old characters dealing with real life issues. Its dramatic enough to keep you guessing what's going to happen, and the sexual tension will keep you turning the pages, but it also has some powerful moments where I found myself just as teary-eyed as Lars and Daph. That to me is a sign of a great, memorable book, when the author has the power to invoke the same emotions in me as her characters. (So bravo, Ella Fields 😘)
This is part of the Magnolia Cove series, but it can be read as a standalone. I, myself, have actually read this series out of order and it hasn't affected my enjoyment one bit. Each book has it's own set of well-developed main characters, so fear not if you want to jump right into this one. (Because you should. Because it's amazing.)
If you're a fan of LJ Shen's Pretty Reckless, I highly recommended Forever and Never. I've been trying to fill the void in my heart after finishing Angry God because I loved the All Saints High series so much, but I think I finally found my next obsession with the Magnolia Cove series. (not as dark and ruthless but just as addictive.) 🥂
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TOP READ OF 2020
"She’d always been a siren, singing to my deepest shadows, urging them to dance with hers..."
Did you ever finish a book and immediately want to do a reread? Maybe give it a hug? Call all of your friends right away and say, "Hey, I have just the book for you"? I found that kind of love in Forever and Never. Angst. Steam. (Oh, the steam.) Heartbreak. This book kept me on its painful hook of intrigue until the very last page.
Lars is the school bad boy from the wrong side of town. A scholarship kid at the prestigious Magnolia Cove, he crushes hard on Daphne from his very first day. Flawless Daphne, with her perfect life and fierce IDGAF attitude. But Daphne is a little broken---though she doesn't want to be put back together---and Lars is just the guy to sneak through the cracks of her fractured heart. Their relationship is a whirlwind, passionate but quick, because Lars' playboy past is about to catch up with him, and his whole world as he knows it is about to change forever.
Forever and Never is YA/NA done right. It's not outlandish nor is it boring. Its eighteen-year-old characters dealing with real life issues. Its dramatic enough to keep you guessing what's going to happen, and the sexual tension will keep you turning the pages, but it also has some powerful moments where I found myself just as teary-eyed as Lars and Daph. That to me is a sign of a great, memorable book, when the author has the power to invoke the same emotions in me as her characters. (So bravo, Ella Fields 😘)
This is part of the Magnolia Cove series, but it can be read as a standalone. I, myself, have actually read this series out of order and it hasn't affected my enjoyment one bit. Each book has it's own set of well-developed main characters, so fear not if you want to jump right into this one. (Because you should. Because it's amazing.)
If you're a fan of LJ Shen's Pretty Reckless, I highly recommended Forever and Never. I've been trying to fill the void in my heart after finishing Angry God because I loved the All Saints High series so much, but I think I finally found my next obsession with the Magnolia Cove series. (not as dark and ruthless but just as addictive.) 🥂
May 29, 2019
“Seriously. I don’t need or want a boyfriend.”
I didn’t know why those words grated instead of pleased.
“I don’t want to be your boyfriend.” Her perfect brows jumped.
“Oh? So you merely want to fuck––”
“I want to be your world.”
Wowsa! Ella Fields has ramped up her steam in this gem! Wait until you meet Daphne and Lars!
Full review to come closer to release day.
January 3, 2020
I thought a lot about rating this book! What a mess!
The middle until the end I really like it! But is so confusing. I know at this age everything is huge, powerful and crazy.
But is a interesting book.
It’s worth the reading.
The middle until the end I really like it! But is so confusing. I know at this age everything is huge, powerful and crazy.
But is a interesting book.
It’s worth the reading.
June 22, 2019
I feel overwhelmed...
I feel love.
I feel hate.
I feel compassion.
I feel desire.
And I can't stand certain adult people, who are nothing more than selfish bastards.
My head is spinning like on freaking rollecoster.... my heart is in milion pieces... my soul just shattered into a freaking star dust - Ella Fields and her FAN is nothing less than BEAUTIFUL, BREATHTAKING, HEARTBREAKING and UNFORGETTABLE LOVE STORY !!!!
I want to read and re-read and re-re-read it all over again.... I'm still not ready to say goodbye for Daphne and Lars. They are EVERYTHING !!!
Full review to come.... I need little time to survive bookhangover mode - LORD HELP ME....I'm in Forever and Ever Coma... not sure how to handle my actuall state of mind.
I feel love.
I feel hate.
I feel compassion.
I feel desire.
And I can't stand certain adult people, who are nothing more than selfish bastards.
My head is spinning like on freaking rollecoster.... my heart is in milion pieces... my soul just shattered into a freaking star dust - Ella Fields and her FAN is nothing less than BEAUTIFUL, BREATHTAKING, HEARTBREAKING and UNFORGETTABLE LOVE STORY !!!!
I want to read and re-read and re-re-read it all over again.... I'm still not ready to say goodbye for Daphne and Lars. They are EVERYTHING !!!
Full review to come.... I need little time to survive bookhangover mode - LORD HELP ME....I'm in Forever and Ever Coma... not sure how to handle my actuall state of mind.
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