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For five years Me’acca Mysuth Sheever has lived among his “sworn enemies,” pretending to be one of them. One night he buys a journal, its pages blank. The woman who sells him the journal extracts his promise to record his deeds for study. “Lo, the steps of your life mark the journey of your soul.” To expose his prior life, however, would be akin to suicide, for Sheever is a man brimming with secrets.

He begins the journal cautiously, describing the area where he works as a cook, and the people he’s forced to endure. Hints of his past emerge as he also records day-to-day events. As the journal evolves, he finds himself more entangled than he ever wanted to be in the lives around him, and more sympathetic to people he wanted to hate.

Memories haunt him, and he struggles to maintain a grip on his sanity as he prays for – and fears – the signal that his years in exile have ended and he can return home.

This then is Sheever’s Journal, Diary of a Poison Master.

About the Author:
K. Ritz lives with her husband in a small town in Massachusetts. This is her first book in a series about a world of shadows.

410 pages, Paperback

First published January 1, 2019

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183 reviews3 followers
October 22, 2024
I haven't really liked any straight up fantasy books (as opposed to fantasy horror or historical fantasy) in a few years. They just didn't vibe for me. I'm so glad I read this one, so glad it was published, because it's what I've been waiting for: someone using fantasy as an excuse to do an anthropological deep dive on a culture they made up, but without getting self-consciously pretentious about it like most Le Guin descendants tend to. Essentially, I applaud K. Ritz for having the determination to write something that is kind of unmarketable, and having read it, it's more than understandable to me why it came through a vanity publishing micropress.

To be clear, this book is great. I think it's amazing. I loved it. But I can readily admit it's not for everyone, and the necessities of its shape and style mean it loses the easy audience a more conventional novel would have. I'm not saying it's too deep for normies to understand-- much the opposite, in fact. This book is fantasy, but it's not epic fantasy about world changing events, so it loses the Sandersonian crowd; there are stakes, but no battles and all the sex and violence is off screen, so it loses the ASOIAF crowd; it's fantasy about small events and bucolic experiences, but some very not cozy things happen in it, so it loses the Legends & Lattes crowd; it's got incredibly intricate aspirations in its construction, theme, and pacing, but it's written with very accessible and at times simplistic prose, so it's going to lose out on the literary fantasy crowd.

To be clear, of it changed any one of these things, it would fail to achieve its goals, but in doing so it makes itself very difficult to find a ready-made audience. I firmly believe if this was published ~20 years ago, it would have made a huge splash, but in the current landscape of over-genrefied marketing, it doesn't fit easily into a prescribed box.

What the fuck am I talking about?

Sheever's Journal is the journal about a man named Sheever, who is a poisoner, and it details a huge chunk of his life as he works in the kitchens of a noble house in a fantasy land of the author's creation. You would think this means it's a book about court politics and intrigue. It's not. It's about being Sheever, and what that means to Sheever, written as though it was a normal human's journal. I've read diary-fiction, and most of them cut corners with the diaryness to make themselves more literary; nobody has that good a memory, and almost nobody would write novelesque prose in their diary, but we expect it because we all know it's a novel and this is what we want to read, in the same way that even the most 'grounded' movies still star the world's most beautiful people. K. Ritz has no interest in this. Her novel refuses to ever forget that it's Sheever's Journal-- sentences are simple and short, written quickly, several scenes don't make sense, and things are frequently unexplained. The political situation of the world Sheever inhabits is extremely multilayered and complex, and you're not supposed to understand all of it-- if someone from another world read your journal, would they know the difference between Christianity, Christ, a Christian, and Christina Aguilera? In this book, you'll meet Dyns, Drays, and a man called Dyn; good luck keeping them straight. In the end, you don't really need to. It's supposed to be confusing. Indeed, multiple questions the novel asks, mysteries the characters entertain, are unresolved. These things are never revealed, either because Sheever doesn't know, because he already knows, or because it will be covered in the next book.

And that's what makes it great, for me. It's a book that's unflinchingly itself, and damn the consequences. It's also frequently heartbreaking and deeply evocative; some scenes in this book are going to be tattooed on my memory for years to come.

If any of this sounds remotely interesting to you, don't walk but run to read this novel. But if it sounds like it's not for you, don't force it. This book exists for itself, and in a world with an eternally shrinking quantity of midlist authors-- especially in genre fiction-- I think that's a fantastic accomplishment.
5 reviews1 follower
July 17, 2024
K. Ritz’s debut novel, "Sheever's Journal, Diary of a Poison Master," introduces readers to the richly textured and morally complex world of Me’acca Mysuth Sheever. A nuanced character study wrapped in the trappings of a fantasy thriller, this novel explores themes of identity, secrecy, and redemption with both depth and nuance.
Set in the year 516 post Cyntic War, Sheever, a former predator now living in exile, masquerades as a cook in the kitchens of High Lord Fesha Trivak. This dual life is meticulously documented in a journal he purchases from a mysterious woman, who urges him to record his deeds for study. The journal becomes a confessional space where Sheever's guarded past and evolving present intertwine.
Ritz’s narrative is compelling not only for its intricate plot but also for its operatic language, which seduces the reader from the opening lines. The author masterfully constructs a world that feels both exotic and grounded, filled with political intrigue and personal vendettas. The narrative voice is distinct, capturing Sheever's transformation from a bitter man living among enemies to someone who begins to question his own prejudices and actions.
The novel’s strength lies in its ability to balance detailed world-building with deep character development. Sheever's interactions with the people around him, particularly as he becomes more entangled in their lives, reveal his internal struggles and gradual shift in perspective. His relationship with a widow and her family adds an emotional layer to the story, highlighting his journey from isolation to reluctant involvement.
However, Ritz does not shy away from the darker aspects of Sheever’s past. The memories that haunt him and his constant battle to maintain his sanity add a psychological depth to the narrative, making it not just a fantasy adventure but a profound exploration of a man's fight for redemption.
The secondary characters, from the high lord he serves to the enigmatic woman who sells him the journal, are well-developed and contribute significantly to the narrative’s richness. Each interaction Sheever has is charged with tension and potential revelation, keeping the reader engaged and invested in his fate.
Ritz’s debut is notable for its ability to blend fantasy with a keen psychological insight. The journal format allows for a deep dive into Sheever’s psyche, making his journey one that is as introspective as it is action-packed. The language is lush and evocative, the plot intricate yet accessible, ensuring that the novel appeals to a broad audience.
In conclusion, "Sheever's Journal, Diary of a Poison Master" is a triumph of fantasy storytelling that also raises pertinent questions about identity, morality, and redemption. K. Ritz has crafted a narrative that is both immersive and thought-provoking, marking a promising start to a new series set in a world of shadows.
14 reviews3 followers
February 8, 2024
Just finished "Sheever's Journal, Diary of a Poison Master" by K. Ritz and oh, where to start? Imagine finding a book that's part memoir, part fantasy, and fully impossible to put down. That's this book.

The book follows Me’acca Mysuth Sheever, who's basically living undercover among people he'd rather not be, which is already a situation ripe with tension. He buys a blank journal on a whim (or destiny, if you're into that sort of thing), and the seller hits him with a line that's something like, "Your life's journey marks the soul's steps," which is both beautiful and a bit ominous, right? Sheever starts journaling, and through his entries, we get this rich tapestry of his day-to-day life, his past, and the fears that keep him up at night. The catch? He's got secrets. A lot of them. And these aren't the "I stole a candy bar when I was 12" kind of secrets. They're the "exposing them could get me killed" variety​​​​.

What I loved about this book is how it uses the journal format to peel away layers of Sheever's character. It's not just about the poisons, though those are fascinating. It's about the man behind them, his complexities, and his moral quandaries. K. Ritz does this thing where Sheever's everyday observations about his life and work gradually reveal the depth of his character and the stakes of his situation. It's brilliantly done.

The blending of genres here is also something to rave about. It's historical fiction with a hefty dose of fantasy, grounded by the very real, very human emotions and dilemmas Sheever faces. And the writing? It's like the author has this perfect recipe for keeping you hooked, blending detailed world-building with snappy, compelling narrative.

"Sheever's Journal" is one of those books that makes you want to start it all over again the moment you finish it. It's got a cliffhanger that'll have you cursing and praising Ritz in the same breath. For anyone who loves a story that's as much about the inner life as it is about the external adventures, this book is a must-read. It's a deep dive into the shadows of a world filled with secrets, danger, and the occasional glimmer of redemption. Highly recommended for fantasy lovers and anyone who appreciates a good, soul-searching journal romp through a historically rich, yet entirely imagined world​
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October 7, 2019
There is much to like in SHEEVER’S JOURNAL, DIARY OF A POISON MASTER by K. Ritz.

One quality might seem strange, so let me get it out of the way first.

Many adventure/fantasy writers place their stories in well-developed alternative, dark worlds filled with strange countries and cultures that are vaguely reminiscent of medieval or post-apocalyptic times in which magic and sorcery are as common as casual violence and swordplay. Perhaps the master of this is Robert E. Howard in his “sword and sorcery” stories such as those about Conan the Barbarian.

Ritz has developed such a setting, though his protagonist is not a swashbuckling adventurer who is “just passing through” a city or kingdom. Rather, Sheever, his protagonist, is a menial cook. It is as if the spotlight in one of Howard’s stories has shifted hero deciding the fate of worlds to a person who might have been anonymous in a sword and sorcery story.

Same type of world. Different focus.

Now. That is out of the way. Let’s look at less strange qualities that make this story worthwhile.

One of the most enjoyable to me is the plot, which is as subtle as a New Yorker story. It plays out in leisurely fashion, told in the form of journal entries. Entry by entry we learn about Sheever’s back story as a trained assassin, the complex cultures of his world, the large and small challenges, victories, and defeats of the world of a common cook.

The plot might be difficult to summarize, though I might suggest it involves Sheever coming to terms with himself, perhaps seeking absolution for his decisions and actions. It also involves discussion about belief, fate, and justice.

This is not a short book, but Ritz keeps our interest through his well-developed, and subtle, characters in the alien (to us) setting.

As with many “literary” stories, there are questions that remain unanswered. Whether this is a plus or minus depends upon the reader’s ability to handle ambiguities in fiction.

In my mind, however, Ritz’s ability to explore a “sword and sorcery” world in such a “literary” fashion makes this well worth the reading.
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193 reviews10 followers
July 13, 2024
I had no idea what I was expecting when I started this book. In fact, it was completely different from what I thought. Based on the cover and brief synopsis, I thought it would take place in modern times and have a religious note to it. However, when I saw the dates and descriptions for each journal entry, I loved how it took place in a historical setting.

I haven't read a lot of journal-type books, but I have enjoyed every single one of them. I like how it gives me the perspective of the character alone, while also leaving gaps for me to fill in. I have to connect those gaps with the information provided. I also like how it reflects the character's day. One day can be short, while another will have a lot of details. A very interesting type of book indeed.

This book is 'literally' a diary of Sheever. He has a past, which he mentions now and then, but he is currently living in the kitchens as a cook. He bought the journal and started writing from time to time. I like how vague it can be. For example, he mentions wanting to kill somebody, and how easy it is for him as he has done it many times before. When I read that, I thought, what is it about his past? I want to know. I need to know. He also mentions the names of people from his past, and you don't know who they are exactly until later.

It's a fantastic type of book. I would recommend it to any fictional fantasy lover.
15 reviews2 followers
February 9, 2024
"Sheever’s Journal, Diary of a Poison Master" by K, introduces us to Sheever, who, for five years, has been masquerading among those he deems his sworn enemies.

Sheever has a complex existence, which is told in the format of a journal, through which his thoughts, fears, and experiences, are exposed​​​​, all at the behest of a mysterious woman who sells him the blank journal.

The story gradually reveals hints of Sheever’s past and the difficulty he faces in his present life, as he unintentionally gets involved in the lives of those around him​​​​.

Sheever’s Journal had every element a good story should have. An intriguing plot, attention to detail, but best of all fleshed out, well-written and well-rounded character development. It’s one of those stories that come along once in a while that makes you want to read it non-stop until you get to the end. I’m giving nothing further away here. And this, I hope, will only add to the mystery and enjoyment for the reader!

Id put this novel in the Fantasy and Historical fiction genre, so for those of you who appreciate stories that weave together different genres but also enjoy reading about personal reflection and broader, action-driven plots, then give it a try, i don’t think you’ll be disappointed!
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327 reviews30 followers
February 21, 2024
What if you get a chance to look back on your life and reflect on the twists and turns you have survived?

That will be interesting as well as enlightening for anyone of us to know more about what has been played with us by God.

While enjoying this interesting read, I had the same thought: I felt like I should revisit my life and put it into words.

As our central character, Me’acca Mysuth Sheever, lived among enemies with a hidden identity and a motive and survived, He gets hold of a journal, and this brings him to revisit his past in terms of all the good and bad memories and all the sins he has committed to reach this point.

First of all, the writing style is immensely captivating; the start of the story would never give you a clue about the thrill unfolding further. It's immersive and exciting to know more. The life story of the central character is interesting to read, and each subplot is designed accordingly to keep a hook on the readers.

Overall, it was a different kind of read and would definitely take you to a different world
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94 reviews1 follower
September 19, 2019
I began reading this book/journal and I have to admit, I didn't know if I was going to enjoy a day by day record of someone's life. For me it started out a little slow, which is my reason for only 4 stars. Once I got going, I found myself getting more and more interested in how this was going to turn out. I write reviews of all the books I read and will never give any spoilers, just my opinion about whether or not I could recommend a book to a potential future reader. I truly did enjoy this, and when I reached the last page, I was a bit disappointed that there would be no more pages for me to turn. That isn't to say I didn't enjoy the book, because I did and I would recommend this book, but if you are like me you too may find yourself wondering in the first few days of this journal, "Where is this going", but in the end, you may also ask yourself, "How did I get here so fast"? Good book!
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1,086 reviews6 followers
January 4, 2024
Sheever’s Journal, A Diary of a Poison Master by K. Ritz
Book Review by Dawn Thomas

410 Pages
Publisher: Strategic Publishing
Release Date: August 9, 2019

Fantasy

Someone is searching for Sheever but that seems to be an everyday event for him. The book is written in the form of a journal or diary. Sheever writes of everyday events as he sees them. He also writes about his past, his family and his fears. He reaches a point when he must decide to stay in this current life working as a cook or make a run for it. I loved this book! When I finished, I went back and reread the beginning and then went back and reread the ending. Definite cliffhanger. Amazing work! I stayed up almost all night to finish it. I definitely recommend this book to anyone that likes fantasty-type stories.
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February 19, 2024
Mika missive which in his language means glorious goat is 40 years old he has been working at a royal house for five years far from the land of his birth. When the story starts you learned there are many things Sheiver (because that is what he goes by now) is on the run but for what the reader doesn’t know at least not yet. For five years he has kept to himself his only interactions with others being mandatory at work but when he sees a woman in an alley who looked as if her throat has been cut in like she has been abused he notices she is getting trinkets to sell and wants out of guilt and or redemption to buy something from the lady so when she pulls out a beautiful journal he buys it for a topping. She essentially tells him his deeds or a map to his soul and to write them down in the book and so he does. Once he starts recording the ends and outs it seems more and more he interacts with his coworkers and although throughout the book he tells us what a horrible unredeemable sinner he is. Yet he helps a widow and her two children he teaches his boss how to write numbers in in a world where raping and beating women is a public event he protects and takes up for them. Although they think him a raise the can turn into a demon and or impregnate women with demon babies he for the most part is liked by almost everyone know a lot of things I am putting in this review but lots I am leaving out like his quest to go home again his childhood memories and so much more this book was so good once you start reading it it mentions things that aren’t familiar but the more you read the more you understand, this book is brilliant intelligent and so original I cannot wait to read the next book and feel so lucky I ran across this one. The world building is phenomenal with the different races religions and the minority groups I just found it absolutely awe inspiring and let me just say one more time this book is so original I absolutely love that I know I said that already but I just want to reiterate it so you know this is not your average read if you like alternative whirls with a great plot then you’ll definitely love Sheiver’s Journal by Que Rittz please forgive any mistakes as I am blind and dictate my review.
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35 reviews
August 8, 2025
My hands were shaking when I was in the latter half of the book, not sure if I was hungry and couldn’t put the book down or just how the plot of the book instantly twists… I honestly do not know how to describe how this book made me feel hahaha, it is something you must read yourself to understand
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Author 51 books1,812 followers
June 27, 2024
‘Writing about myself is insanity. Worse. It’s suicide.’ – Buckle up for a rich fantasy ride

Massachusetts author K. Ritz makes an auspicious writing debut with SHEEVER’S JOURNAL: Diary of a Poison Master – hopefully the first volume of a considered series about a world of shadows. Creating a world in a unique timeframe and populating that curious arena with imaginative yet relatable characters is an achievement usually found only in practiced authors. Yet Ritz has already mastered that craft with this radiant novel!

With operatic language that seduces the reader, Ritz opens with a mysterious creature who states, ‘The following journal was penned in secret by Me’acca Waen Tronaruth YenMysuth Sheever, Poison Master, and my friend.’ Then the beginning of the ‘journal,’ a purchase from a woman - “Take it,” she urged. “Record your deeds for study. Lo, the steps of your life mark the journey of your soul.” In the year 516 (calendar source unknown) Sheever initiates both the journal and the intoxicating story that follows: ‘Day 5, 9/516 I was born on the 16th day of the 2nd month, 477 years post Cyntic War. I am thirty-nine. My hair was dark when I was young. It’s grey now. My eyes are also grey. I’m five foot and a half span tall. Weigh about ten stone. Small for a man by most standards. I live in Tiarn, capital city of Meara. Actually, the city is across the river. The River Tyrne, that is. I am not Mearan. Mearans are the most inaccurate people in the world. I am not one of them. But I pretend to be. I work in the base kitchens of High Lord Fesha Trivak. As a cook. I’m clean-shaven…’ The quintessence of fantasy is established!

The storyline is complex yet wholly accessible, and Ritz provides a brief summary: ‘…He begins the journal cautiously, describing the area where he works as a cook, and the people he’s forced to endure. Hints of his past emerge as he also records day-to-day events. As the journal evolves, he finds himself more entangled than he ever wanted to be in the lives around him, and more sympathetic to people he wanted to hate. Memories haunt him, and he struggles to maintain a grip on his sanity as he prays for – and fears – the signal that his years in exile have ended and he can return home.’

A solid, well-staged fantasy, this book not only entertains: it also raises issues about interrelationships that are clearly recognizable in our strange world! Very highly recommended for a broad audience.
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13 reviews3 followers
August 11, 2025
I’m scribbling this at midnight because my brain won’t shut up—Sheever’s Journal is the kind of book that sneaks into your head and pins you there. Me’acca Mysuth Sheever, hiding as a cook among sworn enemies, carrying every secret like poison in his veins…it’s simple but explosive. I don’t know how K. Ritz does it, but there’s a quiet tension that just builds, like steam under a lid, until you boil over.
At first I thought, “Cook’s journal? That’s,it…” but then the entries drip with complexity: his awkward empathy toward co workers, the moral weight of his past as an assassin. One reviewer nailed it: “His authentic and frank notes about moral/societal/political/spiritual dilemmas… allow us to see ourselves” Exactly. I felt glare in the-mirror moments when Sheever wrestles with his identity—like, is he still the man he was, or the man he’s living as?
Some lines hit me like bursts of popcorn: “Which is the greater sin? To care too much? Or too little?” That single question echoed the tension pulsing through the whole thing. And the journal format? It gives this intimate, raw feel—like you’re inside his head, pacing beside him in the kitchen shadows. A Goodreads comment said it “snares the reader… like a hapless rabbit” and yeah, I was that rabbit—can’t look away.
I kind of loved how messy it got when hints of his past simmer through—especially when he buys the blank journal and promises to record deeds: that moment felt big, symbolic, yet intimate . And there’s tenderness in his voice—like when he’s watching the orchard kids and comparing himself to a merlin. Those contrasts—cold assassin vs. soft hearted cook—make him ache ably human.
If I’m nitpicking (and yes, I’m going there): the pacing can be quiet, even slow at times, and some of the world building felt like gentle mist rather than sharp detail. But honestly, by the time I’m staring at the final page, those little lull moments feel like breathing space before the plunge. And the end? I won’t spoil it, but it lands with a weight—hope and uncertainty tangled together, like stepping into fog at dawn.
So: I texted my best friend at 2 AM—“Read Sheever’s Journal. Trust me.” That’s the vibe. It’s dark, introspective, sometimes brutal, but with threads of empathy and quiet strength. If you like character driven fantasy that feels less sword slash, more soul graze, you’ll thank yourself for picking this up. A solid, heartfelt 4.5 stars from me—this one’s staying on my shelf, not scarfed and forgotten.
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13 reviews1 follower
September 4, 2025
I started Sheever’s Journal meaning to read a chapter and ended up ignoring my tea until it went cold. The setup is clean and unsettling: Sheever has lived five years among people he’s supposed to hate, working as a cook while carrying the much darker craft of poison. He buys a blank journal and promises to write it all down. That promise becomes a trap and a lifeline at the same time.
What grabbed me first was the control. Early entries are neat and guarded. He inventories streets, faces, chores. Then the edges soften. Daily notes turn into small confessions. He prays for a signal to go home, yet the thought of actually going makes his hands shake. That push and pull runs through the book and it works. The tension is not loud. It’s in the ordinary details: a closed door, a meal prepared with too much care, a neighbor he meant to dislike but can’t.
K. Ritz keeps the prose simple, which lets the dread bloom on its own. The journal form gives you the day-to-day grind and the slow, stubborn growth of empathy. I liked how the book keeps asking a quiet question: if you live beside “enemies” long enough, do the names you gave them still fit? There is also a steady kindness tucked into corners I didn’t expect. It keeps the darker parts from turning numbing.
I did want a stronger sense of place in a few sections. The world sometimes feels intentionally foggy. It suits the theme, but I would have liked one or two anchor points to ground the map. And the rhythm lingers over routine now and then. That said, the payoffs arrive because of that patience. When a memory finally surfaces and snaps a present choice into focus, it lands.
By the end, I felt both rattled and oddly hopeful. The last pages don’t shout; they just sit with you. Four and a half stars. Thoughtful, tense, and memorable. I’d pass it to a friend who likes character-first fantasy and say, “Read a few pages, then see if you can stop.”
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5 reviews
December 20, 2024
Wow! Sheever… what a deliciously complex character! I like this guy and I’m scared of this guy and I want to hug this guy and I sure want him in my foxhole when push comes to shove and it all hits the fan! And though we’re privy to his journal and inner thoughts, he remains astonishingly aloof. Even having tantalizing glimpses of this Poison Master’s past, his slowly growing fondness- well, at least grudging compassion (uhh, ok, maybe just understanding) - for his enemies he’s been living among makes for high unpredictability, giving the reader more than one rush from “Whoa! Didn’t see that coming!” Is he friend or assassin….or can they be one and the same? His pen moves easily from love to hate to just-don’t-care-bored-to-death, documenting deeds and inner self-talk with a definite penchant towards droll gallows humor. (A bit of a self-deprecating smart aleck, really…don’t you love that?!) His authentic and frank notes about moral/societal/political/spiritual dilemmas he faces and times when his feet of clay win out over his courage allow us to see ourselves, and perhaps be glad no one is reading our journals! At other times, his dispassionate pragmatism just plunges the reader into the cold, crisp stream of hard fact reality. The author introduces us to a fascinating new world where Medieval meets Spirit and it would appear Might makes Right- except when it doesn’t. And what a pleasure to read. The original story line, intriguing character development and absolutely excellent writing style put this in the arena of literature. And just to gild the lily: each tantalizing revelation about our mysterious Sheever sinks another hook in the reader’s curiosity. I really really really want to know this guy’s secrets, and I really really really want to know what’s going to happen next! And who is this Sythene, anyway?? And, and……K. Ritz: hurry up with Book 2!
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15 reviews2 followers
September 4, 2025
There’s something lonely about Sheever’s Journal that got to me. Not loud loneliness — the kind that sobs on the floor — but the quiet, resigned kind that just... lingers. A man in exile, cooking stew for people he’s supposed to hate, filling up blank pages while waiting for a signal that might never come. It’s not flashy. But it’s haunting.
Sheever isn’t a narrator you love right away. He’s bitter. Worn down. You can tell he’s always watching everyone too closely, always holding something back. But slowly — like water wearing down a stone — you see him change. A joke shared over bread. A memory that breaks through in the middle of describing vegetables. It's all so... subtle. But it builds.
This isn't a book that spells things out. You’re never quite sure what he did before, or how dangerous he really is. And that’s part of what makes it work. You feel like you’re reading something you weren’t supposed to find.
The journal style helps. Some days he writes like a man unraveling. Other times, like he’s trying to convince himself he feels nothing. But you see it. In the people he pretends not to care about. In the tension he hides behind complaints. There’s a moment when he describes someone laughing — really laughing — and the way he notices it made me pause. He shouldn’t care. But he does.
Is it a perfect book? No. Some entries feel dense. The pacing can stretch. But it’s not meant to be tidy. It’s a man writing to survive himself.
What stayed with me was this creeping sense of grief — for the man he used to be, for the man he’s pretending to be, and for the life that won’t let him go. It’s a quiet, aching kind of story. One that made me sit still when it was done.
I don’t think this book wants to impress you. I think it wants to be honest. And it is.
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218 reviews13 followers
February 29, 2024
First, I don't know why I love stories in journal format so much, but I really feel like I dive deep into novel formatting this way. This book is no different. Ritz captures the urgency and feel of his main character's (Sheever, of course) changes throughout his time hiding among his enemy, through incarceration, and beyond.

One of the most mesmerizing things about a book like this, when executed well, is that you can "see" in real-time how simply being open to learning about the human behind the wall that divides can break down some of the barriers. Perspective matters, and no reasonable person truly wants to be the villain or source of someone's ire… it becomes harder to let that hate fester the more time you spend with those who are enemies. That said, foundational motivations play a massive part in this book.

A line, almost poetry, sums up Sheever's experience: "Sunshine brought cheer this morning. No one could stay out and bask."
Nothing good lasts, and nothing terrible is all-consuming.

It's a great book with a very cool format, perspective, and creative way to explore style.
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44 reviews1 follower
March 8, 2024
Reviewed in the United States on February 21, 2024
Reading this book was a whole new experience for me as a reviewer as it captured me from the outset and had me reading into the wee small hours. The complexities of the main protagonist provide readers with a cornucopia of intrigue and fascination, laced with horror, for Sheever is a man with past secrets that can never be exposed. It tells the story of Sheever, an aloof sometimes obnoxious and unpredictable man who records the day-to-day events of his life in a journal, where glimpses of his past simmer and threaten to bubble over.

The author's superb writing style, immersed in wit and wry humour in 'Sheevers Journal, Diary of a Poison Master' reveals a storyline that will entice and entertain readers in equal measure. The vivid imagery speaks volumes and reminds us of how truly vulnerable we all are.

This master storyteller will leave you gasping for more when you arrive at the end of the book: my only wish is that there will be a follow-up to Sheever's Journal, as enticing and unputdownable as this one was.
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8 reviews1 follower
April 17, 2024
Sheever’s Journal, by K Ritz, had every element a good story should have. An intriguing plot, attention to detail, but best of all fleshed out, well-written and well-rounded character development. Me’acca Mysuth Sheever’s slow development from a bitter man trapped amongst his enemies, to someone actually questioning his prejudices and feeling sympathy for the people he always hated, encapsulates perfectly how easy it is to judge without really knowing a person. He’s forced to reflect on his past, his mistakes, and how he got to where he is now. It is a wonderfully written book exploring the rawness and vulnerability of human emotion, and how nothing is ever as simple or permanent as it seems. The format of this story just adds to how personal the book, and really allows us a deep dive into Sheever’s personality. It’s one of those stories that come along once in a while that makes you want to read it non-stop until you get to the end. I’m giving nothing further away here. And this, I hope, will only add to the mystery and enjoyment for the reader!
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1,811 reviews9 followers
June 24, 2024
Sheever’s Journal is the first book in the K. Ritz series about a world of shadows. Me’acca Sheever, Poison Master, serves as a cook in the kitchen of High Lord Fesha Trivak, but his journal reveals he is much more than a cook. Once a predator, he is now in hiding, waiting his days out for the prophecy to be fulfilled. After five years as a cook, he purchases a journal to bare his soul. Secrets of his past life only slip out as they relate to his interaction with those around him.

It amazed me when I read the last page of Sheever’s Journal. Everything turned full circle as the reader of the journal realized the extent of Sheever’s shrewdness. K. Ritz’s character rivets between a meek cook who tries to keep in the shadows, and then you find him saving lives and drawing attention to himself by trying to set things right. I thoroughly enjoyed reading Me’acca’s story, but the ending was a masterpiece! I look forward to the next in this series since the author’s ability to draw in their reader is mesmerizing.  
16 reviews3 followers
January 21, 2025
I recently finished Sheever's Journal, Diary of a Poison Master by K. Ritz, and I have to say, I was amazed by the originality of this story. The author does a great job of gripping the readers, introducing us to Sheever, a character whose journey is compelling.

He unfolds Sheever's journal entries, giving us an intimate glimpse into his past as a trained assassin and his current life as a cook. This allows us to see his internal struggles and growth, making his character feel real and relatable. The environment is phenomenal, cultures and religions that adds to the story.

The author unfolds the story in a way that feels natural and unforced. This approach makes the characters' experiences and growth feel authentic. I was particularly moved by Sheever's interactions with those around him, as they reveal the nuances of his character.

Overall, Sheever's Journal is a powerful and original read that offers a fresh perspective on the fantasy genre. If you're looking for a story that's both engaging and thought-provoking, I highly recommend giving this book a try.
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13 reviews
June 8, 2025
I went into Sheever’s Journal thinking it might be one of those grimdark fantasy diaries with poisoned goblets and brooding antiheroes—and while there is definitely poison, it ended up being way more layered than that.
Sheever, our “cook” (yes, that’s in quotes for a reason), spends five years lying through his teeth, serving meals to the very people who destroyed his home. And the wild part? You start rooting for him. I liked that he wasn’t clean-cut or charming. He’s clever, calculating, and kind of weirdly tender when he talks about food or the small moments of quiet.
I felt that tension—being stuck in a place where survival means betraying who you were. There’s something raw about reading a character try to hold onto pieces of himself when everything around him demands he let go. Enjoyed a lot of the themes, especially around identity, masks, and that foggy space between duty and choice.
Also, bonus points for world-building that didn’t smack me in the face every five pages.

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64 reviews13 followers
April 12, 2024
To be honest, I am not a person who likes keeping a record of my life, but this book made me feel that I should keep one. I picked this because of the extended title "Story of the Poison Master," and I am lucky enough to get what I was expecting in terms of entertainment. The story is the fictionalized version of a person named Sheever, who is living in disguise among his sworn enemies to learn more about them and serve their fate. This was a difficult and dangerous task for him. He learns about them, and at the same time, his past is revealed. His fears, insecurities, and troubles take on a dangerous shape, and he finds it difficult to adjust. Then comes a seller who sells her this journal, and he pens down everything. There are many subplots, which I am not mentioning here. The story is well carved, and the characters are well developed. Subplots are seamlessly aligned to maintain the interest and hook in the story.
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129 reviews5 followers
November 4, 2024
Sheever's Journal, Diary of a Poison Master, written by K. Ritz is a fascinating book. I wasn’t sure what to expect at first and how reading a day-to-day journal could be all that interesting, but I was wrong. This book explores the life of Me’acca, the Poison Master, who is living in exile and works as a cook. He hides among his enemies acting as though he is one of them. Reading through the pages of the journal you learn a lot about the poison master, his habits, the places he visits, the people that come and go in his life, and the differences between his life now and what it used to be. At first, he didn’t know if he could write in the journal, let alone write his secrets and things about his past life, but he does start to tell bits here and there. Sometimes he regrets what he writes but he doesn’t cross it out or destroy it. It was a very interesting book, easy and fun to read, and interesting to learn all about Me’acca.
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3,312 reviews115 followers
December 19, 2024
This book captivated my interest from the start - it’s not written in the typical fantasy style I’m used to with modern books, but in a more classical style, without being slow or boring or overloaded with archaic vocabulary. The introduction is what intrigued me, and the diary entries slowly painted a picture of Sheever, and his life. Books written in diary form are a bit hit-and-miss for me, but this one knocked it out of the ballpark. Ritz really brings the characters and setting to life around you, and the further you read, the more immersed you become. Because it’s written as diary entries, you could easily read a little then take a break, although I found it difficult to set down once I started. If I have any complaint, it’s that I wanted to read more. I truly hope there’s a sequel in the works!
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4 reviews
July 15, 2024
Sheever’s Journal: Diary of a Poison Master by K. Ritz was a gripping and unforgettable read! I nearly devoured it in one go, almost forgetting to pace myself. The enticing narrative and spellbinding plot had me deeply invested in the story up unto its conclusion. A tortured spirit, Sheever has been a prisoner of past dealings for five years. Living under a guise has brought its fair share of troubles and Sheever, desperate for absolution, has formed a plan to regain his freedom. But things become complicated when he becomes entangled in the lives of the people he never particularly cared for, beginning an interesting journey that willl have readers begging for more. I cannot wait for K. Ritz’s next installment in The Shadows series!
15 reviews1 follower
January 21, 2025
The book Sheever’s Journal. Tells the tale about Sheever who is the main character wrestling his dark past. The story is told in a unique way which allows you to explore Sheever’s thoughts and feelings in a deep way.
The characters in this story are very complex Sheever goes from being very isolated to being empathetic. The setting is another factor of why you can connect and feel this story in a deep way it gives you an in depth detail of the setting and its social dynamics, and with the story being told In journal entries it's almost like you're walking in Sheever’s shoes and experiencing his life.
I highly recommend this story to anyone who is wanting to feel a load of different emotions, about a complex world.
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10 reviews
May 6, 2025
This story the readers on a journey into Sheever’s past through his journal entries, giving a glimpse into his life as a trained assassin and where he’s at now a cook. Ritz covers different genres abit of history, some fantasy and reality. You see Sheever dealing with reality through his eyes. Its well written and the detail and attention gone into the plot and description of what’s going through out is perfect. You can’t help but keep going to see how things go for him and where he is now. The journal is Sheever’s deep and dark where you can learn a lot about his past and present life. If you enjoy reading about personal life, struggles, different worlds then I think this is the book for you. It’s an interesting read!
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12 reviews2 followers
June 19, 2025
Sheever’s Journal captivated my interest from the start - it’s not written in the typical fantasy style I’m used to with modern books, but in a more classical style, without being slow or tedious or overloaded with archaic vocabulary. The introduction intrigued me, and the diary entries slowly painted a picture of Sheever and his life. Books written in diary form are a bit hit-and-miss for me, but this one knocked it out of the ballpark. Ritz brings the characters and setting to life around you, and the further you read, the more immersed you become. Because it’s written as diary entries, you could easily read a little then take a break, although I found it difficult to set down once I started. If I have any complaints, I want to read more. I truly hope there’s a sequel in the works!

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2,924 reviews72 followers
May 26, 2024
Interesting concept for a novel. A man is hunted for his past, and so he goes to live among his enemies, working as a cook in the kitchen. The time is Year 516 post Cyntic War. Sheever is devastated about the death of his partner and his child, and therefore, can't get close to another woman. However, he slowly does become interested in the life of a widow and her family.
Sheever writes of his existence and his struggle with his family's legacy, his past, and his destiny to live as a cook. He writes in this journal for 5 years.
If you like a bit of fantasy and historical fiction, you may enjoy this. I found all of the names and places a bit difficult to track, though.
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