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380 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 18, 2022
Well, the reason I had my expectations lowered a bit for this book was due to the first book Winging It being a bit of a let down originally. Of course the rewritten version of said book was such an improvement, that it slowly uplifted my hopes for this book. But still, I had some reservations. Apparently totally unnecessary and undeserved. Because this is one of the best hockey books around, if you ask me! I know that might sound like high praise to some dedicated mm hockey romance fans, but that's truly how I feel about this book.
This story is about Ryan Wright and Nico Kirschbaum. Not exactly insta friends when they meet. On the contrary. There's quite some animosity, specially from Nico, since Ryan was traded and added to the team solely for his sake. Nico is the potential star player of the team. But his anxiety to perform and to prove himself gets in the way of playing his best. On top of that, his father was a famous hockey player before him, - also his agent - and to say he is highly demanding and messing with Nico's head might be an understatement.
Ryan is not the overly talented player the slacking team needs, but he's good at peopling and he is the one to put everyone at ease in the locker room, the one teammates look for when they want to talk. He offers comfort and a listening ear to everyone. And his sole purpose right now is to befriend Nico and find out what's bothering him, what's keeping him from being that star player he obviously could be if he put his head on straight.
Nico is furious about Ryan's addition to the team, specially knowing he practically came to babysit him. Plus, Ryan's the only out gay hockey player in the league, and that messes with Nico's own sexuality. He knows he's gay, but he hardly ever acts on it, since his father isn't exactly supportive, afraid that Nico's sexuality will hit the newspapers instead of his hockeytalent.
So, Ryan and Nico don't start off very well. But slowly Ryan seems to win Nico's trust and after they set a truce, they're able to develop a sweet friendship from that moment on. What makes it harder to keep it at friendship level is the fact they both crush on each other. Hard. And when Nico offers Ryan a place to stay, it appears to be their 'downfall'. They are so good together, so sweet, so perfect too. The witty banter, their games of chess, their easily fitting domestic behavior, turns their friendship into a serious romance. But trades are always threatening to happen, and Nico's father is another threatening discomfort.
I loved how this book was so better balanced between the romance and the hockey. The writing was solid, the pacing perfect.
I loved the slow burn, but when Ryan and Nico fell for each other they fell hard.
I loved how they took care of each other, how easily they got to know one another so well, how perfectly they fit.
I loved how well the authors developed their characters throughout the story. They both felt very real, dimensional. Their imperfections, their insecurities and the mental health issues were real too.
I loved how the authors took the story to Europe, to the city of Prague, how they gave the story actuality by slightly referring to the current situation in Ukraine without really mentioning it.
I actually loved this book so much, that it went up to my all time favorite shelf. It's undoubtedly one of the best books I read this year. When it ended, it left me feeling all swoony, my heart full of love for these two men. There's a decent amount of steam too, and of course there is a hea (it's romance after all), but it's one hard fought for.
I can't wait for another book in this series - Nico and Ryan definitely stole my heart and I hope for these authors to manage that again with a next book.
Highly recommended!
Someone knocked on the door(...) “Nico, if you don’t come out, I’m going to come in. I haven’t been in the closet since 2007. Don’t make me do that..”
Nico kissed him hard and pressed their foreheads together. “No matter what the sweater says, you and me? We’re always on the same team..”
“no matter what the sweaters say, you and me? we’re always on the same team.”
"Nico was starting to wonder how female hockey players did this with their wives regularly."