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Adam & Peter #1
Immortality is the Suck
LGBT Vampire ParanormalRelated What to Buy for the Vamp Who Has EverythingAdam's an undercover vice cop dealing with a dark past. He's no stranger to bad nights; in fact, he's lived a lot of them. But he won't survive this one. First, a drug deal he's working goes south. Then his partner and sometimes-fuck-buddy Peter has to watch him bleed to death. But the he's not sure what's worse. Watching Peter cry over him or waking up undead.Peter's a good cop in love with a bad man. Or a bad vampire, now. Watching Adam die was the worst thing he could imagine. Until he woke up. Now their relationship's in crisis. Adam's in the middle of a vampire enclave at the center of Los Angeles motorcycle clubs and Peter just can't hack it.Adam thinks he's fine with that. He's a commitment-phobe. But he's about to discover, immortality is seriously the suck.Publisher's This book contains explicit sexual content, graphic language, and situations that some readers may find Anal play/intercourse, male/male sexual practices, violence.
256 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 25, 2009
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A.M. Riley
19 books222 followersA.M. Riley is a film editor and amateur poet living in Los Angeles, California. She writes murder mystery, romance and urban paranormal with GLBT characters. In addition to writing, Riley enjoys politics, police blogs and ice hockey.
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September 11, 2015
I. Fucking. Loved. This!
Freaking Adam is the most fabulous anti-hero I've read in a long time. This book is hilarious and self deprecating and unapologetic and charming. Did I mentioned I loved this? It's also dirty and violent and bloody. I don't know if you've heard but I loved this.
Adam is a dirty cop who ended up on the wrong side of a pair of fangs. When he wakes up in the morgue he's a bit, understandably, freaked out. His first thought upon leaving the morgue (dude just walked right the fuck out) is his 15 year long booty call, Peter. I. Loved. Peter. He has the patience of a saint. I would have kicked Adam to the curb a looooong time ago.
So, stuff happens and then some more stuff happens. I have no clue what this book was about. I don't know if there was even a plot. I didn't notice; I was too busy enjoying the fuck outta Adam and his Scooby Gang O' Miscreants. Freaking Freeway! And Albert!
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September 18, 2024
If someone had asked me, "Teal, would you like to read this book? Not only does it have a weird title, but it's about vampires, and a corrupt cop, and biker gangs, and drug cartels, and a long-term relationship that's not monogamous because one of the guys isn't interested in being faithful. Oh, and one of the MCs is a smoker." ...If someone had asked me that, I wouldn't have dignified the question with a response. I would simply have given them a look -- you know, one of those looks.
But I wasn't aware the book was going to be about those things when I started reading the sample. And once I'd read the sample -- there was no turning back. Talk about grabby hands. The book might as well have had my name watermarked on every page with little floaty hearts everywhere and the message "This is for YOU!" in happy loopy cursive. Because, yeah, it totally was.
Sometimes voice trumps all. Here it's the 1st-person voice of Adam, an undercover vice cop who'd gone a bit too native in the line of duty, only to meet a nasty but well-deserved end during a botched multi-agency raid. He leaves behind his devastated lover, Peter, a homicide cop with whom he carried on a long-term but secret relationship.
Adam wasn't one of the good guys, and he knew it. Or I should say, "he knows it" -- because being dead turns out to be a temporary condition. It takes him a while to figure out and accept the specifics of his undead status, and a while longer for him to bring the grieving Peter on-board with the situation.
I was a sucker for Adam's complete lack of pretense and his honesty, both with himself...
...and with Peter. Although admittedly it's not like there's any particular virtue involved there:
I was somewhat less enamored of the whole vampire-biker-cartel aspect of the story -- which, admittedly pretty much is the story. For me this was about the characters, and the action-story plot was of secondary importance.
The dynamic between Adam and Peter, perpetually unsettled and imbalanced during their 15 years together, is upended by Adam's new circumstances. It was fascinating to watch their dynamic evolve over the course of the story. And since this is the first of a series, the relationship re-balancing act is very much a work in progress. But oh, I do believe everyone is going to get their just desserts. I'm practically rubbing my hands together and cackling with malicious glee.
Because in this vampire mythos, the changes aren't just physical. It seems that the transformation has the effect of amping up character traits. So, the angry person becomes angrier. The gluttonous person overindulges. The person with a powerful sex drive *cough* Adam *cough* is driven by relentless horniness.
But of course that's not the only powerful element of Adam's personality. He's a complex character, and despite having lived his life as a selfish, unprincipled dickhead, he has hidden dimensions -- carefully hidden dimensions -- carefully hidden from himself, and from Peter -- aspects of himself that he hasn't been able to own. But now they're unfolding, inexorably, and it looks like Adam is on his way, kicking and screaming, to being a new and improved version of his previous dickhead self.
Better off dead? For Adam, it looks like a case of better off undead.
But I wasn't aware the book was going to be about those things when I started reading the sample. And once I'd read the sample -- there was no turning back. Talk about grabby hands. The book might as well have had my name watermarked on every page with little floaty hearts everywhere and the message "This is for YOU!" in happy loopy cursive. Because, yeah, it totally was.
Sometimes voice trumps all. Here it's the 1st-person voice of Adam, an undercover vice cop who'd gone a bit too native in the line of duty, only to meet a nasty but well-deserved end during a botched multi-agency raid. He leaves behind his devastated lover, Peter, a homicide cop with whom he carried on a long-term but secret relationship.
Adam wasn't one of the good guys, and he knew it. Or I should say, "he knows it" -- because being dead turns out to be a temporary condition. It takes him a while to figure out and accept the specifics of his undead status, and a while longer for him to bring the grieving Peter on-board with the situation.
I was a sucker for Adam's complete lack of pretense and his honesty, both with himself...
I'm not the type who likes to be confined in a small space with only myself for company for very long. Myself being not one of my favorite persons.
I tried to look both stupid and drunk. Once again, little acting required.
...and with Peter. Although admittedly it's not like there's any particular virtue involved there:
I can't lie to Peter. Oh, believe me, if I could, I would.
I was somewhat less enamored of the whole vampire-biker-cartel aspect of the story -- which, admittedly pretty much is the story. For me this was about the characters, and the action-story plot was of secondary importance.
The dynamic between Adam and Peter, perpetually unsettled and imbalanced during their 15 years together, is upended by Adam's new circumstances. It was fascinating to watch their dynamic evolve over the course of the story. And since this is the first of a series, the relationship re-balancing act is very much a work in progress. But oh, I do believe everyone is going to get their just desserts. I'm practically rubbing my hands together and cackling with malicious glee.
Because in this vampire mythos, the changes aren't just physical. It seems that the transformation has the effect of amping up character traits. So, the angry person becomes angrier. The gluttonous person overindulges. The person with a powerful sex drive *cough* Adam *cough* is driven by relentless horniness.
But of course that's not the only powerful element of Adam's personality. He's a complex character, and despite having lived his life as a selfish, unprincipled dickhead, he has hidden dimensions -- carefully hidden dimensions -- carefully hidden from himself, and from Peter -- aspects of himself that he hasn't been able to own. But now they're unfolding, inexorably, and it looks like Adam is on his way, kicking and screaming, to being a new and improved version of his previous dickhead self.
Better off dead? For Adam, it looks like a case of better off undead.
January 10, 2014
Let me be very clear:
I, in general, do NOT like vampire stories
. The long, shoulder length dark hair and pale skin doesn’t really appeal to my sexual beast within. And the fact that these vampire characters tend to be super wealthy, because they’ve lived like a thousand years, and speak in posh tones is enough to turn my mental eye roll into a very physical one (if I’m not careful, I can even hurt myself doing so). So yeah, me and vampire stories? We don’t tend to get along very well. And that’s fine, I get it: I like my peanut butter extra chunky, not creamy. So let’s just go on our separate ways…
But Adam. Oh Adam.
Over six foot tall.
Two hundred pounds of muscle.
Dark hair, tan skin (Italian).
Oh, and he’s the anti-hero type: not morally on the straight if you know what I mean. His uncaring attitude is both hilarious and a joy to read. To summarize: he is the opposite of everything I hated about the vampire arch type I’ve been reading up to this point.
Then there’s Peter: the complete opposite of Adam with the exception that he also works for LAPD. They’ve been “friends” for the past 15 years, and he I couldn’t imagine anyone better for Adam than good ol’ Peter.
So yeah, the characters in this book are great, really. As for the plot – let me say that I was confused. It didn’t help that I realized too late that there is a Spanish glossary at the end of the book, because I was lost a lot of times with the conversations that happen with gang members (who spoke half Spanish and English). That, and the use of abbreviations and such made me scratch my head at times (but hey, at least I knew DB meant dead body!). So yeah, I was confused with the whole plot of vampires and gangs for a good chunk of time, and will admit that I still don’t fully understand it.
Oh well.
At least the action was a nice touch, especially with the vampire “super powers.”
So asides from the confusing plot (confusing for me anyways), and the fact that there just wasn’t enough Peter x Adam time, then I will say that Immortality is the Sucks is an absolute delight! I can’t wait to start on its sequel.
But Adam. Oh Adam.
Over six foot tall.
Two hundred pounds of muscle.
Dark hair, tan skin (Italian).
Oh, and he’s the anti-hero type: not morally on the straight if you know what I mean. His uncaring attitude is both hilarious and a joy to read. To summarize: he is the opposite of everything I hated about the vampire arch type I’ve been reading up to this point.
Then there’s Peter: the complete opposite of Adam with the exception that he also works for LAPD. They’ve been “friends” for the past 15 years, and he I couldn’t imagine anyone better for Adam than good ol’ Peter.
So yeah, the characters in this book are great, really. As for the plot – let me say that I was confused. It didn’t help that I realized too late that there is a Spanish glossary at the end of the book, because I was lost a lot of times with the conversations that happen with gang members (who spoke half Spanish and English). That, and the use of abbreviations and such made me scratch my head at times (but hey, at least I knew DB meant dead body!). So yeah, I was confused with the whole plot of vampires and gangs for a good chunk of time, and will admit that I still don’t fully understand it.
Oh well.
At least the action was a nice touch, especially with the vampire “super powers.”
So asides from the confusing plot (confusing for me anyways), and the fact that there just wasn’t enough Peter x Adam time, then I will say that Immortality is the Sucks is an absolute delight! I can’t wait to start on its sequel.
August 7, 2011
Let me come clean: there hasn't been a book by this author that I haven't liked. There's something ... I don't know ... uncompromising about her characters that I adore. They are sometimes aloof, sometimes flawed, they might be addicted to drugs or to pain or to a person, afraid of commitment, but what I love about them is that they have a hard time at expressing their feelings and they fight against them until they have to accept them.
Adam is a man whose flaws are what make him strong, because he is used to them. He is an undercover cop who uses his job to indulge in his vices. His lover, Peter, is a model detective, who's always waiting for Adam's return and who forgives him anything. Adam dies in the arms of a devastated Peter, but then he wakes up in a morgue as an undead and with a strange thirst for blood. Adam's reputation is ruined, since his role in the operation that got him killed is not clear, Peter can't believe he is still alive and he craves blood and sex, his body can do incredible things for a human and he has no mirror reflection. It takes a while for him to understand he is a vampire. In the meantime he decides to investigate his own murder and the new world he finds himself in.
Very little has changed: he has sex whenever the need or mood strikes him, but then he goes back to Peter, and here's what the unbelievable is happening. Adam is developing feelings of longing and need for Peter, right at the moment when Peter is starting to detach from him. Adam doesn't hide behind a wall of excuses, he knows he is always fucking up because his will to be a better man is not strong enough, but, as unpleasant as he might be, there's such an intensity in him that I couldn't help forgiving him.
The author is always able to pair up her flawed men with other men who have the patient of saints, but they are strong and are not humiliated or diminished by their lovers' questionable behaviors. Peter is not a doormat, because even when Adam is using him, he is able to keep a core of dignity and integrity that is the perfect balance to Adam's infidelity.
There were a lot of funny moments, because Adam has a unique way of making fun of himself and the situations he finds himself in. He knows himself so well, but it's incredible how he can keep his feelings for Peter compartmentalized from the rest, but they are there even when he tries to push them away. Adam is not in denial of his flaws and addictions, he is in denial of what's good in his heart.
If you like your heroes stable and faithful, this book might not be for you, but if you like bad boys, this is just perfect!
Adam is a man whose flaws are what make him strong, because he is used to them. He is an undercover cop who uses his job to indulge in his vices. His lover, Peter, is a model detective, who's always waiting for Adam's return and who forgives him anything. Adam dies in the arms of a devastated Peter, but then he wakes up in a morgue as an undead and with a strange thirst for blood. Adam's reputation is ruined, since his role in the operation that got him killed is not clear, Peter can't believe he is still alive and he craves blood and sex, his body can do incredible things for a human and he has no mirror reflection. It takes a while for him to understand he is a vampire. In the meantime he decides to investigate his own murder and the new world he finds himself in.
Very little has changed: he has sex whenever the need or mood strikes him, but then he goes back to Peter, and here's what the unbelievable is happening. Adam is developing feelings of longing and need for Peter, right at the moment when Peter is starting to detach from him. Adam doesn't hide behind a wall of excuses, he knows he is always fucking up because his will to be a better man is not strong enough, but, as unpleasant as he might be, there's such an intensity in him that I couldn't help forgiving him.
The author is always able to pair up her flawed men with other men who have the patient of saints, but they are strong and are not humiliated or diminished by their lovers' questionable behaviors. Peter is not a doormat, because even when Adam is using him, he is able to keep a core of dignity and integrity that is the perfect balance to Adam's infidelity.
There were a lot of funny moments, because Adam has a unique way of making fun of himself and the situations he finds himself in. He knows himself so well, but it's incredible how he can keep his feelings for Peter compartmentalized from the rest, but they are there even when he tries to push them away. Adam is not in denial of his flaws and addictions, he is in denial of what's good in his heart.
If you like your heroes stable and faithful, this book might not be for you, but if you like bad boys, this is just perfect!
August 15, 2014
Vampires in "Immortality is the Suck" don't sparkle, they are not even remotely pretty after they are back in the world of the living. Death intensifies character traits: violent become more violent, angry become angrier, gluttonous become even more so. These guys are all about blood and drugs and biker gangs. They are all about murder and crime. The ugly animal behind the vamp's human facade actually makes its unpleasant appearance. Anne Rice's vamps are plain boring next to the ones in this book, Adam even says so himself and I agree with him wholeheartedly.
Closer to the end the snark and dark humor that sucks you in dwindles down some, but once sucked in (pun, no pun, look at it any way you want) it's hard to put the book down. Intensity, however, doesn't deteriorate in the slightest, it builds up until the very end.
Can't wait to sink my teeth into book two :)
PS I have to say I added a star just for the glossary of translations at the end of the book. I wish it was a requirement to provide translations for all the foreign phrases and/or slang. Yes, I can get by with my bits and pieces of spanish, french, and italian, but honestly, it's nice not to rake your brain while reading a story.
PPS Anyone knows where I can get the in-between Adam & Peter 1.5? =)
Closer to the end the snark and dark humor that sucks you in dwindles down some, but once sucked in (pun, no pun, look at it any way you want) it's hard to put the book down. Intensity, however, doesn't deteriorate in the slightest, it builds up until the very end.
Can't wait to sink my teeth into book two :)
PS I have to say I added a star just for the glossary of translations at the end of the book. I wish it was a requirement to provide translations for all the foreign phrases and/or slang. Yes, I can get by with my bits and pieces of spanish, french, and italian, but honestly, it's nice not to rake your brain while reading a story.
PPS Anyone knows where I can get the in-between Adam & Peter 1.5? =)
August 9, 2015
After so many vampire books that seem to focus on sex and little plot this one came as a welcome change.
While I might of got a little lost with the gangs and the foreign speak, I was still taken on a pretty impressive ride.
Adam is an ass but I couldn't help but root for him. Despite his short comings he still retained a certain loyalty. Even in the midst of all that was crazy he kept part of his humanity. While I hated most of what he did, I still felt he deserved a second chance.
Peter is great. Peter deserves someone better, but I can only see Peter with Adam. They need each other.
The vampire parts really worked for me. I could easily see this as a movie.
The ending might have been a little corny but I loved it anyway.
A great read and I really think I mis filed this as there is no way I could of forgotten everything so completely.
While I might of got a little lost with the gangs and the foreign speak, I was still taken on a pretty impressive ride.
Adam is an ass but I couldn't help but root for him. Despite his short comings he still retained a certain loyalty. Even in the midst of all that was crazy he kept part of his humanity. While I hated most of what he did, I still felt he deserved a second chance.
Peter is great. Peter deserves someone better, but I can only see Peter with Adam. They need each other.
The vampire parts really worked for me. I could easily see this as a movie.
The ending might have been a little corny but I loved it anyway.
A great read and I really think I mis filed this as there is no way I could of forgotten everything so completely.
August 24, 2016
4.5 stars
After being on emotional roller coaster with her previous three stories that I read, the tone of "Immortality is the Suck" is a welcome change *phewww*.
I don't mind the 1st person narrator style, especially because Adam, the dead, uhm well, undead main character has that wise-ass, cocky, attitude that reminds me of characters like Harry Dresden or Elvis Cole. I enjoy his thoughts and well some humorous comments he make. Even if he can be a jerk (especially to Peter), I can't help but liking his character so much. Besides, it's clear that he can't really get away from Peter :p.
Of course, the downside of having a 1st POV is that I can't know much about Peter as a character. The whole mystery of vampire in the making is also a welcome change from the usual myth of vampires. I like the secondary characters too, like Alberto and Caballo. Glad to know that there is a sequel since I enjoy this book so much.
After being on emotional roller coaster with her previous three stories that I read, the tone of "Immortality is the Suck" is a welcome change *phewww*.
I don't mind the 1st person narrator style, especially because Adam, the dead, uhm well, undead main character has that wise-ass, cocky, attitude that reminds me of characters like Harry Dresden or Elvis Cole. I enjoy his thoughts and well some humorous comments he make. Even if he can be a jerk (especially to Peter), I can't help but liking his character so much. Besides, it's clear that he can't really get away from Peter :p.
Of course, the downside of having a 1st POV is that I can't know much about Peter as a character. The whole mystery of vampire in the making is also a welcome change from the usual myth of vampires. I like the secondary characters too, like Alberto and Caballo. Glad to know that there is a sequel since I enjoy this book so much.
September 12, 2015
Re-read. Still as fun, hot, and addicting as ever. Adam is like the anti-hero-selfish and a complete jackass, but he does the right thing in the end (even if through very illegal means). But still likeable and charming. And I just love seeing his one soft spot for Adam, though it's frustrating having to see him carelessly mess up everything again and again. Still, Adam holds his own and isn't a complete pushover.
Once again, I'm so sad A.M. Riley stopped writing MM...I think now that the genre has grown so much, she'd easily find much popularity and success....:(
Once again, I'm so sad A.M. Riley stopped writing MM...I think now that the genre has grown so much, she'd easily find much popularity and success....:(
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October 4, 2009A.M. Riley is probably one of the two authors who can write of Vampires and Cops, putting together two themes I'm not overtly fond, and make me like the book as I would like the sweetest romance. Not only, she made me love a full angst novel with cheating man (o apparently so), cops toying with BDSM, even a foursome... it's almost like she decides to pick up what a romance reader doesn't like and gives you the tongue, "see? how I write them, you like it". And yes, I have to say that she is right. I read almost all she wrote and was never disappointed.
Adam and Peter are not new to her readers, she wrote a short story, a quite twisted Christmas tale, in where newbie vampire Adam, former cop, was still trying to acclimate with his new life, and his old buddy friend, Peter, former and present lover, had to decide what was the best gift for a vampire who has everything. The main interesting aspect of that short story was the "odd" nature of Adam: not the vampire thing, that is no more odd in gay romance, but his apparently bad boy reputation. It was not clear if Adam was a bad or good cop, he could have been even a corrupted one. But since Peter, the perfect good cop, loved him, something good in Adam he should have seen, and the reader had to trust Peter's judgment.
Anyway this is a prequel, the story of how Adam became a vampire. He is quite the lonely hero in it, Peter is more the good wife waiting at home, they don't have many scenes together, and when they have, they are almost always in bed (or even on the rug in front of the door). That this the strange thing of Adam: he knows that he is not at the same level with Peter, he was not at the Academy nor at work, but Adam seems to believe that Peter is his own property, that he will always be there for him. No matter that he has sex with a man on the way to meet Peter (first scene together), and continuously with two other men for all the rest of the book: that is something different, something he does almost in auto-pilot; with Peter instead is an act of bonding, and for this reason, everytime Adam feels at risk his exclusivity with Peter and on Peter's body, he claims him all over again, with sex that can be without problem compared to a club on the head of a caveman who claims his woman.
It's strange, but Adam's change in nature doesn't change anything in his relationship with Peter: all of above it was happening before Adam's death, and it's happening even now, with Adam as undead. Actually, Adam being a vampire doesn't enter in their routine, not even during sex: true, Adam's senses are higher, and he can desire something, but his particularly bond with Peter was strange even before. Adam was always the one in danger, and Peter was always the one who rescued him. For this reason, even if this is a paranormal romance, the love story between Adam and Peter has instead the feeling of a quite ordinary romance: two men, both cops, with different expectations in life who arrive to compromise to be together; maybe the one who renounces to more things is Peter, but he is clever enough to know that he will be never happy without Adam, so it's better something than nothing. Another thing I loved was how they were both sure, in their way, of their feelings: Adam was commitment's shy, but when Peter gives him a token of his love, he accepts that like a natural, like it is something of less importance; but I know that in his mind, he has scanned all the implications, and he has decided to accept it to not hurt Peter, since hurting Peter is the last thing he wants... in his way Adam loves Peter, as much if not more than how much Peter loves Adam.
I think this is a novel that could appeal to the paranormal romance readers, for the intake in the vampire world, a mix of old legends and "new" technology, but also to who usually is reluctant to read a vampire novel, since, as I said, the vampire nature of the characters is important but it's not all the meaning of the book.
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B002U0M524/?...
Adam and Peter are not new to her readers, she wrote a short story, a quite twisted Christmas tale, in where newbie vampire Adam, former cop, was still trying to acclimate with his new life, and his old buddy friend, Peter, former and present lover, had to decide what was the best gift for a vampire who has everything. The main interesting aspect of that short story was the "odd" nature of Adam: not the vampire thing, that is no more odd in gay romance, but his apparently bad boy reputation. It was not clear if Adam was a bad or good cop, he could have been even a corrupted one. But since Peter, the perfect good cop, loved him, something good in Adam he should have seen, and the reader had to trust Peter's judgment.
Anyway this is a prequel, the story of how Adam became a vampire. He is quite the lonely hero in it, Peter is more the good wife waiting at home, they don't have many scenes together, and when they have, they are almost always in bed (or even on the rug in front of the door). That this the strange thing of Adam: he knows that he is not at the same level with Peter, he was not at the Academy nor at work, but Adam seems to believe that Peter is his own property, that he will always be there for him. No matter that he has sex with a man on the way to meet Peter (first scene together), and continuously with two other men for all the rest of the book: that is something different, something he does almost in auto-pilot; with Peter instead is an act of bonding, and for this reason, everytime Adam feels at risk his exclusivity with Peter and on Peter's body, he claims him all over again, with sex that can be without problem compared to a club on the head of a caveman who claims his woman.
It's strange, but Adam's change in nature doesn't change anything in his relationship with Peter: all of above it was happening before Adam's death, and it's happening even now, with Adam as undead. Actually, Adam being a vampire doesn't enter in their routine, not even during sex: true, Adam's senses are higher, and he can desire something, but his particularly bond with Peter was strange even before. Adam was always the one in danger, and Peter was always the one who rescued him. For this reason, even if this is a paranormal romance, the love story between Adam and Peter has instead the feeling of a quite ordinary romance: two men, both cops, with different expectations in life who arrive to compromise to be together; maybe the one who renounces to more things is Peter, but he is clever enough to know that he will be never happy without Adam, so it's better something than nothing. Another thing I loved was how they were both sure, in their way, of their feelings: Adam was commitment's shy, but when Peter gives him a token of his love, he accepts that like a natural, like it is something of less importance; but I know that in his mind, he has scanned all the implications, and he has decided to accept it to not hurt Peter, since hurting Peter is the last thing he wants... in his way Adam loves Peter, as much if not more than how much Peter loves Adam.
I think this is a novel that could appeal to the paranormal romance readers, for the intake in the vampire world, a mix of old legends and "new" technology, but also to who usually is reluctant to read a vampire novel, since, as I said, the vampire nature of the characters is important but it's not all the meaning of the book.
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B002U0M524/?...
January 7, 2012
Do you want a a good book to cheer you up?
read this one... it's VERY good, and VERY funny!
Do you want hot vampires, and a dynamic plot? Full of surprises and twists?
read this one... even if there is not such great originality about the vampirism, I like it.
Do you want to read about cops, doing their job, risking their lives, to get the bad guys?
read this one... both main characters are cops, and Adam and Peter dedication to work is amazing
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BUT I must also warn you that the only narrator, Adam, is not a hero.... he is trying to be a hero. In a world of OPS be a cop in a motorcycle gang is not easy. The line between duty and illegality is very easy to cross.
Our main narrator, the antihero Adam, can piss you off with his bad boy way of be. In work, in personal life, he is always screwed... the only reason he is still doing (in his way) the right to society is his old friend, and lover, Peter.
So yes, it's a great story, with a hilarious antihero narrator, that will captivate you.
even because, let's face it... it's impossible to hate a smartass antihero, no?
I certainly will read more now buying also What to Buy for the Vamp Who Has Everything & No Rest for the Wicked. Just one book with Adam and Peter wasn't enough... I want more.. I need more.
4 stars
read this one... it's VERY good, and VERY funny!
Do you want hot vampires, and a dynamic plot? Full of surprises and twists?
read this one... even if there is not such great originality about the vampirism, I like it.
Do you want to read about cops, doing their job, risking their lives, to get the bad guys?
read this one... both main characters are cops, and Adam and Peter dedication to work is amazing
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BUT I must also warn you that the only narrator, Adam, is not a hero.... he is trying to be a hero. In a world of OPS be a cop in a motorcycle gang is not easy. The line between duty and illegality is very easy to cross.
Our main narrator, the antihero Adam, can piss you off with his bad boy way of be. In work, in personal life, he is always screwed... the only reason he is still doing (in his way) the right to society is his old friend, and lover, Peter.
So yes, it's a great story, with a hilarious antihero narrator, that will captivate you.
even because, let's face it... it's impossible to hate a smartass antihero, no?
I certainly will read more now buying also What to Buy for the Vamp Who Has Everything & No Rest for the Wicked. Just one book with Adam and Peter wasn't enough... I want more.. I need more.
4 stars
August 8, 2014
3.5 Stars
This book played out just like a movie. There was non-stop action and humor and at the heart of it all: Adam! He's not a very good person/vampire. He's a crooked cop, he's selfish, he's afraid of commitment, he has an insatiable desire for sex, he has a wise-ass mouth and he treats Peter horribly, and yes I still love him. He makes this book. He's flawed, but he doesn't make excuses for himself and Peter knows exactly who Adam is. He slowly starts to realize what Peter means to him and even though he avoids examining his feelings at all costs, there is still something there. I see it, and Adam is starting to as well. He'll never be everything Peter needs, but maybe, just maybe he'll try?
He takes us on a fun ride through the gang infested streets of LA trying to discover how he died. All the gang names and members got confusing, so I just stuck to the characters and forgot about who belonged to what gang. I couldn't keep them all straight. Once I let go of this hang-up, it was smooth sailing. The only other issue I had was that everyone seemed to accept vampirism without much question or adversity. It was too easy. Maybe that was the point, to get away from the darkness and allure of vampires. My preconceived notion probably got in the way. Even so, it was a fun ride and one I plan to continue.
This book played out just like a movie. There was non-stop action and humor and at the heart of it all: Adam! He's not a very good person/vampire. He's a crooked cop, he's selfish, he's afraid of commitment, he has an insatiable desire for sex, he has a wise-ass mouth and he treats Peter horribly, and yes I still love him. He makes this book. He's flawed, but he doesn't make excuses for himself and Peter knows exactly who Adam is. He slowly starts to realize what Peter means to him and even though he avoids examining his feelings at all costs, there is still something there. I see it, and Adam is starting to as well. He'll never be everything Peter needs, but maybe, just maybe he'll try?
He takes us on a fun ride through the gang infested streets of LA trying to discover how he died. All the gang names and members got confusing, so I just stuck to the characters and forgot about who belonged to what gang. I couldn't keep them all straight. Once I let go of this hang-up, it was smooth sailing. The only other issue I had was that everyone seemed to accept vampirism without much question or adversity. It was too easy. Maybe that was the point, to get away from the darkness and allure of vampires. My preconceived notion probably got in the way. Even so, it was a fun ride and one I plan to continue.
September 6, 2015
Adam isn't a nice guy. It bears repeating...Adam ISN'T a NICE guy. You want to hate him. He really is terrible to poor Peter and Peter, you can tell, is just gone over him. Adam is an addict, drug running, slut of a ex-cop. Yep, not nice. Still you can't help but almost feel for the guy. He seems to screw up so much and yet he is good at getting the "bad" guys. He may be "not nice" but he's not "bad" either. As he says he's never murdered anyone. This is in a weird way a humorous read. Kept me reading all the way through:)
October 6, 2010
What a fun and exciting read. I love these characters and am ready to read more.
February 4, 2016
Adam is pretty much an asshole…not just a little, but a lot. I usually like the asshole MC, and yeah, I still did here. He wasn't the standard anti hero. He wasn't white washed at all. He couldn't even throw poor Peter a crumb! He knew he was treating Peter like crap, and he continued to do it.
If this was a stand alone, I would have thought the ending was satisfing. With this being a series…,
I would have liked Adam to have to earn it a little more.
Once I started this, I couldn't stop.
If this was a stand alone, I would have thought the ending was satisfing. With this being a series…,
I would have liked Adam to have to earn it a little more.
Once I started this, I couldn't stop.
October 4, 2018
4.5 stars
Vampires and M/M genre don't fit together. At least, that's what I was convinced of before I've read this book. Because all vamp M/M books I've ever laid my eyes on before sucked--big time.
IMO, they (almost) always lack depth and believability and 3-dimensional characters, and often a decent plot all together. Yeah, I know, me = harsh, again. But that's my experience...
But hell, I enjoyed this book rather immensely. Adam is a totally fucked up, selfish bastard and a dirty cop--and I loved him nonetheless. Well, maybe 'nonetheless' isn't the correct word, because I probably loved him because of him being a totally fucked up, selfish bastard...
I just can't help myself, I seem to be addicted to asshole MCs, preferably with a great deal of sarcasm and (outward) indifference.
I laughed quite a lot about Adam's unintentionally funny comments and thoughts and his self-assessments. Hilarious.
Immortality is the Suck is different from the usual vamp romance or fiction. Firstly, it's not a romance per se, it's more of an action adventure, in which the good guys--good being a relative term here--are trying to prevent the new outlaw vampire gang in LA from taking over LA and the world.. or something like that.
This is not the typical run-of-the-mill vampire story with a dark and mysterious, beautiful, pale, seductive stranger who turns out to be a hundred-year-old vampire. Nope. This is so much better that that.
Everything starts with corrupted cop Adam waking up after being killed, being more than just a bit annoyed that there's, apparently, an afterlife--which would mean in his case: Hell.
Soon he discovers that his surroundings aren't really hell, but that he is, in fact, at the morgue. Not knowing what the hell's going on, and what went wrong in the first place, he's determined to find out...
This book really worked for me, despite the whole vampire trope. The plot is suspense-packed and sucked me right in. And I'm really looking forward to read the sequel No Rest for the Wicked.
Vampires and M/M genre don't fit together. At least, that's what I was convinced of before I've read this book. Because all vamp M/M books I've ever laid my eyes on before sucked--big time.
IMO, they (almost) always lack depth and believability and 3-dimensional characters, and often a decent plot all together. Yeah, I know, me = harsh, again. But that's my experience...
But hell, I enjoyed this book rather immensely. Adam is a totally fucked up, selfish bastard and a dirty cop--and I loved him nonetheless. Well, maybe 'nonetheless' isn't the correct word, because I probably loved him because of him being a totally fucked up, selfish bastard...
I just can't help myself, I seem to be addicted to asshole MCs, preferably with a great deal of sarcasm and (outward) indifference.
I laughed quite a lot about Adam's unintentionally funny comments and thoughts and his self-assessments. Hilarious.
Immortality is the Suck is different from the usual vamp romance or fiction. Firstly, it's not a romance per se, it's more of an action adventure, in which the good guys--good being a relative term here--are trying to prevent the new outlaw vampire gang in LA from taking over LA and the world.. or something like that.
This is not the typical run-of-the-mill vampire story with a dark and mysterious, beautiful, pale, seductive stranger who turns out to be a hundred-year-old vampire. Nope. This is so much better that that.
Everything starts with corrupted cop Adam waking up after being killed, being more than just a bit annoyed that there's, apparently, an afterlife--which would mean in his case: Hell.
Soon he discovers that his surroundings aren't really hell, but that he is, in fact, at the morgue. Not knowing what the hell's going on, and what went wrong in the first place, he's determined to find out...
This book really worked for me, despite the whole vampire trope. The plot is suspense-packed and sucked me right in. And I'm really looking forward to read the sequel No Rest for the Wicked.
August 28, 2009
This is the story about Adam and Peter prior to The Vampire That Has Everything.
When we meet Adam he is dying in the arms of Peter. Once the newly undead Adam awakens in the morgue we follow him on a journey to discover what happened. During the journey we learn more about the long standing relationship between Adam and Peter.
Adam is the anithero of all anitheroes in nearly every way. Still, I couldn't help but love him and that is all due to the way the book is written and the skill of AM Riley. Adam would very easily have been a character to despise instead pf embrace.
I wish we had more time with Peter or we had his POV in this story at times. I am still not sure what makes Peter tick. The same story from his perspective would be a great next book between the two.
A nit picky note: Some plot points seemed to have been glossed over or overlooked. I still don't know or understand the sequence of events from the time Adam died to the time he was turned into a vampire. Where did that happen? He died in Peter's arms so...can you be dead and then still made into a vampire? I have a few more questions but it didn't take away from the overall enjoyment of the the book. It is just nagging at me a little now that I have turned the last page.
When we meet Adam he is dying in the arms of Peter. Once the newly undead Adam awakens in the morgue we follow him on a journey to discover what happened. During the journey we learn more about the long standing relationship between Adam and Peter.
Adam is the anithero of all anitheroes in nearly every way. Still, I couldn't help but love him and that is all due to the way the book is written and the skill of AM Riley. Adam would very easily have been a character to despise instead pf embrace.
I wish we had more time with Peter or we had his POV in this story at times. I am still not sure what makes Peter tick. The same story from his perspective would be a great next book between the two.
A nit picky note: Some plot points seemed to have been glossed over or overlooked. I still don't know or understand the sequence of events from the time Adam died to the time he was turned into a vampire. Where did that happen? He died in Peter's arms so...can you be dead and then still made into a vampire? I have a few more questions but it didn't take away from the overall enjoyment of the the book. It is just nagging at me a little now that I have turned the last page.
January 13, 2014
Ok, so I'm not really into vampires BUT this was a pretty good read. I won't go rushing off to read the follow up's but I may eventually.
Here's what I liked....
1. The action scenes were great and kept my interest
2. Adam...he's the narrator and I just loved his sarcastic wit
3. I loved the ending and what Adam has decided to do with his Eternity...
Here's what didn't really do it for me....
1. Peter....can we say door mat...he was sweet to a fault! I know you love him but COME ON
2. There wasn't enough focus on the relationship of Peter & Adam. The majority of the time we see them together here it's Adam taking advantage of Peter's love for him. Because we didn't see enough of them (at least to me) I don't feel like I have to run out and buy the novella and book 2...there wasn't enough for me to become invested in them.
3. The whole crime/mystery thing was a bit difficult to keep up with mostly because I don't speak or read Spanish so I got lost for a bit
4. Adam....he's about the most selfish SOB I've ever read about I mean get your head out of your ass and look at what's in front of you...and accept your own damn feelings while your at it....
5. Stan....from the moment he walked through Peters door I pegged him...it was like DUH...
Here's what I liked....
1. The action scenes were great and kept my interest
2. Adam...he's the narrator and I just loved his sarcastic wit
3. I loved the ending and what Adam has decided to do with his Eternity...
Here's what didn't really do it for me....
1. Peter....can we say door mat...he was sweet to a fault! I know you love him but COME ON
2. There wasn't enough focus on the relationship of Peter & Adam. The majority of the time we see them together here it's Adam taking advantage of Peter's love for him. Because we didn't see enough of them (at least to me) I don't feel like I have to run out and buy the novella and book 2...there wasn't enough for me to become invested in them.
3. The whole crime/mystery thing was a bit difficult to keep up with mostly because I don't speak or read Spanish so I got lost for a bit
4. Adam....he's about the most selfish SOB I've ever read about I mean get your head out of your ass and look at what's in front of you...and accept your own damn feelings while your at it....
5. Stan....from the moment he walked through Peters door I pegged him...it was like DUH...
December 4, 2011
This was like watching a movie: corpses that wake in the morgue, motorcycle gangs, an army of vampires and, of course, Adam, an unrepentant ex-marine and UC cop fully in denial. Seeing him all jealous was kinda sweet :)
Don't let the title fool you. I thought this was light and funny, but the fight scenes and Adam and Peter's complicated relationship had my heart tied in a knot.
Don't let the title fool you. I thought this was light and funny, but the fight scenes and Adam and Peter's complicated relationship had my heart tied in a knot.
July 4, 2017
Sometimes you just click with the author. I'm so surprised A.M.Riley's books don't have higher ratings... Her writing is raw and gritty, her characters are flawed and prone to unhealthy relationships.. But there is so much passion in them.. I love all the emotions!
Not a typical vampire story, but I adored it.
Not a typical vampire story, but I adored it.
May 10, 2018
That was different, weird - not sure how I really feel about it. I didn't like Adam who seemed very self-centred and his f-buddy Peter was really only slightly better. The style of the writing wasn't my preference but I thought the story was well-written. The take on vampires was also different and how come there wasn't mass hysteria from the public with all these vampires around!! I won't be hurrying to read the sequel.
January 28, 2013
Wow! What a dirty, gritty book! This book was perfect - I loved Adam's snarkiness (I think I made that word up) but at the same time, it was amazing to watch his self-realizations and the subsequent changes these realizations brought. Peter was made for him - I hope book two brings them together more formally. Amazing supporting characters as well! I need so much more from this motley crew!
July 3, 2011
I can`t get accustomed to A.M. Riley`s writing - it`s no use.
Simply not my cup of tea.
Simply not my cup of tea.
October 10, 2022
2.5 Stars
This was a problematic story for me. At this point I have to just accept that 90% of the time biker stories are just not going to be for me. I don't mind a bad boy, but I need my bad boys with hearts of gold. And well, Adam is just too much of an anti-hero for me to get behind him. He's horrible to everyone around him. And I guess you could say he goes on a journey of self discovery, but the plot in this is so convoluted with 900 characters running around, it all got a bit messy. And well I HATE cheating and the fact of the matter is Adam and Peter had been together for years for all intents and purposes so every time Adam had some meaningless sexual encounter I was more annoyed.
The second half of the story got better for me and that brought it up a star rather than rounding down. Once the real action kicked in and swords started flashing things picked up speed. I still feel like Peter forgives Adam way to easily and puts up with way to much. I don't know if I'll continue the rest of the series, but I hate leaving things unfinished so maybe some day.
This was a problematic story for me. At this point I have to just accept that 90% of the time biker stories are just not going to be for me. I don't mind a bad boy, but I need my bad boys with hearts of gold. And well, Adam is just too much of an anti-hero for me to get behind him. He's horrible to everyone around him. And I guess you could say he goes on a journey of self discovery, but the plot in this is so convoluted with 900 characters running around, it all got a bit messy. And well I HATE cheating and the fact of the matter is Adam and Peter had been together for years for all intents and purposes so every time Adam had some meaningless sexual encounter I was more annoyed.
The second half of the story got better for me and that brought it up a star rather than rounding down. Once the real action kicked in and swords started flashing things picked up speed. I still feel like Peter forgives Adam way to easily and puts up with way to much. I don't know if I'll continue the rest of the series, but I hate leaving things unfinished so maybe some day.
March 25, 2010
Well that wasn't exactly what I was expecting. In a good way.
This story begins with Adam, an undercover vice detective, bleeding out in the arms of his on again/off again lover Peter on the floor of a dirty warehouse. I don't think it's too much to give away that he subsequently finds himself in the city morgue, awakening as a new member of the Evil Undead (only he doesn't realize it at first). The rest of the tale pretty much consists of Adam running around haphazardly trying to figure out which of the drug gangs is responsible for his setup and untimely undeath.
Overall, I found the novel to be highly enjoyable for its fast pace and exciting action. Adam jumps into and out of trouble amazingly quickly, and I was constantly astonished that he managed to stay "alive" (so to speak). However, I did have a few quibbles in regards to said action plot. To be honest, I found much of the info about gang wars and informants and undercover operations to be terribly confusing. There were also a myriad of characters to keep straight, and a pretty fluid line on who exactly were the good guys and who were the bad guys. Basically, I had a hard time keeping up with what was going on, and it often felt like Adam was jumping from one bad idea/situation to the next, without really taking the time to explain what was happening.
Another minor quibble: Why did everyone seem so cool about the whole vampire thing? I mean, maybe I totally missed this, but it seemed like vampires in this world were not publicly known about. So the fact that Adam and Peter (and everyone else) seemed to take it all in stride...well...that seemed pretty bizarre to me. I was at least expecting some major disbelief or fear or misunderstanding or something. Nope, not really. Everyone seemed peachy keen. What? Slanting yellow eyes and fangs? No biggie. WTF? Ok, to be fair, that is what I would expect with the typical vampire novel, so maybe that's why I was so jarred in this case, because this really isn't the standard vampire romance novel, and the whole vampire-explanation-disbelief routine wasn't what this book was about.
Now I already said I enjoyed the action-packed pace of this novel, but the real showstopper for me was Adam himself. Oh Adam, where to begin? Adam is a self-proclaimed selfish bastard with the sensitivity of a rock. He lies, he cheats, he treats his long-time sex partner (Peter) like shit, he runs drugs on the side (even though he is a police officer), and he pretty much doesn't give a shit about anyone except himself. You'd think I'd completely hate him, but somehow I don't. Maybe it's because he's a fascinating example of an antihero, which is pretty unusual in this kind of fiction. Maybe it's because his witty, sardonic narration is humorous and engaging, and he is pretty upfront about all his unsavory characteristics. Maybe it's because I want to believe that deep down, he's really not as awful as he acts. Well, actually I think maybe he is just as awful as he acts, but the thing is, no matter what a jerk he is, he's not really bad. He's not evil, he's not malicious, he puts the bad guys in prison (mostly), he doesn't kill anyone even in bloodlust, and though he has a hard time admitting it, he does care about his aforementioned sex-partner, Peter. Not everyone is going to like Adam, because there's a lot not to like, but I thought his character was great.
FYI - this isn't really a romance novel. While there is a romantic subplot of sorts between Adam and his "fuck-buddy" Peter, this is very much in the background of the overlying action/mystery plot. So if you are expecting Adam to reconnect with his mushy side, repent his sins and mend his evil ways -- don't hold your breath. With that said, Adam does have some redeeming traits, and over the course of the book, he really does begin to think about how his actions affect others, especially Peter.
Bottom Line: This novel was fun, engaging, fast-paced, action-packed, and definitely not your typical vampire romance novel. In fact, it's not really a romance at all. Not everyone is going to care for the main character, Adam, but I thought his fantastic narration went a long way to make up for his character flaws. Definitely recommended.
This story begins with Adam, an undercover vice detective, bleeding out in the arms of his on again/off again lover Peter on the floor of a dirty warehouse. I don't think it's too much to give away that he subsequently finds himself in the city morgue, awakening as a new member of the Evil Undead (only he doesn't realize it at first). The rest of the tale pretty much consists of Adam running around haphazardly trying to figure out which of the drug gangs is responsible for his setup and untimely undeath.
Overall, I found the novel to be highly enjoyable for its fast pace and exciting action. Adam jumps into and out of trouble amazingly quickly, and I was constantly astonished that he managed to stay "alive" (so to speak). However, I did have a few quibbles in regards to said action plot. To be honest, I found much of the info about gang wars and informants and undercover operations to be terribly confusing. There were also a myriad of characters to keep straight, and a pretty fluid line on who exactly were the good guys and who were the bad guys. Basically, I had a hard time keeping up with what was going on, and it often felt like Adam was jumping from one bad idea/situation to the next, without really taking the time to explain what was happening.
Another minor quibble: Why did everyone seem so cool about the whole vampire thing? I mean, maybe I totally missed this, but it seemed like vampires in this world were not publicly known about. So the fact that Adam and Peter (and everyone else) seemed to take it all in stride...well...that seemed pretty bizarre to me. I was at least expecting some major disbelief or fear or misunderstanding or something. Nope, not really. Everyone seemed peachy keen. What? Slanting yellow eyes and fangs? No biggie. WTF? Ok, to be fair, that is what I would expect with the typical vampire novel, so maybe that's why I was so jarred in this case, because this really isn't the standard vampire romance novel, and the whole vampire-explanation-disbelief routine wasn't what this book was about.
Now I already said I enjoyed the action-packed pace of this novel, but the real showstopper for me was Adam himself. Oh Adam, where to begin? Adam is a self-proclaimed selfish bastard with the sensitivity of a rock. He lies, he cheats, he treats his long-time sex partner (Peter) like shit, he runs drugs on the side (even though he is a police officer), and he pretty much doesn't give a shit about anyone except himself. You'd think I'd completely hate him, but somehow I don't. Maybe it's because he's a fascinating example of an antihero, which is pretty unusual in this kind of fiction. Maybe it's because his witty, sardonic narration is humorous and engaging, and he is pretty upfront about all his unsavory characteristics. Maybe it's because I want to believe that deep down, he's really not as awful as he acts. Well, actually I think maybe he is just as awful as he acts, but the thing is, no matter what a jerk he is, he's not really bad. He's not evil, he's not malicious, he puts the bad guys in prison (mostly), he doesn't kill anyone even in bloodlust, and though he has a hard time admitting it, he does care about his aforementioned sex-partner, Peter. Not everyone is going to like Adam, because there's a lot not to like, but I thought his character was great.
FYI - this isn't really a romance novel. While there is a romantic subplot of sorts between Adam and his "fuck-buddy" Peter, this is very much in the background of the overlying action/mystery plot. So if you are expecting Adam to reconnect with his mushy side, repent his sins and mend his evil ways -- don't hold your breath. With that said, Adam does have some redeeming traits, and over the course of the book, he really does begin to think about how his actions affect others, especially Peter.
Bottom Line: This novel was fun, engaging, fast-paced, action-packed, and definitely not your typical vampire romance novel. In fact, it's not really a romance at all. Not everyone is going to care for the main character, Adam, but I thought his fantastic narration went a long way to make up for his character flaws. Definitely recommended.
July 4, 2012
Excellent anti-hero romance with a deft touch.
Adam is unapologetically selfish and, for the most part, miserable with it. He takes what he wants: sex, skimmed profits from illegal drug trafficking, the drugs themselves. He manipulates friends, buys them outright when necessary, and gives nothing of himself in return--or as little as he can get away with. His self-loathing perpetuates a cycle that has him taking increasing risks until, in the novel's opening scene, he is finally successful in getting himself killed.
As this is a vampire story, that's not the end of Adam. The first-person, unflinchingly honest narration takes us through his transformations: from human to bloodthirsty Undead, and from the emotionally unavailable, superficially charming rogue to a man who can finally acknowledge his most carefully hidden secret: a desire to become someone worthy of love.
Peter is devoted but not a doormat; a true friend and hero who stands up for himself even as he acknowledges his unhealthy obsession for his former partner and sometime lover. He is a match for Adam in every way, and it is enthralling to watch their relationship dynamic shift on its axis over the course of the novel.
The plot is fast-paced, action-packed, and unnecessarily complex: there are half a dozen rival gangs, the Mexican Mafia, undercover law enforcement operations both local and federal, and cadres of vampires, all embroiled in a cataclysmic turf war. The individual characters are more effective than the overarcing story: we are kept guessing, along with Adam, as to where people's loyalties lie, particularly as one by one, most of the people he knows become vampires too.
The true strength of the novel is the relationship plot, which is poignant, scorching, and deeply satisfying without ever venturing toward emo or schmoop. This one will stay with you.
Five stars.
Adam is unapologetically selfish and, for the most part, miserable with it. He takes what he wants: sex, skimmed profits from illegal drug trafficking, the drugs themselves. He manipulates friends, buys them outright when necessary, and gives nothing of himself in return--or as little as he can get away with. His self-loathing perpetuates a cycle that has him taking increasing risks until, in the novel's opening scene, he is finally successful in getting himself killed.
As this is a vampire story, that's not the end of Adam. The first-person, unflinchingly honest narration takes us through his transformations: from human to bloodthirsty Undead, and from the emotionally unavailable, superficially charming rogue to a man who can finally acknowledge his most carefully hidden secret: a desire to become someone worthy of love.
Peter is devoted but not a doormat; a true friend and hero who stands up for himself even as he acknowledges his unhealthy obsession for his former partner and sometime lover. He is a match for Adam in every way, and it is enthralling to watch their relationship dynamic shift on its axis over the course of the novel.
The plot is fast-paced, action-packed, and unnecessarily complex: there are half a dozen rival gangs, the Mexican Mafia, undercover law enforcement operations both local and federal, and cadres of vampires, all embroiled in a cataclysmic turf war. The individual characters are more effective than the overarcing story: we are kept guessing, along with Adam, as to where people's loyalties lie, particularly as one by one, most of the people he knows become vampires too.
The true strength of the novel is the relationship plot, which is poignant, scorching, and deeply satisfying without ever venturing toward emo or schmoop. This one will stay with you.
Five stars.
July 11, 2011
Let me start out saying that I really don't like paranormals. I tolerated them in het romances when I used to read them (I'm actually a fan of JR Ward's vampire series but that's probably about it), but for some reason, gay vampires/werewolves/ghosts, whatever, do nothing for me. Don't know why, but that's how it is. The only reason I picked this up is only because I really, really love AM Riley, so I decided to give it a shot. And boy, is this a great book!
What probably hooked me from page 1 is most definitely, the "anti-hero" Adam. I just love it when the main character is a dickhead with a heart of gold. And Adam is most definitely not-likable. He has a great guy, his long time friend who is obviously in love with him and Adam readily admits Peter doesn't deserve him. The reader would agree since Adam constantly screws around on him. Not to mention he's a cop with questionable ethics. And now apparently he's a vampire. Despite all this, I just love him because he's refreshingly honest, self-aware, and very funny.
The story was very action-packed with lots of blood, violence, and sex, but told very humorously through Adam's POV, so the reader is hooked from page one all the way to the very end. I'll admit being confused at times trying to get all the gang members and their affiliations straight. I gave up at one point and just kept reading. Despite that, this book was really very good and I will definitely be picking up the sequel.
What probably hooked me from page 1 is most definitely, the "anti-hero" Adam. I just love it when the main character is a dickhead with a heart of gold. And Adam is most definitely not-likable. He has a great guy, his long time friend who is obviously in love with him and Adam readily admits Peter doesn't deserve him. The reader would agree since Adam constantly screws around on him. Not to mention he's a cop with questionable ethics. And now apparently he's a vampire. Despite all this, I just love him because he's refreshingly honest, self-aware, and very funny.
The story was very action-packed with lots of blood, violence, and sex, but told very humorously through Adam's POV, so the reader is hooked from page one all the way to the very end. I'll admit being confused at times trying to get all the gang members and their affiliations straight. I gave up at one point and just kept reading. Despite that, this book was really very good and I will definitely be picking up the sequel.
March 25, 2011
I was a bit surprised by this book. The summary lead me to think the story might progress in a certain way, only to be sucker-punched from the first few pages. In a good way :D
[spoiler ahead]Finding out that Adam was a corrupt, drug-using cop was somewhat of a shock. How often do you read stories with such main characters? (now I've started writing like the author, addressing the reader :P) I digress. I was a bit put off by his ethical code and his style to do things, not to mention his lack of morals when it came to choosing his partners. I would have liked him a bit more faithful... but that aspect, or better said trait of his character became more defined and explained as the story progressed. Before I knew it, I was laughing at Adam's stupid jokes and way or looking at things and became fond of his strained relationship with Peter.
Also, the story was a surprising action-packed, slightly romantic, paranormal combination. Something refreshing and interesting. It wasn't just about the sex between Adam and Peter or just about Adam becoming a vampire and coming to terms with that (which he did rather absentmindedly along the way) but more a slice of life, thrown together with vampires and emotionally conflicted hero.[end spoiler]
I enjoyed this book much more than I had anticipated. Looking forward to try something else by this author.
[spoiler ahead]Finding out that Adam was a corrupt, drug-using cop was somewhat of a shock. How often do you read stories with such main characters? (now I've started writing like the author, addressing the reader :P) I digress. I was a bit put off by his ethical code and his style to do things, not to mention his lack of morals when it came to choosing his partners. I would have liked him a bit more faithful... but that aspect, or better said trait of his character became more defined and explained as the story progressed. Before I knew it, I was laughing at Adam's stupid jokes and way or looking at things and became fond of his strained relationship with Peter.
Also, the story was a surprising action-packed, slightly romantic, paranormal combination. Something refreshing and interesting. It wasn't just about the sex between Adam and Peter or just about Adam becoming a vampire and coming to terms with that (which he did rather absentmindedly along the way) but more a slice of life, thrown together with vampires and emotionally conflicted hero.[end spoiler]
I enjoyed this book much more than I had anticipated. Looking forward to try something else by this author.
May 31, 2013
Can I just say this was the worst, worst title to saddle this book with. The awful title kept me well away for years. I automatically assumed it was a young, new author who thought the name would be cute because she didn't have enough talent to see otherwise. Not until I was actually looking up A.M. Riley's catalog to see what new stuff was out did I realize who wrote the book and was willing to fork out the money for it. Excellent decision, because this book was really pretty damn good!
If it hadn't been written in first-person, I might ding it for it's break-neck pace. But the eyes we are seeing through are exactly the kind that makes this story perfectly played. Adam is a jump-in, think later type guy. And he's a fun and exciting ride. I really enjoyed being in his brain and seeing his actions, both the good and the bad. He's a lovable guy, even if you want to groan and shake your head a lot of the time. Peter was awesome. And because I loved Adam, I could totally feel for what Peter was going through.
I love how much the L.A. area is a character in the book. You couldn't have this book in another setting and Riley really makes it come alive. This is true for all the players in the story. Each are distinct and real and dynamic.
This was an exciting, well-written, fun book that I would highly recommend. But, damn, what an awful title.
If it hadn't been written in first-person, I might ding it for it's break-neck pace. But the eyes we are seeing through are exactly the kind that makes this story perfectly played. Adam is a jump-in, think later type guy. And he's a fun and exciting ride. I really enjoyed being in his brain and seeing his actions, both the good and the bad. He's a lovable guy, even if you want to groan and shake your head a lot of the time. Peter was awesome. And because I loved Adam, I could totally feel for what Peter was going through.
I love how much the L.A. area is a character in the book. You couldn't have this book in another setting and Riley really makes it come alive. This is true for all the players in the story. Each are distinct and real and dynamic.
This was an exciting, well-written, fun book that I would highly recommend. But, damn, what an awful title.
March 28, 2015
I've soft spot for a bad boy.
Naah. Not really.
I just couldn't resist Adam Bertoni's charm; commitment-phobic, insensitive bastard, recovered addict, run of bad luck, sex-magnet, undead as he was. So, really - I could sympathize with how Peter must have gone through.
This story had me twisting and squirming emotionally! In a way, I could just hit Adam upside the head with how callously he treated Peter, or how slutty he could be when the urge struck. Likewise, Peter couldn't seem to resist welcoming Adam back after each transgression. Every. Single. Time. But these two were just so hot together (yep, that's me squeeing...) and somehow they complimented each other professionally. And those moments when they hurt each other (intentionally or not)?? I could feel the phantom corkscrew-pain in my chest and I just wanted to hug Adam and comfort him!
That right THERE was when I yell: nooo, why end the story there?? Nooo. More pleeease!!!
Relationship-wise aside, the plot gripped me from start to finish (read this in one sitting). Adam might not be the can-do-no-wrong superhero in this story, but his adventures were very entertaining to follow!
Naah. Not really.
I just couldn't resist Adam Bertoni's charm; commitment-phobic, insensitive bastard, recovered addict, run of bad luck, sex-magnet, undead as he was. So, really - I could sympathize with how Peter must have gone through.
This story had me twisting and squirming emotionally! In a way, I could just hit Adam upside the head with how callously he treated Peter, or how slutty he could be when the urge struck. Likewise, Peter couldn't seem to resist welcoming Adam back after each transgression. Every. Single. Time. But these two were just so hot together (yep, that's me squeeing...) and somehow they complimented each other professionally. And those moments when they hurt each other (intentionally or not)?? I could feel the phantom corkscrew-pain in my chest and I just wanted to hug Adam and comfort him!
That right THERE was when I yell: nooo, why end the story there?? Nooo. More pleeease!!!
Relationship-wise aside, the plot gripped me from start to finish (read this in one sitting). Adam might not be the can-do-no-wrong superhero in this story, but his adventures were very entertaining to follow!
April 19, 2010
Immortality is the Suck by A.M. Riley was a seriously cool read. I did not pick it up initially as I was feeling a little over the whole vamp genre, but I really like the author so eventually gave in and brought it. Despite there being a very obvious romantic relationship between Adam and Peter, most of the book is seen through Adam’s POV and is about him dealing with waking up a bit dead and wanting to snack on people. I liked that Adam is a total shit and needs a boot in his ass, but it’s his underlying goodness that peeked through every now and then that kept me totally wrapped up in this book. Loads of drama and fast paced action that does not miss a beat. That and some seriously smutty sex. Loved it.
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