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“October end.

time and time again
people have continuously
let me down
i have often been subjected
to some sort of emotional
mistreatment or punishment
due to the selfishness
of others
and yet i find myself
pushing the limits
going above and beyond
for the people
who don't love themselves
enough
to appreciate me

my heart is damaged
in a way that i can't describe
with words and any feeling
i've had is gone like silence

in the night
i'm numb
eager to feel more
of nothing
eager to forget
those who have
forgotten about me
this life is painful
my life

nothing hurts more
than doing so much for people
who make you feel
like what you do isn't enough”
― R.H. Sin, Planting Gardens in Graves II

“the girl with the highest walls put too many of the wrong hearts ahead of her own”
― R.H. Sin, My Dear Wildflower

“the weather in my heart
is changing
as the atmosphere in New York
inches closer to summer
I feel cold
I feel more like winter

an overwhelming silence
surrounds me
so heavy
weighing down on my soul
I'm running out of patience

frustration is the only thing
I've been able to feel lately
disappointment has become the new normal
as I sit in anticipation of all the things
that most likely won't occur
mostly the things which
I desire the most

there's this aching in my heart
as I sit here
typing this as a reflection
of what my emotions
would look like
if placed in front of a mirror

I looked into a mirror this morning
and barely recognized myself
as the smile that
i so often
use as a mask
has all but melted away

I feel used, I feel overlooked
I feel more and more
like the worst version of myself

and now I know why people change
now I know why someone with the biggest heart
would rather close themselves off
from the world

now I know what it feels like
to give everything
and be shortchanged
by the person you'd do everything for

the weather in my heart
is changing
I feel cold”
― r.h. Sin

“I was faced
with the realization
that I never needed you”
― R.H. Sin, WHISKEY WORDS & A SHOVEL II

“Silence, my friend

I've been hurting and I can't find the words to explain what I truly feel.
And if I could, I don't believe you'd be able to comprehend the words within my soul.
This is why I say nothing.
As if silence is my only friend.”
― R.H. Sin, Whiskey Words & a Shovel II

“The best revenge
is realizing that you never needed
the person who hurt you.”
― R.H. Sin, She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1)

“never II

notice the way her eyes
light up at the first sight of you
understand the joy that fills
her chest when she thinks of you
and never make her regret
falling in love with you
for most women
falling head over heels
takes courage
never punish the woman
who is brave enough
to open her heart to you”
― R.H. Sin, Planting Gardens in Graves II

“July 22nd reminds me

you're the missing lyrics
to the song that lives within my soul”
― R.H. Sin, Whiskey Words & a Shovel III

“Some friends just love you in a way that family can't.”
― R.H. Sin, I hope this reaches her in time/She Felt Like Feeling Nothing/I hope this reaches her too][3 Book Set by r. h. Sin]

“happy people get depressed. strong people
break down.”
― R H Sin

“How do you do it? How do you make it through
the type of nights that would drown others?
How do you survive the waves of unhappiness?
Sadness comes knocking at your door, and the
more you ignore it, the louder it gets you mighnight
creeps toward your window, pushing the moon
higher than before, you're unreal,
but you're here, a traveler in search of love and
understanding. You didn't set out to get hurt, but
it happened. But you continue to move forward,
and you refuse to give up. There are nights when
the darkness becomes overwhelming; the later
it gets, the more your heart seems to sink into
itself - such a terrible feeling, one that is hard to
explain. You scream into your pillow, your eyes
slightly shut. You are hoping that when you open
them and reemerge from the rivers of pain that
everything will be made different and you'll be
able to breathe freely again, even if it isn't. If all
remains the same and the heartache arrives at
the same time every night, you'll still do it, and
you'll still be here surviving. You'll still be here,
fighting yet another war. And I'll again wonder
ow you do what you've always done.”
― R.H. Sin, She's Strong, but She's Tired (Volume 3)

“The fact that you could possibly fall in love with yourself year after year and not have to worry about what others think. Not have to impress anyone or do things you don’t want to. Loving yourself can do that for you. It can give you the protection you need when no one is willing to step in.”
― R.H. Sin, She Fits Inside These Words

“loving someone
doesn't make them the one”
― R.H. Sin, WHISKEY WORDS & A SHOVEL II

“In a world where everyone left me out in the cold, you felt like home. You felt like love.”
― R.H. Sin, Planting Gardens in Graves

“my scars

these scars
remind me that I survived
everything meant to
destroy me”
― R.H. Sin, Whiskey Words & a Shovel II

“You can’t find love until you’ve detached from the person who treats you as if they hate you. You can’t find peace until you’ve decided to walk away from the person who has caused so much chaos within your heart, and you will not find joy until you choose to search from within. You can do all things on your own. Your love is more than enough to replenish your soul, and the joy you’ve searched for in others has always lived within you. It’s easy to think that a relationship with someone will solve all of your problems, and while having a significant other can be beautiful, it’s important to also focus on the relationship you have with yourself. Maybe after all the pain you’ve experienced in relationships with others, it’s time to focus on yourself for a bit. After all the fight and energy and time you’ve given to someone who was never worthy, maybe it’s time to fight for yourself and everything you believe you deserve out of this life.”
― R.H. Sin, We Hope This Reaches You in Time

“People who don't feel good about themselves are always ready to make others feel bad about themselves.”
― R.H. Sin, A Beautiful Composition of Broken

“the roses make death
look beautiful
the way they die
with grace”
― R.H. Sin, Empty Bottles Full of Stories

“silence is a poet the way it gently whispers a truth that your heart is not ready to hear”
― R.H. Sin, My Dear Wildflower