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September 25, 2016
But Wait, There's More!
I wanna make you an offer; one I hope you can't refuse: I'd like to give you a FREE copy of my collected short stories -
Skins Game, and Other Short Fiction .

You gotta ask yourself, "Why would I do this?"
Well, I'll tell you: Because you get an e-book of my award-winning (some of them) short stories absolutely free, no obligation. This collection has never been published, nor will it be. It's offered exclusively to my club of loyal readers.
"Okay, fine," you might counter. "Then why would you do this"?
A couple of reasons:
1 - It's what marketing hotshots call a 'loss leader.' I give you this book, hoping you'll like what you read and want to read more of my stuff, namely, my novels...which you will buy cheap on Amazon. OR, if you do Kindle Unlimited, get them free, too.
2 - You'll join my Readers Group wherein you'll get periodic updates on things like new releases, more freebies or discounted books, blog posts, and my alleged whereabouts.
DO NOT WORRY. I will never spam you, sell your email address, or have Russians hack your server. Besides you can unsubscribe at any time, but hopefully you'll want to remain in the gang. I'm working on some signs and tags for that, but a lot of the good ones are already taken.
Here're excerpts from a couple of the storiesfor those of you still hesitating:
Skins Game At the green Cletis was away. He crouched behind his ball and held up his putter like a plumbob, closing one eye to check the line.“You boys know why I won all them skins on the front nine?” he asked.No one answered.“I took them holes, and your generous monetary donations I might add, because I have inner strength.”Bluehorse snorted. “Crap, Cletis, you ain't got no inner strength. What you got is piss ant luck.”“You sure got that right, Blue,” Whitey snarled. “Hell, Cletis, in all the years we’ve been playin together you never been good enough to win on skill. You mostly win because of your constant jawjackin, which would drive a magpie to distraction.”“Well, Blue's right about the luck,” Cletis rose and walked to his ball. Leaned over it.“Yeah, luck knows me. It's always been that way.” He eyed the hole, swung a practice putt. Straightened and looked again at the hole. “But my luck works for me in two important ways.” He leaned over the ball again, padded his feet in place, up and down. He shook his left gloved hand and re-gripped the putter. “It gives me confidence.” He drew back and gently stroked the ball, his putter giving off a soft ping when it hit.“And it really pisses off those I compete with, which, of course, works to my advantage.”The golf ball slid up one swale and broke right, skimmed along the base of another and broke left. When it got to the hole it orbited the rim two and a half times and fell in.Cletis Worley raised his putter and rested it on his shoulder. “Like I said, inner strength.”
The 5th Regimental Combat Band
The sergeant major, a highly decorated veteran of the two prior wars, didn't have a lot of love for officers. His rank specifically, and his demeanor in particular, served to give him the right of way, and the benefit of any doubt by all those in uniform up to the rank of brigadier general. In his opinion, he'd forgotten more about running and fighting a war than most of these snot-nosed college boys would ever learn. He'd quit addressing anyone at or below the rank of major by "sir" in 1953.“Major Wedenhoffer,” he addressed the pudgy and myopic engineer battalion's XO with indifference. “The Old Man wants this hospital company crap squared away.” He caught the Major in mid-munch of his second sugar-coated cinnamon roll one of the cooks had brought to HQ earlier. Wedenhoffer had made the trip to Brigade for two reasons: to deliver Colonel Lembacher's Morning Report, and to eat several cinnamon rolls.“Get on the horn to Four Corps and see what you can do,” the sergeant major ordered. “In the mean time, billet these band people with your battalion in the hospital company's hootches. That's them out front. Take 'em with you when you leave.” He slapped the papers into the major's soft chest, and left out the back door. “But...who? What hospital company? Did you say band?!” the befuddled former CPA shouted after the sergeant major sending cinnamon roll tracers with his words.
I do appreciate ya - Phil

Red Lands Outlaw, the Ballad of Henry Starr
Game, an American Novel
Treasure Kills, Legends of Tsalagee Book 1
West of the Dead Line, the Complete Series
May 2, 2014
West of the Dead Line
While I haven't totally abandoned this site, most of my blogging takes place over there. I would sure welcome your visit, and invite you to leave a comment if you're so inclined.


I'm currently working on a series of Western short stories put together in a volume called West of the Dead Line. The first two tales are currently available as e-copies on Amazon for $0.99 ea., or no charge if you're an Amazon Prime member:
The plan is, once we've gathered about a dozen of these stories, a print version will be made available as Volume I. Seeing as how we're introducing a new story about once a month, it'll be about a year before the printed volume comes out.
In the meantime, come on over to the Western Fictioneers blog. I'm posted there the 1st Friday of every month.
I do appreciate ya - Phil

And, of course, I would sure like for you to take a look at my other books, if you haven't already done so:
Red Lands Outlaw, the Ballad of Henry Starr
Game, an American Novel
Treasure Kills
January 28, 2013
Where Lips Go to Sync
“It wasn’t that big a deal, Gramp,” Jakey said. He sat at the kitchen table working on a Lego project, and his gramp had just expressed disgust at the TV news about a pretty lady singer who’d lip-synced the National Anthem at the Presidential Inauguration.
“Why would you think that?” White asked his grandson.
“’Cause all she did was pretend to sing. It didn’t hurt anybody.”
“Maybe you’re right,” White said, rubbing his chin. “I suppose her fakery, considering the grand scheme of things, ain’t going to add to the final outcome. On the other hand, it might could take away a little. You see, done enough times, by enough people, for a long enough period, it could bring down the whole country.”

“Well.” White scratched his head trying to think how he could get across to Jakey what he meant. He spotted the pile of Legos on the kitchen table the boy was working on. The picture on the box showed that, once all 538 pieces of the interlocking blocks were put together in the right order, they’d form a rather large and intricate space vehicle; one from a galaxy far, far away.
“You take building that…that…,” White jabbed a finger toward the heap of plastic building materials.
“Millennium Falcon,” Jakey said.
“That Millennium Falcon. It’s got a thousand pieces.”
“Five-hundred thirty-eight,” Jakey corrected.
“Okay, five hundred thirty-eight,” White said. “Some of them pieces are really big. But a lot of ‘em, it looks like most of them, are small; some you might could even call eensy. Now, according to the plans you have there, you need every one of them pieces to build that whole thing, right?”
“Uh-huh,” Jakey answered. His expression said he feared his gramp was about to launch into another one of his “lessons.”
“Let’s say someone at the factory where they put all them pieces in the box got lazy and decided to leave out one eensy piece. Most wouldn’t notice, and the kid who got that box of Legos would probably still be able to put that spaceship together without it. As the builder, you’d eventually know the piece was missing, but you could get by without it. However, the structure of that ship would have what’s called compromised integrity. It’d be an eensy one, though. It wouldn’t be no big deal.”

“Integrity means something has wholeness, it’s sound and undamaged. It can also mean sticking to high moral values, like honesty. If something’s compromised that could mean there’s a hole in its wholeness, it’s exposed to failure…or disgrace.
“Okay,” Jakey said. His tone seemed to add, “So, what’s your point?”
White picked up on that. “So let’s say this woman in the factory told all her co-workers how easy it was for her to leave out that one little piece, and they all thought it was a good idea. It’d mean they could get by with doing less work, and no harm would be done…well, not much, anyway. Let’s say they all decided to leave out a piece, too. So, eventually, anyone trying to put that spaceship together wouldn’t succeed. Its integrity would be compromised so much, there wouldn’t be a great deal left.
Jakey held up a pea-sized Lego, and looked at it. “So you’re saying that singer lady was dishonest?”
“No, I ain’t saying that, exactly. I’m saying she lost a bit of her integrity. Same goes for all those who went along with her on that deal.”
Jakey thought about it some more. “Yeah, but still, all she did was move her lips without saying anything,” he concluded.
White sighed. “You do have a point, son. A lot of that goes on where she was that day. Some traditions are hard to break."
Please check out my novels:Red Lands Outlaw, the Ballad of Henry Starr
GAME
Legends of Tsalagee
December 8, 2012
Tom and The Duke
Roaming one of my favorite haunts last weekend, The Tom Mix Museum in Dewey, Oklahoma, I came across a gallery of signed photographs from past Hollywood western movie luminaries – Jimmy Stewart, Walter Brennan, Will Geer, Roy and Dale, and a host of others. Like old Tom, most of them are dead. I leaned in closer to look at one. “Best of luck to the Tom Mix Museum – John Wayne” it was inscribed.

“Dang, The Duke,” I said, clearly impressed.
Next to me, my associate Russ Maddock – historian and photographer extraordinaire – said to me, “You should ask Fawn [Lassiter, museum Manager and Curator] about John Wayne and Tom Mix.” Russ and I had both come there that day to sign our respective books for prospective readers.
Here’s what I found out.
Tom Mix and John Wayne didn’t much like each other. Tom, it’s said, was a bit jealous and feared Wayne would unseat him from his position in the Hollywood Cowboy limelight at a time when Mix’s role as a film star had begun to fade, and Wayne’s star was rising. Once when a reporter asked Tom what he thought of Wayne, he said, “The only Christian words I could use are ‘no-talent upstart.’”
As for The Duke – a nickname he picked up as a kid – it’s said his dislike for Tom went back to his (Wayne’s) football playing days at USC. Supposedly, Tom had told Wayne and several of his teammates that they should stop by Fox Studios and he’d get them jobs in the movies. When Wayne and some of the boys showed up a few weeks later, the guards were told Mix said he never made such an offer, and the bunch were summarily thrown off the lot. However, Tom did get John a summer job in the studios’ prop department in exchange for USC football tickets.

The two men had diametrically opposed styles in their approach to the western genre of film acting. Mix was sort of a dandy, a showman avoiding realism for more melodramatic scenes and attractive visuals like fancy well-tailored outfits and trick-riding on his famous horse(s) Tony. Tom once said, “From the beginning I decided to make clean pictures. I decided to give boys and grown-ups good wholesome entertainment, free from suggestion or anything harmful to growing and fertile-minded youth. I try to convey to the boys and girls a message of helpfulness. In no picture have I ever smoked, taken a drink, played cards or gambled.”
Of course, the film genre evolved, thanks in large part to Wayne. We all knew The Duke as a tough, gritty, no-nonsense guy with maybe some smoldering anger issues. I believe it would be fair to say, in most of his movies he was a hard-smoking, hard-drinking kind of guy, and I can also recall a few card games. I always supposed that ever-present faded red shirt and leather vest he wore got kind of gamey. The world view John Wayne projected from the screen seemed to be pretty much black and white, and he was somewhat intolerant. He was short and direct with the spoken word, often confused with women; something that appealed to his audiences, especially us men. We weren’t always sure how the Duke’s relationships would play out, but we knew for certain we’d want to be on his side in the end.
My favorite John Wayne quote is, “Life is hard; it’s harder if you’re stupid.”
The irony of the whole comparison between these two men is that Tom Mix lived more of the western-style life in his younger years than did Wayne. Mix worked as a real cowboy on one of the biggest ranches in Indian Territory, the Miller Brothers’ 101 Ranch near modern day Ponca City. There he worked cattle and horses and performed with (an elderly) Bufflao Bill and Pawnee Bill in the Millers’ Wild West Shows. He was also a bartender and town marshal in the town of Dewey. John Wayne, on the other hand, grew up in Southern California where he worked in an ice cream store as a teen and played football at USC, losing his scholarship at that due to an off-field injury while body-surfing.
But it’s like the fella said, “A man’s gotta do what a man’s gotta do.”
Please check out my novels:Red Lands Outlaw, the Ballad of Henry Starr
GAME
Legends of Tsalagee
October 29, 2012
A Debtor to the Law
Historical novels are a different kind of beast; you do your research, you write your book. Some facts you include, others you leave out, and the rest you make up to suit whatever story-telling goal you've got in mind. Then there are the bits you miss.
You call it a novel because there's a story you want to tell, an angle you want to reach thinking - hoping - the way you've put it down will reflect the illumination you're trying to achieve without corrupting the shine of the history you've set it in. But sometimes you miss things, sometimes things get by you.

My friend and Oklahoma historian, Dr. Bill Woodard, came across a little piece concerning Henry Starr. It literally fell into his lap. Bill was doing some research on Western artist Joe De Yong - who grew up in Oklahoma and was a protege of Charles M. Russell - about whom he was to give a talk at the Bartlesville (Oklahoma) History Museum.
[image error]Bill WoodardWoodard, a retired engineer at Phillips Petroleum which was founded in Bartlesville, was born in Dewey, Oklahoma, the small town neighbor of Bartlesville. Dewey holds a lot of western heritage (see 9/25 post - Tall Grass Prairie Interlude), and is the burial place of Henry Starr. Because of this and Bill's passion for western and Oklahoma history, we became fast friends. So during his research on De Yong, he told me that as he was opening a book about Russell from his grandfather's library, an old yellowed newspaper clipping fell out of it. It appears to be a column relating a pre-statehood vignette from one of Bartlesville's founders, a merchant named George Keeler, and his encounter with the outlaw Starr. I don't have the date of the column, nor the source. Bill figured it was most likely from the Bartlesville Examiner-Enterprise printed sometime in the late 1940's or early '50's. With apologies to the author/publisher, here's the content:
In the early days, well before statehood, when there were only four or five businesses here, no streets or sidewalks, no rural highways and no banks, the business men would take their money to Caney, Kansas to bank [a distance of about 20 miles].
The story goes that one time Keeler had assembled some cash and was beginning to feel quite nervous. In those days this locality was the headquarters for a lot of bandits, among them the famous Henry Starr.
Keeler decided that he would saddle up and take off for Caney with the bank roll, for it began to look like that was the less desperate chance to take. As Keeler would tell it, he started up the trail toward Caney, hoping he would be lucky and not meet up with some of the bad boys and get relieved of the cash.
He had traveled about a fourth of the distance when he saw a man on horseback coming down the trail toward him, only a short distance away.
“When I got a little closer,” Keeler would relate, “I saw that it was the one whom I most feared to meet – Henry Starr himself.
“It was too late to run, for Starr always had one of the fastest mounts in the country, and he would be sure to overhaul me and take my money.

“And, do you know, Starr took me up on the proposition and rode guard over me all the way to Caney. And I got every cent of the money in the bank."
I wish I could've used this story in my novel because it perfectly illustrates the picture I wanted to paint of Henry Starr - he was certainly a thief and an outlaw, but he was surely no scoundrel.
Please check out my other novels:
GAME
Legends of Tsalagee
September 25, 2012
Tall Grass Prairie Interlude

And a parade. A parade preceded by the Star Spangled Banner sung over the PA system by a local sweetheart, and then a prayer unabashedly offered for our nation, our well-being, our fortitude and our gratitude. Every cowboy there removed his hat and placed it over his heart without hesitation.
A herd of longhorns were driven down the parade street, then a troupe of spangled, flag-toting cowgirls on horseback. Some antique tractors chugged by, followed by a man riding a huge longhorn steer. Pioneer-costumed locals stood and waved atop flatbed trailers. Pawnee Bill's stagecoach came along, and a light-flashing, siren-whooping fire truck and a parade-ending street-sweeper brought up the rear.
A gang of desperados robbed the bank, immediately following the parade, and had a shoot-out right there on Main Street. Then a drawing was held on chances purchased to win a working replica of an 1860 Henry .45 caliber lever-action rifle, a real beauty of a firearm. This is absolutely a place where traditional Americans proudly cling to their guns and Bibles.

I had a small part in all the weekend's activities. Fawn Lassiter, the manager of the Tom Mix Museum in Dewey, had invited me to do a book signing for my historical western novel Red Lands Outlaw, the Ballad of Henry Starr during the Saturday celebrations, and Marilyn Moore-Tate asked me to come out to Prairie Song to do the same on Sunday. You see, Henry is buried in the Dewey Cemetery, and Marilyn was instrumental in getting a new and bigger headstone put on the outlaw's grave. Although an outlaw, Henry is well thought of in that area of Oklahoma. Probably for his historical value, more than his career.
The highlight of that Sunday afternoon at Prairie Song was a Wild West show. They had bronc riding, fancy gun handling, trick riding and roping, wild cow milking, and on and on. Those cowgirls with flags rode the arena full-tilt in a well choreographed display of horsewomanship, and they wound it all up at the end with a stagecoach robbery by the same group of no account hombres who were shot dead trying to rob the bank the day before.

All the events and happenings were fun, but the best parts of what I came away with were the people I met. Like the co-book signer at the table next to me, Shirley Lucas Jaurequi, who wrote a book about her career as a trick rider and Hollywood stunt woman, having been a stunt double for such as Lauren Bacall and Betty Hutton and worked in movies with John Wayne. Then there was the 84 year old Aussie cowboy, who'd worked a big "station" in Australia before coming to America to be a professional bull-rider. He'd quit doing that some years back, he said, after getting busted up so much he could no longer sit astride one. Now he makes bullwhips, and teaches youngsters how to crack them. Rooster Cogburn was there, or at least an impersonator so uncanny you'd swear you were talking to The Duke.
It may not have been a weekend in Vegas, or a walk through Disney World, but it was dang sure more than good enough for me.
Please check out my other novels:
GAME
Legends of Tsalagee
*For those of you not familiar with Tim Conway, I've embedded the following. I suggest you go to the bathroom before you watch this, as you'll run a good risk of wetting your pants laughing.
August 15, 2012
The Good, the Bad, the Hugly
One reader of Red Lands Outlaw, The Ballad of Henry Starr commented, “I couldn't decide if Starr was a good man with a bad heart or a bad man with a good heart.” My response would be, um…yes.
Well, my hope is you, too, will embrace the quandary and the story. The novel was released August 1st, and is available for the Kindle, Nook, etc., and in trade paperback.
Here's an excerpt:
Spring 1893Indian Territory
[image error] Henry didn’t quite know what to make of the boy. He stood there in the street strapped with six-shooters, his brown leather hat thrown back onto his shoulder blades, held there by its drawstring around his neck. He wore a faded blue cotton shirt and well-worn jeans tucked into plain cowhide boots, but he didn’t appear to be a farm or cow hand. His stance, the tight leather gloves he wore, and his surly attitude made him look like a range tough, a gunslinger wanabe. Henry himself was only nineteen, but he judged this youth to be no more than about fourteen or fifteen. He had a boy’s face, pocked with pimples, and no whiskers. He was a white kid, and a fair-haired one at that. The late afternoon sun almost gleamed off his thin blond hair, and he stared back at Henry with a look of insolence.
The boy had called out to Henry as he and Frank started up the wooden steps leading to the general store. “Henry Starr?” he’d yelled from twenty feet away. That annoyed Henry because he and Frank were going to rob the store they were about to enter, and it drew attention to him. The name Henry Starr had gained some notoriety in that part of the country, especially amongst the mercantile, as several of them had recently been robbed by him and his partner Frank.
Henry stood with one foot on the top step looking back at the youth. On the one hand he was pleased that the kid knew who he was; on the other, calling out his name on the town street of Inola at that particular moment was downright inconvenient and annoying. From the looks of it, the boy appeared to be calling him out for a gunfight, but Henry couldn’t be sure. He turned on the steps and walked back the twenty feet between him and the adolescent. Henry didn’t know if the kid would draw on him or not, but his irritation prevented him from calculating the risk.
When he stood two feet from the boy, he looked him in the eye and asked him, “How’d you know my name?”
Although three inches shorter than Henry, the lad didn’t appear intimidated.
“Didn’t really,” the youngster said with a smirk. “I’uz looking for a Indin about your description, and when I saw you making for that store, I thought I’d ask. A Indin named Henry Starr is said to be fond of robbing general stores in these parts.”
Henry placed his right hand on the butt of his holstered pistol. His partner, standing to one side of the boy, did the same. “You after the reward money, son. Is that it?”
“Aw, hell no,” said the boy, still smirking. “Can’t make no money on rewards. I want to join up with you.”
Henry relaxed his hold on his pistol grip. “You picked a heluva time to come job hunting. What makes you think I’m hiring?”
The lad shrugged, then spit to the side. He looked coolly over at Frank. “Sooner or later you’re going to need more help. Figured you could use someone good with a gun.”
Henry looked at Frank and they both laughed. The boy lost his smirk and got steely-eyed. “How old are you, son?” Henry asked.
“Don’t see that it matters,” he said. He looked back and forth from Henry to Frank. His expression had quickly become cold; his eyes danced with fury. “You want to try me?”
Henry looked at the ground and let out another small laugh. He leaned in closer to the boy and spoke to him in a lower voice. “Look, kid, we ain’t looking for a fight. We got a job to do right now. It’s kind of a small job, but it’s only because we need to outfit ourselves for something bigger.
“Tell you what, you want to join us on this job, I’ll give you a try. If I like what I see we’ll consider letting you join up with us.”
The boy nodded.
“What’s your name?” Henry asked him.
“Wilson.”
“That your first name or your last?”
“Last,” the boy said. “First name’s John. Most folks just call me Wilson.”
Henry leaned in closer to the boy, and spoke in an amicable tone. “Now, c’mon, tell me how old you are.”
“Eighteen,” the boy said.
Henry knew it was a lie. He smiled and nodded back. “Well, I already know enough Johns. Think I’ll call you, Kid...Kid Wilson. That okay with you?”
A small smile cracked the boy’s stony glare and he returned a slight nod.
“Awright, then,” Henry turned to his partner Frank, then looked up at the door of the mercantile. “Let’s do this.”
Just before he grabbed the knob of the store’s door to enter, it swung opened to the inside and a heavy-set woman came out. Henry stepped back and to the side, grabbing the rim of his hat in a tipping gesture to the woman. She nodded and smiled, moving on across the wooden sidewalk and down the steps. Watching the woman cross the street, Henry turned back to the boy behind him. “One other thing, Kid. Don’t shoot nobody,” he said.
Follow these links to check out Red Lands Outlaw and my other novels:
Red Lands Outlaw
Legends of Tsalagee
GAME
July 20, 2012
Gramping by Proxy
I call myself an avid indoorsman. So when my seven year old grandson asked me to take him fishing, I scowled at him and made excuses.
“It’s too hot,” I said. “Fish aren’t biting.” And “Fishing ain’t all it’s cracked up to be. You have to sit still and be quiet for extended periods.”
I figured that last one would quell his enthusiasm, but one of the boy’s talents is persistence. Another is his ability to turn into a human tennis ball, and start bouncing himself off the walls. Used simultaneously, both of these gifts began to wear me down.

“What should I bring?” I asked.
“A little cooler of drinks, some snacks. Maybe a couple sandwiches in case we stay past lunch. I’ve got everything else,” Larry told me.
We set a date. I told the boy we’d have to rise early to set out. Not a problem for him. You would’ve thought it was Christmas morning; he jumped on my bed at 4:30 a.m. “Get up, Gramp,” he said. “Let’s go.”
On Fishing Eve the boy and I had made a trip to WalMart to provision up. We got an eight-pack of soda pop, some chips, some cookies, some energy bars (a.k.a. PC candy bars), some peanut butter filled crackers, some kind of sour apple drink he spotted, some bottled water. Oh, and some cheese and ham for sandwich makings.
We made our rendezvous with Larry, and rode forty minutes in his pickup into the hills of eastern Oklahoma. Larry said he knew a spot. The road dipped and rose, curving sharply through the deep back woods. I got more apprehensive the further we drove, started whistling “Dueling Banjos.”
“Ah, here it is,” he said, sliding to a dusty halt on the shoulder of the narrow road. The spot lay below a bridge which crossed the finger of a small lake. At a bend in the finger, the waters of a rocky stream emptied swiftly into it, the sound of its rapids babbling in its cascade. A well-timbered bluff cast shade across the waters of the fishing hole – the pool at the finger bend and the mouth of the brook. If fish awaited us in those waters, it would be a perfect spot.
We head for the spot down a path winding through a field of poison ivy. First thing off the bat, not five minutes into casting out his line, the boy hooks a fish. “Reel it in! Reel it in!” Larry and I shout, and the boy takes off running backwards dragging the fish to land. It’s a nice sized channel cat, about a pound (Larry tells us).
Shoot this fishing thing’s easy, the boy decides. He snags seven perch in the next hour, then the rapids of the creek become too enticing.
Wise to what a kid would want to do, Larry had brought a child-sized float vest. He straps it on the boy, and the two of them ride the rapids of the brook out into the deep pool of the bend. I’m a little nervous, Larry’s in perfect control, in his element. The boy sloshes up the creek, far into the woods, and floats down to the mouth butt first. And then again. And again. He spends more time doing this than fishing. When the sun tops the trees above the bluff drawing back our shade, Larry and I decide to pack it in. The kid voices his displeasure with the decision, sorry he’d been brought there by old men.
On the way home the boy wants to know when we’ll go fishing again, says he’s already itching to go back. I tell him it’s probably the poison ivy.
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Legends of Tsalagee
GAME
Look for my new historical novel Red Lands Outlaw, the ballad of Henry Starr soon on Amazon!
June 12, 2012
Watching Dad
I was luckier than many, but I didn't really know it at the time.
My Pop was always there, and seemed to consider being a dad as the most important mission in his life. He wasn't a big success by most measures from our secular/material culture – career, jobs, possessions, but if we had such a thing, he'd be in the Fatherhood Hall of Fame.
After his death in 1992, I wrote the following poem. My kids were young then, and I was a dad-in-training. Don't know that we ever get promoted from that position; however, the title Grandfather comes with a certain reward. Mine call me "Grampy." I enjoy having them come over for a spell; I enjoy sending them home.
This is a tribute to all dads who stayed in the home trenches, and to mine in particular –
Henry Lavelle Truman, November 5, 1909 – June 20, 1992.
Watching Dad
Even now I spot Dad standing in that yard
hands on his hips, back swayed in that stance of his,
like all his boys stand,
his eyes bright in the crisp November noon
looking over the home he'd agreed to keep.

October fallen leaves,
big cotton gloves on large hard hands,
gentle hands that stroke a boy's head
and cup his face with affection.
I catch a glimpse of Dad under the hood
of his car tightening, cleaning,
checking belts and hoses making sure the oil
has the right depth in case we would ask
him to take us for a Sunday ride.
I look at Pop squatting in his seersucker pants,
summer brown arms bulging from his white undershirt
catching my Sunday fast balls, warning me away from curves,
pounding that dusty old catcher's mitt of his,
exhorting me to burn it in there.
I see Dad through the fog of anesthetic
standing over me, eyes circled in fear,
watching me breath, checking my cloudy eyes for life
whispering softly, repeatedly, imploringly,
dear God dear God dear God.
I watch Dad at the late night kitchen table
rubbing his knotted forehead
a sheaf of bills before him demanding he pay
for his son's glasses, the fixed refrigerator,
his daughter's wedding gown, doctor bills.
I see Pop talking, laughing, retelling tales
of his children, grandchildren growing up, of him and
his bride of 65 years growing along with us.
He sits on the back porch watching hummingbirds
flit around the feeder, burning time.
I sit with Dad after Momma died, him sunken there frail
on the eternal back porch, his eyes haunted, defeated.
He tells me all his papers are in the hutch,
asks me if I still have a key to his safe deposit box,
says he's sorry he's not worth so much now.
I hold my sleeping son's hand, tracing each finger in awe
touching there the past and future of a man;
in my daughter's eyes I view histories coursing
the fiber of her soul. And I watch my children grow, seeing
them press a path from the measure of my father's steps.
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Legends of Tsalagee
GAME
May 11, 2012
Design Names Author
Jakey sat on the floor working on a Lego project while White watched a discussion on TV. According to Jakey, it was one of those boring shows his Gramp often watched on one of those stupid news channels where people just talked and talked, usually about boring things.
This particular segment pitted an atheist against a believer; their topic: the existence of God. Jakey couldn't avoid hearing some of the talk.
"I believe in science and logic, not the supernatural and fairy tales," the woman said. She sounded angry. "Not the musings of some old man now dead for centuries," referring to the words of Paul her counterpart had just quoted from the Bible book called Ephesians.
"Gramp, why does that lady not believe in God?" Jakey asked. He topped off a corner of his Lego walls with a parapet, and leaned back to consider it.
"Whazzat?" White asked, coming back from a semi-doze.
"That lady on the TV, she said she thinks believing in God is stupid, that science is what's real. What does that mean?"
"Well…" White cleared his throat, as much to jump start his mind as to get his voice box working, and he sat up straighter. "Some folks claim they can't see the evidence of God, so they don't think he exists. But to believe in God you've got to go beyond what you see."
"How?" Jakey asked.
"By having faith, just knowing in your heart that it's true. But, you see, that's what that woman there is arguing about. Science is all about proving things, it's about gathering up evidence to explain how things work and why things exist."
"What's wrong with that?"
"Well, nothing. That's one of the best things about being a human being – having the ability to observe what's going on around us and then having the intelligence to figure it all out."
"Can't we do that with God, too?"
"I believe we can," White said, getting up from his chair and walking to a bookcase. He scanned the shelves for a few seconds; then pulled out a volume and laid it on the coffee table where he opened it and started leafing.
"You learned about cells yet?" White asked.
"Uh-huh."
"Then you know every living thing is made up of cells, usually trillions of 'em."
"Is that more than a bazillion?"
"Close. But there's an amazing thing inside each one of those cells." White stopped on an open page and tapped it with his finger. "Ah, here it is."
Jakey followed his gramp's tapping finger on the book page. He saw a funny looking spiraling ladder with red sides and blue rungs. "What's that?" he asked.
"That's what they call a double helix, it's a strand of something called DNA…well, it's not an actual picture of a DNA strand, just an artist's idea of what one looks like. Anyway, a string of this stuff, about five feet long, is wound up real tight and stuffed in every one of your cells."
"What's it do?"
"It doesn't actually do anything. It's like an enormous library, a big data bank. The information it holds instructs the cell on how to build little machines that will do something, anything any particular cell in that living thing needs doing. A lot of people, even a lot of important scientists, believe that proves God exists."
Jakey thought about that for a minute, scrunching up his brow. "I don't get it."
White closed the big textbook and held it up. "What had to happen before I could show you the information in this book?"
"Someone had to make the book," Jakey said.
"Yes," White said. "But even before that."
"Someone had to write it."
"That's right. Someone had to think up the information, and then put it together in a sequence of words we could understand.
"Now," White continued. "Do you think it could've written itself?"
"No."
"That's a smart answer, but there're some people, people who have completed a whole lot of schooling, and who we'd consider very, very smart, who think all the information in a strand of DNA could self-assemble, could randomly come together, given enough time."
"Really?"
"Yeah, but here's the thing. The information in a strand of DNA is so complex that other very smart people, people who know a lot about numbers, say the likelihood of that big library falling into place by itself is pretty much impossible. They figured for that to happen, it would take more time than the universe is old."
"So here's what I'm trying to show you. Every cell in your body has DNA. Science has discovered and proven that DNA is basically a warehouse of information. Information doesn't just pop up out of nowhere, it has to be created, and the creation of information suggests an intelligent designer."
"Is that God?" Jakey asked.
"I believe it is," White answered.
"Hmm. Somebody should give that woman on TV this information," Jakey said, returning to his Legos. "Then maybe she wouldn't be so mad."
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