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July 13, 2025

Ch. 16 - A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow - m x nb romantasy on Patreon

Chapter Sixteen of A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow - a historical m x nb romantasy featuring dark academia, hurt/comfort, and dragon royalty - is now on Patre♡n! Wherein a lock is proffered.

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In the penny bloods a lass giving a lad a lock of her hair meant she wished to marry him when they were reunited. But Emlyn wasn’t a lass. More than a lad, certainly, but if xe were a lass specifically Rat rather thought xe would’ve told him. Or at least mentioned it in the letter if it were a recent development.

Yet Emlyn had said nothing. Not even a word about the hair itself. From the ink on the page one might never know the lock existed.

Rat had no idea what a lock of hair meant between lads and more-than-lads. He knew the sight of that precious dark curl made his heart leap into his throat and flutter in its cage and plunge into his guts all at the same time. The faint and familiar scent of it gave him the sort of head-ache that foretold burning eyes. And if any of the boys Rat had known in London caught his tears falling over such a thing, they’d give him far worse to cry about.

He wasn’t in London anymore, though. Gods willing he’d never find himself there again.

And here, gentlemen danced with gentlemen.

Rat reined in his wild flying hopes. The thing with feathers, as Pandora and her box would have it. It fought him all the way down.

Gents might dance with gents here. More-than-lads might befriend lads.

But princes didn’t dally with paupers in this realm or any other.

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Joining me on Patre♡n will give you access to “drawer fic” – aka the 500k+ words worth of manuscripts that have been shelved until I figure out how to fix or finish them. You'll also be invited to join an exclusive Discord server just for patrons!

A new chapter will go up every week. Missing (unwritten) scenes will be indicated by brackets describing what would probably happen if the scene were written. Example: [in this scene Aubrey and Lindsey ride a carousel]

Currently posting…
A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow (historical m x nb romantasy)

Completed works...
♡ the Aubrey & Lindsey solar fantasy project (mm)
A Willing Canvas - John Halloway x Lord Cyril Graves (mm)
The Train Job - Rowena Althorp x Rebekah (ff)
Hold Fast 2 - Hold Faster (mm)
Vampires Vampires Vampires (mmm)
♡ The Sebastian Nothwell Contemporary Expanded Universe (mmm+)
Theo. (transmasc historical mm romance)

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July 6, 2025

Ch. 15 - A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow - m x nb romantasy on Patreon

Chapter Fifteen of A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow - a historical m x nb romantasy featuring dark academia, hurt/comfort, and dragon royalty - is now on Patre♡n! Wherein an ocean is crossed.

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It took Emlyn longer than it ought’ve done to perform the arithmetic. In no small part because the first two times xe came up with the answer xe discarded it out of hand for sheer improbability. Yes, the hours had seemed to stretch into eons in the cold dark void, but xir perception must’ve been skewed by fear. Xe couldn’t possibly have drowned for—

“Three days?” Rat whispered in evident disbelief.

The void Emlyn had narrowly escaped reappeared in xir chest.

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Joining me on Patre♡n will give you access to “drawer fic” – aka the 500k+ words worth of manuscripts that have been shelved until I figure out how to fix or finish them. You'll also be invited to join an exclusive Discord server just for patrons!

A new chapter will go up every week. Missing (unwritten) scenes will be indicated by brackets describing what would probably happen if the scene were written. Example: [in this scene Aubrey and Lindsey ride a carousel]

Currently posting…
A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow (historical m x nb romantasy)

Completed works...
♡ the Aubrey & Lindsey solar fantasy project (mm)
A Willing Canvas - John Halloway x Lord Cyril Graves (mm)
The Train Job - Rowena Althorp x Rebekah (ff)
Hold Fast 2 - Hold Faster (mm)
Vampires Vampires Vampires (mmm)
♡ The Sebastian Nothwell Contemporary Expanded Universe (mmm+)
Theo. (transmasc historical mm romance)

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Published on July 06, 2025 05:23 Tags: a-mirror-for-the-prince-s-shadow, dark-academia, patreon

June 29, 2025

Ch. 14 - A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow - m x nb romantasy on Patreon

Chapter Fourteen of A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow - a historical m x nb romantasy featuring dark academia, hurt/comfort, and dragon royalty - is now on Patre♡n! Wherein a princely test is passed.

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A hand clasped Rat’s—Emlyn’s hand, he realized, a half-second before his instinct would’ve flinched from the touch. Emlyn’s grasp, however, warm and familiar, anchored him fast.

As did Emlyn’s voice rising with arch command to ask, “When will the governor arrive?”

The ambassador’s smile widened. “He arrived not a quarter-hour past, your grace. He awaits your friend in the withdrawing room. If you would be so kind as to accompany me, Master Ratcliffe,” the ambassador added, turning to Rat.

Before Rat could decide whether to follow the ambassador or make a break for it through the window, Emlyn tangled their arms together and drew them up shoulder-to-shoulder.

“I’m going with him,” Emlyn declared.

And for the briefest instant, Rat thought he might have the courage to face the workhouse governor.

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Joining me on Patre♡n will give you access to “drawer fic” – aka the 500k+ words worth of manuscripts that have been shelved until I figure out how to fix or finish them. You'll also be invited to join an exclusive Discord server just for patrons!

A new chapter will go up every week. Missing (unwritten) scenes will be indicated by brackets describing what would probably happen if the scene were written. Example: [in this scene Aubrey and Lindsey ride a carousel]

Currently posting…
A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow (historical m x nb romantasy)

Completed works...
♡ the Aubrey & Lindsey solar fantasy project (mm)
A Willing Canvas - John Halloway x Lord Cyril Graves (mm)
The Train Job - Rowena Althorp x Rebekah (ff)
Hold Fast 2 - Hold Faster (mm)
Vampires Vampires Vampires (mmm)
♡ The Sebastian Nothwell Contemporary Expanded Universe (mmm+)
Theo. (transmasc historical mm romance)

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Published on June 29, 2025 04:37 Tags: a-mirror-for-the-prince-s-shadow, dark-academia, patreon

June 22, 2025

Ch. 13 - A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow - m x nb romantasy on Patreon

Chapter Thirteen of A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow - a historical m x nb romantasy featuring dark academia, hurt/comfort, and dragon royalty - is now on Patre♡n! Wherein a princely repast is consumed.

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The embassy folks called it “afternoon tea.” It involved a long table laden with more food than Rat had ever seen at once in all his days, served on silver salvers by silent-yet-deferential footmen.

Rat recognized the watercress, of course. And he’d seen advertisements for the chocolate biscuits pasted up on omnibuses and alley-walls but never had the chance to taste them for himself. Everything else, however, appeared altogether unfamiliar, though the sight and smell of it sparked an appetite that habitual starvation had rendered long-dormant. A queer shame arose in him, both from his hunger and his ignorance.

He glanced up from the bounty to find Emlyn gazing on him with a furrowed brow that banished with a smile.

“Would you care for some poached figs?” Emlyn asked, reaching for a shallow porcelain basin of plump green fruits floating in a sweet-smelling golden sauce.

Rat dutifully held out his plate so Emlyn might ladle the figs onto it. Biting into one made its pink flesh burst over his tongue in a riot of flavour.

“Try a muffin,” Emlyn suggested next, taking up a basket of small breads. He piled two on each of their plates.

Rat watched as Emlyn tore a muffin in half with his bare hands, exposing spongy innards. The butter he spread on them melted into the crevices. Rat followed suit and took a bite—warm, savory, and rich. He forced himself to slow down. This wasn’t the workhouse. No one lurked over his shoulder or at his elbow ready to snatch anything he didn’t eat fast enough.

“And some petit-fours?” Emlyn enquired, passing Rat a platter of tiny cakes drenched in a spectacular rainbow of coloured icing.

Rat paused his chewing as he realized what Emlyn was about. Offering up each individual victual by dropping its full title into conversation—which meant Rat didn’t have to make a fool of himself by asking what everything on the table was. Taking a portion of everything Rat accepted onto his own plate and showing by example how it ought to be eaten. Sparing Rat’s pride and keeping him fed all in one fell swoop.

It was hard to swallow around the unaccountable lump that’d formed all of a sudden in his throat, but Rat managed it all the same, if only for Emlyn’s sake.

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Joining me on Patre♡n will give you access to “drawer fic” – aka the 500k+ words worth of manuscripts that have been shelved until I figure out how to fix or finish them. You'll also be invited to join an exclusive Discord server just for patrons!

A new chapter will go up every week. Missing (unwritten) scenes will be indicated by brackets describing what would probably happen if the scene were written. Example: [in this scene Aubrey and Lindsey ride a carousel]

Currently posting…
A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow (historical m x nb romantasy)

Completed works...
♡ the Aubrey & Lindsey solar fantasy project (mm)
A Willing Canvas - John Halloway x Lord Cyril Graves (mm)
The Train Job - Rowena Althorp x Rebekah (ff)
Hold Fast 2 - Hold Faster (mm)
Vampires Vampires Vampires (mmm)
♡ The Sebastian Nothwell Contemporary Expanded Universe (mmm+)
Theo. (transmasc historical mm romance)

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Published on June 22, 2025 03:55 Tags: a-mirror-for-the-prince-s-shadow, dark-academia, patreon

June 21, 2025

A New Story in the World of Oak King Holly King…

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The Unveiling of Daniel Durst - wherein fae and mortal secrets alike are revealed, and Mr Grigsby learns the truth at last.

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Valentine (an Aubrey & Lindsey tale), wherein Aubrey is forced to celebrate his birthday for the first time in his whole life.
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Published on June 21, 2025 09:38 Tags: newsletter, oak-king-holly-king

June 17, 2025

Goldheart - Floral Fantasy with Tess Carletta on Right Here Write Queer

There’s a new episode of Right Here Write Queer waiting for you wherever you listen to your fave podcasts!

Growing flowers out of your skin all by yourself, handsome? Plant magic, putting characters through the wringer, and sunflowers vs. lilies—Tess Carletta talks with RK Ashwick about her new queer romantasy novel Goldheart.

Tess Carletta (she/her) is the author of Kit & Basie, a queer cozy fantasy romance, its sequel collection Patchwork, and the forthcoming fantasy novel Goldheart. You can connect with her at her website: tesscarletta.com

RK Ashwick (she/her) is the author of the Lutesong trilogy beginning with The Stray Spirit, as well as the cozy fantasy series Sidequest Row beginning with A Rival Most Vial. You can connect with her at her website: rkashwick.com

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June 15, 2025

Ch. 12 - A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow - m x nb romantasy on Patreon

Chapter Twelve of A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow - a historical m x nb romantasy featuring dark academia, hurt/comfort, and dragon royalty - is now on Patre♡n! Wherein a prince's worth is proved.

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“Very well,” said the ambassador after a marked pause. “We thank you for your service to our prince. The clerk will direct you in how to collect your reward.” He nodded at the scrivener.

“Reward?” Rat echoed stupidly.

The ambassador served him a blank look. “The reward for our prince’s safe return.”

Then he named the sum from the pasted bill that’d sent Rat’s head spinning.

“The clerk will assist you in contacting your solicitor.” The ambassador paused. “Or perhaps in finding a solicitor for you. Someone to aid you in managing your fortune,” he continued in response to Rat’s bewildered look.

Rat still didn’t quite believe it. The sum would set him up for life—or anyone else, for that matter. He supposed the embassy might just send him on his way without the reward. Would certainly save ‘em a pretty penny if they did.

But he didn’t want the money. Not if it meant parting with Emlyn.

~

Joining me on Patre♡n will give you access to “drawer fic” – aka the 500k+ words worth of manuscripts that have been shelved until I figure out how to fix or finish them. You'll also be invited to join an exclusive Discord server just for patrons!

A new chapter will go up every week. Missing (unwritten) scenes will be indicated by brackets describing what would probably happen if the scene were written. Example: [in this scene Aubrey and Lindsey ride a carousel]

Currently posting…
A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow (historical m x nb romantasy)

Completed works...
♡ the Aubrey & Lindsey solar fantasy project (mm)
A Willing Canvas - John Halloway x Lord Cyril Graves (mm)
The Train Job - Rowena Althorp x Rebekah (ff)
Hold Fast 2 - Hold Faster (mm)
Vampires Vampires Vampires (mmm)
♡ The Sebastian Nothwell Contemporary Expanded Universe (mmm+)
Theo. (transmasc historical mm romance)

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Published on June 15, 2025 06:09 Tags: a-mirror-for-the-prince-s-shadow, dark-academia, patreon

June 10, 2025

Sapphic Shenanigans at the Ren Faire with Jess Galaxie on Right Here Write Queer

There’s a new episode of Right Here Write Queer waiting for you wherever you listen to your fave podcasts!

Jess Galaxie (they/them) chats with me about fantastical inspiration and the joy of collaborating with human artists.

Jess is the author of the cozy fantasy duology The Graveyard Trees (beginning with Feathers of Dawn) and the forthcoming sapphic ren faire romance How to Juggle Ballads and Blades. You can connect with them on instagram @galaxiebot

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June 8, 2025

Ch. 11 - A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow - m x nb romantasy on Patreon

Chapter Eleven of A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow - a historical m x nb romantasy featuring dark academia, hurt/comfort, and dragon royalty - is now on Patre♡n! Wherein our hero survives a laboratory accident.

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“I’m sure he’s just nervous,” Alistair assured Emlyn for the fifth time that afternoon.

For a fifth time, Emlyn found xe couldn’t believe him.

~

Joining me on Patre♡n will give you access to “drawer fic” – aka the 500k+ words worth of manuscripts that have been shelved until I figure out how to fix or finish them. You'll also be invited to join an exclusive Discord server just for patrons!

A new chapter will go up every week. Missing (unwritten) scenes will be indicated by brackets describing what would probably happen if the scene were written. Example: [in this scene Aubrey and Lindsey ride a carousel]

Currently posting…
A Mirror for the Prince's Shadow (historical m x nb romantasy)

Completed works...
♡ the Aubrey & Lindsey solar fantasy project (mm)
A Willing Canvas - John Halloway x Lord Cyril Graves (mm)
The Train Job - Rowena Althorp x Rebekah (ff)
Hold Fast 2 - Hold Faster (mm)
Vampires Vampires Vampires (mmm)
♡ The Sebastian Nothwell Contemporary Expanded Universe (mmm+)
Theo. (transmasc historical mm romance)

See you on Patre♡n!
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Published on June 08, 2025 05:02 Tags: a-mirror-for-the-prince-s-shadow, dark-academia, patreon

June 3, 2025

Groveling – Trope Talk on Right Here Write Queer

There’s a new episode of Right Here Write Queer waiting for you wherever you listen to your fave podcasts!

The hour has arrived for a big apology to slake the reader’s thirst for justice. Tess Carletta (she/her) and I discuss the groveling trope in romance and genre fiction, why it’s so difficult to get right, and what can be done to make it truly satisfying.

Tess Carletta (she/her) is the author of Kit & Basie: A Cozy Immortal MM Romance, a queer cozy fantasy romance, its sequel collection Patchwork, and the forthcoming fantasy novel Goldheart. You can connect with her at her website: tesscarletta.com
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Published on June 03, 2025 07:03 Tags: groveling, podcast, right-here-write-queer, tess-carletta, trope-talk, tropes, tv-tropes