Coco J. Ginger's Blog, page 10

My dishes stare up at me likedeath. But I won’t give in, I won’t surrender to their requests. Wash me, wash me! They cry. But I have better things to do, like write poetic rhymes. Plus it’s Saturday, it’s time for play, andfun. Dishes you shall wait, until the sun has gone. Tomorrow will be […]

“As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering are only warning signs that I was living against my own truth. Today, I know, this is “AUTHENTICITY”. As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody if I try to force my desires on this person, […]

5:30am. I love this time of morning. Charcoal painted sky with tints of lavender; light blue popping through the height of the sky, and for today especially, white pillowy clouds crafting a space to cheer in the brightness of the baby blue morning. What peace my heart feels. I reach out the window and touch […]

What was itlike for him to love you? Like a diamond studded red carpet dream— exploding all at once, in front of me. What did your brain feel? Safe. Protected. Secure. The lucky one. What did your heart feel? Desperate. Confused. Scared. Pretend. When you said goodbye, what did he say? I couldn’t hear him. […]

I invented myself through your absence. If you had been here, I’m not sure I could have been the girl I invented, but I imagine I would have been very pretty, very real, very happy and very loved. But God said no. God said, she needs to be everything she is not, everything I created […]

You never said my name. You never said my name. You never said my name. You always called me Baby. You always called me Baby. You always called me Baby. How many other times did you say Baby? Before, I was your Baby? How many names did you forget, before we met? Poor Babies, they […]