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I was really hyped for this book due to all the good reviews but it seems this just wasn't for me.
This novel felt so much longer than it was and I felt as though I was forcing myself throughout it multiple times. Despite I still feel as though there were many missing scenes? All of this was most likely due to the pacing which wasn't my favorite.
The relationships felt flat to me but I enjoyed the exploration of sexuality and gender. It was my favorite part about this novel.
I did enjoy the idea ...more
This novel felt so much longer than it was and I felt as though I was forcing myself throughout it multiple times. Despite I still feel as though there were many missing scenes? All of this was most likely due to the pacing which wasn't my favorite.
The relationships felt flat to me but I enjoyed the exploration of sexuality and gender. It was my favorite part about this novel.
I did enjoy the idea ...more

4 / 5 stars
I went in with expectations. Yeah, I know, this one’s on me. But my expectations were completely wrong in the best way possible. I got to be baffled and amazed and really, really sad with the characters in a way I probably wouldn’t have had I actually known what was going on.
And, honestly, what can beat a group of Morally Grey characters on various sides of a colonial war in Ancient China? A varying grammatical structure that follows the language’s pattern to get the full scope of the ...more
I went in with expectations. Yeah, I know, this one’s on me. But my expectations were completely wrong in the best way possible. I got to be baffled and amazed and really, really sad with the characters in a way I probably wouldn’t have had I actually known what was going on.
And, honestly, what can beat a group of Morally Grey characters on various sides of a colonial war in Ancient China? A varying grammatical structure that follows the language’s pattern to get the full scope of the ...more

4.25 stars**
i can’t get enough of the queerness of this book!! this gorgeous prose needs to be studied in schools everywhere ASAP. the images this book put into my head are so realistic; it’s hard to remember that it was simply words on a page. the pace can be a bit slow at times and goddamn is this book dense, but IT! IS! WORTH! IT!
i mean…
the M A N I P U L A T I O N !!
the A N G S T !!!
the D E S P E R A T I O N !!!!
i can’t get enough of the queerness of this book!! this gorgeous prose needs to be studied in schools everywhere ASAP. the images this book put into my head are so realistic; it’s hard to remember that it was simply words on a page. the pace can be a bit slow at times and goddamn is this book dense, but IT! IS! WORTH! IT!
i mean…
the M A N I P U L A T I O N !!
the A N G S T !!!
the D E S P E R A T I O N !!!!

When I reflect on this book I don’t find happiness or envy and it dint bring me joy even in a sad way. What I do appreciate though, is the way the author managed to make me understand Zhu and all the decisions they made and their life and their heart and although I don’t agree with them and their philosophies I can appreciate their story.
On the other hand I did find the character of Zhu so Surface level similar to their relationship with ma! I did not feel them falling in love, I did not feel th ...more
On the other hand I did find the character of Zhu so Surface level similar to their relationship with ma! I did not feel them falling in love, I did not feel th ...more


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