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Okay. So, that's one day. There's tomorrow. And next week. And next month...
I get it. Every time I put a story or book out, I have hopes it will take off right away. They never do. But, give it time. Give it time. Give it time...
As one of our mods, Riley, often says, "this is a marathon, not a sprint."
I get it. Every time I put a story or book out, I have hopes it will take off right away. They never do. But, give it time. Give it time. Give it time...
As one of our mods, Riley, often says, "this is a marathon, not a sprint."
The real problem is that it is March.
People don't buy books in March, so don't worry about it. (I tell myself that anyways)
People don't buy books in March, so don't worry about it. (I tell myself that anyways)

But they haven't left a review or said anything really.
People are desensitized. We are caught in a net full of debris that usually gets discarded without a second thought, no matter if we have something valuable to say.
I'm sorry it's not going well for you. I hope it gets better soon! Everything works out if you keep working for what you want and you have the gift. From your post, it seems clear to me that you have all of that in spades.

I am having the most depressing launch day ever. I have spent the last 5 months preparing for this day, created a six week tour, have been everywhere I can think promoting, created fun..."
Oh, Heidi, we all feel your pain. These things can happen. My editor keeps telling me, "It takes time, it takes time, just keep writing. This something we all live with and we just have to bear up to it.
I know it's easy to say, but we're all in the same boat. Please consider this note the equivalent of flowers. Roses of all colors.
It will get better. Best.

What gets me mad, though, is when I'm approached by family/friends and they ask about my work. I can't tell you how many times I've heard, "I'll leave a review," "I'm buying it today," "I can't wait to tell everyone." It's B.S. I learned a lot with the first series I published, so I didn't fall into those emotional traps this go around. I've put my blinders on to it all and I'm focusing on why I do this, my love of writing. I truly think that if you put your heart in your work, your readers will feel it and at the end of the day, that's what matters most.
But, totally, I'll sit in that corner with you and share a box of Kleenex. Maybe even a bottle of wine. :)

Save the kleenex for the tears of joy!

Loves and hugs!

But they haven't left a review or said anythin..."
You are too sweet! Thank you for those kind words.

I am having the most depressing launch day ever. I have spent the last 5 months preparing for this day, created a six week tour, have been everywhere I can think promotin..."
I wish there were a <3 button on Goodreads, because I love this. Thank you so much!

People don't buy books in March, so don't worry about it. (I tell myself that anyways)"
I didn't know March was a bad time to publish? Crazy, because I have found a lot of other authors releasing too and felt overwhelmed with all the competition! (I know there is always competition, but I have had several friends wanting me to help promote their books and trying to do that and mine too was feeling overwhelming!)
Is there a publishing calendar that recommends the best time to release? I had never seen one, but that would be really useful!

As others have said, don't be discouraged. Sales can come at any time and we're indie, so we don't have to worry about our title being pulled if we don't shoot right out of the gate. You mentioned Brains to Books. I did that last year and while I didn't have crazy numbers, I put some of my books on sale and sold a few. You could also run a contest or do all kinds of things. But no matter what you do, don't get too down. Sales will come.
Remember: it's a hiking trail, not a mall mile (yeah,I don't run so the marathon analogy doesn't work for me. ;p)

As ot..."
Lol, I don't run either!

Shoot me and email at [email protected] and I cand send you the questions!
Heidi wrote: "C.B. wrote: "The real problem is that it is March.
People don't buy books in March, so don't worry about it. (I tell myself that anyways)"
I didn't know March was a bad time to publish? Crazy, be..."
No idea. :)
There might be better months than others.
Sorry, was trying to be funny / make you feel better. Not question your month choices.
People don't buy books in March, so don't worry about it. (I tell myself that anyways)"
I didn't know March was a bad time to publish? Crazy, be..."
No idea. :)
There might be better months than others.
Sorry, was trying to be funny / make you feel better. Not question your month choices.


People don't buy books in March, so don't worry about it. (I tell myself that anyways)"
I didn't know March was a bad time to publ..."
I emailed you!

People don't buy books in March, so don't worry about it. (I tell myself that anyways)"
I didn't know March was a bad time to publ..."
Darn, I wish it had been something that simple! Back to throwing stuff at the wall to see what sticks!





I protest against concealing vital information from such an important investor as husband -:)
Seriously though, are we talking about 'Hell School'? Because, I can't find it anywhere except for here on GR and its purchase link doesn't work. I've checked Amazon & B&N. Kinda hard to buy a book that's not available.
Keep up, Heidi, your efforts will surely result in sales.
Have an excellent weekend with some sales hopefully!

I protest against concealing vital information from such an impo..."
I found Hell School on Amazon, but there's no preview/sample copy available.
Yes, the Amazon sales link on GR doesn't work. I had to go to Amazon directly to find the book.

Don't feel bad. I remember being surprised my book didn't sell immediately. You are far from alone in this, so keep your chin up and keep plugging away.

Hang in there, and remind yourself of why you write. If you're doing this because you love to write, or because you have a story that needs to be told, then the rest will come. We've all been there when the "book launch" isn't everything that we had hoped it would be. But remind yourself of why you do this.
Also, bear in mind that your latest book hasn't even been out on the market a month yet. Be patient. It will get better.
Best wishes to your success.

I protest against concealing vital information from such an impo..."
The book just came out. Amazon takes a while to link it to an author/add the look inside/etc.
You can speed up the process by going to Author Central and "claiming" your book,but it's still not instantaneous.

I protest against concealing vital information from such an impo..."
I would feel worse about it, except he spends more on his computer "habits" and games than I spend on books, so....
Thanks for letting me know that the sales link wasn't working on here! That is so weird. I thought I had all the links worked out. Will take another look!

I will keep on keeping on! Have a fantastic weekend!


My first book, "An Accidental Affair" finally went free on Amazon; I had been pushing it to iBookstore & Nook for free through Lulu, and finally Amazon caught on and decided to make it free to stay competitive. It's the first book in a 5 part (complete) series, the majority of the reviews are really good, too.
Well I had 97 (!!!) free downloads on day one! I was excited! But... no follow on sales, despite 200 free downloads over three days, (I finally got one sale today). I've been on this up and down train before and I was like 'nah -ah, what the hell, I've done this sh!t, it's getting tired'. Two weeks after I first released "An Accidental Affair" I had sales on iBookstore of 99, 150, 127, 90 on consecutive days, gradually petering to a trickle. I thought I had found success but had no follow on, and I've not seen that success since, I don't know why I had it and why I don't now, and it is a source of some angst! So then I think I'm doing something wrong, I see other novels more expensive with less content and it's got more reviews, and... and...
And it's easy to get into that trap and hard to pull out. We try to not have any expectations as writers because readers can be fickle, as can reviewers, and there are so many things that have to go right but we are humans - humans who have put a lot of effort and (often), a sliver (or more), of our soul and emotions into the product and it's instinctive to look for an affirmation in sales. I struggle with this so much, but luckily my boyfriend is my biggest cheerleader, loves my books, (he likes it when I read them to him over supper!), which makes it a little easier but not perfect.
The things I end up consoling myself with? Did I put out a good product and write a decent story? That's difficult for me because I am a writing perfectionist and can ALWAYS find something to nitpick, no matter how many times I read it but... yes, every book I felt was cared for, with good attention to detail. I suspect you feel the same, so remember that.
Then the next thing? I'm not a trailblazer, which is both a comfort and a frustration. It means there is a path for success in what I do and others have done it, but it leads to restlessness because I'm not sure how to get to the point where I have good, regular success. So I try to focus on it this way - there is a market for it, people have *had* success here, and I remind myself I have a quality product. That usually makes me feel a little better. Books are also a consumable, so even if someone doesn't buy my book TODAY if they are a reader, they could buy it tomorrow or the next day. Luckily there are also a lot of readers. =)
The last big thing, which I fail at sometimes, is don't check your sales all the time. I suspect that can be a debate as big as the 'how often do you weigh yourself when dieting', =), but there it is. The most effective reinforcement of behaviour is intermittent reward; if a mouse gets a treat sometimes they will go back to it, back to it, and it ends up being a distraction, you chase the jolt of dopamine. So my two cents is to set a time each day or every other day to try check your sales and regardless of whether they are good or bad, try to adhere to that schedule. That way you aren't feeding the elation or depression too much.
I know it won't be for everyone, but I feel comforted if I at least have a plan or some sort of rationale to fall back on so... it takes time, (as others have said), don't let the fear or apprehension steer you, have faith in yourself! (you seem dedicated, which is only a good thing), and keep your chin up! =) You have put in a lot of energy and effort, and more often than not it pays off! Just not on the timeline we'd like. ;-)
Warm regards,
Holly

I just released my second book last month and like you, despite all the preparation, despite my publisher creating marketing content for me - there are just a handful of sales. More sales have occurred at events than anywhere else. I don't have high hopes for even a decent turn out at my official launch party next week. I have done what I can and I refuse to allow it to get me down like it did last year. Last year I had expectations, this year I have none. It helps to allay any disappointment.
Saying that though, strangers and acquantainces have been my biggest allies. Not friends, not family but strangers. Amazing but true. I met someone at an event who wants to help me do more with my book and an acquaintance currently is working on getting my book in front of as much of my audience as possible. I am trying not to get hopes up but at least there are people who care, even when you feel that they don't.
Keep your head high and keep writing. You have written books, five of them. How many people can say that in your circle?


I am having the most depressing launch day ever. I have spent the last 5 months preparing for this day, created a six week tour, have been everywhere I can think promoting, created fun graphic quotes from the book, and even reached out to local and niche news experts. I have had an event nearly every single day since February 21st (the day the tour started) and the book has been on pre-order this whole time.
Not one single sale.
I gave out 50 arc copies for read to review, and I have 2 reviews posted on GoodReads and none on Amazon or Smashwords. I sent out reminders to the reviewers last night, and again today... nothing.
I know I still have two weeks of the tour, and then am jumping right into Brain to Books Cyber convention the first week of April, and it takes time, and blah blah, blah,
But this is my fifth book I have published and this is the biggest preparation tour I have done and at some point isn't this supposed to get easier?!
I just needed to vent in a safe place. If I complained to my husband, he will use it against me later when I ask for money for a book cover or marketing...
Going to cry in a corner now. Thanks.