Randomly Pointless discussion

Amm hello .? i'd like to introduce myself
I'm 15 years old girl from Iraq , i like to write novels .. one of my biggest dreams is to be a novelist , i had a problem two years ago , made me stop reading any novels , and anything in English ! and now i feel really like a loser , cause every time i try to read a new novel i just .. give up from the first page , so i really wanna know if there is any way that i can retrieve my passion of reading ? and any good ways to learn English and talk\write fluently ? or i lost my chance for that cause i'm old now ?
and sorry -\\- i talk a lot
(ps: my English is bad i'm sorry , i mentioned the reason before but i'll say it again , it's because i didn't study english from two years , so my ability to talk in english is too basic )

Oh. Cool! Well welcome to this group and thank you for joining! There actually is an introduction discussion (But I forgive you) It's cool that you actually made your own thread to introduce yourself. So, I guess I'll just keep this here, and maybe it will help others. I don't really know how to answer your questions. (I'm not that smart.) I'm only 12. Maybe the other group members will know. Anyways, from what you have written, you don't seem to bad and I think you're fine where you are. I'll ask around for you. Until next time though, Haley.