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"Hey," Jake said quietly, "you still look really exhausted, you can go back to sleep." He placed her on his bee.

Bed**

"I'll sleep on the couch."

"Yes," he nodded, and leaned down to kiss her head.

He sighed and sat on the couch. he couldn't sleep for some reason. Maybe guilt?

((Yeh, Let's skip to when she wakes up))

Never since he turned into a demon had he felt guilty. He'd stared at the turned off telly for hours and by the time she woke up, he still was.

He looked up at her and shook his head, it was evident on his face. His eyes were droopy and he had bags under them.

"I can't sleep," He shook his head.

He shrugged, "I don't know." He stared at the black screen.

He forced his eyes to meet hers.

He stared at her face, he lifted his hand to her cheek.

He leaned in towards her. He kissed her, hard and passionately. He had this never ending want inside him, fueled by the need to claim what was his.

His hand moved to the back of her neck and the other under her lower thigh.

The hand on her neck moved lower. He lifted her up and onto his lap, still kissing her.

Whatever fatigue he'd felt a few minutes ago vanished into thin air.

He needed this as badly as she wanted it. He picked her up off his lap as he kissed her.

He placed her on the bed and pushed her back so she would be lying down. He crawled on top of her and started kissing her again.

He sighed, because he didn't want to stop but knew she wouldn't let it go on. especially since he was upset. He nodded and wrapped his arms around her.

He kissed her head and closed his eyes.

His arms tightened around her then soon they loosened up, indicating he fell asleep.

He shifted, uncomfortable with her absence.

((Hmm.. yes, Maybe he got the wrong soul so then he has to get punished and this time he really does want Bali? or to have sex with her anyways xD))

((Alright))

A portal behind Bali opens and she's sucked in.

((Can you post at the graveyard? xD))

"You passed out," he said, setting her on the bed and pulling the covers over her.

He turned the lights off and stood next to the window. He wouldn't be able to sleep for weeks now and he knew it. If he did he'd have a nightmare. He wasn't usually like this but he didn't usually torture someone he loved either, especially the love of his life.

((Lol xD.))

Jake sat on the edge of the bed, "Bali, wake up, it's just a dream," he shook her awake. He hated that he caused this. He hated that he had a part in this.. The biggest part. He hated that he let himself hurt her. He hated himself.

"Don't," he shook his head. He was already broken, her tears were shattering him, "don't cry. It wasn't real. Please," he pleaded as he wrapped his arms around her and buried his face in her hair.

"Please," he begged as he wrapped her up in his arms and rocked her back and forth. "I'm.. I'm not strong enough to see you like this," his voice broke.

He shook his head. He knew he was being selfish but he really wasn't strong enough and he needed someone to be strong. He didn't have anyone else, considering he only ever had his brother and his brother's dead. "I love you, Bali," he whispered.

He pulled her down so they were lying down with her head on his chest. He wrapped her up.

He kissed her head over and over, whispering that it's okay, that he was there. He didn't even know if she felt safe with him anymore.

((Good idea))


"I shouldn't have gone along with it," he says quietly.

"If I went alone, I wouldn't have gotten hurt and I wouldn't have stayed, or died. If you would go, you'd die, you'd get hurt and you'd have to stay for years," he shook his head. "Hell years."

"I don't want to hurt you again," his broke cracked a little and he hated it.

He nodded hesitantly, he didn't trust himself or lucifer.

He shook his head, "I wont be able to sleep."

He nodded and kissed her head softly.

He pulled her to him, needing her. Every time he closed his eyes he'd get flashbacks of what happened back in hell. He'd never felt bad about torturing anyone like he did now.

"Bali!" He shook her, "wake up! Please!"

"Bali!" He cursed under his breath. "Bali, please."

"Bali," he said as he slowly started to shut down right in front of her, without realizing it. The already dim light in his eyes goes off.

He sighed and laid onto his back, not sure what to say.

He didn't know what to say, since he'd lost his strength already.

"Don't have anything to say," he shrugged. He wished she could save him but maybe it was too late.

"I already did,"

He looked away and stared at the ceiling again.

"Where?" He asked, for no real reason.

Stopping her would mean he'd have to care and he didn't want to. He didn't want to feel anything. He just watched her, fighting with himself.

He got up when he saw the piece of paper, he reluctantly picked it up. Those three words were enough to make him want to feel again.

"Bali?" He opened his door, unsure but still hoping she was there.