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Evie ~Just walked out of a book~
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Feb 20, 2021 09:13PM

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REDQUEEN {SEEKER OF ADVENTURES} wrote: ""
fax bro
fax bro
I have made a shiny tater tot and I am now questioning how far I can shove it down my throat-
Man why cant i just be happy? Why is it that everyone i run into can find something to take their minds of things, i know im not normal i acknowledge this fact but why cant everyone just leave it be? Why do i have to bottle shit up, why cant i cry, why am i always cheated on, why do i have to always go theough this shit, why was i born, why do i need to live, why am i holding on, why do others ignore me but then wanna be near me, why cant i kill myself, why is my body so strong, why cant i hurt myself, why dont i feel pain, why dont i feel anything good, why does slife leave me in the ditch, why do people need to act with me, why did i learn psychology when i know what others think already, why do people pity me but i think its normal, how am i abnormal, how can i be normal, how can i make friends, how do i make relationships last long, how do i keep them around even after i do all i can, why cant i be glad, why do i not know how to rant, why do i not know what friends are like, why do i need to be something im not, why do people not see the real me even when i show them, why do people think i lie, why cant anyone understand me, why do i have to remember, why cant i just stay blank, why do i have to talk, why is my voice so bad, why do i hate myself, why am i breaking? why just why do I have to be the monster.... i dont think i can go another day of this shit
I understand you reaper and I would answer your questions but I gotta go to bed soo I'll answer it tomorrow and it will be a long paragraph-
I had a nightmare my bio-dad commited suicide.
Weird thing is, I haven't even heard from him for three years, and I haven't known him most of my life.
Strange times.
Weird thing is, I haven't even heard from him for three years, and I haven't known him most of my life.
Strange times.
I sometimes wish I wasn't the therapy friend :,)
Bee 奥ゎラ wrote: "I sometimes wish I wasn't the therapy friend :,)"
i feel that...my friends and my mother come to me waaay too much
i feel that...my friends and my mother come to me waaay too much
reyd wrote: "Bee 奥ゎラ wrote: "I sometimes wish I wasn't the therapy friend :,)"
i feel that...my friends and my mother come to me waaay too much"
Excatly, and then i'm like, "how long is it gonna take, for me to dissapoint you all."
and then I just bottle myself up :,(
i feel that...my friends and my mother come to me waaay too much"
Excatly, and then i'm like, "how long is it gonna take, for me to dissapoint you all."
and then I just bottle myself up :,(
Hm.
My vent.
Ever regretted doing shit because then other pull the same thing and it pisses you the fuck off??
And that parents always ruin fucking plans.
My vent.
Ever regretted doing shit because then other pull the same thing and it pisses you the fuck off??
And that parents always ruin fucking plans.
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nani, Grp Founder, Responds to PM's/ Happy Rewind everybody!
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IM GOING INSANE! Everyday wake up- come on goodreads. Get off- and go to school or chores or somewhere with family.
I feel like im stuck on a rat wheel. and I CAN'T WAIT ! Until college is over so I can start the life I want. But its taking to long I feel like every year that goes by it will never come. And its insane! how no one else is bothered by this seeing how there on the same wheel.
I feel like im stuck on a rat wheel. and I CAN'T WAIT ! Until college is over so I can start the life I want. But its taking to long I feel like every year that goes by it will never come. And its insane! how no one else is bothered by this seeing how there on the same wheel.