Addicted to YA discussion

I’ve been re-reading a book series(I haven’t said the title so I don’t spoil ask if interested)right now waiting for the third and final book to be released and my opinion has changed since my first read . I’m a huge fan of an enemies to lovers trope and I originally wanted the enemies to lovers couple to end up together as I found the forbidden romance relationship to be less interesting but when I read the books again I actually enjoyed the sweetness of the forbidden romance because it reminded me of the forbidden romance aspect of helnik from six of crows. Now I don’t know who I want the FMC to end up with because I love both men and i’m gonna guess one of them dies or screws up in the next book which I am definitely scared of.