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What is the worst question you've ever been asked?
Why?
What was your answer?
Go into the melodramatic's of why it was the worst question you've ever been asked.

"Why are you like this?"

No please I didn't mean to please stop I can't just stop please I'm begging you I'm sorry please no stop I can't do this I'm sorry I'm worthless I'm terrible I know I know I don't want to please just stop I'll never be anything I'm just a failure I'm sorry it was a mistake I didn't mean to please no just stop please help I need help please help HELP

"I don't know."

"Fucking useless."

"Are you trans just because you don't want boobs because if so your still a female you can just get top surgery"

Idk why I am trans. You never cared anyways so why do you care now. Also never telling me who told you makes me feel better so I can cut that person out of my life. All you do is treat me like complete and utter shit

"Because I identify as a guy that's why"

"Well your still a female in my eyes"

"Does it get better?"
Inspired by, Sophia ||suttle chick||

I honestly dont even remember who asked me this. Or what they were talking about.
Just the echo, fresh against the hammering walls of my head.
The thick lump in my throat and the crack in their voice.

Does it get better...
Well, does it?
HAS it?
I'd like to think it has.
But i'm not sure anything has ever gotten better.
At least not without another thing crumbling down to worse.
Often I tell myself to focus on the little things. Those are always better, arent they?
Well what about when you piece together all those little things, and look at the whole picture?
is it better?
Do i solely believe it gets better?

does it get better....
what did i even respond...

I only smiled.
Who am I to answer that question?
When I dont even know the answer for myself?

They never got an answer.

"What is one thing you want?"

Anything I want? I want you. I want perfection. I want stability. I want someone to look at me, and not turn away. I want perfection. Perfection. perfection. But I can't live it up. Especially the way you do. Everything about you is flawless.

"i want to be nice.?"

"What a wasteful answer."

Sophia wrote: ""What is one thing you want?"

Anything I want? I want you. I want perfection. I want stability. I want someone to look at me, and not turn away. I want perfection. Perfection. perfection. But I ca..."

THIS GOES CRAZYYYY

ashh ⋆｡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི.♡ wrote: "
"Why are you like this?"

No please I didn't mean to please stop I can't just stop please I'm begging you I'm sorry please no stop I can't do this I'm sorry I'm worthless I'm terrible I know I k..."

This one makes me sad a bit, mini trigger but in a good relatable way

||nani||-||the room holds too much tension|| wrote: "ashh ⋆｡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི.♡ wrote: "
"Why are you like this?"

No please I didn't mean to please stop I can't just stop please I'm begging you I'm sorry please no stop I can't do this I'm sorry I'm worth..."

i'm sorry that it's relatable but yeah no i coin this the mommy issues anthem

||nani||-||the room holds too much tension|| wrote: "Sophia wrote: ""What is one thing you want?"

Anything I want? I want you. I want perfection. I want stability. I want someone to look at me, and not turn away. I want perfection. Perfection. perfe..."

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Why do you have that 1 biggest regret already? Me: Because I broke the one thing I can never fix. I broke the unbreakable bond, and I don't think I'll ever be the same ever again.

(Next writing challenge is actually about your worst regret!)

||nani evette|| wrote: "(Next writing challenge is actually about your worst regret!)"

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