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Caitlin
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Sep 16, 2010 03:56PM

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There is going to be a lot of confusion and there is going to be fighting and a huge mess. Caitlin's just going to have confusion and then she says that's what Zoha said and they ask me and that's that. They might say it themselves.


Nope... Well, a few, but most would actually look at me funny. Only my real friends would Go about their business as if nothing had happened, cause they know me too well. Most of the 400 kid, pre-k through 8th grade school sees me as the straight a, nerdy geek who is a total goody good, which I am, but there is a side of me, a big one, that is all nerdy geeky wierdo freakozoid. I like that one better.
I am a nerdy goody goody too. I am proud of it but I am opening up and my teachers are looking a t me weird because I am acting like a 13 year old when last year I acted like a 12 year old. I am calmer this year than last year where the rule breaking made my heart race and my stomach churn. This year my heart only races.
But i don't know why but I love the feeling of my heart beating really fast. That's why I like scary things. I love it when I am scared my heart is racing and all of me stops. It's so cool!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah after I as Zoha get yelled at I will be scared of that place because it reminds me of something I do not want to remember. I start crying when I get yelled. I don't laugh unless it's to the whole class and other than that I don't cry or feel bad but I just push away people until I calm down when I get yelled at by myself. I had it when the teacher points out something I did wrong and says I am can't believe you just did that and I'm thinking I'm a little girl I want to not be good sometimes. I'm not perfect and I don't want to act perfect all the time.
Not today though because all the teachers are worried that I might die in here class which made me laugh the the dying process all over again.

is that why you bring your laptop to luch??? :P

just so everyone knows: Zoa is going to DIE!!!!
i dont like doing bad things, i feel guilty. sometimes i will though, way more often then hannah
No my locker is a jerk and will not open. Yes my algebra teacher told me not to die too!! Jordan rolled here eyes and I just smiled.

Caitlin wrote: "dude means milk? haha!!!!! that is SO awesome. im going to start calling every guy milk! ok, never mind, that would be creepy, but i will replace the word dude with the word milk."
my classmates would freak out if I even called them dude, but milk? I mean come on, even Ariana freaked out the first time I called her dude
my classmates would freak out if I even called them dude, but milk? I mean come on, even Ariana freaked out the first time I called her dude
dude, I wore the same pants today as I did when I went grape picking in the middle of the summer and they still have burs on them from the pile of burs I stepped in =)
Smart Hannah. You are the smartest one of you two. Your as clumsy as me *flips hair* coughcoughCaitlincan'tdothatcoughcough.
I had to. they were right in front of some good looking grapes. It wasn't as bad as the pile of burs my mom stepped in that's for sure
well, if you have to force yourself to read it then it must not be that good

I do that too. Caitlin called me retarded and I laughed with her saying Thank you. This all started because of Jacob. The retarded and then laughing because that's what our teacher told us to do.

Zoha is WAY too friendly, she has too many friends for her own good.
