What a Brilliant day – I never expected this!

Tuesday, February 16, 2016 Adri Sinclair releases Hidden Carmina, a paranormal romance, with Booktrope publishing.






What a day! I can safely say, that this has been one of THE most memorable birthdays of my 40+ years on this planet. I have worked hard to get to this point. I have bitten off all my brittle nails, and toe-nails [Yes, eehw, but you’ll be alright] and I have gritted and grinded my teeth nearly to the gums…


When you are not used to playing with other children, and allowing people to make decisions for you – nerves tend to get limp along the way while you desperately cling to the sanity of supporters. And boy, did they/you all come out today?!


I have said thank you so many times, to so many people, and thus I am not going to do that again… But I do hope that you all know, what you have done for me, stretches far beyond the simplicity of just support. You have given me a reason to believe. In myself, my work and my stubborn determined nature refusing to give up. I was lucky to end up with a team who I don’t mind one bit ‘plaing with’ and who I am learning to trust day-by-day and allow them to guide me to a healthier space of balance within.


On top of that, my little nephew kicked down hard and stuck it out to just before midnight, before he finally gave his aunty her wish. Now there is one boy, the youngest and one girl, the eldest, in my family with the same date of birth… and it makes me smile from ear to ear… I have strange believes on this subject, but I look at this as the truly amazing gift of life given to a family who absolutely deserve it. So to MY baby brother Leon and his family – I wish them so much pure joy … and my Godson Damon… you can do it, you know how to be a big brother; if anyone argues, you point them in your Aunty Adri’s direction.


Someone I did NOT thank nearly enough today – is my husband and daughter. They have nurtured me through this entire process; made sure I do what is needed to stay healthy and continue on this path. They carved my legacy into their lives the same way they sealed it away with their love of my life. I am in awe, and truly in love, with the world and most of what is in it.


To those who are still going through the mill: I have never in my life thought it and said so often … but I want you to know it is absolutely true — The easy road is not always the best one. Stick to your convictions, stick to your truth for as long as it is not not in ego… And somewhere along the line, the puzzle pieces will fit and you will be happy to swim with the salmon, upstream!


It is 5:33am, and I have not slept since Friday… So I am going to check out now, and I am going to tip my hat to the people who are slowly but surely helping me blossom into a truly amazing dandelion; plumed with wishes and ready to fly along with dreams!


xxx

Love you, goodnight, good morning, good day.

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Published on February 16, 2016 21:40
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