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Substance Abuse & Addiction
Fiction and nonfiction that tell of someone's addiction to/abuse of drugs or alcohol.
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Invisible Monsters Remix
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Chuck Palahniuk (Goodreads Author)
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John Barleycorn: Alcoholic Memoirs
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Fiend
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Peter Stenson (Goodreads Author)
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Lunar Park
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Life of the Party
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C. Erin Anderson (Goodreads Author)
4.19 avg rating — 635 ratings
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Bewilderness
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Karen Tucker (Goodreads Author)
3.84 avg rating — 1,345 ratings
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| 107 |
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The Drug Users Bible [Extended Edition]
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Dominic Milton Trott (Goodreads Author)
4.42 avg rating — 40 ratings
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Cash
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Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia
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| 110 |
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A Crystal Diary
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Permanent Obscurity: Or a Cautionary Tale of Two Girls and Their Misadventures with Drugs, Pornography and Death
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Richard Pérez (Goodreads Author)
3.72 avg rating — 167 ratings
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| 112 |
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Cathedral
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| 113 |
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Eating Smoke: One Man's Descent Into Crystal Meth Psychosis in Hong Kong's Triad Heartland
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Chris Thrall (Goodreads Author)
3.60 avg rating — 771 ratings
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| 114 |
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Narcotics Anonymous
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4.46 avg rating — 2,102 ratings
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Wonderful Tonight
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| 116 |
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The Shores We Walk
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Gabriel Rheaume (Goodreads Author)
3.99 avg rating — 79 ratings
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World War D. The Case against prohibitionism, roadmap to controlled re-legalization
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Jeffrey Dhywood (Goodreads Author)
4.41 avg rating — 22 ratings
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| 116 |
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The Falling of Love (Falling, #1)
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Marisa Oldham (Goodreads Author)
4.13 avg rating — 530 ratings
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| 119 |
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Girlbomb: A Halfway Homeless Memoir
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Janice Erlbaum (Goodreads Author)
3.73 avg rating — 4,217 ratings
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| 120 |
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Appetites: Why Women Want
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| 121 |
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Unholy Ghosts (Downside Ghosts, #1)
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Stacia Kane (Goodreads Author)
3.66 avg rating — 16,726 ratings
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| 122 |
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High Price: A Neuroscientist's Journey of Self-Discovery That Challenges Everything You Know About Drugs and Society
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The House of Mirth
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3.97 avg rating — 104,188 ratings
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| 124 |
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Ninety Days: A Memoir of Recovery
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Bill Clegg (Goodreads Author)
3.92 avg rating — 1,251 ratings
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| 125 |
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City of Ghosts (Downside Ghosts, #3)
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Stacia Kane (Goodreads Author)
4.22 avg rating — 9,418 ratings
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| 125 |
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Save Me from Myself: How I Found God, Quit Korn, Kicked Drugs, and Lived to Tell My Story
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4.01 avg rating — 4,590 ratings
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| 125 |
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Transmetropolitan, Vol. 1: Back on the Street
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4.20 avg rating — 47,137 ratings
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| 128 |
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The Impostor's Daughter: A True Memoir
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Laurie Sandell (Goodreads Author)
3.57 avg rating — 2,408 ratings
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| 128 |
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The Story of Junk
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3.82 avg rating — 439 ratings
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User
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3.66 avg rating — 114 ratings
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| 131 |
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Sophie’s Choice
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| 132 |
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The Beautiful and Damned
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3.73 avg rating — 64,094 ratings
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| 133 |
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unSweetined
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3.74 avg rating — 8,666 ratings
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| 134 |
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Cocaine Papers
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3.44 avg rating — 250 ratings
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| 135 |
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Factotum
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3.92 avg rating — 74,822 ratings
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| 136 |
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Wonderland Avenue: Tales of Glamour and Excess
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4.25 avg rating — 2,778 ratings
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| 136 |
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The Cider House Rules
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John Irving (Goodreads Author)
4.17 avg rating — 193,491 ratings
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| 138 |
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Babylon Revisited and Other Stories
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3.98 avg rating — 5,803 ratings
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| 139 |
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Lithium for Medea
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3.98 avg rating — 509 ratings
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| 140 |
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It's So Easy: And Other Lies
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Duff McKagan (Goodreads Author)
4.24 avg rating — 12,325 ratings
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| 140 |
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Wild: From Lost to Found on the Pacific Crest Trail
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Cheryl Strayed (Goodreads Author)
4.07 avg rating — 855,103 ratings
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| 142 |
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The Dirt: Confessions of the World's Most Notorious Rock Band
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| 143 |
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Godspeed
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3.82 avg rating — 583 ratings
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| 144 |
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City of Night
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3.94 avg rating — 4,949 ratings
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MY BOOKY WOOK
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3.43 avg rating — 24,325 ratings
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| 146 |
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"My Dad Loves Me, My Dad Has a Disease" A Child's View: Living with Addiction
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4.16 avg rating — 38 ratings
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I Am Ozzy
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Ozzy Osbourne (author)
4.14 avg rating — 32,691 ratings
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| 148 |
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Mommie Dearest
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Christina Crawford (Goodreads Author)
3.67 avg rating — 11,425 ratings
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| 149 |
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alt.punk
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Lavinia Ludlow (Goodreads Author)
3.85 avg rating — 79 ratings
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In Ecstasy
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Kate McCaffrey (Goodreads Author)
3.98 avg rating — 1,010 ratings
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| 149 |
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Memoirs Aren't Fairytales: A Story of Addiction (The Memoir #1)
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Marni Mann (Goodreads Author)
4.16 avg rating — 2,413 ratings
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Surreal Ecstasy
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Chrissy Moon (Goodreads Author)
it was amazing 5.00 avg rating — 8 ratings
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| 149 |
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Opiate Addiction - The Painkiller Addiction Epidemic, Heroin Addiction and the Way Out
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Taite Adams (Goodreads Author)
3.95 avg rating — 128 ratings
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| 149 |
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Addictarium
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Nicole D'Settēmi (Goodreads Author)
4.28 avg rating — 110 ratings
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| 149 |
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The Honest Drug Book: A Chemical & Botanical Journey Through The Legal High Years
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Dominic Milton Trott (Goodreads Author)
4.33 avg rating — 51 ratings
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| 149 |
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Before Familiar Woods
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Ian Pisarcik (Goodreads Author)
3.70 avg rating — 1,839 ratings
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| 149 |
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The Bench
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| 149 |
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The Weight of Air: A Story of the Lies about Addiction and the Truth about Recovery
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| 159 |
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In the Realm of Hungry Ghosts: Close Encounters with Addiction
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4.48 avg rating — 22,716 ratings
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| 159 |
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Godspeed: The Kurt Cobain Graphic
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| 159 |
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A Walk In His Shoes: One family's struggle. A son's battle with addiction.
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Dustin John (Goodreads Author)
4.30 avg rating — 133 ratings
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The Unfinished Symphony of You and Me
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Lucy Robinson (Goodreads Author)
3.97 avg rating — 1,336 ratings
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L'Assommoir
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Kasher in the Rye: The True Tale of a White Boy from Oakland Who Became a Drug Addict, Criminal, Mental Patient, and Then Turned 16
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3.80 avg rating — 12,443 ratings
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The New Jim Crow: Mass Incarceration in the Age of Colorblindness
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Vida: Memorias
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Diary of a Drug Fiend
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Ivy
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Morphine
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A Day Without Pain
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What We Talk About When We Talk About Love
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| 172 |
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Fallout (Crank, #3)
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Ellen Hopkins (Goodreads Author)
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Drugstore Cowboy: A Novel
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Rachel's Holiday (Walsh Family, #2)
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Gun, With Occasional Music
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Speed & Kentucky Ham
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Cost
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Dopesick: Dealers, Doctors, and the Drug Company that Addicted America
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Beth Macy (Goodreads Author)
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Fall to Pieces: A Memoir of Drugs, Rock 'n' Roll, and Mental Illness
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Lover Enshrined (Black Dagger Brotherhood, #6)
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4.11 avg rating — 122,020 ratings
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Full Force
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The Gargoyle
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Andrew Davidson (Goodreads Author)
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The Man with the Golden Arm
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The Sun Also Rises
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I'm Dancing as Fast as I Can
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Running with Scissors
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Augusten Burroughs (Goodreads Author)
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How to Live with an Alcoholic and Survive
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Carol Mills (Goodreads Author)
3.75 avg rating — 4 ratings
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On Writing: A Memoir of the Craft
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Stephen King (Goodreads Author)
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Corpse Delectable
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We All Fall Down: Living with Addiction
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Bad Pharma: How Drug Companies Mislead Doctors and Harm Patients
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Continental Drift
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Caresses Soft as Sandpaper
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Ironweed
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Dogs in Lingerie
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Tales of Ordinary Madness
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Sherry and Narcotics
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Nina-Marie Gardner (Goodreads Author)
3.88 avg rating — 136 ratings
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Running Away From Me
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Glasshopper
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Isabel Ashdown (Goodreads Author)
3.97 avg rating — 702 ratings
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Dopefiend
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You'll Never Eat Lunch In This Town Again, by Julia Phillips. The Eden Express by Mark Vonnegut. P
how about "Dope" by Sara Gran, and "The Last Opium Den" by Nick Tosches?
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This list is so important and incredible. Disability Consciousness with a scope on addiction as a mental/phsycial disability is an incredible and misunderstood (fractured) lens to read through. Fitzgerald is an easy author to sensationalize for addiction, however much of it is circuited by the jazz age culture - I'd argue the American Dream is an allegory for an addictive mindset one that traps pursuers into something that devours them completely.
Added Morphine, an autobiographic story by Bulgakov. It's not sensationally written, but a kind of scary precision which horrifies even more.
These two are on the list but not (in my opinion) as highly ranked as they should be-Drinking: A Love Story (Caroline Knapp) and The Night of the Gun (David Carr-wow, do I miss him and his writings).
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Dave Carr's memoir, The Gun in the Night, both excellent. Also the MOYERS book, forget the title...