The Spellbound Society discussion

he nods as tears fall down his cheeks

Gatsby brings his forehead to Kay's, moving Kay's hand to his heart "feel that? Still beating stong..."

He nods whispering "i've lost so many people in hospitals....most likely one of the reasons i have panic attacks so easy in here.." his voice was weak

"You can hold me as tight as you need" je says gently

He nods but feels like he can't..

"Do you want me to hold you tighter?" He questions

He nods whispering "please..."

Gatsby slowly squeezes getting tighter "tell me when"

he whispers "stop.." he closes his eyes trying not to let go as he yawns

Gatsby holds him tightly, kissing his forehead

Kay falls asleep after a few mins

Gatsby looks out of the window in the hospital room, the sun is setting. The doctor will be in to meet with him soon, at least, that's what's on the schedule

Kay curls into a ball whispers in sleep "n.n.no s.s.save her" he says having a nightmare about his mother

Gatsby leans into him, whispering in his ear "it's okay...shh"

He curls into him scared

Gatsby places a gentle kiss on his head

Kay relaxs

Gatsby looks down at him, watching his breath

Sorry, I had a theater performance today))

(Its okay. ))

Kay closes his eyes to sleep

I thought i responded!!! Im so sorry!!!))

Gatsby looks out of the window

Its fine,i promise,how did your performance go?))

Kay holds onto Gatsby whispering "don't leave me..please.."

It went well! Thanks for asking))

"I won't," he says gently, holding him very tight "once we get out of here, I'll take you to the nicest dinner you've ever had."

(Of course. Thats good,i have my performances friday and saturday..super nervous..))

He whispers "I just want you. I love you Gatsby..even if i'm not used to loving a boy,i still love you"

You'll do great I know it))

Gatsby kisses him "I love you with all moon and stars"

(thanks..i have to wear a dress and i lowkey hate it..))

kay blushes softly nodding whispering "i love the stars and moon.."

Whenever i have a costume i don't like, i remind myself it's not me, it's my character, people are perceiving the character, not me))

"I love you more" he says playfully

(true,i'll try that if thats okay?))

kay blushes looking up at him

Go ahead, use it if it makes you more comfortable, you don't need my permission))

Gatsby strokes Kay's back and buries his face in his hair "You smell good"

I wanted to make sure,i'm always one to ask for permission..))

Kay blushes and whispers "salt water breeze...with some forest air..and then u have me"

Dont worry!))

"I like it" Gatsby says quietly

Alright!!))

kay smiles "I'll take us to the forest one day.."

"I'll take you to the stars one day" he says gently

He smiles as he nods "I would love that.."

I gtg! Ill respond once I'm back on))

clown_the_basking_shark wrote: ""I'll take you to the stars one day" he says gently"

(I'm sorry but I read this book once where stars meant after u die and I'm like opp- 😂🙏🏻)

(i'll either be online or a practice,or confused on my gender again. and lmao. mayflower.whyyy)

sorry 😂))

Its okay,just i have aswell.but lord nooo))

Nooo, i did not mean either of us would die))

Gatsby cuddles into Kay, tucking the blanket around them

lords.))

Kay holds onto him smiling

"Do you talk to your family?" Gatsby asked

he shakes his head "m.m.my parents are gone.."

"Oh, im so sorry" Gatsby responds "We'll make our own family okay?"

he nods whispering "b.b.b.but how?"

"Do you want kids?" He asked gently, rubbing his back "we could adopt"

he whispers "i.i.i.i do...but i'm scared"

"You don't have to be scared, we're in this together, once I'm out of the hospital, we can start filling out the forms to adopt" he says, kissing him all across the face

Would you care if gatsby was discharged early, its only been like 2/7 days))

Not really,as long yk you don't make him do sm stupid as soon they get home))

kay blushes and nods "t.t.t.that sounds good"

Gatsby won't instantly end up in hospital again or push himself too much))

Gatsby looks to the doorway as the nurse enters "Hello?" He says

"You're recovering quicker than expected, no strenous activity for a month but you can go home" she says, wheeling in the wheelchair "everything has been covered so you pay nothing"

Kay gets up holding gatsby hand close to his heart as he whispers "i'll make sure..."