Aki

“You said: “I’ll go to another country, go to another shore,
find another city better than this one.
Whatever I try to do is fated to turn out wrong
and my heart lies buried as though it were something dead.
How long can I let my mind moulder in this place?
Wherever I turn, wherever I happen to look,
I see the black ruins of my life, here,
where I’ve spent so many years, wasted them, destroyed them totally.”

You won’t find a new country, won’t find another shore.
This city will always pursue you. You will walk
the same streets, grow old in the same neighborhoods,
will turn gray in these same houses.
You will always end up in this city. Don’t hope for things elsewhere:
there is no ship for you, there is no road.
As you’ve wasted your life here, in this small corner,
you’ve destroyed it everywhere else in the world.”
― C.P. Cavafy

“Que es necesario salir de la isla para ver la isla, que no nos vemos si no nos salimos de nosotros.”
― José Saramago, The Tale of the Unknown Island

“I watched life and wanted to be a part of it but found it painfully difficult.”
― Anaïs Nin, The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 6: 1955-1966

“can we speak in flowers.
it will be easier for me to understand.”
― Nayyirah Waheed, Salt