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September 15, 2022
Quest for Atlantis
Quest for Atlantis will be here in 2 short weeks! order from anywhere that sells books, or signed copies from my website!
MERMAIDS ARE BEING HUNTED.
They are no longer safe in the human world.
When one of their closest mermaid friends is imprisoned in a science lab, Cordelia and Wade insist on taking up the quest to find the lost island of Atlantis, a sanctuary for all the water species. But the island is guarded by the dragon kings, an ancient and formidable race who are determined to keep it for themselves.
Cordelia and friends must travel to distant pockets of the earth to collect the magical jewels that open the portal to Atlantis. But no one remembers how the jewels work, instructions are non-existent, and tensions are rife as Wade’s ex-girlfriend appears on the scene.
Cordelia’s heart breaks as she watches the love of her life waver. If they can’t repair their broken relationship and defeat the dragon kings, the mermaids will be captured by the humans and face the threat of extinction.
Perfect for fans of the Shatter Me series by Tahereh Mafi, Twilight by Stephanie Meyer, The Mortal Instruments by Cassandra Clare, Shadow & Bone by Leigh Bardugo, Crush by Tracy Wolff, Mermaid’s Return by A.L. Knorr, and The House of Night series by P.C. Cast
MERMAIDS ARE BEING HUNTED.
They are no longer safe in the human world.
When one of their closest mermaid friends is imprisoned in a science lab, Cordelia and Wade insist on taking up the quest to find the lost island of Atlantis, a sanctuary for all the water species. But the island is guarded by the dragon kings, an ancient and formidable race who are determined to keep it for themselves.
Cordelia and friends must travel to distant pockets of the earth to collect the magical jewels that open the portal to Atlantis. But no one remembers how the jewels work, instructions are non-existent, and tensions are rife as Wade’s ex-girlfriend appears on the scene.
Cordelia’s heart breaks as she watches the love of her life waver. If they can’t repair their broken relationship and defeat the dragon kings, the mermaids will be captured by the humans and face the threat of extinction.
Perfect for fans of the Shatter Me series by Tahereh Mafi, Twilight by Stephanie Meyer, The Mortal Instruments by Cassandra Clare, Shadow & Bone by Leigh Bardugo, Crush by Tracy Wolff, Mermaid’s Return by A.L. Knorr, and The House of Night series by P.C. Cast
October 26, 2021
The first chapter of The Unraveling of Luna Forester!
It's not long until The Unraveling of Luna Forester is here! Want to read the first chapter? Check it out below! I hope you add it to your shelf!
Chapter 1 - Luna
Unable to drag a breath past my chest, I ran down the hallway, scraped at the door handle, desperate for it to turn. Finally, it opened. I stuck my head around the door and peered into the gloomy interior. Caleb slept, his mouth open and his covers kicked off to the floor. Tyler’s massive bulk faced the wall. I swiveled my gaze to Matthew. He held a book and a flashlight in his hands. A hardback textbook of some kind. I couldn’t make out the title.
He raised his head and smiled. “Couldn’t sleep?”
I shook my head and inched into the room. With a trembling hand, I wiped the sweat from my brow. Even the roots of my hair were damp. I shut the door behind me and leaned against it. The smell of dirty trainers and sweaty socks lingered in the air. “I had a nightmare.”
Matthew sat straighter, his book falling to the floor with a soft thud. “The same one?”
I nodded.
He held out his hand.
Thank God for Matthew. He never minded me interrupting his nights. He was the only one who could banish the images. I tiptoed across the room and sat on the edge of his bed. He threw an arm around me and gave me a squeeze. A tear leaked out of my eye. All I could see was the blood in my dream. But it wasn’t just a dream. It was a memory.
“Shhh,” Matthew said. “You’re whimpering. You’ll wake the others.”
Tyler stirred. Matthew laid a finger across my lips while we waited to see if Tyler would wake. But he rolled over, his toned bicep covering half his face. I hadn’t seen much of him over the summer. He’d been training for weeks, determined to retain his varsity quarter-back position when the school year began. His arms rippled with newly defined muscles. I liked to watch him chop wood on the stump in the yard. Such power. Such strength.
Caleb muttered in his sleep. Sweet Caleb. I longed to reach out and wipe the smudge of dirt from his young cheek. He’d spent all summer building dens in the woods and camouflaging his face with mud. And sometimes terrorizing his little sister with sticks, pretending they were swords.
“Shall we go outside?” Matthew asked. “So we don’t wake the others?”
I stood. Matthew went to the sash window and threw it open. He climbed onto the roof and offered me his hand. I scrambled after him. He slid the window down behind us, leaving it open a fraction. The sweet smell of pine trees drifted toward us from the forest and helped to settle my stomach. I inhaled deeply, and my hands ceased to tremble.
I gazed over the yard and forest beyond. The dark pines stretched up to the full moon, almost reaching it. As we settled ourselves on the roof, I shivered. The cold of the slate tiles leached through my pajamas. I lifted my toes so only my heels were in contact with the cold roof. Raising my face skyward, I shivered again.
The stars were out in all their infinite glory. This far up the mountain, their undiluted light shone almost supernaturally. The immense blackness of the sky hinted at what lay beyond; the stretching, never-ending universe. Sometimes I wished I could be among the stars. Maybe things would be easier. I spotted the constellation Orion. My favorite. Orion the hunter who slayed animals and loved the Goddess Dawn.
Obsidian’s wings beat against the black night. It took me a moment to locate him, camouflaged against the inky darkness. I followed the path of the blotted-out stars. He flew in high circles, throwing me the occasional squawk. It echoed through the trees, and I wondered why no one else had ever discovered him. A gryphon of midnight black and a wingspan equal to the length of two buses, almost as big as the house itself, one of its kind, hidden away. And then I remembered. No one else would ever know him, because he was all mine. Only mine. I smiled.
“The nights are getting colder,” Matthew said. He removed a loose roof tile and brought out a tin. Opening the small box, he took out a pre-rolled joint.
Looking at him, I threaded my arm through his. My chest tightened as I felt a rush of love. He was my favorite. Of course he was. He always would be.
“School starts next week,” I said, accepting the joint. I bent my head as he lit it. Inhaling deeply, I felt the headrush and the edges of the nightmare slip away. “SATs soon. They’re going to work us hard this year. Are you ready for it?”
Matthew smiled. “I’ve got pre-season training first.”
“You’re the fastest person on the track team.” I rested my hand on his thigh. His warmth seeped through his sweatpants and into my cold hand. I took another hit on the joint and offered it to him.
He shook his head at the joint. I could never tempt him. He took his training and health seriously. I was slightly envious of his willpower, of the clear lines he lived by. But he never judged. That was one of the things I loved about him.
“You haven’t had the dream for a few weeks.”
I shifted my gaze to his face. A small frown interrupted his smooth brow. “Six weeks, two days.”
“You’ve had a nice summer. No dramas.”
I exhaled a perfect smoke ring toward the sky. The stars wobbled, the effects of the marijuana taking hold.
“It helps, being around all of you. Not seeing the pitying stares at school.” I shivered again. In the distance, an animal barked. Or yelped. Maybe it was Ulrich.
“Do the others know?” Matthew touched my hand and a fire flamed under my skin.
I looked through the window. The rest of my convoluted family slept during this dark hour of the night. None of the others had trouble sleeping. Except for Hope. Occasionally.
“About my mother?” I asked.
Matthew shook his head. “No, I meant, about you. And them. And…you know.”
I did know. But I didn’t like to talk about it. When my father went away to work, Kalisa and Joseph took care of us all. And Alessandra. They were the oldest members of our group. The surrogate parents for kids that didn’t belong. I didn’t belong. Not really. Not without them. And I didn’t like to think about it too much. It magnified my differences. If I could change, I would. If I could get along without them, I would. My throat went dry at the thought. I needed them, especially after what happened to my mother. The blood. So much blood.
I gripped Matthew’s hand. “Protect my secrets.”
He looked up, concern softening his eyes. “Of course.”
“You’ll always take care of them, won’t you?” I asked, suddenly gripped by the fear that something would happen to them. Us. Me.
The furrow in his brow deepened and his lengthening hair flopped over his eyes. “Take care of them? What do you mean? They’re here because of you, not me.”
“I know.” I tapped my toes against the roof. “I just worry.”
“That, I can help you with.” He tapped the joint and grinned. “And anyway, that’s what the grownups are for, aren’t they?”
“I suppose,” I replied, taking another drag. But Matthew had different qualities. He knew how to keep them all together. “I think they need you more than you think.”
Matthew snorted, then rubbed the accumulating dew from the slate tile with a finger.
I pulled my knees against my chest. “Not everyone likes each other.”
“Of course not. Even in a traditional family, that’s not unusual.”
“And there are seventeen of us.”
Matthew smiled. “I wouldn’t have it any other way.”
Nor me.
“With great power comes great responsibility,” I said.
“You’re quoting superhero movies at me now?” Matthew laughed.
“You’re the only one who likes them as much as I do.”
Another yelp peeled through the quiet forest. Farther away. Maybe Ulrich was hunting. Sometimes he brought me the carcasses of rodents from his night-time hunts. Sometimes he would sit in my lap and let me work out the tangles in his fluffy tail. Other times he would just follow me around.
“I think I’m ready to go back inside.” I stubbed out the joint and threw the remains in Matthew’s tin.
Without speaking, Matthew took my hand and led me back across the roof to the window. He pushed it up and we crept in, careful not to disturb Caleb and Tyler. Once he shut the window again, I hesitated. His flashlight lay on the floor, illuminating the title of the book: Abnormal Behavioral Psychology. I’d forgotten he was studying psychology this year. An extra credit class so he could up his GPA.
Matthew reached for my hand. “Do you want to sleep here?”
I nodded. He lifted the blankets and I crawled into the bed, next to the wall, where I would be sandwiched between it and Matthew and nothing bad could get me. He climbed in after me and placed his warm feet next to my freezing ones.
“Thank you,” I murmured, as my eyes drifted closed.
Matthew picked up his book and flashlight and continued to read.
Chapter 1 - Luna
Unable to drag a breath past my chest, I ran down the hallway, scraped at the door handle, desperate for it to turn. Finally, it opened. I stuck my head around the door and peered into the gloomy interior. Caleb slept, his mouth open and his covers kicked off to the floor. Tyler’s massive bulk faced the wall. I swiveled my gaze to Matthew. He held a book and a flashlight in his hands. A hardback textbook of some kind. I couldn’t make out the title.
He raised his head and smiled. “Couldn’t sleep?”
I shook my head and inched into the room. With a trembling hand, I wiped the sweat from my brow. Even the roots of my hair were damp. I shut the door behind me and leaned against it. The smell of dirty trainers and sweaty socks lingered in the air. “I had a nightmare.”
Matthew sat straighter, his book falling to the floor with a soft thud. “The same one?”
I nodded.
He held out his hand.
Thank God for Matthew. He never minded me interrupting his nights. He was the only one who could banish the images. I tiptoed across the room and sat on the edge of his bed. He threw an arm around me and gave me a squeeze. A tear leaked out of my eye. All I could see was the blood in my dream. But it wasn’t just a dream. It was a memory.
“Shhh,” Matthew said. “You’re whimpering. You’ll wake the others.”
Tyler stirred. Matthew laid a finger across my lips while we waited to see if Tyler would wake. But he rolled over, his toned bicep covering half his face. I hadn’t seen much of him over the summer. He’d been training for weeks, determined to retain his varsity quarter-back position when the school year began. His arms rippled with newly defined muscles. I liked to watch him chop wood on the stump in the yard. Such power. Such strength.
Caleb muttered in his sleep. Sweet Caleb. I longed to reach out and wipe the smudge of dirt from his young cheek. He’d spent all summer building dens in the woods and camouflaging his face with mud. And sometimes terrorizing his little sister with sticks, pretending they were swords.
“Shall we go outside?” Matthew asked. “So we don’t wake the others?”
I stood. Matthew went to the sash window and threw it open. He climbed onto the roof and offered me his hand. I scrambled after him. He slid the window down behind us, leaving it open a fraction. The sweet smell of pine trees drifted toward us from the forest and helped to settle my stomach. I inhaled deeply, and my hands ceased to tremble.
I gazed over the yard and forest beyond. The dark pines stretched up to the full moon, almost reaching it. As we settled ourselves on the roof, I shivered. The cold of the slate tiles leached through my pajamas. I lifted my toes so only my heels were in contact with the cold roof. Raising my face skyward, I shivered again.
The stars were out in all their infinite glory. This far up the mountain, their undiluted light shone almost supernaturally. The immense blackness of the sky hinted at what lay beyond; the stretching, never-ending universe. Sometimes I wished I could be among the stars. Maybe things would be easier. I spotted the constellation Orion. My favorite. Orion the hunter who slayed animals and loved the Goddess Dawn.
Obsidian’s wings beat against the black night. It took me a moment to locate him, camouflaged against the inky darkness. I followed the path of the blotted-out stars. He flew in high circles, throwing me the occasional squawk. It echoed through the trees, and I wondered why no one else had ever discovered him. A gryphon of midnight black and a wingspan equal to the length of two buses, almost as big as the house itself, one of its kind, hidden away. And then I remembered. No one else would ever know him, because he was all mine. Only mine. I smiled.
“The nights are getting colder,” Matthew said. He removed a loose roof tile and brought out a tin. Opening the small box, he took out a pre-rolled joint.
Looking at him, I threaded my arm through his. My chest tightened as I felt a rush of love. He was my favorite. Of course he was. He always would be.
“School starts next week,” I said, accepting the joint. I bent my head as he lit it. Inhaling deeply, I felt the headrush and the edges of the nightmare slip away. “SATs soon. They’re going to work us hard this year. Are you ready for it?”
Matthew smiled. “I’ve got pre-season training first.”
“You’re the fastest person on the track team.” I rested my hand on his thigh. His warmth seeped through his sweatpants and into my cold hand. I took another hit on the joint and offered it to him.
He shook his head at the joint. I could never tempt him. He took his training and health seriously. I was slightly envious of his willpower, of the clear lines he lived by. But he never judged. That was one of the things I loved about him.
“You haven’t had the dream for a few weeks.”
I shifted my gaze to his face. A small frown interrupted his smooth brow. “Six weeks, two days.”
“You’ve had a nice summer. No dramas.”
I exhaled a perfect smoke ring toward the sky. The stars wobbled, the effects of the marijuana taking hold.
“It helps, being around all of you. Not seeing the pitying stares at school.” I shivered again. In the distance, an animal barked. Or yelped. Maybe it was Ulrich.
“Do the others know?” Matthew touched my hand and a fire flamed under my skin.
I looked through the window. The rest of my convoluted family slept during this dark hour of the night. None of the others had trouble sleeping. Except for Hope. Occasionally.
“About my mother?” I asked.
Matthew shook his head. “No, I meant, about you. And them. And…you know.”
I did know. But I didn’t like to talk about it. When my father went away to work, Kalisa and Joseph took care of us all. And Alessandra. They were the oldest members of our group. The surrogate parents for kids that didn’t belong. I didn’t belong. Not really. Not without them. And I didn’t like to think about it too much. It magnified my differences. If I could change, I would. If I could get along without them, I would. My throat went dry at the thought. I needed them, especially after what happened to my mother. The blood. So much blood.
I gripped Matthew’s hand. “Protect my secrets.”
He looked up, concern softening his eyes. “Of course.”
“You’ll always take care of them, won’t you?” I asked, suddenly gripped by the fear that something would happen to them. Us. Me.
The furrow in his brow deepened and his lengthening hair flopped over his eyes. “Take care of them? What do you mean? They’re here because of you, not me.”
“I know.” I tapped my toes against the roof. “I just worry.”
“That, I can help you with.” He tapped the joint and grinned. “And anyway, that’s what the grownups are for, aren’t they?”
“I suppose,” I replied, taking another drag. But Matthew had different qualities. He knew how to keep them all together. “I think they need you more than you think.”
Matthew snorted, then rubbed the accumulating dew from the slate tile with a finger.
I pulled my knees against my chest. “Not everyone likes each other.”
“Of course not. Even in a traditional family, that’s not unusual.”
“And there are seventeen of us.”
Matthew smiled. “I wouldn’t have it any other way.”
Nor me.
“With great power comes great responsibility,” I said.
“You’re quoting superhero movies at me now?” Matthew laughed.
“You’re the only one who likes them as much as I do.”
Another yelp peeled through the quiet forest. Farther away. Maybe Ulrich was hunting. Sometimes he brought me the carcasses of rodents from his night-time hunts. Sometimes he would sit in my lap and let me work out the tangles in his fluffy tail. Other times he would just follow me around.
“I think I’m ready to go back inside.” I stubbed out the joint and threw the remains in Matthew’s tin.
Without speaking, Matthew took my hand and led me back across the roof to the window. He pushed it up and we crept in, careful not to disturb Caleb and Tyler. Once he shut the window again, I hesitated. His flashlight lay on the floor, illuminating the title of the book: Abnormal Behavioral Psychology. I’d forgotten he was studying psychology this year. An extra credit class so he could up his GPA.
Matthew reached for my hand. “Do you want to sleep here?”
I nodded. He lifted the blankets and I crawled into the bed, next to the wall, where I would be sandwiched between it and Matthew and nothing bad could get me. He climbed in after me and placed his warm feet next to my freezing ones.
“Thank you,” I murmured, as my eyes drifted closed.
Matthew picked up his book and flashlight and continued to read.
August 19, 2021
New Book!
Gahhh! It's so exciting! I've just loaded up my new book to KDP and Goodreads.
The Unraveling of Luna Forester is a YA dark fantasy with Little Red Ridinghood undertones, perfect for fans of Last House on Needle Street (Catriona Ward), Split (J.B. Salsbury), Legion (Brandon Sanderson), Pretty Girl 13 (Liz Coley), The Quiet at the End of the World (Lauren James), Primal Fear (William Diehl), & Tell me your Dreams (Sydney Sheldon).
Pre-orders are already live! Please do add to your reading lists.
Here's the blurb:
A SECRET WITH THE POWER TO KILL…
In a secluded cabin in the middle of an alpine forest lives a family of seventeen. Together, they protect Luna’s unspeakable secret, a secret not even they fully understand. An angel, a griffon, a beacon of light, and a mysterious drifter are only a few members of this unusual family.
When a devastating fire destroys their home, seventeen year old Matthew finds Luna in a catatonic state. Forced to flee, Matthew must guide Luna through the woods to the safety of Grandmother’s house. But the forest is filled with deadly peril: poisonous black moss, chimeras, and worst of all, members of their family who don't want them to continue. As they are picked off one by one, Matthew races to get Luna to safety, all the time doubting everything he thought was true.
Can Matthew untangle the twisted threads before he himself unravels?
The Unraveling of Luna Forester is a YA dark fantasy with Little Red Ridinghood undertones, perfect for fans of Last House on Needle Street (Catriona Ward), Split (J.B. Salsbury), Legion (Brandon Sanderson), Pretty Girl 13 (Liz Coley), The Quiet at the End of the World (Lauren James), Primal Fear (William Diehl), & Tell me your Dreams (Sydney Sheldon).
Pre-orders are already live! Please do add to your reading lists.
Here's the blurb:
A SECRET WITH THE POWER TO KILL…
In a secluded cabin in the middle of an alpine forest lives a family of seventeen. Together, they protect Luna’s unspeakable secret, a secret not even they fully understand. An angel, a griffon, a beacon of light, and a mysterious drifter are only a few members of this unusual family.
When a devastating fire destroys their home, seventeen year old Matthew finds Luna in a catatonic state. Forced to flee, Matthew must guide Luna through the woods to the safety of Grandmother’s house. But the forest is filled with deadly peril: poisonous black moss, chimeras, and worst of all, members of their family who don't want them to continue. As they are picked off one by one, Matthew races to get Luna to safety, all the time doubting everything he thought was true.
Can Matthew untangle the twisted threads before he himself unravels?
May 4, 2021
2 days to go!
It's only 2 days to go until The Reckoning is here! It's book 3 in The Unadjusteds Trilogy and I can't wait for readers to see the final instalment!
If you pre-order The Reckoning and send a screen shot of your receipt to [email protected] I will enter you into the raffle to win signed and dedicated copies of book 1 and 2!!!!
THE FIGHT IS NOT OVER.
A NEW NEMESIS HAS AWOKEN.
Sinister visions of an evil entity with looming yellow eyes haunt Silver’s dreams, threatening to destroy the new world she and her friends have created. The terrifying omens push Silver to experiment with her abilities, but awaken a burgeoning thirst for more power.
As Silver walks a fine line between good and evil, her friends become wary of her intimidating abilities. She finds understanding in a sympathetic newcomer, but their deepening friendship drives an even deeper wedge between Silver and her suspicious friends.
Tragedy strikes during preparations for the final stand, bringing a terrible choice. Grief drives Silver toward reckless actions that may doom the final battle. Can she repair the relationships with her friends and control her powers before her vision becomes reality?
If you pre-order The Reckoning and send a screen shot of your receipt to [email protected] I will enter you into the raffle to win signed and dedicated copies of book 1 and 2!!!!
THE FIGHT IS NOT OVER.
A NEW NEMESIS HAS AWOKEN.
Sinister visions of an evil entity with looming yellow eyes haunt Silver’s dreams, threatening to destroy the new world she and her friends have created. The terrifying omens push Silver to experiment with her abilities, but awaken a burgeoning thirst for more power.
As Silver walks a fine line between good and evil, her friends become wary of her intimidating abilities. She finds understanding in a sympathetic newcomer, but their deepening friendship drives an even deeper wedge between Silver and her suspicious friends.
Tragedy strikes during preparations for the final stand, bringing a terrible choice. Grief drives Silver toward reckless actions that may doom the final battle. Can she repair the relationships with her friends and control her powers before her vision becomes reality?
April 11, 2021
Massive Giveaway!!!
Exciting news! To celebrate the release of book three of The Unadjusteds Trilogy, I'm giving away 100 copies of The Reckoning. You have until May 6th (publication day) to enter! go go go!!!
December 4, 2020
December 3, 2020
New Release!
The Rise of the Altereds is out today!
I'm so exited that book 2 in my dystopian trilogy is here! To celebrate, book 1 - The Unadjusteds, will be free on kindle for 5 days only from Dec 4th!!!
Go go go!!!
I'm so exited that book 2 in my dystopian trilogy is here! To celebrate, book 1 - The Unadjusteds, will be free on kindle for 5 days only from Dec 4th!!!
Go go go!!!
November 16, 2020
Interview with Silver!
It's only a couple of weeks until book 2 in The Unadjusteds trilogy is out! Have you added The Rise of the Altereds to your shelf yet?
To celebrate it's release, our journalists interviewed some of the cast and this week we got to talk to the main character, Silver Melody. Here's what she said:
What is your full name? Do you have a nickname (if so, who calls you this)?
Silver Rose Melody. I don’t really have a nickname, everyone just calls me Silver. Kyle once tried to call me “S”, but it didn’t take.
Where and when were you born?
I was born in Central City, 16 years ago.
Who are/were your parents? (Their names, birthplaces, occupations, personalities, etc.)
My parents are Rufus and Margaret Melody. But Mom isn’t around at the moment. Gonna get her back real soon. But anyway, they met at college. They’re both super smart, genetic scientists. And now dad is teaching me too. I want to help Francesca…President Montoya…in any way I can and there aren’t enough people who know about the genetics left, who can fight against Earl and his creepy altereds.
Do you have any siblings? If you do, what are/were they like?
No, but I would have liked one. I think Kyle would be cool to have as a brother, but he might be better at karate then me and that wouldn’t be so cool. In any case, Matt’s sisters are like family to me.
Where do you live now, and with whom?
Well, at the moment me and my friends and dad are stuck in the bunker underneath the presidential compound. There’s a virus you see, and we can’t leave until we have a vaccine.
What is your occupation?
I’m a genetic scientist in training.
To which social class do you belong?
(shrugs) I’m an unadjusted. Well, maybe I’m not. Who knows?
On what occasions do you lie?
When it’s necessary. When it can save a life.
Do you have a motto? If so, what is it?
(smiles) more of a song. A song of freedom. I wrote it while I was living in the caves and it’s become a sort of anthem. Everyone seems to know it now. The chorus is my favorite.
When you hear the lone wolf howling,
When sky comes crashing through.
With all the hellhounds growling,
If it ends, just me and you…
Just close your eyes and breathe in deep,
Look to the new sun’s sky.
Because our voice is freedom,
And they will hear us cry.
Do you have any annoying habits, quirks, strange mannerisms, or other defining characteristics?
Uhhh – I don’t know, you’d have to ask Matt if I’m annoying. I do play with my necklace a lot, the silver quaver pendant Matt gave me for my birthday. Oh, and I love acorns. I collect them and keep them in my pockets. I love their smoothness, it calms me. Joe used to tease me about them. There are things that annoy me about myself, but I’m not comfortable talking about them, if that’s okay.
What is your hair color and eye color?
Dark brown and silvery blue. But I prefer Matt’s eye color. It’s like a Caribbean Sea. So beautiful.
Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
I can’t. I don’t know. God help me.
How would you describe your childhood?
I loved my childhood. And I’m not even a grown up yet. Not officially. But I get what you mean. It was just me and my parents. Before it all went to hell they were revered, and we had all this stuff in the penthouse apartment and we had armed guards who actually protected us. It was… it was…well another lifetime now. But none of that stuff really mattered. I get that now. Now that my mom is gone. I just want her back, then I might be happy again, if I can remember what it feels like to be happy. Not that I’m never happy, I mean Matt…crap I’m rambling now. Sorry.
Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
Claus. Well, the karate stuff. Dad taught me how to throw a knife. The other stuff, about my abilities, I mostly had to learn that myself. My friends taught me about their abilities, even Erica, but there are so many I don’t even know. They pop out unexpectedly and I have to figure it out.
Did you have any role models? If so, describe them and why they were your role models.
My mom. My dad. Francesca. Matt, Joe, Hal. I have amazing people around me.
What did you want to be when you grew up?
I don’t think I ever knew. I mean, I knew what I didn’t want to be, and that was an altered. Or at least, I didn’t want to crave nanites or die from one, like Diana.
What were your favorite activities?
I still love karate, and playing my guitar, and being with my friends. Paige, Matt. Especially Matt.
Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
Sooo private!!!!
What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
There’s been so many. But I think the biggest is when President Bear declared that everyone take a nanite. It forced people to pick a side, to bring it all to a head. More personally, I guess discovering my abilities. I wonder if we never had the resistance, how I would have discovered them, if my parents would have told me.
What do you consider your greatest achievement so far, why?
Taking down Bear. Obviously.
What is your greatest regret so far, why? Has this regret formed you into the person you are today? If so, why?
There are so many. Not knowing how I felt about Matt earlier. We wasted so much time. But at least we’re together now. Joe…I just wish I could have saved him. I wish I was stronger. Goddamn hellhounds. Sorry, I don’t think I can answer this question anymore.
What is the most evil thing you have ever done so far?
I don’t think you can classify things as good an evil. Everything is gray. So very, very gray. Maybe with the occasional rainbow.
Do you have a criminal record?
No! Do you?
If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
I can’t pick just one.
What is your best memory so far? Why is it so powerful and lasting?
Killing President Bear. Because it signified the end of an era. It gave everyone hope. But it also gives me nightmares. Because he was so evil. Maybe there is such a thing as evil.
What is your worst memory so far? Why is it so powerful and lasting?
Joe dying. That’s all I can say about it.
What is you biggest secret? Does anyone else know about this? Which person do you least want to know about this secret, why?
It almost feels like you know. I haven’t told anyone. Not even Matt. He wouldn’t understand. Everything is so black and white to him.
What is your greatest fear?
My greatest fear is losing the people I love. I’ve lost too many already.
What is your greatest extravagance?
Ice cream. I just really love ice cream. I can’t get enough of it.
What are your religious views?
I don’t think there is a God. But if there is, I think He stopped listening a long time ago. How could He let someone like Bear exist? How could He let us tamper with our DNA?
What are your views on sex?
(blushes) It’s nice. More than nice. Okay, shut up now.
Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
Absolutely.
Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
Yes. I do it when I have to. When someone needs to be taken down. When that someone stands in the way of humanity.
What do you measure success in?
How many lives I can save.
How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings in the company of others?
It depends on the person and what I’m expected to talk about. With my anxiety…well, I don’t even like talking to Matt about it. It makes me feel so weak. I supposed to be the ultimate weapon. How can I save everyone and have panic attacks?
Do you have any prejudices? If so, what are they and why do you have those specific prejudices?
Hating the altereds is not a prejudice, it’s a life-saving manoeuvre.
Which person do you wish you were closest to?
Depends. Romantically? Matt. Friendship wise? Paige. Always Paige.
Do you have a boyfriend?
Matt is, well he’s Matt. He’s my hero, my soulmate, the person who keeps me grounded, who can cut through all my emotional crap. As much as I love Paige, he’s been my best friend for longer. It was always us, just us, especially after Diana died and I lived under guard. He got me, he got the situation, and he made it better. He always makes everything better. Of course he does, he’s Matt. I love him. I always will. Nothing could ever come between us.
Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
I trust my friends. Matt, Paige, Hal, Kyle, Sawyer, Jacob, even Erica. Because we’ve all put out lives on the line for each other before. They have my back, and I have theirs.
If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
Jesus H! Like that’s a question I want to think about.
Who is the person you despise the most, why?
Well, that’s obvious isn’t it? It’s got to be a toss up between Bear and Earl.
Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
Avoid. Always avoid. Unless it’s like a life or death thing, or if it’s just not right, or if it has something to do with genetics, or if it’s Bear or Earl, then I get all up and in their faces.
What is your favorite color?
Caribbean blue
What is your favorite food?
Pizza
What is your most treasured possession?
I have two. My necklace and my knife.
Do you like to read? If so, what do you like to read?
I do, although these days it’s mostly scientific journals and articles. And I tend to play my guitar more in my downtime. But I love to read fantasy books when I have time. Stuff that would never happen in the real world. You know, mermaids and vampires.
What makes you happy?
Matt. My family. My friends.
What makes you angry?
Injustice.
How do you deal with stress?
I don’t really. I have panic attacks. Matt helps. And my guitar and my acorns. My dad teaches me breathing exercises.
How do you deal with pain (physical and emotional)?
In the moment? I grit my teeth and carry on. After, I cry. It helps get it all out of me.
Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
Plans make me feel safer, but when the shit hits the fan, you gotta go with the flow.
Which living person do you most despise? Why?
Earl. Because he’s a monster. He made the hellhounds. They killed Joe!
What is the quality you most like in a man?
(smiles) The ability to get me out of my own head. Honesty. Steadiness. Passion.
Where would you like to live? Why?
I don’t really care where I live, as long as the people I love are with me.
Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
Normal? Ha. But okay, okay, when the shit’s not hitting the fan. I eat breakfast with Dad, with Matt too if he’s spent the night. I spend most of the day I the lab sorting out genetic mutations. Then in the evenings I hang out with my friends or train with Claus and Evan.
What is your greatest strength?
No idea. Pass.
What is your greatest weakness?
Pass. Don’t like talking about it.
Which talent would you most like to have? Why?
Talent? I’m not sure, but I’d love to be able to take life a little less seriously. Or to not feel so damn much all the time.
Do you like yourself?
Sometimes. Mostly. Not all the time. It depends on the day. I think I’m a good person. I try my best. But I guess that’s not always good enough.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
Anxiety. I’ve been so tempted to take the nanite for it. But that would make me as bad as them.
What three words best describe your personality?
Determined. Loving. Hopeful.
What three words would others probably use to describe you?
Weak? Strong? Both? I don’t know, ask Matt.
What goal do you most want to accomplish in your life?
I just want a fair and peaceful place to live, for me and the rest of the unadjusteds. That’s not so much to ask, is it?
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
I try not to think too far into the future, not when the world is at stake.
If you could choose, how would you want to die?
I spend too much time thinking about death, but I’ve never considered that. I just want it to be quick. And painless, if possible. And I don’t want to see it coming.
If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
Make love to Matt. Spend time with my family and friends, hold them close.
If you were to die and come back as a person, animal, or thing, what do you think it would be, and why?
I’ve always loved my wings. I’d come back as a bird and fly away from it all.
What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
I don’t need to be remembered for anything. Just by my friends and family. They know who I am.
What do you have in your pockets or purse?
Acorns
What in on your nightstand?
A picture of my mom. My knife. A lamp. More acorns.
What do you most wear on your feet (dress shoes, boots, gym shoes, socks with holes in them, slippers, etc.)?
Mostly combat boots. They make me feel prepared. At home, I have some furry slippers that keep my feet warm.
What smells do you associate with your childhood, and why?
The chemicals in my parents’ lab. The smell of the forest in the summer. The smelly erasers I used to trade at school. Cherry was my favorite.
If you are cleaning among your things, what is easy for you to throw out? What do you have difficulty parting with? Why?
I’ve never really needed stuff. I just like mementos of people, or pictures so I can keep their faces in my mind. I never took a photo of Joe. But there’s stuff online about him. But it would have been nice to have a photo of him in the woods, or the cave.
To celebrate it's release, our journalists interviewed some of the cast and this week we got to talk to the main character, Silver Melody. Here's what she said:
What is your full name? Do you have a nickname (if so, who calls you this)?
Silver Rose Melody. I don’t really have a nickname, everyone just calls me Silver. Kyle once tried to call me “S”, but it didn’t take.
Where and when were you born?
I was born in Central City, 16 years ago.
Who are/were your parents? (Their names, birthplaces, occupations, personalities, etc.)
My parents are Rufus and Margaret Melody. But Mom isn’t around at the moment. Gonna get her back real soon. But anyway, they met at college. They’re both super smart, genetic scientists. And now dad is teaching me too. I want to help Francesca…President Montoya…in any way I can and there aren’t enough people who know about the genetics left, who can fight against Earl and his creepy altereds.
Do you have any siblings? If you do, what are/were they like?
No, but I would have liked one. I think Kyle would be cool to have as a brother, but he might be better at karate then me and that wouldn’t be so cool. In any case, Matt’s sisters are like family to me.
Where do you live now, and with whom?
Well, at the moment me and my friends and dad are stuck in the bunker underneath the presidential compound. There’s a virus you see, and we can’t leave until we have a vaccine.
What is your occupation?
I’m a genetic scientist in training.
To which social class do you belong?
(shrugs) I’m an unadjusted. Well, maybe I’m not. Who knows?
On what occasions do you lie?
When it’s necessary. When it can save a life.
Do you have a motto? If so, what is it?
(smiles) more of a song. A song of freedom. I wrote it while I was living in the caves and it’s become a sort of anthem. Everyone seems to know it now. The chorus is my favorite.
When you hear the lone wolf howling,
When sky comes crashing through.
With all the hellhounds growling,
If it ends, just me and you…
Just close your eyes and breathe in deep,
Look to the new sun’s sky.
Because our voice is freedom,
And they will hear us cry.
Do you have any annoying habits, quirks, strange mannerisms, or other defining characteristics?
Uhhh – I don’t know, you’d have to ask Matt if I’m annoying. I do play with my necklace a lot, the silver quaver pendant Matt gave me for my birthday. Oh, and I love acorns. I collect them and keep them in my pockets. I love their smoothness, it calms me. Joe used to tease me about them. There are things that annoy me about myself, but I’m not comfortable talking about them, if that’s okay.
What is your hair color and eye color?
Dark brown and silvery blue. But I prefer Matt’s eye color. It’s like a Caribbean Sea. So beautiful.
Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
I can’t. I don’t know. God help me.
How would you describe your childhood?
I loved my childhood. And I’m not even a grown up yet. Not officially. But I get what you mean. It was just me and my parents. Before it all went to hell they were revered, and we had all this stuff in the penthouse apartment and we had armed guards who actually protected us. It was… it was…well another lifetime now. But none of that stuff really mattered. I get that now. Now that my mom is gone. I just want her back, then I might be happy again, if I can remember what it feels like to be happy. Not that I’m never happy, I mean Matt…crap I’m rambling now. Sorry.
Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
Claus. Well, the karate stuff. Dad taught me how to throw a knife. The other stuff, about my abilities, I mostly had to learn that myself. My friends taught me about their abilities, even Erica, but there are so many I don’t even know. They pop out unexpectedly and I have to figure it out.
Did you have any role models? If so, describe them and why they were your role models.
My mom. My dad. Francesca. Matt, Joe, Hal. I have amazing people around me.
What did you want to be when you grew up?
I don’t think I ever knew. I mean, I knew what I didn’t want to be, and that was an altered. Or at least, I didn’t want to crave nanites or die from one, like Diana.
What were your favorite activities?
I still love karate, and playing my guitar, and being with my friends. Paige, Matt. Especially Matt.
Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
Sooo private!!!!
What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
There’s been so many. But I think the biggest is when President Bear declared that everyone take a nanite. It forced people to pick a side, to bring it all to a head. More personally, I guess discovering my abilities. I wonder if we never had the resistance, how I would have discovered them, if my parents would have told me.
What do you consider your greatest achievement so far, why?
Taking down Bear. Obviously.
What is your greatest regret so far, why? Has this regret formed you into the person you are today? If so, why?
There are so many. Not knowing how I felt about Matt earlier. We wasted so much time. But at least we’re together now. Joe…I just wish I could have saved him. I wish I was stronger. Goddamn hellhounds. Sorry, I don’t think I can answer this question anymore.
What is the most evil thing you have ever done so far?
I don’t think you can classify things as good an evil. Everything is gray. So very, very gray. Maybe with the occasional rainbow.
Do you have a criminal record?
No! Do you?
If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
I can’t pick just one.
What is your best memory so far? Why is it so powerful and lasting?
Killing President Bear. Because it signified the end of an era. It gave everyone hope. But it also gives me nightmares. Because he was so evil. Maybe there is such a thing as evil.
What is your worst memory so far? Why is it so powerful and lasting?
Joe dying. That’s all I can say about it.
What is you biggest secret? Does anyone else know about this? Which person do you least want to know about this secret, why?
It almost feels like you know. I haven’t told anyone. Not even Matt. He wouldn’t understand. Everything is so black and white to him.
What is your greatest fear?
My greatest fear is losing the people I love. I’ve lost too many already.
What is your greatest extravagance?
Ice cream. I just really love ice cream. I can’t get enough of it.
What are your religious views?
I don’t think there is a God. But if there is, I think He stopped listening a long time ago. How could He let someone like Bear exist? How could He let us tamper with our DNA?
What are your views on sex?
(blushes) It’s nice. More than nice. Okay, shut up now.
Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
Absolutely.
Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
Yes. I do it when I have to. When someone needs to be taken down. When that someone stands in the way of humanity.
What do you measure success in?
How many lives I can save.
How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings in the company of others?
It depends on the person and what I’m expected to talk about. With my anxiety…well, I don’t even like talking to Matt about it. It makes me feel so weak. I supposed to be the ultimate weapon. How can I save everyone and have panic attacks?
Do you have any prejudices? If so, what are they and why do you have those specific prejudices?
Hating the altereds is not a prejudice, it’s a life-saving manoeuvre.
Which person do you wish you were closest to?
Depends. Romantically? Matt. Friendship wise? Paige. Always Paige.
Do you have a boyfriend?
Matt is, well he’s Matt. He’s my hero, my soulmate, the person who keeps me grounded, who can cut through all my emotional crap. As much as I love Paige, he’s been my best friend for longer. It was always us, just us, especially after Diana died and I lived under guard. He got me, he got the situation, and he made it better. He always makes everything better. Of course he does, he’s Matt. I love him. I always will. Nothing could ever come between us.
Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
I trust my friends. Matt, Paige, Hal, Kyle, Sawyer, Jacob, even Erica. Because we’ve all put out lives on the line for each other before. They have my back, and I have theirs.
If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
Jesus H! Like that’s a question I want to think about.
Who is the person you despise the most, why?
Well, that’s obvious isn’t it? It’s got to be a toss up between Bear and Earl.
Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
Avoid. Always avoid. Unless it’s like a life or death thing, or if it’s just not right, or if it has something to do with genetics, or if it’s Bear or Earl, then I get all up and in their faces.
What is your favorite color?
Caribbean blue
What is your favorite food?
Pizza
What is your most treasured possession?
I have two. My necklace and my knife.
Do you like to read? If so, what do you like to read?
I do, although these days it’s mostly scientific journals and articles. And I tend to play my guitar more in my downtime. But I love to read fantasy books when I have time. Stuff that would never happen in the real world. You know, mermaids and vampires.
What makes you happy?
Matt. My family. My friends.
What makes you angry?
Injustice.
How do you deal with stress?
I don’t really. I have panic attacks. Matt helps. And my guitar and my acorns. My dad teaches me breathing exercises.
How do you deal with pain (physical and emotional)?
In the moment? I grit my teeth and carry on. After, I cry. It helps get it all out of me.
Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
Plans make me feel safer, but when the shit hits the fan, you gotta go with the flow.
Which living person do you most despise? Why?
Earl. Because he’s a monster. He made the hellhounds. They killed Joe!
What is the quality you most like in a man?
(smiles) The ability to get me out of my own head. Honesty. Steadiness. Passion.
Where would you like to live? Why?
I don’t really care where I live, as long as the people I love are with me.
Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
Normal? Ha. But okay, okay, when the shit’s not hitting the fan. I eat breakfast with Dad, with Matt too if he’s spent the night. I spend most of the day I the lab sorting out genetic mutations. Then in the evenings I hang out with my friends or train with Claus and Evan.
What is your greatest strength?
No idea. Pass.
What is your greatest weakness?
Pass. Don’t like talking about it.
Which talent would you most like to have? Why?
Talent? I’m not sure, but I’d love to be able to take life a little less seriously. Or to not feel so damn much all the time.
Do you like yourself?
Sometimes. Mostly. Not all the time. It depends on the day. I think I’m a good person. I try my best. But I guess that’s not always good enough.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
Anxiety. I’ve been so tempted to take the nanite for it. But that would make me as bad as them.
What three words best describe your personality?
Determined. Loving. Hopeful.
What three words would others probably use to describe you?
Weak? Strong? Both? I don’t know, ask Matt.
What goal do you most want to accomplish in your life?
I just want a fair and peaceful place to live, for me and the rest of the unadjusteds. That’s not so much to ask, is it?
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
I try not to think too far into the future, not when the world is at stake.
If you could choose, how would you want to die?
I spend too much time thinking about death, but I’ve never considered that. I just want it to be quick. And painless, if possible. And I don’t want to see it coming.
If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
Make love to Matt. Spend time with my family and friends, hold them close.
If you were to die and come back as a person, animal, or thing, what do you think it would be, and why?
I’ve always loved my wings. I’d come back as a bird and fly away from it all.
What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
I don’t need to be remembered for anything. Just by my friends and family. They know who I am.
What do you have in your pockets or purse?
Acorns
What in on your nightstand?
A picture of my mom. My knife. A lamp. More acorns.
What do you most wear on your feet (dress shoes, boots, gym shoes, socks with holes in them, slippers, etc.)?
Mostly combat boots. They make me feel prepared. At home, I have some furry slippers that keep my feet warm.
What smells do you associate with your childhood, and why?
The chemicals in my parents’ lab. The smell of the forest in the summer. The smelly erasers I used to trade at school. Cherry was my favorite.
If you are cleaning among your things, what is easy for you to throw out? What do you have difficulty parting with? Why?
I’ve never really needed stuff. I just like mementos of people, or pictures so I can keep their faces in my mind. I never took a photo of Joe. But there’s stuff online about him. But it would have been nice to have a photo of him in the woods, or the cave.
November 11, 2020
Interview with Earl
To celebrate the imminent release of The Rise of the Altereds, book 2 of The Unadjusteds Trilogy, we went behind to talk to the big bad nemesis...Earl Landy.
What is your full name? Do you have a nickname (if so, who calls you this)?
My name is Earl Landry. No, I don’t have a nickname.
Where and when were you born?
I was born in Oregon.
Do you have any siblings? If you do, what are/were they like?
I’d rather not answer that…actually, screw it, it’s been so long. I had a brother. A twin. He drowned when we were eighteen. Wasn’t strong enough to survive the currents.
Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place (home and location) and the person/people you live with.
(laughs) I can’t tell you that. I’m an altered. I can’t have Silver or President Montoya showing up here before I’m ready for them. Nope. No way are you getting that information out of me.
What is your occupation?
I’m a genetic scientist. I worked directly for President Bear. Well, until he died. Now I work for myself.
To which social class do you belong?
Is that even a thing anymore? I’m an altered. That is the only class worth being part of.
Do you have any annoying habits, quirks, strange mannerisms, or other defining characteristics?
Annoying habits? I guess, trusting someone else to get the work done. Never happens. I always have to do it myself. Except when it comes to Carmen. She can handle herself. She knows what I need.
Do you have any physical traits that stand out (such as scars, birthmarks, tattoos, etc.)? If you have scars, how did you get them? If you have tattoos, why did you get them and what meaning do they have to you?
I got rid of all of those. I’m the picture of perfection now, can’t you tell? Although I’m not entirely sure I’m used to the tail yet.
How would you describe your childhood?
Irritating
How much schooling have you had?
I have two PhDs
Did you enjoy school? If not, why did you struggle?
It was too easy.
Did you have any role models? If so, describe them and why they were your role models.
I think it would be more accurate to say I am a role model for others. I’m the top in my field. Everyone aspires to be that. And I am.
How did you get along with the other members of your family?
(coughs) Eli has proven challenging. That boy is not cut form the same cloth.
When and where were you the happiest?
Right now. Everything is perfect.
When did you have your first kiss, and who with?
Are you asking these questions to antagonise me on purpose? Everyone knows how I feel about Margret Melody, and I’m not going to talk about it anymore.
Describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
I suppose both Margaret and Rufus put me on the path that I am now. We were a great team once. But now it’s just me. Which is how I like it. And besides, my knowledge has surpassed theirs. Look at what I did with the hell cats. Invisible hellcats. No one else can do that.
What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
There have been many. When I was promoted to the presidential genetics lab. When President Bear asked me to be his genetics liaison. But that’s all in the past. Now, I am here, doing exactly what I want to do, with no one to answer to.
What do you consider your greatest achievement so far, why?
You’re fishing again. I can’t tell you that. Not without spoilers. I mean, everyone knows how much I love my hellhounds and hellcats. Such ingenious animals. Such ferocity. But there is so much more to come, so much I am proud of. I am developing a whole new world. Some might call me a god. No, not a god. The God.
What is the most evil thing you have ever done so far?
Evil? That’s an interesting choice of word. Do we really have good and evil? Do such forces exist? I think not. Everything can be explained in science. Everything I have done is to make the world a better place, to speed up its evolution. That’s progress.
Do you have a criminal record?
Of course not.
If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
Rufus. He should never have been on the presidential genetics team. He created a cure. A CURE!!!! Why do altereds need a cure? It’s ridiculous! Just because we are more powerful than the unadjusteds. That doesn’t mean we are to fear. But we are the rightful rulers. I am the rightful ruler. He needs to step aside and stop interfering.
Are you optimistic or pessimistic?
The future can always be altered. I can always be altered. (laughs) excuse my pun.
What is your greatest fear? Which other person knows about this fear of yours? Who do you not want to know about this fear of yours, why?
I have nothing to be afraid of. Not Rufus. Not Silver. Nope, no one.
What are your religious views?
Religious? There is no religion.
What are your political views?
The so-called President Montoya may think she is the leader of the new world, but she has a rude awakening coming. I am the one who holds the cards. Soon they will have to bow to me.
Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
Of course. Collateral damage. Sometimes my experiments don’t go quite according to plan. But the loss is acceptable. We wouldn’t progress without learning.
Who or what would you die for, or otherwise go to extremes for?
There is no one left worth dying for, not that I could anymore, I’m too powerful. Almost immortal. I’m working on age reversal. Then I will consider my experiments a success. I mean, what’s the point in having all this power, all this strength, if I can’t live forever?
Do you have a spouse or significant other?
Margaret…well, I’m working on it.
What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
My work is my hobby.
What is your favorite color?
Orange
What is your favorite food?
Steak
What is your most treasured possession?
Margaret
What do you believe is good entertainment (music, movies, dance, art, etc.)?
Music. Usually classical. But I like to dance to the sounds of the unadjusteds screaming too.
Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? How do you get the money for it? Do you want to quit?
I have my own drugs. My genetic ones. They create all the high I need.
How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
Talking to the thing in my lab.
What makes you laugh?
Success
What shocks or offends you?
Failure. But that is so rare these days.
What makes you happy?
These are trivial questions, intended for teenagers who haven’t learned who they are yet.
What makes you angry?
Trivial questions.
How do you deal with stress?
By working in my lab.
How do you deal with pain (physical and emotional)?
By working in my lab.
Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
I wouldn’t be where I am today without a plan.
What are your pet peeves?
Trivial questions.
Which living person do you most despise? Why?
It’s a toss up between Rufus and Silver. He has taken everything from me. And he is now teaching her how to carry on! Does she really think she can be smarter than me? That she can reverse everything I've done? Ha! Ridiculous.
Where would you like to live? Why?
I’m quite happy here, in the mountain, with the snow.
Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
That’s classified. And irritated.
What is your greatest strength?
Besides my physical strength? My success, my intellect.
What is your greatest weakness?
I have none. Well, maybe Margaret.
Which talent would you most like to have? Why?
I have everything I need. And more.
Do you like yourself?
What an odd question.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I make changes all the time. That is the benefit of genetic modification.
What three words best describe your personality?
Ambitious. Focussed. Determined.
If you could choose, how would you want to die?
Die? I’m not going to die.
If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
If you must persist with this line of questioning, I’d kill Rufus, Kill Silver. Kill all their friends.
What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
(sighs) Well, I intend to be around to appreciate the adoration. It will be for how I changed the world, how I made it a better place, how I exterminated disease and weakness, how I gave everyone the gift of immortality. There will be statues and schools names after me.
What do you have in your pockets or purse?
A remote control for the hellcats.
What is in your refrigerator?
Ice cream. Cookie Dough.
What do you most wear on your feet (dress ashoes, boots, gym shoes, socks with holes in them, slippers, etc.)?
Snow boots. It’s cold here.
What smells do you associate with your childhood, and why (the cookies your grandmother used to bake, the oatmeal you ate every day, the perfume your mother used to wear, etc.)?
The salt of the ocean. Rain. The smell of an A-grade – it smells like mint.
What is your full name? Do you have a nickname (if so, who calls you this)?
My name is Earl Landry. No, I don’t have a nickname.
Where and when were you born?
I was born in Oregon.
Do you have any siblings? If you do, what are/were they like?
I’d rather not answer that…actually, screw it, it’s been so long. I had a brother. A twin. He drowned when we were eighteen. Wasn’t strong enough to survive the currents.
Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place (home and location) and the person/people you live with.
(laughs) I can’t tell you that. I’m an altered. I can’t have Silver or President Montoya showing up here before I’m ready for them. Nope. No way are you getting that information out of me.
What is your occupation?
I’m a genetic scientist. I worked directly for President Bear. Well, until he died. Now I work for myself.
To which social class do you belong?
Is that even a thing anymore? I’m an altered. That is the only class worth being part of.
Do you have any annoying habits, quirks, strange mannerisms, or other defining characteristics?
Annoying habits? I guess, trusting someone else to get the work done. Never happens. I always have to do it myself. Except when it comes to Carmen. She can handle herself. She knows what I need.
Do you have any physical traits that stand out (such as scars, birthmarks, tattoos, etc.)? If you have scars, how did you get them? If you have tattoos, why did you get them and what meaning do they have to you?
I got rid of all of those. I’m the picture of perfection now, can’t you tell? Although I’m not entirely sure I’m used to the tail yet.
How would you describe your childhood?
Irritating
How much schooling have you had?
I have two PhDs
Did you enjoy school? If not, why did you struggle?
It was too easy.
Did you have any role models? If so, describe them and why they were your role models.
I think it would be more accurate to say I am a role model for others. I’m the top in my field. Everyone aspires to be that. And I am.
How did you get along with the other members of your family?
(coughs) Eli has proven challenging. That boy is not cut form the same cloth.
When and where were you the happiest?
Right now. Everything is perfect.
When did you have your first kiss, and who with?
Are you asking these questions to antagonise me on purpose? Everyone knows how I feel about Margret Melody, and I’m not going to talk about it anymore.
Describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
I suppose both Margaret and Rufus put me on the path that I am now. We were a great team once. But now it’s just me. Which is how I like it. And besides, my knowledge has surpassed theirs. Look at what I did with the hell cats. Invisible hellcats. No one else can do that.
What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
There have been many. When I was promoted to the presidential genetics lab. When President Bear asked me to be his genetics liaison. But that’s all in the past. Now, I am here, doing exactly what I want to do, with no one to answer to.
What do you consider your greatest achievement so far, why?
You’re fishing again. I can’t tell you that. Not without spoilers. I mean, everyone knows how much I love my hellhounds and hellcats. Such ingenious animals. Such ferocity. But there is so much more to come, so much I am proud of. I am developing a whole new world. Some might call me a god. No, not a god. The God.
What is the most evil thing you have ever done so far?
Evil? That’s an interesting choice of word. Do we really have good and evil? Do such forces exist? I think not. Everything can be explained in science. Everything I have done is to make the world a better place, to speed up its evolution. That’s progress.
Do you have a criminal record?
Of course not.
If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
Rufus. He should never have been on the presidential genetics team. He created a cure. A CURE!!!! Why do altereds need a cure? It’s ridiculous! Just because we are more powerful than the unadjusteds. That doesn’t mean we are to fear. But we are the rightful rulers. I am the rightful ruler. He needs to step aside and stop interfering.
Are you optimistic or pessimistic?
The future can always be altered. I can always be altered. (laughs) excuse my pun.
What is your greatest fear? Which other person knows about this fear of yours? Who do you not want to know about this fear of yours, why?
I have nothing to be afraid of. Not Rufus. Not Silver. Nope, no one.
What are your religious views?
Religious? There is no religion.
What are your political views?
The so-called President Montoya may think she is the leader of the new world, but she has a rude awakening coming. I am the one who holds the cards. Soon they will have to bow to me.
Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
Of course. Collateral damage. Sometimes my experiments don’t go quite according to plan. But the loss is acceptable. We wouldn’t progress without learning.
Who or what would you die for, or otherwise go to extremes for?
There is no one left worth dying for, not that I could anymore, I’m too powerful. Almost immortal. I’m working on age reversal. Then I will consider my experiments a success. I mean, what’s the point in having all this power, all this strength, if I can’t live forever?
Do you have a spouse or significant other?
Margaret…well, I’m working on it.
What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
My work is my hobby.
What is your favorite color?
Orange
What is your favorite food?
Steak
What is your most treasured possession?
Margaret
What do you believe is good entertainment (music, movies, dance, art, etc.)?
Music. Usually classical. But I like to dance to the sounds of the unadjusteds screaming too.
Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? How do you get the money for it? Do you want to quit?
I have my own drugs. My genetic ones. They create all the high I need.
How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
Talking to the thing in my lab.
What makes you laugh?
Success
What shocks or offends you?
Failure. But that is so rare these days.
What makes you happy?
These are trivial questions, intended for teenagers who haven’t learned who they are yet.
What makes you angry?
Trivial questions.
How do you deal with stress?
By working in my lab.
How do you deal with pain (physical and emotional)?
By working in my lab.
Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
I wouldn’t be where I am today without a plan.
What are your pet peeves?
Trivial questions.
Which living person do you most despise? Why?
It’s a toss up between Rufus and Silver. He has taken everything from me. And he is now teaching her how to carry on! Does she really think she can be smarter than me? That she can reverse everything I've done? Ha! Ridiculous.
Where would you like to live? Why?
I’m quite happy here, in the mountain, with the snow.
Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
That’s classified. And irritated.
What is your greatest strength?
Besides my physical strength? My success, my intellect.
What is your greatest weakness?
I have none. Well, maybe Margaret.
Which talent would you most like to have? Why?
I have everything I need. And more.
Do you like yourself?
What an odd question.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I make changes all the time. That is the benefit of genetic modification.
What three words best describe your personality?
Ambitious. Focussed. Determined.
If you could choose, how would you want to die?
Die? I’m not going to die.
If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
If you must persist with this line of questioning, I’d kill Rufus, Kill Silver. Kill all their friends.
What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
(sighs) Well, I intend to be around to appreciate the adoration. It will be for how I changed the world, how I made it a better place, how I exterminated disease and weakness, how I gave everyone the gift of immortality. There will be statues and schools names after me.
What do you have in your pockets or purse?
A remote control for the hellcats.
What is in your refrigerator?
Ice cream. Cookie Dough.
What do you most wear on your feet (dress ashoes, boots, gym shoes, socks with holes in them, slippers, etc.)?
Snow boots. It’s cold here.
What smells do you associate with your childhood, and why (the cookies your grandmother used to bake, the oatmeal you ate every day, the perfume your mother used to wear, etc.)?
The salt of the ocean. Rain. The smell of an A-grade – it smells like mint.
October 31, 2020
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The Rise of the Altereds, the sequel to The Unadjusteds, is coming Dec 3rd! Watch this space for a giveaway of both books! In the meantime, some interviewers got in touch with the main character, Silver Melody. Here's what she had to say.
Interview with Silver Melody
What is your full name? Do you have a nickname (if so, who calls you this)?
Silver Rose Melody. I don’t really have a nickname, everyone just calls me Silver. Kyle once tried to call me “S”, but it didn’t take.
Where and when were you born?
I was born in Central City, 16 years ago.
Who are/were your parents?
My parents are Rufus and Margaret Melody. But Mom isn’t around at the moment. Gonna get her back real soon. But anyway, they met at college. They’re both super smart, genetic scientists. And now dad is teaching me too. I want to help Francesca…President Montoya…in any way I can and there aren’t enough people who know about the genetics left, who can fight against Earl and his creepy altereds.
Do you have any siblings? If you do, what are/were they like?
No, but I would have liked one. I think Kyle would be cool to have as a brother, but he might be better at karate then me and that wouldn’t be so cool. In any case, Matt’s sisters are like family to me.
Where do you live now, and with whom?
Well, at the moment me and my friends and dad are stuck in the bunker underneath the presidential compound. There’s a virus you see, and we can’t leave until we have a vaccine.
What is your occupation?
I’m a genetic scientist in training.
To which social class do you belong?
(shrugs) I’m an unadjusted. Well, maybe I’m not. Who knows?
On what occasions do you lie?
When it’s necessary. When it can save a life.
Do you have a motto? If so, what is it?
(smiles) more of a song. A song of freedom. I wrote it while I was living in the caves and it’s become a sort of anthem. Everyone seems to know it now. The chorus is my favorite.
When you hear the lone wolf howling,
When sky comes crashing through.
With all the hellhounds growling,
If it ends, just me and you…
Just close your eyes and breathe in deep,
Look to the new sun’s sky.
Because our voice is freedom,
And they will hear us cry.
Do you have any annoying habits, quirks, strange mannerisms, or other defining characteristics?
Uhhh – I don’t know, you’d have to ask Matt if I’m annoying. I do play with my necklace a lot, the silver quaver pendant Matt gave me for my birthday. Oh, and I love acorns. I collect them and keep them in my pockets. I love their smoothness, it calms me. Joe used to tease me about them. There are things that annoy me about myself, but I’m not comfortable talking about them, if that’s okay.
What is your hair color and eye color?
Dark brown and silvery blue. But I prefer Matt’s eye color. It’s like a Caribbean Sea. So beautiful.
Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
I can’t. I don’t know. God help me.
How would you describe your childhood?
I loved my childhood. And I’m not even a grown up yet. Not officially. But I get what you mean. It was just me and my parents. Before it all went to hell they were revered, and we had all this stuff in the penthouse apartment and we had armed guards who actually protected us. It was… it was…well another lifetime now. But none of that stuff really mattered. I get that now. Now that my mom is gone. I just want her back, then I might be happy again, if I can remember what it feels like to be happy. Not that I’m never happy, I mean Matt…crap I’m rambling now. Sorry.
Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
Claus. Well, the karate stuff. Dad taught me how to throw a knife. The other stuff, about my abilities, I mostly had to learn that myself. My friends taught me about their abilities, even Erica, but there are so many I don’t even know. They pop out unexpectedly and I have to figure it out.
Did you have any role models? If so, describe them and why they were your role models.
My mom. My dad. Francesca. Matt, Joe, Hal. I have amazing people around me.
What did you want to be when you grew up?
I don’t think I ever knew. I mean, I knew what I didn’t want to be, and that was an altered. Or at least, I didn’t want to crave nanites or die from one, like Diana.
What were your favorite activities?
I still love karate, and playing my guitar, and being with my friends. Paige, Matt. Especially Matt.
Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
Sooo private!!!!
What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
There’s been so many. But I think the biggest is when President Bear declared that everyone take a nanite. It forced people to pick a side, to bring it all to a head. More personally, I guess discovering my abilities. I wonder if we never had the resistance, how I would have discovered them, if my parents would have told me.
What do you consider your greatest achievement so far, why?
Taking down Bear. Obviously.
What is your greatest regret so far, why? Has this regret formed you into the person you are today? If so, why?
There are so many. Not knowing how I felt about Matt earlier. We wasted so much time. But at least we’re together now. Joe…I just wish I could have saved him. I wish I was stronger. Goddamn hellhounds. Sorry, I don’t think I can answer this question anymore.
What is the most evil thing you have ever done so far?
I don’t think you can classify things as good an evil. Everything is gray. So very, very gray. Maybe with the occasional rainbow.
Do you have a criminal record?
No! Do you?
If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
I can’t pick just one.
What is your best memory so far? Why is it so powerful and lasting?
Killing President Bear. Because it signified the end of an era. It gave everyone hope. But it also gives me nightmares. Because he was so evil. Maybe there is such a thing as evil.
What is your worst memory so far? Why is it so powerful and lasting?
Joe dying. That’s all I can say about it.
What is you biggest secret? Does anyone else know about this? Which person do you least want to know about this secret, why?
It almost feels like you know. I haven’t told anyone. Not even Matt. He wouldn’t understand. Everything is so black and white to him.
What is your greatest fear?
My greatest fear is losing the people I love. I’ve lost too many already.
What is your greatest extravagance?
Ice cream. I just really love ice cream. I can’t get enough of it.
What are your religious views?
I don’t think there is a God. But if there is, I think He stopped listening a long time ago. How could He let someone like Bear exist? How could He let us tamper with our DNA?
What are your views on sex?
(blushes) It’s nice. More than nice. Okay, shut up now.
Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
Absolutely.
Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
Yes. I do it when I have to. When someone needs to be taken down. When that someone stands in the way of humanity.
What do you measure success in?
How many lives I can save.
How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings in the company of others?
It depends on the person and what I’m expected to talk about. With my anxiety…well, I don’t even like talking to Matt about it. It makes me feel so weak. I supposed to be the ultimate weapon. How can I save everyone and have panic attacks?
Do you have any prejudices? If so, what are they and why do you have those specific prejudices?
Hating the altereds is not a prejudice, it’s a life-saving manoeuvre.
Which person do you wish you were closest to?
Depends. Romantically? Matt. Friendship wise? Paige. Always Paige.
Do you have a boyfriend?
Matt is, well he’s Matt. He’s my hero, my soulmate, the person who keeps me grounded, who can cut through all my emotional crap. As much as I love Paige, he’s been my best friend for longer. It was always us, just us, especially after Diana died and I lived under guard. He got me, he got the situation, and he made it better. He always makes everything better. Of course he does, he’s Matt. I love him. I always will. Nothing could ever come between us.
Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
I trust my friends. Matt, Paige, Hal, Kyle, Sawyer, Jacob, even Erica. Because we’ve all put out lives on the line for each other before. They have my back, and I have theirs.
If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
Jesus H! Like that’s a question I want to think about.
Who is the person you despise the most, why?
Well, that’s obvious isn’t it? It’s got to be a toss up between Bear and Earl.
Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
Avoid. Always avoid. Unless it’s like a life or death thing, or if it’s just not right, or if it has something to do with genetics, or if it’s Bear or Earl, then I get all up and in their faces.
What is your favorite color?
Caribbean blue
What is your favorite food?
Pizza
What is your most treasured possession?
I have two. My necklace and my knife.
Do you like to read? If so, what do you like to read?
I do, although these days it’s mostly scientific journals and articles. And I tend to play my guitar more in my downtime. But I love to read fantasy books when I have time. Stuff that would never happen in the real world. You know, mermaids and vampires.
What makes you happy?
Matt. My family. My friends.
What makes you angry?
Injustice.
How do you deal with stress?
I don’t really. I have panic attacks. Matt helps. And my guitar and my acorns. My dad teaches me breathing exercises.
How do you deal with pain (physical and emotional)?
In the moment? I grit my teeth and carry on. After, I cry. It helps get it all out of me.
Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
Plans make me feel safer, but when the shit hits the fan, you gotta go with the flow.
Which living person do you most despise? Why?
Earl. Because he’s a monster. He made the hellhounds. They killed Joe!
What is the quality you most like in a man?
(smiles) The ability to get me out of my own head. Honesty. Steadiness. Passion.
Where would you like to live? Why?
I don’t really care where I live, as long as the people I love are with me.
Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
Normal? Ha. But okay, okay, when the shit’s not hitting the fan. I eat breakfast with Dad, with Matt too if he’s spent the night. I spend most of the day I the lab sorting out genetic mutations. Then in the evenings I hang out with my friends or train with Claus and Evan.
What is your greatest strength?
No idea. Pass.
What is your greatest weakness?
Pass. Don’t like talking about it.
Which talent would you most like to have? Why?
Talent? I’m not sure, but I’d love to be able to take life a little less seriously. Or to not feel so damn much all the time.
Do you like yourself?
Sometimes. Mostly. Not all the time. It depends on the day. I think I’m a good person. I try my best. But I guess that’s not always good enough.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
Anxiety. I’ve been so tempted to take the nanite for it. But that would make me as bad as them.
What three words best describe your personality?
Determined. Loving. Hopeful.
What three words would others probably use to describe you?
Weak? Strong? Both? I don’t know, ask Matt.
What goal do you most want to accomplish in your life?
I just want a fair and peaceful place to live, for me and the rest of the unadjusteds. That’s not so much to ask, is it?
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
I try not to think too far into the future, not when the world is at stake.
If you could choose, how would you want to die?
I spend too much time thinking about death, but I’ve never considered that. I just want it to be quick. And painless, if possible. And I don’t want to see it coming.
If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
Make love to Matt. Spend time with my family and friends, hold them close.
If you were to die and come back as a person, animal, or thing, what do you think it would be, and why?
I’ve always loved my wings. I’d come back as a bird and fly away from it all.
What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
I don’t need to be remembered for anything. Just by my friends and family. They know who I am.
What do you have in your pockets or purse?
Acorns
What in on your nightstand?
A picture of my mom. My knife. A lamp. More acorns.
What do you most wear on your feet (dress shoes, boots, gym shoes, socks with holes in them, slippers, etc.)?
Mostly combat boots. They make me feel prepared. At home, I have some furry slippers that keep my feet warm.
If you are cleaning among your things, what is easy for you to throw out? What do you have difficulty parting with? Why?
I’ve never really needed stuff. I just like mementos of people, or pictures so I can keep their faces in my mind. I never took a photo of Joe. But there’s stuff online about him. But it would have been nice to have a photo of him in the woods, or the cave.
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Interview with Silver Melody
What is your full name? Do you have a nickname (if so, who calls you this)?
Silver Rose Melody. I don’t really have a nickname, everyone just calls me Silver. Kyle once tried to call me “S”, but it didn’t take.
Where and when were you born?
I was born in Central City, 16 years ago.
Who are/were your parents?
My parents are Rufus and Margaret Melody. But Mom isn’t around at the moment. Gonna get her back real soon. But anyway, they met at college. They’re both super smart, genetic scientists. And now dad is teaching me too. I want to help Francesca…President Montoya…in any way I can and there aren’t enough people who know about the genetics left, who can fight against Earl and his creepy altereds.
Do you have any siblings? If you do, what are/were they like?
No, but I would have liked one. I think Kyle would be cool to have as a brother, but he might be better at karate then me and that wouldn’t be so cool. In any case, Matt’s sisters are like family to me.
Where do you live now, and with whom?
Well, at the moment me and my friends and dad are stuck in the bunker underneath the presidential compound. There’s a virus you see, and we can’t leave until we have a vaccine.
What is your occupation?
I’m a genetic scientist in training.
To which social class do you belong?
(shrugs) I’m an unadjusted. Well, maybe I’m not. Who knows?
On what occasions do you lie?
When it’s necessary. When it can save a life.
Do you have a motto? If so, what is it?
(smiles) more of a song. A song of freedom. I wrote it while I was living in the caves and it’s become a sort of anthem. Everyone seems to know it now. The chorus is my favorite.
When you hear the lone wolf howling,
When sky comes crashing through.
With all the hellhounds growling,
If it ends, just me and you…
Just close your eyes and breathe in deep,
Look to the new sun’s sky.
Because our voice is freedom,
And they will hear us cry.
Do you have any annoying habits, quirks, strange mannerisms, or other defining characteristics?
Uhhh – I don’t know, you’d have to ask Matt if I’m annoying. I do play with my necklace a lot, the silver quaver pendant Matt gave me for my birthday. Oh, and I love acorns. I collect them and keep them in my pockets. I love their smoothness, it calms me. Joe used to tease me about them. There are things that annoy me about myself, but I’m not comfortable talking about them, if that’s okay.
What is your hair color and eye color?
Dark brown and silvery blue. But I prefer Matt’s eye color. It’s like a Caribbean Sea. So beautiful.
Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
I can’t. I don’t know. God help me.
How would you describe your childhood?
I loved my childhood. And I’m not even a grown up yet. Not officially. But I get what you mean. It was just me and my parents. Before it all went to hell they were revered, and we had all this stuff in the penthouse apartment and we had armed guards who actually protected us. It was… it was…well another lifetime now. But none of that stuff really mattered. I get that now. Now that my mom is gone. I just want her back, then I might be happy again, if I can remember what it feels like to be happy. Not that I’m never happy, I mean Matt…crap I’m rambling now. Sorry.
Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
Claus. Well, the karate stuff. Dad taught me how to throw a knife. The other stuff, about my abilities, I mostly had to learn that myself. My friends taught me about their abilities, even Erica, but there are so many I don’t even know. They pop out unexpectedly and I have to figure it out.
Did you have any role models? If so, describe them and why they were your role models.
My mom. My dad. Francesca. Matt, Joe, Hal. I have amazing people around me.
What did you want to be when you grew up?
I don’t think I ever knew. I mean, I knew what I didn’t want to be, and that was an altered. Or at least, I didn’t want to crave nanites or die from one, like Diana.
What were your favorite activities?
I still love karate, and playing my guitar, and being with my friends. Paige, Matt. Especially Matt.
Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
Sooo private!!!!
What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
There’s been so many. But I think the biggest is when President Bear declared that everyone take a nanite. It forced people to pick a side, to bring it all to a head. More personally, I guess discovering my abilities. I wonder if we never had the resistance, how I would have discovered them, if my parents would have told me.
What do you consider your greatest achievement so far, why?
Taking down Bear. Obviously.
What is your greatest regret so far, why? Has this regret formed you into the person you are today? If so, why?
There are so many. Not knowing how I felt about Matt earlier. We wasted so much time. But at least we’re together now. Joe…I just wish I could have saved him. I wish I was stronger. Goddamn hellhounds. Sorry, I don’t think I can answer this question anymore.
What is the most evil thing you have ever done so far?
I don’t think you can classify things as good an evil. Everything is gray. So very, very gray. Maybe with the occasional rainbow.
Do you have a criminal record?
No! Do you?
If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
I can’t pick just one.
What is your best memory so far? Why is it so powerful and lasting?
Killing President Bear. Because it signified the end of an era. It gave everyone hope. But it also gives me nightmares. Because he was so evil. Maybe there is such a thing as evil.
What is your worst memory so far? Why is it so powerful and lasting?
Joe dying. That’s all I can say about it.
What is you biggest secret? Does anyone else know about this? Which person do you least want to know about this secret, why?
It almost feels like you know. I haven’t told anyone. Not even Matt. He wouldn’t understand. Everything is so black and white to him.
What is your greatest fear?
My greatest fear is losing the people I love. I’ve lost too many already.
What is your greatest extravagance?
Ice cream. I just really love ice cream. I can’t get enough of it.
What are your religious views?
I don’t think there is a God. But if there is, I think He stopped listening a long time ago. How could He let someone like Bear exist? How could He let us tamper with our DNA?
What are your views on sex?
(blushes) It’s nice. More than nice. Okay, shut up now.
Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
Absolutely.
Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
Yes. I do it when I have to. When someone needs to be taken down. When that someone stands in the way of humanity.
What do you measure success in?
How many lives I can save.
How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings in the company of others?
It depends on the person and what I’m expected to talk about. With my anxiety…well, I don’t even like talking to Matt about it. It makes me feel so weak. I supposed to be the ultimate weapon. How can I save everyone and have panic attacks?
Do you have any prejudices? If so, what are they and why do you have those specific prejudices?
Hating the altereds is not a prejudice, it’s a life-saving manoeuvre.
Which person do you wish you were closest to?
Depends. Romantically? Matt. Friendship wise? Paige. Always Paige.
Do you have a boyfriend?
Matt is, well he’s Matt. He’s my hero, my soulmate, the person who keeps me grounded, who can cut through all my emotional crap. As much as I love Paige, he’s been my best friend for longer. It was always us, just us, especially after Diana died and I lived under guard. He got me, he got the situation, and he made it better. He always makes everything better. Of course he does, he’s Matt. I love him. I always will. Nothing could ever come between us.
Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
I trust my friends. Matt, Paige, Hal, Kyle, Sawyer, Jacob, even Erica. Because we’ve all put out lives on the line for each other before. They have my back, and I have theirs.
If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
Jesus H! Like that’s a question I want to think about.
Who is the person you despise the most, why?
Well, that’s obvious isn’t it? It’s got to be a toss up between Bear and Earl.
Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
Avoid. Always avoid. Unless it’s like a life or death thing, or if it’s just not right, or if it has something to do with genetics, or if it’s Bear or Earl, then I get all up and in their faces.
What is your favorite color?
Caribbean blue
What is your favorite food?
Pizza
What is your most treasured possession?
I have two. My necklace and my knife.
Do you like to read? If so, what do you like to read?
I do, although these days it’s mostly scientific journals and articles. And I tend to play my guitar more in my downtime. But I love to read fantasy books when I have time. Stuff that would never happen in the real world. You know, mermaids and vampires.
What makes you happy?
Matt. My family. My friends.
What makes you angry?
Injustice.
How do you deal with stress?
I don’t really. I have panic attacks. Matt helps. And my guitar and my acorns. My dad teaches me breathing exercises.
How do you deal with pain (physical and emotional)?
In the moment? I grit my teeth and carry on. After, I cry. It helps get it all out of me.
Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
Plans make me feel safer, but when the shit hits the fan, you gotta go with the flow.
Which living person do you most despise? Why?
Earl. Because he’s a monster. He made the hellhounds. They killed Joe!
What is the quality you most like in a man?
(smiles) The ability to get me out of my own head. Honesty. Steadiness. Passion.
Where would you like to live? Why?
I don’t really care where I live, as long as the people I love are with me.
Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
Normal? Ha. But okay, okay, when the shit’s not hitting the fan. I eat breakfast with Dad, with Matt too if he’s spent the night. I spend most of the day I the lab sorting out genetic mutations. Then in the evenings I hang out with my friends or train with Claus and Evan.
What is your greatest strength?
No idea. Pass.
What is your greatest weakness?
Pass. Don’t like talking about it.
Which talent would you most like to have? Why?
Talent? I’m not sure, but I’d love to be able to take life a little less seriously. Or to not feel so damn much all the time.
Do you like yourself?
Sometimes. Mostly. Not all the time. It depends on the day. I think I’m a good person. I try my best. But I guess that’s not always good enough.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
Anxiety. I’ve been so tempted to take the nanite for it. But that would make me as bad as them.
What three words best describe your personality?
Determined. Loving. Hopeful.
What three words would others probably use to describe you?
Weak? Strong? Both? I don’t know, ask Matt.
What goal do you most want to accomplish in your life?
I just want a fair and peaceful place to live, for me and the rest of the unadjusteds. That’s not so much to ask, is it?
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
I try not to think too far into the future, not when the world is at stake.
If you could choose, how would you want to die?
I spend too much time thinking about death, but I’ve never considered that. I just want it to be quick. And painless, if possible. And I don’t want to see it coming.
If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
Make love to Matt. Spend time with my family and friends, hold them close.
If you were to die and come back as a person, animal, or thing, what do you think it would be, and why?
I’ve always loved my wings. I’d come back as a bird and fly away from it all.
What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
I don’t need to be remembered for anything. Just by my friends and family. They know who I am.
What do you have in your pockets or purse?
Acorns
What in on your nightstand?
A picture of my mom. My knife. A lamp. More acorns.
What do you most wear on your feet (dress shoes, boots, gym shoes, socks with holes in them, slippers, etc.)?
Mostly combat boots. They make me feel prepared. At home, I have some furry slippers that keep my feet warm.
If you are cleaning among your things, what is easy for you to throw out? What do you have difficulty parting with? Why?
I’ve never really needed stuff. I just like mementos of people, or pictures so I can keep their faces in my mind. I never took a photo of Joe. But there’s stuff online about him. But it would have been nice to have a photo of him in the woods, or the cave.
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