Finding the writer in me
The Bi-Polar bottom has freed me from it's claw-like grip, and I am finally really starting to feel like a human being again.
I tried so hard to just jump back into finishing the final book in my series...but I just couldn't.
That being said, I have started on a YA novella (I think it will be novella length anyhow). I am hoping that the extreme YA nature of the book that I am writing will war with my desire to put something dark and sinister (and just down right taboo) in my books...and give me the inspiration to fire off the last 30K of Aria's story...no really, I think that is ALL I have left.
Sitting here, staring at the words to her story have gotten me no where in the last 10 months. TEN MONTHS!!! It is time to move on and come back to her when I am ready.
Sigh...this is truly the hardest part of being Bi-Polar for me. When I crash (like I did for the better part of the last year) I am not always capable of writing again. Period.
Maybe I should take all of my poetry and make it into a book...separate it by when I wrote it (I have some really good poetry that I wrote when I was like...nine...and really good as in, won contests. I got to meet author Douglas Wood (award winner) who wrote Old Turtle when I was eleven.
Eh, I don't know. I guess I will just work on something...anything really, until the writing bug hits me again.
I tried so hard to just jump back into finishing the final book in my series...but I just couldn't.
That being said, I have started on a YA novella (I think it will be novella length anyhow). I am hoping that the extreme YA nature of the book that I am writing will war with my desire to put something dark and sinister (and just down right taboo) in my books...and give me the inspiration to fire off the last 30K of Aria's story...no really, I think that is ALL I have left.
Sitting here, staring at the words to her story have gotten me no where in the last 10 months. TEN MONTHS!!! It is time to move on and come back to her when I am ready.
Sigh...this is truly the hardest part of being Bi-Polar for me. When I crash (like I did for the better part of the last year) I am not always capable of writing again. Period.
Maybe I should take all of my poetry and make it into a book...separate it by when I wrote it (I have some really good poetry that I wrote when I was like...nine...and really good as in, won contests. I got to meet author Douglas Wood (award winner) who wrote Old Turtle when I was eleven.
Eh, I don't know. I guess I will just work on something...anything really, until the writing bug hits me again.
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